Wearing a military uniform that Xu Rongrong was familiar with, he was breathtakingly handsome. He stood there, looked at her with a smile, and said, "Rongrong, I'm back."
In an instant, tears burst out of Xu Rongrong's eyes, and she rushed towards Zhan Yiyang.
Zhan Yiyang is finally back.
She knew that Zhan Yiyang would never lie to her. He said he would come back safely, and he would come back safely.
Xu Rongrong threw herself into Zhan Yiyang's arms, hugged him tightly, buried her face in his chest, and cried, "Yiyang, dad said he couldn't find you, you scared me."
Yiyang hugged her a little tighter, "Yiyang, you never go on a mission again. Never go again, okay?"
"..." Zhan Yiyang did not respond.
"Yiyang?" There was already doubt in Xu Rongrong's last voice.
"..." Still no sound.
"Yi, Yiyang?" Xu Rongrong seemed to have predicted something, her voice was cautious, and she didn't need to listen too carefully to hear her fear.
She raised her head, and sure enough, there was only a wall in front of her, and there was no shadow of Zhan Yiyang at all.
"Yiyang..." Xu Rongrong called Zhan Yiyang's name helplessly, looking for him upstairs and downstairs, but Zhan Yiyang seemed to have never appeared. She couldn't even find any trace of him living here.
.
Xu Rongrong became more and more frightened and ran outside the house.
This time, she finally found Zhan Yiyang.
But, he is leaving.
"Don't..." Xu Rongrong was like a struggling little beast in despair, trying his best to catch up, but could never catch up with Zhan Yiyang.
"Rongrong," Zhan Yiyang's lips raised a familiar smile, "Goodbye."
Xu Rongrong cried out in despair: "No, Yiyang!"
But Zhan Yiyang seemed to have heard nothing at all, turning around decisively and leaving.
"Yiyang..."
Xu Rongrong roared like a desperate trapped animal. In the end, his voice gradually became helpless.
"Yiyang..."
"Yiyang..."
Her tears fell out of control, and she called Zhan Yiyang's name again and again, each sound so helpless that it made people feel distressed.
But Zhan Yiyang didn't feel sorry for her enough and never looked back at her.
In the end, she failed to retain Zhan Yiyang, and he decisively left her sight and exited her life.
"Yiyang——"
She could only scream in despair.
But she didn't hear Zhan Yiyang's response. She only heard Liang Shuxian calling her:
"Rongrong, Rongrong, wake up. You are having a nightmare, wake up."
Is it a nightmare? Just a nightmare, right? None of that happened, right? Zhan Yiyang didn't leave her. He was carrying out his mission well and came back in autumn.
Xu Rongrong slowly opened his eyes, thinking that he was coming out of a nightmare, but his grandfather's words came to his mind again without warning.
——Yiyang...died while performing his mission. We...can't find his body.
Xu Rongrong's whole body began to tremble.
That's not true, that's not true.
Zhan Yiyang clearly promised her that he would come back in autumn and not a single hair would be missing from her.
He said that he was the only one who caused others to get hurt. How could he sacrifice himself?
It must not be true!
Seeing Xu Rongrong shrinking into the quilt unconsciously, her eyes frighteningly distracted, Liang Shuxian and He Huilan also panicked.
Xu Rongrong's tears burst out. She hid in the quilt and gradually broke down in sobs.
"Rongrong." He Huilan was also in a hurry, "Don't cry, Yiyang doesn't want to see you like this."
"He's not dead." Xu Rongrong shook his head with a trembling voice, "Yi Yang is not dead. He promised me that he would come back, and he would not lie to me."
"Rongrong," He Huilan asked Xu Rongrong to accept the fact, "Yiyang has sacrificed. You accept the fact and live a good life. This is what Yiyang wants!"
"No!" Xu Rongrong's mood suddenly became excited, and she shouted, "He is not dead! You lied to me! You are all lying to me!"
"Don't be like this." Liang Shuxian held Xu Rongrong's hand, "Rongrong, you have already..."
"You all lied to me!" Xu Rongrong shook someone off so hard for the first time. Tears kept flowing out of her red eyes. Her eyes staring at Liang Shuxian and He Huilan were completely different from her usual gentleness, and her voice was close to hysteria.
, "He won't die! He is still so young... He said he would come back... He asked me to wait for him at home..."
"..." He Huilan and Liang Shuxian just looked at Xu Rongrong distressedly and said no more.
Xu Rongrong looked around and realized that she was lying in a hospital ward. She hurriedly opened the quilt and got up.
"Rongrong, where are you going?" Liang Shuxian stopped Xu Rongrong.
Xu Rongrong's actions were very intense, "Don't stop me. I want to go home and wait for Yiyang. He asked me to wait for him at home. If he doesn't see me when he goes home, he will be angry. I want to go home."
"Rongrong, you can't." He Huilan also came to stop him.
"I want to go home!" Xu Rongrong pushed He Huilan away fiercely, "I want to go back and wait for Yiyang to come back. He will come back in autumn."
Xu Rongrong got out of bed, but couldn't stand firmly and fell to the ground.
But she didn't care at all. She got up in embarrassment and rushed out.
She always felt that as long as she went home, she could wait for Zhan Yiyang.
Liang Shuxian never thought that such madness and loss of control would appear in Xu Rongrong, who had always been gentle.
