Xu Rongrong hung up the phone and smiled uncontrollably.
Ye Ye'an is not pregnant, and the real culprit who caused her parents' accident was not Ji Fanyi. She had long said that fate would not be too cruel to them.
And when she heard Ye Zi'an's voice just now, it was clearly the voice after she had just experienced something ambiguous. It was lazy, content, and had a touch of charm that could not be concealed.
However, aren’t the leaves in their menstrual period?
Alas, Ji Fanyi is too messy.
As he thought about it, Xu Rongrong inevitably thought of himself and Zhan Yiyang again.
She and Zhan Yiyang had also messed around before, and... they were even crazier.
At that time, she hated Zhan Yiyang to death. Now, as long as Zhan Yiyang comes back, she can do anything.
However, Zhan Yiyang, who didn't know where he was, couldn't hear the call from her heart.
Xu Rongrong stood by the window, looking into the distance, his hand resting on his lower abdomen, his eyebrows filled with sad tenderness.
Thinking that her and Zhan Yiyang's children were growing up day by day and would soon come to this world, her heart became softer than water. But the departure of Zhan Yiyang always made her Mei
Eyes filled with sadness.
In this soft sadness, she quietly waited for the day of delivery.
Everyone said that she would die on the day of delivery. By keeping this child, she was exchanging her own life for the child's life.
She is willing.
Zhan Yiyang's biggest wish was to have a child of her own. By giving birth to the child, she fulfilled Zhan Yiyang's long-cherished wish and made up for the accidental loss of her child last time.
As for her...if she really died due to childbirth, that wouldn't be bad, right? In that case, maybe she could find Zhan Yiyang in another world. They all said that Zhan Yiyang went to another world.
She would rather go to another world to find Zhan Yiyang than hurt the child and live alone.
Because without Zhan Yiyang, life would be worse for her than death. Therefore, she would rather give her life and be ready to die.
Compared to many people, she thinks she is luckier. At least after her death, her child will not be alone. With so many people taking care of her child, the child will definitely live the same life as she and Zhan Yiyang did.
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Therefore, she is waiting for death with a very calm mood.
Xu Rongrong didn't know that no one in this world wanted her to die, especially Commander Zhan.
After going through so much, Commander Zhan saw how Xu Rongrong chose - she was willing to sacrifice her life for the sake of her child. But it was clear that she had a better choice - she could get rid of her child, remarry, and have a happy life again
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But she defended her child's life with her death.
He finally knew that no one in this world was more qualified to be the daughter-in-law of the Zhan family than Xu Rongrong.
It was too late for Commander Zhan to regret his previous actions. The past was as irreversible as Zhan Yiyang's life. He could only make up for it now - forming a medical team to save Xu Rongrong's life as much as possible.
The doctors on the medical team are top experts that Commander Zhan tried every means to invite from various countries. There are four of them. Before Xu Rongrong gave birth, they conducted special research on Xu Rongrong's situation, striving to ensure that both mother and child were safe when Xu Rongrong gave birth.
The team's research has been going on for some time, and now, they need Xu Rongrong's latest inspection status, so that day, Xu Rongrong received a call from Liang Shuxian.
Liang Shuxian explained to Xu Rongrong from the beginning. After listening, Xu Rongrong was a little surprised.
She never thought that Commander Zhan would do this for her.
However, check...
Xu Rongrong hesitated, and Liang Shuxian's voice came from the receiver of the phone again: "Rongrong, I know what you are thinking. Think about your children, think about your parents, okay? What did you lose Yiyang?
It feels like what it feels like for your parents to lose you. Do you want your parents to experience this kind of pain? How could you give up your life so easily?"
Tears fell down Xu Rongrong's face. She choked and nodded: "Auntie, please ask someone to pick me up. I'm going to the hospital."
In less than twenty minutes, the driver's car arrived downstairs, and Xu Rongrong just changed clothes and went out.
More than two months have passed since returning from Zhan Yiyang's funeral, and this is her first time out.
It's late autumn, and the whole neighborhood is full of autumn.
The fiery red maple leaves, the golden ginkgo trees, and the dead leaves all over the ground. For some reason, in Xu Rongrong's eyes, all of these turned out to be desolate, cold and lonely.
She no longer feels alive in this world.
Liang Shuxian looked at Xu Rongrong in the car. In her eyes, Xu Rongrong was like a lost child. Her face was blank, showing a little bit of helplessness. The loose sweater on her body made her look more slender.
Like a sensitive little animal.
When Zhan Yiyang sees it, he will definitely feel more distressed than her. This is the person he loves most.
Sighing, Liang Shuxian got out of the car, helped Xu Rongrong into the car, and told the driver to drive to the military region headquarters.
A City Military Region General Hospital——Xu Rongrong looked at these words, and his eyes felt inexplicably hot.
