After listening, I froze on the spot. I couldn't react for a long time. My mind went blank without any thinking. I stumbled forward two steps. The ground suddenly became uneven, causing my feet to shake.
I closed my eyes and tried to stabilize my mind, but Sima Jue's cold figure kept flashing before my eyes.
Is this the result of the male protagonist? It is completely out of touch with the content of traditional novels! Aren’t all male protagonists born with an immortal body? How can they die so easily? How can they go in the opposite direction? This cannot be a one-man show for the female protagonist.
Have you read it yet? Has the plot of the novel been innovative? Or have you been deceived by the content in the novel again?
"princess……"
I quickly gathered myself together and asked, "How far is this place from the Law of Bones?" I was startled when the voice came out. My own voice was trembling as if I had been frozen for several hours.
"Hurry up and drive day and night. We'll be there in five days."
I nodded and glanced at Lou Yang in the distance. I and Wang Wu were walking towards this side. His eyes never left me. I had just given him hope and my words were still warm. I turned around and regretted it. It was really
It's so shameless and unkind!
I couldn't help but look up to the sky and sigh, Yue Lao! How long are you going to torture me?
I hesitantly told Lou Yang that I must go see Sima Jue.
He frowned and looked at me blankly. The hurt in his eyes touched the bottom of his eyes. He told me to look away. He must be extremely disappointed in me. I felt so sad that I couldn't look directly into his eyes.
"Trust me again, I will definitely leave you after seeing Sima Jue." In order to cover up his guilty conscience, he explained to Lou Yang, "Let me leave him completely!" He also said to himself.
He didn't speak, walked up to me, looked at me for a moment, frowned, closed his eyes and walked silently towards the horses not far away...
There were nine of us, traveling day and night. For my health, Wang Wu found a carriage for me.
I lay on my back in the car and stared blankly at the roof of the car, thinking about what my last meeting with Sima Jue would be like!
It is said that when a person is about to die, he always speaks kind words. Will he feel guilty towards me? After all, I have lived with him for so long. Has he ever had feelings for me, my nominal wife? As a result, he is
Isn’t it a matter of resentment and reluctance?
I don't know what I feel in my heart. The more I think about it, the more confused my mind becomes. I just want to see him as soon as possible. This is really the first time I am so eager to see this person who always has a cold face.
I sing opposite the person in the Taiwanese opera.
I don’t know whether it was to comfort my panicked heart, or to excuse Sima Jue. I thought it would be a relief for him to die like this! Otherwise, he would not be able to take over his brothers for the throne, and end up being beheaded again, how painful it would be.
Ah! At least dying like this is still a martyr, which is infinitely better than being trampled under someone's feet and being wantonly insulted! I feel much better when I think about it, but liquid is dripping from the corners of my eyes.
I wiped my eyes, sniffed, and in order to calm my panic, I began to think about my future life! In order to survive, I really couldn't become a gentleman with Lou Yang's help and take away my half of the money from the house.
Sima Jue shouldn't object if he's underground. I just don't know if Lou Yang will help me with this.
Then, I followed Lou Yang to travel around the world. When I got tired, I found a place with beautiful scenery, fell in love with the person I loved, had a few children and lived the rest of my life. Isn't this the free life I have always longed for?
Such a beautiful vision, but I couldn't be happy. The liquid in the corners of my eyes flowed like a rushing river, and there seemed to be a huge stone blocking my heart, making my throat tight.
Finally, at Xu o'clock on the fifth day, we arrived at Bogulu Fan Town in the dust.
The season is as cold as winter for this feudal town near Mobei.
The closer I got to the Chijie Governor's Mansion, the more panicked my heartbeat became, and I felt a chill running through my body, which seemed to be a bit colder than the weather outside.
As soon as they entered the Governor's Mansion, the depressing atmosphere made it hard for people to breathe lightly. Even the air was heavy. There were guards in black clothes and soft armor in the courtyard. They didn't make a sound, and they stood as majestic as the terracotta warriors and horses.
Wang Wu led me to a remote courtyard in the backyard. Song Chu came out to welcome us in. Lou Yang was stopped by the guards.
I followed Song Chu silently to a secret room, where only Rong Miaoqing and a middle-aged man who looked like a general whom I had never seen before saluted me.
Their faces looked full of sadness, and I didn't care to think about anything else. My eyes had already fixed on the person lying on the soft couch.
Her hair was loose, she was wearing a black robe, and she was lying there quietly, motionless.
This last meeting was actually...the yin and the yang were separated!
My lips were trembling, and I stood there in a daze, forgetting to move. It wasn't until someone called me that I clenched my fists, and my nails dug deeply into my palms, stimulating my senses. I walked mechanically and became stiff.
With her legs up, she slowly walked to the couch, as if she was afraid of waking him up, and carefully turned her eyes to him.
