Xu Rongrong wanted to tell Zhan Yiyang everything she wanted. If she kept it in her stomach, she wouldn't be able to keep it. But if she told the matter, Xu Rongrong was worried that the consequences would not be good if Zhan Yiyang had such a temper.
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Xu Rongrong couldn't sleep at night. He tossed and turned and couldn't fall asleep. When he thought about Ah Nuan, Xu Rongrong couldn't sleep well.
Zhan Yiyang turned on the bedside lamp and asked Xu Rongrong what was wrong. Xu Rongrong couldn't tell what was wrong. He could only say he was a little dizzy. Zhan Yiyang checked Xu Rongrong's pulse and found nothing.
"It'll be better if you can't sleep, drink some water." Zhan Yiyang got up and brought back a ginseng slice. He drank a little water first, and then gave Xu Rongrong the ginseng slice to put in his mouth. Then he didn't turn off the light, covered him with a quilt, and hugged him.
He looked at Xu Rongrong and waited for Xu Rongrong to sleep while talking.
Xu Rongrong asked Zhan Yiyang: "Aren't you sleepy?"
Zhan Yiyang glanced at her: "I'll sleep after you fall asleep."
"If I can't sleep, why don't you go to sleep?" Xu Rongrong turned and glanced at Zhan Yiyang, who could already see the traces of time. Although he was still young, there were more or less traces of time on his face.
She is ten years old, and her eyes are only getting wrinkles. It is a depressing thing to say, but she is very good at taking care of herself. Her body is also in good shape, and there are no wrinkles on her face so far, which makes everyone happy.
Every time she goes out she is in such a good mood that people always mistakenly think she is not that old and is only forty years old.
Seeing her, Zhan Yiyang hummed, then hugged Xu Rongrong and patted her.
Xu Rongrong felt a little guilty at this time, as if she had done something to feel sorry for Zhan Yiyang. She couldn't raise her head in front of Zhan Yiyang, so she turned around and hugged Zhan Yiyang in her arms very pretentiously.
"Would you be angry if I lied to you?" In fact, after saying such words, even Xu Rongrong felt that she was being hypocritical and a little disgusting.
But Zhan Yiyang said instead: "You didn't lie to me if you didn't tell me. You just concealed it. You have your own thoughts. After all, we are not the same body. It's normal for you to have thoughts. Rongrong, I know you are right, but
We have our own ways of dealing with things. After decades of relationship as husband and wife, you should understand that some things are worse if they are left unsaid than if they are said."
"Yiyang." Why does Xu Rongrong feel like he already knew what he was going to say?
"Did you know something?" Xu Rongrong was unsure. If Zhan Yiyang knew about it, she had better tell her earlier, lest Zhan Yiyang think that she was not loyal to him.
A man like him has done a lot of things to knock mountains and shake tigers. She doesn't want to have disagreements with him because of such things at such an old age. What if he leaves in anger?
Gone?
Xu Rongrong's brain is a bit weak. Zhan Yiyang hasn't left her alone in these years. Will he leave?
While Xu Rongrong was thinking about it, Zhan Yiyang kissed her. Xu Rongrong was stunned and a little nervous, and the word Yiyang couldn't help but escape from his throat.
Zhan Yiyang gently stroked Xu Rongrong's well-maintained body, absorbing Xu Rongrong's body fragrance. Some people had body fragrance when they were young, but people like Xu Rongrong still have body fragrance at their age.
It's really too little, and it's all thanks to Zhan Yiyang. Without him, Xu Rongrong felt that she was already a bad old woman, and how could she have such charm.
Zhan Yiyang didn't get up in the morning. Xu Rongrong got up and looked at the man who was still sleeping deeply. He thought to himself that he was old after all. If he hadn't been old, he wouldn't lie down on the bed.
Xu Rongrong covered Zhan Yiyang with a quilt and went downstairs early to make soup for Ah Nuan.
The fish from yesterday were still raised. Xu Rongrong came back in the evening and told the servant downstairs that they would be cleaned up in the morning. She would get up early to make soup for Ah Nuan.
Xu Rongrong went downstairs and went to the kitchen, where the fish was indeed put away.
Xu Rongrong was unwilling to clean up, but she could do it better than anyone else. After a busy morning, the fish soup was ready, and Nuan came down from upstairs.
She looked good today. A Nuan felt a little hungry when she went downstairs. She went to the kitchen and saw Xu Rongrong. Mother and daughter were chatting in the kitchen.
"Why did you get up so early? Why didn't you sleep a little longer in the room? You waited so late last night." When Xu Rongrong and Zhan Yiyang came back last night, A Nuan had not rested yet and was sitting downstairs waiting for them.
In fact, An Nuan was sleeping when they left, but she kept sleeping from time to time, no matter how sleepy she was.
I slept late last night and got up late this morning. Xu Rongrong's way of understanding things is so direct.
A Nuan stood aside: "I'm not sleepy anymore. Mom, why are you so early? Why don't the servants make soup? You are already so old."
"I'm fine. I got up when I couldn't fall asleep." Xu Rongrong didn't dare to say that he got up because he was worried about An Nuan, and worried that An Nuan wouldn't be willing to do it.
