Xu Rongrong didn't eat much of breakfast, but Ji Fanyi ate a little. After eating, Zhan Yiyang gave Ji Fanyi a few injections. While injecting them, he asked Ye Zi'an: "How long have Fanyi's hands been shaking?"
"It's been a while, a year or two, and occasionally I see his hands shaking a little. He told me that his family is like this, and some people are like this in their thirties. I also accompanied him to the hospital to see the doctor.
He said nothing happened."
Hearing Ye Zi'an say that Zhan Yiyang looked down at Ji Fanyi's hand, Ji Fanyi's reaction was that a living horse was treated as a dead horse.
"Do you usually have any signs of memory loss?" Xu Rongrong looked on, frowning slightly, and looked at his friend Ye Zi'an across the way. Ye Zi'an nodded: "He has been taking anti-aging nutritional supplements, and he always forgets his nature.
He can forget many things."
"Well, it's nothing serious. Follow me for a walk. Maybe it will feel better. I can't do it without moving." Zhan Yiyang took off the needle and cleaned up a little blood that oozed from Qing Ji Fanyi's arm.
Zhan Yiyang got up, washed his hands, and came back to change his clothes.
"Let's go." Zhan Yiyang went to the door to call Ji Fanyi. Ji Fanyi didn't want to move. He sat in his original seat and thought for a while and said, "I got up too early and I'm a little sleepy."
"When will you not feel sleepy?" Zhan Yiyang's face looked ugly, and he had to carry Ji Fanyi out even if he didn't leave.
Ye Zi'an pulled Ji Fanyi to help him up. Ji Fanyi looked at Ye Zi'an and seemed unwilling to separate from Ye Zi'an. He kept holding Ye Zi'an's hand.
At this time, Ye Zi'an realized the seriousness of the situation. In the past, she had always been with Ji Fanyi, but she didn't realize that Ji Fanyi was so dependent on her. She didn't want to separate even when she went out.
"How about I go with you?" Ye Zi'an looked at Zhan Yiyang, but Zhan Yiyang flatly refused: "No, I just have something to say to him."
Turning around, Zhan Yiyang went out. Xu Rongrong pulled Ye Zi'an, knowing that Ye Zi'an was worried, so he said: "You left and no one will help me take care of the child. Besides, are you afraid that Zhan Yiyang will sell him? Go out for a walk."
There are benefits to walking, and Yiyang and I have already told each other that it’s too cold to catch snakes.”
Ye Zi'an heard what Xu Rongrong said before dragging Ji Fanyi to the door. She felt like a cruel mother who wanted to hand Ji Fanyi over to someone else. She felt uncomfortable and was about to cry.
"You go first, I'll wait for you here." Ye Zi'an let go of Ji Fanyi's hand at the door. Ji Fanyi turned back and glanced at Zhan Yiyang, who was already waiting for him at the door. He was unwilling to go or leave.
Ye Zi, it seems like his time is really running out.
"Then don't leave, wait for me here." Ji Fanyi spoke normally again, as if he was at home. Although his voice was calm, there was a hint of strength, as if he was giving a very important order.
Ye Zi'an nodded and said softly: "I won't wait for you here. I'll wait for you at the door. That's fine."
"Yes." Ji Fanyi turned around and walked towards the door. Suddenly, Ye Zi'an seemed to see that Ji Fanyi's steps had gained a lot of strength.
Ye Zi'an couldn't tell what was wrong. There was always a sad feeling, as if he was about to leave and leave her.
The moment he saw Ji Fanyi going out, Ye Zi'an couldn't help but shed a few tears.
Seeing Ye Ye'an crying, Xu Rongrong turned around and sat on the bed, looking at the two children in the car in silence.
Ji Fanyi is only over fifty years old, let alone Ye Zi, even she cannot accept it.
While the two children were playing, Ye Zi'an came back from outside and watched Xu Rongrong go and sit down. She wanted to talk to Xu Rongrong about the two children, but before she could speak, Xu Rongrong told her about Ji Fanyi.
"Yi Zi, we have been friends for so many years. There is nothing to hide between us. Even if something happened between the two children, you should know that we are just like a young couple. We have never had a bedside fight about the bed.
A real disconnect.”
Hearing what Xu Rongrong said, Ye Zi'an nodded, thinking she was going to talk about the children, so she said: "Nian En has been spoiled by her father since she was a child. She has bad habits. I have heard everything about her in the army from Chen Haoran and me.
I said it, so I am here to apologize to you all. Fan Yi is also very angry. I think he hasn’t slept for several nights, so——"
In fact, if Ye Zi'an hadn't said that, Xu Rongrong would have felt better. The more she said that, the worse she felt.
Holding Ye Ye'an's hand, Xu Rongrong said: "What I want to say is not about Tianning and Nian'en. Yiyang and I both listen to Tianning. The military affairs are Tianning's own decision. What I want to say is
Commonplace things."
Fanyi?
Ye Zi'an was stunned for a moment, and then turned pale.
"Yi Zi, you have to be more open-minded about some things. If you can't stand it now, then Fanyi will have nothing to rely on in the future."
"Rongrong——"
Ye Zi'an bit her lip hard, her words choked in her throat and unable to continue.
"Yiyang said Fanyi had Alzheimer's disease. Do you know what it is?" Xu Rongrong looked at Ye Zi'an. Ye Zi'an didn't respond for a while, but tears flowed out of his eyes. He suddenly shook his head and said it was impossible.