Now Xu Rongrong is like a little beast out of control, crazy and hysterical, with only one sentence in his mind: Zhan Yiyang is not dead!
She just doesn't want to accept and face such a cruel fact.
Seeing that Xu Rongrong was about to run out, Liang Shuxian had no choice but to shout:
"Rongrong! You are pregnant!"
"..."
Xu Rongrong was stunned.
Slowly, she stopped screaming hysterically and stopped crying. She lowered her head and stared blankly at her belly.
"It's been two months." Liang Shuxian continued, "Rongrong, Yiyang's sacrifice is a fact, and you must face it and accept it. Your physical condition is not good, so you should not be too excited, otherwise it will affect your child. You have lost
Yi Yang, you don’t want to lose your only child again, right?”
"..."
Only then did Xu Rongrong seem to react and put his hand on his lower abdomen.
child……
The child she and Zhan Yiyang have always longed for.
They can finally have a baby.
In an instant, Xu Rongrong's tears burst out of his eyes again.
But this time she didn't cry uncontrollably, she just looked at her belly and shed tears silently.
Tears fell to the floor one after another. Soon, the floor in front of Xu Rongrong became wet, but she showed no sign of stopping.
"Don't cry." Liang Shuxian came over and said, "Rongrong, the shining sun in heaven must hope to see you strong."
"..." Xu Rongrong raised his head and looked at Liang Shuxian, and finally realized clearly that Zhan Yiyang had really died.
Regardless of whether she was willing to accept and face it or not, this mission really took away Zhan Yiyang's young life.
From now on, she could never wait for Zhan Yiyang to come home.
From then on, she could not find Zhan Yiyang again.
From then on, she was really, really alone.
Did all this really happen?
As if the strength in his body had been taken away by someone, Xu Rongrong slowly squatted on the ground and hugged himself tightly.
If Zhan Yiyang was still here, he would definitely not be able to bear her crying like this, and he would definitely come over and hold her in his arms.
But this time, she didn't wait for Zhan Yiyang.
She really lost Zhan Yiyang and his embrace forever.
"Why?" Xu Rongrong finally cried out, low and full of sadness, "I just want him to come back safe and sound. I just want my husband to come back safe and sound."
There is a kind of helplessness in the world called powerlessness. She is willing to give everything for it, but she can't bring Zhan Yiyang back.
"Rongrong, for the sake of the child, stop crying." Liang Shuxian helped Xu Rongrong up, "Go and lie down on the bed, okay?"
Xu Rongrong shook his head, "I want to go home. I promised Yiyang that I would wait for him at home."
After saying that, Xu Rongrong walked out of the ward. She heard Liang Shuxian and He Huilan calling her from behind, but she couldn't hear what they were saying.
She protected her lower abdomen and said to the two-month-old child: Baby, let's go home and wait for your father.
Xu Rongrong walked out of the hospital, looking at the rare blue sky and thinking: As long as she waits, Zhan Yiyang will definitely come back. This time she will tell him personally that they have a child, and he will be very happy.
Liang Shuxian and He Huilan caught up with Xu Rongrong, and Liang Shuxian said urgently: "Rongrong, can you come back to your old home with us?"
Xu Rongrong pursed his lips and just shook his head.
She wants to go back with her baby and wait for Zhan Yiyang to come back, and she won't go anywhere.
In the end, Liang Shuxian had no choice but to send Xu Rongrong back to Repulse Bay.
He Huilan wanted to stay and look at Xu Rongrong, but Xu Rongrong refused, went back to the room without saying a word, locked the door, and sat on the bed blankly.
…
"Don't run around when I'm not around..."
In a daze, Xu Rongrong seemed to hear Zhan Yiyang's voice, and her heart filled with ecstasy. But when she looked over, the room was empty, just like her heart. Where was the shadow of Zhan Yiyang?
She suddenly remembered her grandfather's words again. Grandpa said that Zhan Yiyang died and she... would never see him again.
It was as if a sharp knife had been inserted into her heart without warning. Xu Rongrong's whole body was twitching in pain. She bit her hand to prevent herself from crying.
She didn't run around, she waited at home obediently, but...
Where is her lover?
What about Zhan Yiyang?
Tears fell one after another on the quilt. Xu Rongrong saw the wedding album placed beside her pillow. The cover was a photo of Zhan Yiyang kissing her. She covered her heart, and finally couldn't bear it anymore. She cried in pain while holding the album.
Come.
"Yiyang..."
Xu Rongrong was heartbroken and called Zhan Yiyang's name over and over again.
However, Zhan Yiyang did not answer her.
"Yiyang..."
Xu Rongrong cried until her forehead was numb and she couldn't breathe. However, there was no familiar embrace to take her into his arms.
There was a knock on the door, accompanied by Liang Shuxian's worried voice. However, Xu Rongrong couldn't hear clearly and couldn't answer.
Her world has been flooded with tears.
After a long time, Xu Rongrong raised his head and looked at Zhan Yiyang in the photo album.
"I don't believe it." She stroked Zhan Yiyang's cheek, "Yiyang, I don't believe you will forget what you said. I don't believe you will leave me alone. You will definitely come back, you promised me,
You will come back when autumn comes."
She stroked her belly again, her eyes almost overflowing with tenderness when she looked at Zhan Yiyang, "We have a child. You must come back soon, we want to watch our child grow up together, we... are all here
Wait for you."
Xu Rongrong did not know that her waiting was also a long ordeal.