Zhan Yiyang's face was full of indifference. There was no way out despite the mountains and rivers, and there was a bright future in every village. Things would always be resolved, so what's the use of being anxious.
Zhan Yiyang was very unhappy that his wife Xu Rongrong stayed up late at night and kept talking about his son Zhan Tianning.
She had no choice but to use practical actions to punish her slightly, but for such a punishment, Xu Rongrong dared not speak out in anger, lest the man would become evil and think of more terrible ways to manipulate her.
Xu Rongrong didn't get up for breakfast. For a woman of her age, sometimes small punishments can be too much to bear, making her sleepy from exhaustion.
Fortunately, they were the only couple living here, so even if Xu Rongrong couldn't get up, no one would know.
But even so, Xu Rongrong was still depressed and embarrassed.
Zhan Yiyang is already in his fifties, so why is he still so vigorous in sex? If he continues like this, he will no longer be able to become a man when he gets old.
After Zhan Yiyang had finished the meal, he went to ask Xu Rongrong to get up and eat. He took care of the two children first, then tidied up the room and put the two little ones in the walker to learn to walk.
The son is okay, but the main thing is that the daughter is seven or eight months old and is still the kind of person who sits motionless in a walker and is too lazy to kill anyone.
Xu Rongrong came out of the quilt and saw Zhan Yiyang teaching his daughter to learn to walk. The daughter was sitting in the walker and opened her little hands for her father to hug her. The father couldn't help but go over and give her a hug.
Xu Rongrong sat on the bed and shook his head. You are teaching your child to walk like this. If you walk over before she can leave, how can she learn to walk?
After getting dressed, Xu Rongrong went over and picked up her son. Then she went to the dining table to eat and fed her son a little. Zhan Yiyang held her daughter in his arms, and the two of them ate and fed the child.
"How about we go to the army and have a look, maybe if you say a few words to him, he won't want to come back?"
In fact, Xu Rongrong's inner world is also very contradictory. On the one hand, he hopes that his son will come back to take over the family business. No matter how dangerous it is to do business in the army, if he really has a mission, he will do it even if he dies. The most he can do in business is to lose money.
, paying taxes is better than being a soldier.
Being a soldier looks heroic, but in fact, except for the military uniform, Xu Rongrong really doesn't see anything good about him.
The problem is that if you become a soldier, you will regret it for three years, but if you don't become a soldier, you will regret it for the rest of your life.
Those who have never been a soldier don't know, but those who have become a soldier understand that the persistence they once had is a glory that they will never find in this life.
She was not a soldier, but she had a man who had been a soldier, and she knew that this man had given up all his strength for her.
So until now, she still blames herself deeply.
If she could turn back time, she would not insist so firmly, she would rather experience those glorious years with him.
Now that her son has grown up, she does not believe that her son's four-year career in the army can be abandoned with just one sentence, and she does not believe that her son is a person who cannot even bear grievances.
There must be some reason why the son can't let go, so he did that.
But she always felt that her son now had one less person to enlighten him. If someone could come out to enlighten him, he might change his mind.
Although it was a good thing to go home, Xu Rongrong hoped that Zhan Tianning could see his heart clearly and know what he wanted compared to regrets in the future.
Zhan Yiyang fed his daughter a mouthful of rice cereal. Although the child was still very young, she seemed to like all kinds of grains and would eat whatever was given to her. She didn't know if the child didn't have enough milk.
"Why don't we go buy some milk powder for the child." Zhan Yiyang said suddenly. Xu Rongrong was stunned for a moment and almost threw the chopsticks in her hands. She talked about her feelings for a long time, but the man in front of her didn't even hear her. She was so angry.
He glared at Zhan Yiyang fiercely, got up, and Xu Rongrong stopped eating. He was angry in the room with his son in his arms, pouting, and his son raised his little hand to grab her. Xu Rongrong opened his mouth to scare his son, and moved towards his son's face.
After taking a bite from his little hand, the son was so frightened that he retracted his hand. His big black eyes seemed to be blaming his mother. What a scary monster!
Xu Rongrong played with his son for a while, then went back and asked Zhan Yiyang: "Are we really not going back?"
"It's useless to go back now. He will be responsible for what Tianning wants to do." Zhan Yiyang said as he fed his daughter a mouthful of rice cereal, got up and wiped her mouth.
Thinking back to when I was my son's age, he acted like this, so naturally I wouldn't feel so strange.
In the minds of young people, not everyone can understand.
Xu Rongrong was a little angry, snorted coldly, and turned around to coax her son to play. As a result, she never felt comfortable that day.
In the evening, after dinner, both children fell asleep.
Xu Rongrong went to bed again and had sex with Zhan Yiyang.
If you don't want to go, just call your son. Why do you want to ask if he will come back? Why did you say he came back? Do you really want to go to your company? Besides, there is Bai Yi in the company. A Nuan also said that he will graduate in the future.
What not to do? Go home and help Bai Yi. If Tianning comes back, have you thought about how to distribute the work and who should be the president?"