But he held his face again.
Xu Rongrong didn't know what to say, so she had to hold Ye Zi'an in her arms. She found that she couldn't look at Ye Zi'an who was as helpless as a child.
She had no choice but to say: "Yiyang said that Fan Yi found it too late and he was not sure that Fan Yi could be cured, so he could only give it a try before Fan Yi was at his worst."
Xu Rongrong also cried as he spoke, and Ye Zi'an had already cried so much that he lost the ability to think——
After leaving the door, Ji Fanyi glanced at both sides of the door. Apart from his car, there was Zhan Yiyang standing not far away, looking around with his hands behind his back.
Ji Fanyi walked toward Zhan Yiyang. Hearing the sound of footsteps, Zhan Yiyang turned and looked at Ji Fanyi.
Although the man who walked over was a middle-aged man whose steps were much worse than before, he still remembered the high-spirited young man.
Every smile and every move is full of playfulness.
It’s just that time is not forgiving, and no one can escape birth, old age, illness, and death.
Even he is no exception.
The more innocent a person has experienced, the calmer his attitude towards old age will be, because there are no big changes in life, there is not much gained, and there is nothing to lose.
The younger the high-spirited people are, the stronger their fear of old age is. They rely on energy to survive. Once they have no energy, they are unwilling to quietly taste the sweetness of memory, and the sense of loss will naturally bite their souls all the time.
Old age has become a hurdle that cannot be overcome. On the one hand, it is the living habits, and on the other hand, the disease is ruthless, which drags people down.
Ji Fanyi walked up to Zhan Yiyang and stood still, looking at each other.
Zhan Yiyang asked: "Do you know you are sick?"
"What disease?" Ji Fanyi had actually guessed that he was sick, but he didn't want to say more and walked towards the road ahead in confusion.
Although his steps were not steady enough, he still walked extremely calmly.
Zhan Yiyang followed from behind and said as he walked: "Do you know about Alzheimer's disease?"
Ji Fanyi's steps paused for a moment, motionless in the cold spring breeze, and his face instantly turned pale and bloodless.
When he turned around, he had no energy, but there was an unbelievable fortitude on his face.
Zhan Yiyang did not show any pity for him, he still had the same expression as before, indifferent and slightly contemptuous.
The way he looked at him never changed. Maybe he didn't like people like Ji Fanyi in his heart, and he had this kind of look with his friend who could transcend life and death.
Ji Fanyi hesitated for a long time, turned around and swallowed a mouthful of saliva.
I didn't say anything during the whole walk, and I thought of something: "Can I cure my disease by catching snakes in the mountains?"
Sometimes, the smarter people are, the more they will deceive themselves, knowing that it is impossible, but still looking forward to it.
Zhan Yiyang walked for a while: "I'm not sure, but there is a glimmer of hope. At least it can be controlled."
"Then I'll catch snakes with you starting tomorrow." Ji Fanyi said to Zhan Yiyang. Although he was not so energetic, he was slowly gaining fighting spirit.
Having fighting spirit means there is hope. Maybe he is a general who will die on the battlefield, rather than a retired veteran who dies of illness at home. Not everyone can endure the ruthless and boring days of the years.
"Don't tell Ye Zi." Ji Fanyi said on the way back, his voice was very calm, but Zhan Yiyang paused. Ji Fanyi stopped and looked back at Zhan Yiyang.
"You told Ye Zi?" Ji Fanyi's face suddenly turned cold, and Zhan Yiyang looked both ways: "You need someone to take care of you now. Do you think you can survive it alone?"
Ji Fanyi's face darkened: "Then you have to ask me." Ji Fanyi wanted to beat Zhan Yiyang, but he was more worried about Ye Zi'an's condition at home, so he turned around and walked quickly towards Zhan Yiyang's home.
As he walked, he scolded Zhan Yiyang for being nosy and not doing good things.
When Ji Fanyi arrived at Zhan Yiyang's winery, he was sweating all over. When he entered the door, he called Ye Zi'an: "Yi Zi, Zi Zi——"
Ye Zi'an was sitting in the room weeping silently. Xu Rongrong was not there. She couldn't help but want to cry. When she heard Ji Fanyi calling her, she wiped her tears and walked out of the room. As soon as she went out, she saw shouting in the yard.
Her Ji Fanyi.
"Am I here?" For some reason, Ye Zi'an couldn't help crying when he saw Ji Fanyi.
Ye Zi'an raised his hand and wiped the tears from his face. Ji Fanyi paused for a moment, then hurriedly walked over and hugged Ye Zi'an in his arms.
He said unhappily: "Why are you crying? Isn't it Alzheimer's disease? I'm not a good person. Don't let Zhan Yiyang and the others scare you. I'm not a good person."
Ye Zi'an was still able to listen, and she just cried.
As a result, Ji Fanyi couldn't speak forcefully even though he was crying.
"You're sick, so what's the use of crying? If you cry badly, it's me who suffers. Zhan Yiyang and the two children can't look at each other. Will they look at me?
Ye Zi, I can’t live without you!”
Ji Fanyi's voice suddenly choked up. Xu Rongrong came out of the door and stood there watching. He couldn't help but cover his mouth. He really couldn't stand it anymore.