"Let's go." Xu Rongrong said this expressionlessly, and then returned to the room.
"You can't be so selfish!" Commander Zhan shouted at Xu Rongrong's back, "If you can't give birth to a child for Yiyang, and you can't pass on the family lineage to the Zhan family, you are not qualified to stay with Yiyang! I am discussing with you now, if you don't
Promise, I have plenty of ways to make you agree!"
Xu Rongrong closed the door as if he hadn't heard anything, and sat on the bed in despair, staring at the ceiling with empty eyes.
The phone was on the bedside table. She took it over and called up Zhan Yiyang's number, but she still didn't dial it out. Finally, she bent her knees, buried her face deeply in them, and let her tears hit both knees.
Wet...
Zhan Yiyang loves her so much that it makes her cry.
Even if his original purpose of marrying her was to have children, she also believed that he loved her.
Otherwise, he wouldn't go to great lengths to keep those who would hurt her away from her, wouldn't plan their wedding carefully, wouldn't want to keep her by his side all the time, and wouldn't...
I won't hide everything behind my back, just to prevent her from knowing that she can't get pregnant again.
No one needed to tell her, she also knew that Zhan Yiyang no longer planned to have the child he had always wanted.
Zhan Yiyang chose her between his child and her. Otherwise, he would not have applied for her to join the army and would not have worried about her being alone at home.
He loved her so much that he forgot his original purpose.
What about her?
Can she stay with him selfishly and leave regrets in his life that can never be repaired?
The sky was falling, Xu Rongrong felt it clearly.
There was a sound from the kitchen that the rice cooker was ready. She wiped away her tears and walked to the kitchen.
When she got to the kitchen, her vision was blurred by tears again. She turned on the faucet and poured cold water on her face. In the end, she couldn't suppress it anymore. Her crying became louder and louder. She could only turn on the faucet and let the sound of running water flow.
To cover up the crying and let the running water wash away the tears...
When Zhan Yiyang came back, what he saw was Xu Rongrong pouring cold water on his face. He didn't even have time to change his shoes before he walked over quickly and pulled her over. "What's wrong?" Seeing Xu Rongrong's red eyes, he felt a pain in his chest.
I don't know whether it was water drops or tears as she wiped her face with my sleeve, "What happened? Didn't I tell you not to touch the cold water?"
"..." Xu Rongrong just looked at Zhan Yiyang crying and couldn't say anything.
Zhan Yiyang frowned and pulled Xu Rongrong into his arms, "Tell me, what happened?" He had only been away for a long time. Why on earth was Xu Rongrong crying like this?
"Child..." Xu Rongrong gasped, "Yiyang, child..."
Zhan Yiyang felt a dull pain in his chest. Xu Rongrong had been much better in the past half month. He no longer had nightmares at night, let alone mentioned the child. He had only been away for a long time, why did she think of him again?
"Idiot, didn't the doctor say, wait one more year?" He wiped the tears on Xu Rongrong's face, "We can have a child in one year. Be good, don't cry."
Xu Rongrong had not noticed it for so long, but today she saw it - there was deep helplessness in Zhan Yiyang's eyes.
For so long, Zhan Yiyang's pain and helplessness had been hidden deep in his heart and he would not let her know.
She actually asked him to bear all this alone, which was really... selfish.
In any case, Commander Zhan was right: she can't be so selfish.
"I'm sorry." She leaned into Zhan Yiyang's arms, not knowing why she was apologizing.
"Idiot." Zhan Yiyang stroked Xu Rongrong's long hair, "I really can't leave you alone in the future." She has never gotten over the haze of losing her child. If she is left alone, she will have random thoughts. Over time, the impact will eventually fade.
is bad.
Xu Rongrong didn't speak, just thinking: Zhan Yiyang always thinks about her, should she...should also think about him?
After a while, Xu Rongrong's sobbing gradually stopped, and Zhan Yiyang let go of her and looked at the automatic rice cooker with the heat preservation indicator light on, "Have you cooked?"
"Yeah." Xu Rongrong rubbed his eyes, "But I haven't cooked yet."
Zhan Yiyang took off the hand that was rubbing her eyes and wiped the tears on her face with the pads of his thumbs, "You're crying like this when you're cooking. How will you cry when you're cooking? Forget it, let's go out to eat.
"
Xu Rongrong shook her head, "I'll cook it for you." She didn't know how many opportunities like this were left, and she didn't want to miss any more.
Zhan Yiyang didn't notice anything was wrong, nodded, rolled up his sleeves and helped Xu Rongrong. The two of them cooked three dishes and one soup for lunch.
Xu Rongrong said she was full after not eating much at lunch. Zhan Yiyang used the method of "you take one bite and I take one bite" to deal with her, and finally let her eat a little more. Finally, seeing that she really had no appetite, he asked her to go back to the room to sleep.
Xu Rongrong returned to the room and received a message from Commander Zhan on his mobile phone - If you think about it, call me and I will send you the agreement. In addition, no matter what additional conditions you have, as long as I can do it, I will do it.
I can promise you that as long as you divorce Yiyang.
The only thing she wanted, Commander Zhan couldn't do.
Xu Rongrong stared at the text message for a long time before deleting it and lying on the bed.
In fact, she didn't feel sleepy at all, she just thought...she didn't know what she was thinking.
Zhan Yiyang opened the door and came in and saw Xu Rongrong lying on the bed in a daze. He walked over and said, "Didn't you say you were sleepy? Why don't you sleep?"
"Are you busy with something?" Xu Rongrong looked at Zhan Yiyang, with confusion and helplessness in his complicated eyes.
"No." Zhan Yiyang lifted up the quilt and lay down, face to face with Xu Rongrong. In fact, he had something to do, and more than a few, but he understood the look in Xu Rongrong's eyes so well that she hoped he would stay with her.
Xu Rongrong leaned into Zhan Yiyang's arms. She clearly had a lot to say, wanted to say that she loved him, wanted to say that every moment of these days was the most precious memory of her life, but at this moment she could not say anything.
After a long silence, Xu Rongrong couldn't help but talk about the topic that he originally wanted to wait until he was old: "On the day of the military-civilian blind date conference, do you know why I was the only one left in the end?"
In the past, Zhan Yiyang would have blurted out "Because no one wants you", but now what he said was: "Because you are destined to be mine."
"Reality is not as romantic as you said." Xu Rongrong said, "It's because I just came in and you stared at me. Your chief found out and ordered that no one could choose me. In the end, we were a couple by default.
." Xu Rongrong twitched the corners of his lips and smiled.
"Really?" Zhan Yiyang didn't know about this, but after thinking about it carefully, it seemed that he couldn't take his eyes away from Xu Rongrong as soon as he saw her that day.
At that time, he thought it was because he had met her some time ago. People always like to take a closer look at people they have met once before, so he stared at her.