Looking at this handsome man, I wanted to smile at him and say hello to him, but I found that the corners of my lips were trembling and I couldn't make a sound.
I have been living noisily with this man who is motionless at this moment, with this man who has the name of husband and wife but no real life as husband and wife, and this man who always has a cold face, and I have been living noisily for more than half a year, and now he has no explanation.
, lying here silently like this, staring at my existence, makes me so uncomfortable.
His angular facial features, pale and bloodless face, long and smooth, handsome eyebrows slanting into his temples, and a pair of deep black eyes were tightly closed at this time, and the faint cold color in his eyes could no longer be seen.
Under the still proud and straight nose, the thin pink and moist lips were now as pale as her face.
I stared at his handsome face intently, just like when I peeked at him sleeping when he stayed outside Jinping. Now, I no longer have to sneak around.
My heart tightened and I suddenly felt unwilling to give in. This person who I couldn't look away from when I was peeping and disturbed my sleep all night would never be seen again. It was up to Yan Jun to appreciate him. I was unwilling to give in!
I want him to get up and have another argument with me, I want him to get up and frown at me, I want to see the helpless look on his lips again, I want to ask him if he knows that I am not really Xia Sirou, but
Never exposed? Why? I still want to know...
Uh! There are still many questions I want to know. He shouldn't have left me without saying a word! He is still so irresponsible and his usual behavior, which really makes me unwilling.
I closed my eyes and calmed down, and I seemed to see him again, dressed in crescent white clothes, with bright eyes under the tree with falling pale pink albizia petals, and said to me firmly: Sirou! Believe me! You must!
Get you out!
Pick me up? It’s so ridiculous. Is this what he wants to pick me out? Even if he fights with me and pretends to be a good person to take care of me, will these things never happen again? I am really unwilling to do so.
Looking at this familiar yet unfamiliar face, we haven’t seen each other for three months. Will he also think of me when he has time?
I suddenly understood that the quarrel and calculation with him turned out to be a kind of happiness. It turned out that besides falling in love at first sight, there was also love that lasted for a long time. It turned out that everything we did between us was for this moment, and this moment was for my future years.
Make more memories?
My heart suddenly felt like being stabbed hard by a needle, and the pain came over me. The tightness in my chest suddenly increased sharply, and my head was dizzy. I felt like my breathing was involved in my heartache. I wanted to call him, scold him, and ask him to get up and have a fight with me.
.
But it felt like there was a sharp thorn stuck in my throat, and it hurt so much that I couldn't make a sound. I wanted to cry, but my eyes were dry and not moist at the moment, and there was only a buzzing in my head, as if something had penetrated.
Countless ants gave me a splitting headache and I couldn't hear any sound. These ants burrowed along my mind and into my heart, and my heart felt as if it was being eaten away piece by piece.
The pain made me bend down and suddenly grab the clothes on my chest. My mind went blank, a salty smell came to my mouth, and liquid flowed down the corners of my mouth.
"Princess..." An exclamation came from the side, waking me up.
I held on to my strength and mechanically waved my hands to everyone, "Nothing..."
I don't think there is anything for them to worry about. Sima Jue has already died, and as his former princess, although I have been granted the title of Yuzhen Zhenren by the emperor, the title of Princess Yue is a serious one.
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People say that after raising a cat or dog for a long time, they will develop feelings for each other. What's more, we have "living together" for so long. Even if we don't have feelings, we still have family ties, or a comrades-in-arms relationship that doesn't get along well in the trenches, and even if it doesn't work out, there will be quarrels. Now he
"Go", it is only reasonable that I should cry to him in every way.
But I couldn't shed a single tear at this time. In order to be effective, I turned my head stiffly and looked at the people in the room. They were all good-looking, especially Rong Miaoqing, who was a top-notch handsome guy. But at this critical moment, I didn't.
I always burst into tears when I see a handsome guy like I used to do, but I slipped up at the critical moment!
The blood from my mouth dripped on my chest. I finally regained some face, but this face was too weak. Even if I wanted to vomit blood, I would have to spray it. If not, I would have to vomit. At least that way it would look good.
Momentum, what is this? It flowed down from the corner of my mouth. Those who didn't know thought I had bitten my tongue. It was so bad!
I ignored the blood on my lips and reached out to touch Sima Jue's handsome face. I didn't know whether it was because of the cold weather or something else, but my hands were shaking so hard that I couldn't control myself.
I never dared to touch him when he was alive, let alone eat his tofu. Now I can finally do whatever I want. "You still..." I haven't said the words "broken your promise" tremblingly, and my hands haven't touched his.
Face, I felt that the person in front of me suddenly became blurry, everything around me shook rapidly and turned black, and in an instant I fell into darkness...