"Mom, do you have something to tell me?" Ah Nuan is not an ignorant person. Xu Rongrong has been up early and late at night in the past two days, and has not been able to eat well or sleep well. Would she still not know?
Xu Rongrong was a little embarrassed. Facing the daughter in front of her, she really had no barriers, but when the child grew up, she could no longer treat her the same way she did when she was a child. Xu Rongrong now understands very well how her mother treated her.
Way, think about it, if it were her mother, her mother would probably be holding a broom in her hand now.
It was quite funny when she thought about it, and she hadn't been home for a long time.
Thinking of this, Xu Rongrong felt relieved a lot. Everyone has a first time, and it was her first time to meet this daughter. She should do a good job and show her a clear path.
This child is a strange flower, but it's a pity that it blooms on a cliff. Those who are destined to see it can only raise their heads to look at her. There are very few who can climb the cliff to pick her.
Bai Yi was one, but Bai Yi was a cowardly scholar and gave up halfway.
Because she was traumatized, she no longer dared to sway in the wind, and she also forgot her beauty and gracefulness. How could such a daughter not worry Xu Rongrong?
"A Nuan, would you like to accompany your mother for a walk outside? Mom has been wanting to talk to you lately." Xu Rongrong put down what he was doing and stepped outside. A Nuan nodded and followed Xu Rongrong outside.
Walking forward, An Nuan hugged Xu Rongrong's arm.
At first, mother and daughter had nothing to say, until they walked out for a while.
Xu Rongrong asked An Nuan: "Do you still blame your mother?"
Hearing Xu Rongrong ask this question, An Nuan glanced at Xu Rongrong and didn't answer, which was the wisest choice. She felt strange in her heart, but she didn't hate it and could understand it.
It's just that the occurrence of this incident took away Bai Yi's life. She can't treat it as nothing happened.
Xu Rongrong glanced at An Nuan and couldn't help but sigh.
"Actually, your mother also has her own difficulties in this matter. When she and Bai Sheng were together, she was a little unwilling. Although the two finally got married, Lang Youqing and Concubine were interested, but love is really annoying.
It’s hard to understand. If it weren’t for Bai Sheng’s persistent stalking, it’s really hard to say who would win. Maybe your mother would really keep you alone until you grow old.”
When Xu Rongrong was talking, An Nuan looked at Xu Rongrong, and Xu Rongrong told what happened between Wen Shanshan and Bai Sheng.
After speaking, she glanced at An Nuan's face and turned away. She continued: "Actually, your mother treats you the same as she treats A Kang. It's just that the mistake was so accidental that your mother didn't know what to do.
Okay, that's why she made such a big mistake.
Although your mother has selfish motives, she also has good intentions.
Your mother actually knows very well that if Bai Yi lives, sooner or later Bai Sheng will recognize Bai Yi back, and you are her daughter, and she just hopes that you can accept her as her daughter.
As a mother, no one wants to harm their children."
Xu Rongrong looked at A Nuan, who nodded silently. Xu Rongrong looked at her for a while: "You kid actually knows everything in your heart, but you just don't say it, so you are not like a few boys. If you can be like
It would be nice if they were like that.
In my mother's eyes, you are just as handsome and unstoppable as them, but you are a girl and a tender-hearted person, so you are much better than them and more like a colorful story."
When Xu Rongrong said this, A-Nuan smiled inadvertently, with a faint smile. Xu Rongrong actually had a feeling that there was something in A-Nuan's smile that looked very much like her. It shouldn't be her appearance. A-Nuan's appearance was more like Wen Shanshan and another girl.
The combination of human beings is affectionate.
"Mom, I know." Apart from these, An Nuan couldn't say anything else. In fact, she knew everything in her heart, but she couldn't say anything.
"It's good that you know. Mom knows that you are a thoughtful child who knows what to do and what not to do. You have grown up and have your own thoughts, but mom still wants to tell you that there is always something special about the scenery you pass along the way.
One or two places will make you linger, but you can't stop. You will eventually find a place that suits you and you like to settle down, and this place is where you finally belong.
You can miss it, and you can occasionally remember those days in the past, but those days have passed after all. You must learn to take care of yourself so that the people you leave can feel at ease in heaven.
If my mother were Bai Yi, she wouldn't want you to be like this, like a rootless weed, waiting for the wind to take you away."
"mom--"
What An Nuan wanted to say, Xu Rongrong smiled: "Mom was also young, and she still remembers the time when she was disillusioned with her first love a few years ago. Maybe it wasn't that deep, so the pain was not as painful as the time when she was disheartened by your father.
But no matter what, it is still an experience, and you have to learn to grow from it instead of getting stuck there.
Missing is also a kind of love, you can miss me, but that doesn’t mean you have to give up on yourself.”
"I seem to understand." A Nuan suddenly smiled and hugged Xu Rongrong: "Mom, I'm sorry, but I'm sorry to tell you and dad."
"Silly boy, there are no parents who don't worry about their children. You are much better than your brothers. If it were them, you would definitely piss me off."
Ah Nuan didn't speak. She hugged Xu Rongrong without saying a word or letting go.
At this moment, the sound of a car was heard not far away. The mother and daughter separated and looked towards a taxi. The taxi came over and Wu Junjie got out of the car.