Xu Rongrong asked reluctantly while lying next to Zhan Yiyang. Zhan Yiyang looked at her: "Bai Yi will go back to help Bai Sheng in the future. You are not aware of this matter. As for A Nuan, she is not a business person."
Zhan Yiyang has seen through these children. He doesn't dare to talk about these two little ones, but Tianning doesn't have to worry about anything. Even if he doesn't take over the company when he comes back, he will have his own career.
Looking at Zhan Yiyang's look, Xu Rongrong had completely given up. He just didn't want to help, right? Well, she didn't need him anymore and she would make the call herself.
At first Zhan Yiyang slept with Xu Rongrong, but she got up again after Zhan Yiyang fell asleep, picked up her cell phone and went to another room to call her son Zhan Tianning.
He was fast asleep most of the night, even Zhan Tianning was already fast asleep even when it was so late.
Zhan Tianning was slightly stunned when he received the call. The phone number belonged to his father.
"Dad, it's so late, what's wrong?" Zhan Tianning asked after picking up the phone without thinking too much.
Xu Rongrong's voice came from the phone: "It's me, your dad is sleeping."
"Mom, you called me so late. Do you have something to say?" Zhan Tianning came out of the quilt and leaned on the bedside and asked casually.
Hearing him ask Xu Rongrong, he was not very happy: "Is this how you talk to your mother? No matter how old or young you are, why should I call you so late? Do I miss my son and have to divide the day and night? No?"
To Zhan Tianning, Xu Rongrong's tone sounded like that of a child, making trouble unreasonably.
But Zhan Tianning is not bored at all. He probably heard her voice since he was a child, so he is used to it.
"No, it's just a little strange. Mom doesn't use her own cell phone to make calls, she uses dad's."
"Mine is out of battery." Xu Rongrong said, and Zhan Tianning smiled.
Then Xu Rongrong talked about Zhan Tianning's departure from the army and asked him: "It's not worth it to go home just because of that little thing. The neighbors all know that I have a very capable son.
I have become the leader of the army. When you come back, how do you want me to tell the neighbors, how embarrassing my mother is."
"Then if I don't go back, no one will know if no one sees me." Zhan Tianning said with a smile, Xu Rongrong said with a bitter face: "That sounds nice, but if someone asks me, can I still lie to them?
As the saying goes, good things don't go out and bad things spread thousands of miles. When the time comes, we will all know. Where do you want me to put my face?
Besides, if you want to come back at this time, aren't you considered a deserter?"
Xu Rongrong didn't seem very happy. Zhan Yiyang came out from the room with a thick coat, looked around and went to put the coat on for Xu Rongrong. Then he took the phone and put it next to his ear.
"I will take care of your mother and do your thing." Then Zhan Yiyang hung up the phone, and without waiting for Xu Rongrong's reaction, he bent down and hugged her sideways.
After all, Zhan Yiyang was old, and Xu Rongrong was so frightened that he was afraid that he would fall and fall, and secondly, he was afraid that Zhan Yiyang would not have enough strength to show off in front of her.
For a moment, Xu Rongrong didn't care about anything else. He was busy pulling Zhan Yiyang's shoulders and didn't even dare to hug her.
Lowering his head, Zhan Yiyang said: "I can't fall."
While talking, Zhan Yiyang hugged Xu Rongrong, turned around and walked towards the house.
When the weather is not that warm, it is normal for the outer room to be less warm than the inner room.
Xu Rongrong looked at Zhan Yiyang, then leaned into his arms, still a little worried and said: "Why does it become less and less worry-free as I grow older? I finally managed to get Enxi back, but she came back with this result."
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Xu Rongrong was still a little unable to accept this development situation for a while. She thought that her two children could develop smoothly and her son could also function smoothly in the army, but this turned out to be the case.
She is not a mother who has to worry about these things, but she is afraid that her son will regret it when he looks back many years later, leaving behind regrets that will last a lifetime.
Just like the man in front of me.
If you have never experienced some things, you will never know that regret will leave a gap.
Zhan Yiyang never said it, but she knew better than anyone else that there was no turning back on the path we had taken, and there was no chance to start over again.
Those regrets can only gradually pass away as they grow old. Instead of disappearing into thin air, they become memories that cannot be let go.
Like the snowflakes outside the window, so beautiful and cold——
Looking at the woman in his arms, Zhan Yiyang hugged her back and said, "The more you force yourself to do something, the more you get what you don't want. The more you let things take their own course, the more you get what you want.
We cannot use our past to measure their tomorrow, their tomorrow is in their own hands.
No one can bear the consequences for anyone's future.
Rongrong——"
Zhan Yiyang put Xu Rongrong down, went to bed, held Xu Rongrong in his arms, covered her with a quilt, and called her softly. Xu Rongrong hummed, and Zhan Yiyang smiled lowly and kissed her to show his piety.
With nostalgia, he gently put his hand on the back of Xu Rongrong's hand, rubbed it and said: "Use the most reckless moment in your youth to transform their future, and you will think they are better!"