The next day, Xu Rongrong woke up earlier than Zhan Yiyang.
The light in the room was not very bright, but it was enough for her to see Zhan Yiyang's facial features clearly. Her eyes were glued to his face almost greedily, trying to remember the texture of his skin clearly.
This was the last time that she woke up in his arms. In a few hours, she would sign the divorce agreement. Maybe after a while, he would be holding another woman in his arms. And she
, I can only think about him quietly in a place not far away, watching him get married and have children...
Thinking about it, Xu Rongrong saw Zhan Yiyang's eyelashes fluttering, and she quickly closed her eyes and pretended to sleep.
There was darkness in front of her, but she could clearly feel Zhan Yiyang moving, and then he kissed her on the forehead and held her a little tighter.
She slowly opened her eyes and raised her head to look at Zhan Yiyang.
"Why did you wake up so early?" Zhan Yiyang was confused. Last night was so intense. According to the usual practice, if he didn't wake Xu Rongrong up today, she could sleep until noon.
"I can't sleep anymore." Xu Rongrong lifted the quilt and got up, "I'm going to make breakfast, what do you want to eat?"
"Anything is fine." Zhan Yiyang put his arm around Xu Rongrong's shoulders and turned over to hold her down, "But what I want to eat most is you."
Zhan Yiyang pondered for a moment and finally said: "You can do whatever you want."
"Okay." Xu Rongrong lifted the quilt and got up, and when he entered the kitchen, he took his mobile phone from the living room.
She hesitated for a long time, and finally found Commander Zhan's number and clicked to send the text message.
——I promise you and Yiyang will divorce. I don’t want anything. Send the agreement to my home and I will sign it.
It's not a very long sentence, but every time Xu Rongrong types a word, he has to pause for a long time before typing the next word.
After typing this sentence, her life's energy has been spent.
When her thumb clicked on the word "send", she closed her eyes.
It hurts so much to let go of the person you love most and ruin the happiness of the rest of your life with your own hands.
However, everything was worth it in order to prevent Zhan Yiyang from suffering.
The text message was sent successfully soon. She took her phone back, wiped away the tears that came from her eyes, and started preparing breakfast.
You can't shed any more tears, no matter how sad you are, otherwise Zhan Yiyang will see the clues.
But, would he be sad if she filed for divorce from Zhan Yiyang like this?
Yes, but he is the leader of an army, and there are rains of bullets and bullets. This sadness is definitely nothing to him. Soon he will forget her, meet a better woman than her, get married, and have children...
…
Breakfast was ready in a short while and was extremely rich. When eating, Xu Rongrong still didn't eat much and looked at Zhan Yiyang with his chin propped up.
During the last breakfast, she wanted to remember his appearance.
Zhan Yiyang didn't notice anything unusual, and looked at Xu Rongrong with a half-smile: "Why don't you eat? You were too full yesterday? Huh?"
His ambiguous tone was clearly implying something. Xu Rongrong raised his lips and said, "Rogue." From then on, she no longer even had the chance to watch him act like a gangster. It was also at this time that she discovered that although he often accused him of being a gangster,
But actually...she likes his righteous and ruthless rogue spirit.
Zhan Yiyang finished breakfast under Xu Rongrong's gaze, took the tissue she handed over and wiped his mouth, and said, "I'm going to the headquarters for a meeting. Can I take you with me?"
Xu Rongrong shook his head and kept looking at Zhan Yiyang.
Her gaze was so complicated that even Zhan Yiyang couldn't understand it. Zhan Yiyang frowned: "What's wrong?"
"Yiyang..." Xu Rongrong's lips moved. Even if he was mentally prepared, it was still difficult to say those words.
As soon as the words were spoken, she and Zhan Yiyang were over.
My heart hurts...
Zhan Yiyang frowned, walked towards Xu Rongrong, and stretched out his hand to pull her over, when she suddenly said:
"Let's get a divorce."
Zhan Yiyang thought he had heard wrongly and went to hold Xu Rongrong's hand: "Come with me. You can stroll around the headquarters. I will go find you after the meeting."
Xu Rongrong took a step back to avoid Zhan Yiyang and looked at him: "Didn't you hear? I said, I want to divorce you."
Zhan Yiyang's hands froze like that, his deep eyes locked on Xu Rongrong's face, his face darkened: "Don't make trouble!"
"I'm serious." Xu Rongrong's eyes turned slightly red, "Zhan Yiyang, I don't want to be with you anymore."
"You said you love me." Zhan Yiyang looked at Xu Rongrong with burning eyes, "Did someone say something to you?"
"Should someone say anything to me?" Xu Rongrong pretended that nothing happened, "I just can't forget the child I lost. Yiyang, I often dream about him. I often think that if I weren't with you,
If I was just with an ordinary person, I wouldn't face this kind of thing.
"If you think carefully about how long we have been together, I have been kidnapped three times and had a miscarriage once. I love you, but I want to live even more, and around you... there are too many dangers. No one can guarantee that I will not survive."
I will be captured by your enemies, and you cannot guarantee that you can rescue me in time every time to prevent me from being harmed by those with evil intentions.
"I don't want to face that kind of danger anymore, I don't want to be kidnapped for no reason anymore, I don't want to have another miscarriage. So, I want to divorce you."
"..." It was as if thunder suddenly sounded on a sunny day, and Zhan Yiyang was caught off guard. He heard Xu Rongrong's words clearly, but... he couldn't believe that Xu Rongrong suddenly said such words. Before that, everything was obviously wrong.
Good.
"Zhan Yiyang," Xu Rongrong clenched his fists and said resolutely, "did you hear me? There is no safe moment around you, and... you are not safe either. You don't know when you are going to carry out dangerous tasks.
My mission may be sacrificed at any time. The life I want is not like this, and I don’t want to be afraid anymore. So, I want to divorce you."
"..." Every word Xu Rongrong said hurt Zhan Yiyang's heart, but he still didn't believe it was Xu Rongrong's true words, and said word by word: "I don't believe it!"
"But what I said is true. I am tired of living an insecure life and want to divorce you." Xu Rongrong's tone revealed a determination that he refused to look back.
"Why are you suddenly saying this?" Zhan Yiyang looked at Xu Rongrong with a stern face, "Everything was fine ten minutes ago."
"That's just because I want to leave a good memory for our short marriage. In fact, I have been thinking about divorcing you since the miscarriage." Xu Rongrong cruelly inserted a knife into Zhan Yiyang's heart.
, she comforted herself as she said: It is better to let him suffer now than to regret it for the rest of his life. Besides, the more he hates her, the faster he will fall in love with someone else again.