Outside Qiming Palace, a crisp and tender child's voice sounded.
Shao Kefan was stunned and put down the book in displeasure. There was a hint of annoyance in his eyebrows. Didn't he tell this boy not to run out of Jie Liu Palace?
Before leaving the study room, Jian Xin stopped practicing the magic needle and almost ran out of the door, holding Zi Yuan in her arms, "Zi Yuan, are you looking for sister?"
Zi Yuan raised his head, but his bright black eyes stared at Shao Kefan unblinkingly, "Your Majesty, why hasn't my mother come back yet?"
Jian Xin lowered his head sadly. Zhao Lian was unfortunately possessed by an evil spirit and was killed. Everyone in the palace knew about it. However, in order to prevent this little man from knowing that he had lost his mother, she and Shao Kefan had to use
The most common deception is to say that Zhao Lian is out on business and may not come back for a long time.
Shao Kefan sighed, leaned down, and stroked Zi Yuan's hair that had grown below his shoulder blades with the back of his fingers, "It was Zi Yuan's mother who petitioned him to go out, and the monarch didn't know about it! Zi Yuan just wait a little longer."
Jian Xin rested her head on Zi Yuan's shoulder and looked outside the palace door. Finally she couldn't hold back any tears rolling down her eyes.
When Willow and Zhaolian held their newborn baby with happy smiles on their faces, they never imagined that one of the couple would be killed and the other would almost become a witch, leaving behind a child who was ignorant of the world and waited hopelessly.
One major event after another, Zi Yuan was kept in the dark. Maybe he knew that his father had passed away, but he didn't know that his mother would never come back.
When he was told to wait, Ziyuan's little face turned red and his mouth slumped, but he couldn't hold back from crying. He walked up and down, ignoring the monarch in front of him, and complained loudly and didn't know who to listen to, "Mother, what are you doing?"
Where did you go?"
When Jian Xin raised his head, his eyes were clear, and a hint of sadness could be seen. He patted Zi Yuan's back and said, "Zi Yuan, please call your sister your mother from now on! In this way, Zi Yuan will have two mothers.
If one is not here, you can be with the other."
Shao Kefan suddenly withdrew his hand from Ziyuan's hair, his face turned extremely pale in an instant, and he stared at Jian Xin intently, "Jian Xin, what did you say?"
Jian Xin didn't know why his reaction was so big, but she was stunned for a moment and murmured, "I want to be Ziyuan's mother! You know, it will take a long time for his mother to come back."
Shao Kefan subconsciously clenched his fists, making a "clucking" noise, and twitched the corners of his mouth. He said nothing, but turned around and silently turned his back to her. His figure in red clothes was lonely and lonely, as if the setting sun on the wasteland.
Underneath, the incomparable fire fox walks alone.
Jian Xin understood. Three years after her death, she became Qin Weiluo's wife. This was a heartbreaking thing for him. Now, in front of him, she wanted to expose Ziyuan, who kept calling Qin Weiluo his father.
Mother, once again stimulated him. Whenever Ziyuan opened his mouth, he would probably be reminded of unbearable memories.
He wanted to tell Zi Yuan that she was just joking, but Zi Yuan shook his head first, "No, there is only one mother, and my sister will always be Zi Yuan's sister." It seemed that because he rejected his sister who cared about him, he hung his head with some guilt.
Headed.
Jian Xin forced out a smile and said, "Then just call me sister."
Shao Kefan breathed a sigh of relief. With her stubborn character, since she was willing to let go, she should have considered his feelings. She turned back and gave the eviction order tactfully, "Zi Yuan goes back and has a good time. Read more poems."
Book, don’t run out randomly, the palace is so big, be careful of getting lost.”
Jian Xin looked at him reproachfully, blaming him for being unreasonable, but when she saw those eyes that were like the eternal ice and snow in fire, her heart ached and became cold. Without saying much, she took Zi Yuan's hand and walked out the door.
, "Sister, I'll take you back!"
However, just as he walked out of the door, he suddenly heard a cold voice behind him, "Jian Xin, Ziyuan is seven years old and can't always rely on adults. What if you let him become dependent in the future?"
