"Then..." Su Qianqian counted her Bigu Pills and left one at the end. She handed the remaining five pills to Lu Changsheng and said, "I don't need so many. You can keep the others for yourself."
Bar."
Lu Changsheng was stunned for a moment, then held Su Qianqian's hand and said: "There is no reason to take back the things I gave away, just like the jade pendant you gave me back then. It was a magic weapon for you to save your life. I have never been
This is a repayment of gratitude."
Su Qianqian's face darkened, she held the Bigu Pill in her hand, lowered her head and whispered, "Are you just repaying a favor?"
"What?" Lu Changsheng didn't seem to hear, so he asked again.
"It's nothing. You should study the Amitabha Sutra quickly. Going out is the most important thing. My grandfather has already returned to Kyoto. If he doesn't see me back, he will definitely be worried about us and think something has happened." Su Qianqian was a little disappointed, and then said
Showed a smile.
"Okay." Lu Changsheng nodded and began to meditate on the second piece of iron. There is also a Buddha inside. This is the present Buddha in the Buddhist family, which represents the present and is named Sakyamuni.
Seeing him meditating, Su Qianqian took a deep look at him. She could no longer see the young boy from a year ago in him. Recalling the original scene, Su Qianqian sighed. Even she herself
I didn't know what I was sighing for, but I was just a little disappointed, maybe because of Lu Changsheng's words, or maybe because of something else.
Walking to the door, looking at the bright moon hanging high, the ancients said that the moon represents the feeling of homesickness. In fact, what I miss is not only my hometown, but also those people who have passed away and who exist now are all missed.
Lu Changsheng actually heard that sentence, but he pretended not to hear it. When it comes to dealing with major issues, he can be decisive and decisive, but when it comes to dealing with emotions, he is not good at it. No one tells him what to do. For Su Qian
He had a special feeling, but when he bravely faced the past, the only thing he had in his heart were memories. Everything in the past is eternal and can never be changed, so the past does not move.
Now, he should cherish the present. When he saw the second Buddha, this feeling was particularly profound. This Buddha represents the present, which is different from the past. It is not immovable. It makes people feel that it has changed greatly. He stands tall
Nothing but the smile on his face.
There is no terrible pressure, and there is no golden dharma appearance. It is more like an old monk, sitting there cross-legged. Apart from being graceful, there is no difference between him and others.
But this gave Lu Changsheng a great feeling. The word "now" appeared in his consciousness. With the imprint of this ancient Buddha, what should it be like now?
Lu Changsheng was thinking. After thinking for a long time, he had no clue. He was not a saint and could not understand everything in an instant. But he thought about his present and his past.
"The present exists because of the past." Lu Changsheng suddenly had some insights in his heart. His past was cowardly. In order to survive, in order to live, he could endure humiliation and bear burdens. It can't even be said that he endured humiliation and burdens. He was just weak. This was an instinct to survive.
, when people face irresistible pressure, most people will choose to retreat and compromise.
Lu Changsheng once chose to retreat and compromise, but when faced with a car accident, he finally understood that weakness was not the only option. At least he could choose to give it a try. No matter if he had a chance from time to time, he could actually choose, and even
It is said that weakness is chosen by oneself, not imposed by others.
There is an old saying in China, people who are good will be bullied, and people who are good will be ridiculed. Being cowardly is your choice, and being bullied and choosing to be patient is also your choice. Lu Changsheng used to always like to make excuses, saying that it was because of the environment, and he was just a person.
Poor people are simply incomparable to others.
But now he knows that he was wrong. Whether it was an excuse for being weak when he was a child or an excuse for growing up, it is just self-comfort. The environment is not an excuse for weakness. A truly strong person will create the environment and change it.
environment, rather than waiting for the environment to change itself.
"If you can't change yourself, then change the world!" Lu Changsheng suddenly thought of his vow. It was precisely because of this sentence that he changed himself. Although it was because he entered the path of spiritual practice after the car accident that he had
Confident, but he believes that if he had been stronger before, maybe those people would not dare to bully him.
It was like this when he was a child. If he didn't have the protection of his elder brother, he would have been swallowed up long ago without any bones left. But at that time, he chose to be weak and submit to compromise. He just wanted to survive and look forward to his own death one day in his mind.
Destiny will change, but he knows that he is lucky, because there are countless ordinary people who do not have such opportunities as him, so he must cherish everything now. The position he is in now may be what many people, or he could only dream of in the past.
of.
Weakness is a choice, and strength is also a choice. Many people may say that the environment makes it impossible for people to choose, and there are no opportunities for themselves to choose.
But real opportunities are created by yourself. When you choose to be strong, opportunities will appear at the moment you choose. Lu Changsheng thought back to his past. If he had chosen to live a strong life since he was a child and not swallow humiliation, maybe everything would be better.
It won't be like that.
Maybe he will become a vicious person in the eyes of others, but at least he will not be bullied, nor will he betray himself according to the environment.
People tend to bully the weak and fear the strong. Lu Changsheng only understands this truth now and feels that it is too late. Even now, he is not considered strong because he does not have a strong heart at all. He kills decisively because he is afraid of others.
Going back to that time of weakness, the truly strong people are confident from the bottom of their hearts. They have long chosen to be strong instead of swallowing humiliation.
"Now is the time for me to make a choice." Lu Changsheng came to the realization that this is the present, the present in his own hands. No matter what happened in the past, at least he can choose now. The present determines the future, so the present
It’s never too late to make a choice, just choose.
"Amitabha." The Buddha in the iron piece suddenly called out the Buddha's name. Lu Changsheng smiled. From now on, he will become a strong self, an invincible self. This is his choice. No matter what strong person he faces, he will
They will not violate their inner surrender.
"Perhaps, this is what Buddhism means by knowing one's mind and seeing one's nature. In the past, I lived too repressed, so why didn't I just follow my nature and follow my heart?" Lu Changsheng said to himself. This was the choice in his heart, and it is also his current one.
Choice, and now is a choice. No matter when you understand it, it is never too late.
When he understood the present, another Buddha appeared in his mind, and the second iron piece in his hand turned into powder, fell between his fingers, and disappeared into the void.
He did not open his eyes, but continued to probe into the third piece of iron with his mind. He represented the future, which was the most ethereal and elusive. No one knew what his future would be like, because the future was changeable, the past was immovable, but the future was the most
Changed, but when Lu Changsheng understood his present, the future seemed clear.
The future Buddha he saw was illusory at first, and he couldn't even see his face clearly. Just like the future, it was illusory and impossible to figure out. But when he understands his present, the future is no longer an illusory future, but a future that can be controlled. Maybe
This kind of future only exists in one's own imagination, but this kind of future is a future chosen by oneself, with no regrets.
When the future Buddha began to become clear, Lu Changsheng suddenly caught a clue. This clue shocked Lu Changsheng's mind. He seemed to have seen his own future.
The Taoist book suddenly bloomed with a simple light, showing an image like a mirror, a flower in the water, and the moon. He saw a young man crying, standing in the ruins, holding a man covered in blood in his arms.
"Is this really your choice?" the person in his arms asked. She was as beautiful as a fairy in the sky, with everything impeccable. But there was a sword stuck in her heart, and blood kept flowing out.
, her face became increasingly pale as the blood flowed out, which made people feel distressed and heartbroken.
The young man was crying, but the person in his arms was still bleeding. His tears could not stop the blood. He was helpless. He covered the wound but could not stop the blood.
"I regret, regret this choice!" the young man said, as if he was comforting the person in his arms. Lu Changsheng could see that he really regretted it. This was his self-love, the only one in this life.
The stars in the sky were falling, and an ancient ship lay across the starry sky, exuding ancient coercion. There was a person on top looking down at the young man and the person in his hand, with sarcasm on his face. When the young man said he regretted it, he looked down
The smile on the person's face is getting deeper and deeper.
"I'll kill you!" The young man looked at the sky and roared, but his roar was so low that he could not resurrect the person in his arms. He could only watch her close her eyes and lose all her life. At that moment, the young man's heart was broken.
It was about to break, and there was an aura of terror all over his body, that was hatred.
He put down the person in his arms and couldn't bear to pull out the sword from her heart. He wanted revenge, but when he stepped onto the starry sky, he found that he was so small, under that ancient ship and in front of that person.
"You are just a poor ant. I can crush you to death at any time. Look, I destroyed your world. Look, I killed the person you loved, but you are so humble." The man sarcastically said.
, slapped down, the young man fell to the ground, the breath on his body disappeared, the sword was stuck on the ground, and it kept trembling, as if to prove the young man's weakness.
The whole world was destroyed, and countless people died in the hands of this man on the ancient ship. The young man coughed up blood and his eyes were dull. He was an ant, and struggling was just an ant. He gave up, picked up the man again, and committed suicide.
He said to himself: "It was my fault. I shouldn't have made this choice. Now I will die with you, die here, and go with this world."
The young man pulled out the sword that was stuck on the ground and wiped it from his own neck. He was committing suicide. He was unable to protect the world, let alone the love in his heart.
"No!" Lu Changsheng yelled. He was angry because of the boy's weakness. He shouldn't be like this. Suicide is just a coward's behavior. He is the last person in the world. If he dies, the world will really be destroyed.
"I would rather die than give in. Even if the opponent is strong, I must not give in. Even if I am afraid, at least don't give in. Even if I die, I can't give in!" Lu Changsheng roared. He hoped that the young man could hear it and pick up the sword again instead of cutting his neck.
, but stab the enemy in the chest.
However, the young man couldn't hear it, so he cut his own neck, his eyes full of despair. No matter what Lu Changsheng said, he was so weak. He gave up all hope, and at the moment of his weakness, he betrayed
In this world, he betrayed his beloved and betrayed himself at the same time.
When he saw a patch of bright red flowing out from the young man's neck, Lu Changsheng's face was dull. He hated the young man's weakness, but he also felt fear.
The young man was Lu Changsheng, and the person he was holding in his arms was his beloved Murong Qingxue, and there were many corpses lying scattered in the ruins, all of them were familiar faces, Lu Dahai, Su Qianqian