There was a faint feeling of fear in his heart, and he also knew what consequences would happen if Ziyuan let it slip.
The voice seemed to have a hint of charm and awe. Although Jian Xin was reluctant, she let go of Zi Yuan and said, "Zi Yuan, go back by yourself. If you wait for a while, my mother will come back."
Zi Yuan nodded obediently, his bright black eyes full of hope and sadness, and his small body walked away silently.
Jian Xin leaned at the door of the palace and looked at the direction Zi Yuan left. Many things came to her mind. In order to keep Qin Weiluo away from her, Shao Kefan conspired to grant a marriage, Zhao Lian was raped, King Ling died tragically, Qin Weiluo was killed, Zhao
Lian was possessed by the evil spirit, and as a result, Ziyuan was in the miserable state he is in today.
What was wrong with her sympathetic look? It was him who was wrong. Everything was caused by him. However, now, after many vicissitudes of life, it seems that he has suffered so much spiritual pain for her, a hundred years ago.
Every time he tried every means to save her from dire straits, she no longer wanted to hate him. Her temperament was stubborn, compassionate, and easy to be soft-hearted. It was difficult to completely hate someone, let alone him.
But, what should I do with Ziyuan? He is still so young and has to spend so many years growing up. He spends his ignorant years in bitter expectations. How can he teach people not to feel sad?
Jian Xin occupied the position of a guard. The guard had to move to the corridor outside the palace and stood there with an embarrassed look on his face. The other guard tried his best to hold back his laughter and did not dare to laugh.
Shao Kefan clasped his hands behind his back, nodded and faced the outside of the palace, but his eyelids drooped slightly, staring at the woman in yellow at the door of the palace.
I really hope that life can go on like this! Even if a lot of things have changed due to the confusion of the world in the past few years, even if she is still estranged from him and her feelings are not exclusive, as long as she stays by his side, it will be the biggest blessing in his life.
Long-cherished wish.
It was actually very simple for her not to know about Zhao Lian. Except for Zi Yuan and the two maids who were actually swordsmen, and the middle-aged man who did it himself, no one knew about Zhao Lian's meridian being severed.
.However, among the few people, only Ziyuan might have leaked it.
However, no matter how cruel he is, he can't do anything to a child who is so considerate and innocent.
"Jian Xin." Shao Kefan called in a deep voice. Jian Xin shrank his shoulders, turned around, and walked into the hall. His eyes still looked reproachful, but just now, how could he answer him without knowing it?
Why don't you go see Zi Yuan off? Could it be that it's because of the guilt that is hard to get rid of...
Feeling guilty for Qin Weiluo, because she finally returned to Shao Kefan, but he ended up with such a tragic ending as being wiped out in ashes. If he hadn't used all his strength to push her ten miles away at the last moment, she would definitely not be able to stand well.
here.
Feeling guilty towards Zhao Lian because she had owned her beloved man for three years, but in the human world, they were good friends, but she betrayed her. Even as an undead, with humans and ghosts estranged from each other, betrayal is betrayal.
Feeling guilty for Zi Yuan, just because of her sympathetic look, he came into this world, but he lost his father and mother, and his little heart was cast a shadow. Even though the root cause did not lie with her.
The world is full of vicissitudes, unpredictable and wild.
Now, she has returned to the man she wanted to stay away from, how should she face all this?
Shao Kefan saw that she looked depressed and worried, and knew what she was thinking about. Apart from those things that had changed and passed away, what else could she think about.
Jian Xin tightened her waist and was picked up by him. Her hands involuntarily hooked up his neck, and she frowned and looked up at him, "What's wrong?"
Shao Kefan lowered his head and buried it in her neck, "Jian Xin, you don't belong here. Although hell will not accept you, you will also grow old and die and become a lonely soul wandering around. But I will face forgetfulness and reincarnation.
,so I thought…”
He suddenly paused, moved down slightly, and kissed her neck hard with his lips, "So, a hundred years later, I will not forget, I will not be reincarnated, and fight for the power to rule hell. I will be with you forever and ever, and I will never be a human again."
At that moment, Jian Xin was indescribably moved in her heart. She just felt that this had always been the case. She pushed up his head and stared into those hot and sentimental eyes. Tears suddenly filled her eyes and she shook her head, "I
It’s not worth it, I betrayed you.”
"Don't talk about betrayal." Shao Kefan shook his hand slightly, brushed up his red sleeves and wiped her tears, "It's my fault, but Jian Xin, if you were in my position, you would know that many things have to be done."
Many things are forced, are they really forced?
Jian Xin closed her eyes, not wanting to show any emotions, and buried her head in his arms.
He was only half right, he loved her too much and subconsciously believed that the conspiracy he adopted to keep her by his side was a last resort.
He has done so many wrong things, ruined countless people, caused estrangement between them, and also hurt himself.
She didn't want to correct him, she just felt too tired.
Let’s talk about what happens a hundred years from now! Just a promise is not enough. Who can predict what will happen in the future?
Shao Kefan saw this and carried her towards the bedroom. The two doormen stepped back and closed the door.
"No." Feeling those familiar hands untying her clothes, Jian Xin uttered one word, slowly opened her eyes, and looked at him whose breathing was getting heavier and heavier, "I want to take a nap, I'm very sleepy."
Shao Kefan didn't stop, and threw her dirty clothes on the bedside. He reached for his belt and pulled it gently. The bright red clothes slipped down and covered the two of them, like a beautiful red flower blooming.
lotus.
This time was different from the past, there was no foreplay, so he pushed straight in, motionless, and pressed against her tightly, leaving no room for anything.
"Jian Xin, do you know?" His lips were facing hers, his eyes were bottomless, "I don't want to leave you for a moment. If you become a part of my body, even if your heart is no longer with me, you still can't
Leave me."
Jian Xin stretched out her hand, put it around his waist, and stroked it up and down his back, "As long as you don't do bad things again, I won't leave you."
Shao Kefan's body trembled suddenly, Zhao Lian's meridians were severed, and his eyes were bleeding. What would happen if she knew? He didn't dare to imagine, and he didn't need to imagine.
"What's wrong?" Jian Xin was a little surprised when she noticed something strange about him, and suddenly felt something strange.
"It's okay." Shao Kefan moved his thick body a few times, then put his mouth into her ear and said, "I thought about it."
However, he was covered in ice, and at this moment, he didn't have much sex!
Before he could ask any more questions, the body on top started to move violently, and the big bed covered with thick blankets made dull tremors, which seemed to be a kind of vent. Each of his rapid impacts reached the deepest point, as if
He wants to reach out to her most secret soul and take everything she has as his own.
Jian Xin's whole body was so restless that his consciousness suddenly disappeared into the mist. He moved his hands from his back to the back of his head, pressing down desperately, trying to touch the lips that commanded the world. However, he insisted on avoiding it.
He leaned close to her ear and called her name over and over again, "Jian Xin, Jian Xin, Jian Xin..." Her hands loosened and slumped down weakly, forming a hugging posture, dazed and confused.
He stared up at her, the eyes that stared into her were as hot as a person being burned by fire, suffering from extreme pain.
All his pain is because of her! How many people does she have to feel guilty for, even Shu Zhen, even Xuan Wei...
Gradually, his movements slowed down, as if his physical strength could not bear the huge grief, but he still penetrated deeply resolutely, again and again, and finally rested his head on her shoulder, motionless.
The red dress has slipped down, and the floor of the oasis in the brocade sky is gorgeous, evil, and full of eyes.
Jian Xin pushed him, but there was no reaction at all. Only when his rapid breathing became even, she knew that he was asleep.
Although she hurt him countless times, and although no one else dared to hurt him, only by her side could he put down all his guard and vigilance and sleep peacefully.
Just sleep! The world is a big dream, what is true or false, what is right or wrong, it may be confusing or unclear, otherwise holding on to those things that are clear is like holding a sharp dagger.
, hurting myself more and more.
She raised her arms and put her arms around his back, and gradually fell asleep.
It was only four o'clock in the afternoon, the sun was high in the sky, the air was dull, and the bugs in the garden kept chirping, making Liao Yuan hoarse.