This place is also filled with memories of her and Zhan Yiyang.
At that time, she filed for divorce. Zhan Yiyang absentmindedly went on a mission, but came back injured during the mission. She came to see him, but he was trapped here and could never go back.
At that time, she thought she and Zhan Yiyang would never be together again, but he quietly prepared the wedding and told her: In his eyes, she was the most important. He could have no children, but he could not live without her.
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How could she forget such a man?
Liang Shuxian knew from Xu Rongrong's expression that she was thinking of Zhan Yiyang again, and sighed, "Rongrong, let's go, let's go for a check-up."
The examination was very complicated. The doctor had to understand every detail of Xu Rongrong's body. Fortunately, Xu Rongrong did not need to worry about anything during each examination. She only had to follow the nurse.
The inspection took more than three hours.
The results of the previous examinations have come out. Although the doctor did not tell them, judging from their expressions, Xu Rongrong knew that the chance of her surviving was slim.
But, it doesn't matter.
Whether she could survive or not, she left it to fate and let nature take its course.
If she can survive, she will accompany her child to grow up. If she cannot survive, maybe she can find Zhan Yiyang in another world. Both are good. Although she knows that everyone actually hopes that the result will be the former.
On the way home, Liang Shuxian held Xu Rongrong's hand and said, "Rongrong, don't give up so easily, okay? Although the doctors have no solution at the moment, they are here to find a solution. You have to cooperate with the treatment obediently."
Xu Rongrong just nodded.
Liang Shuxian sighed, how could she not see that Xu Rongrong had already adopted an indifferent attitude towards life and death. Now, she could only rely on her children to wake her up.
The car soon returned to Repulse Bay. Xu Rongrong got off the car and went directly upstairs. Liang Shuxian went up to cook for her and eat with her, hoping to relieve her.
But Xu Rongrong's state was the same as when Zhan Yiyang died. She couldn't hear what others were saying, and it still took a long time to react.
It is said that time will dilute scars, but the scars on Xu Rongrong's body will only be cruelly gouged deeper and deeper by time. Just like her longing for Zhan Yiyang will only accumulate and deepen as time goes by, and will never be diluted.
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They want Xu Rongrong to live, but for Xu Rongrong, perhaps it is actually just a deeper torture.
However, Xu Rongrong must not die.
After finishing the meal, Xu Rongrong went to clear away the dishes as a habit, and then she realized that the person sitting opposite her eating with her was no longer Zhan Yiyang.
Perhaps, it would take her a lifetime to get used to the days when Zhan Yiyang was not around.
Seeing Xu Rongrong's devastated look, Liang Shuxian didn't know what to say. Over the past few days, they had said almost everything they could to Xu Rongrong.
In desperation, Liang Shuxian left.
Xu Rongrong was alone in the huge house again. She walked to the window sill and stood there, only to realize that night had fallen.
Tonight will be another long sleepless night.
Where is Zhan Yiyang? Where is he? Can he sleep well? Will he miss her as much as she misses him?
Or is it that Zhan Yiyang's life has already been reincarnated and she has been completely forgotten?
For no reason, Xu Rongrong felt a cold sadness in his heart...
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The days passed like this. Perhaps because of the doctor's cooperation with the treatment, Xu Rongrong could sleep longer at night, and he was no longer so trance-like during the day.
Under the guidance of the doctor, Xu Rongrong began to provide prenatal education for the child.
In this way, there were things to distract her attention during the day. She told her child every day that even if she couldn't grow up with him, at least she spent the first ten months of his life with him...
She always believed that her children could hear her.
With such a firm belief, the child grew up day by day. Xu Rongrong watched his belly grow from a slight bulge to the point where he could feel the child's movements, and his joy arose spontaneously.
In a few months, the child will be born into the world.
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In the blink of an eye, it’s already early winter.
Autumn has completely passed, and Zhan Yiyang did not keep his promise to come back.
Xu Rongrong looked at the calendar, held his round belly and said to the child, "Baby, daddy just made a joke to us. He will be back soon, next autumn, or the next autumn... He hasn't seen him yet.
You won't leave like this."
With this beautiful expectation in his heart, Xu Rongrong looked into the distance and survived the cold winter.
As for Ye Zi'an and Ji Fanyi, they were still the same. Ji Fanyi tried his best to pursue Ye Zi'an, but Ye Zi'an rarely bought it and refused to admit that she liked Ji Fanyi anymore, so she remained stubborn like that.
Xu Rongrong knew that Ye Zi'an still didn't know how to let go of his parents' car accident.
But she also knew that one day Ye Zi'an would understand and let go.
That day may not be far away.
In the blink of an eye, it’s a new year again.
The baby's due date is in mid-February, early spring.
A new year, a new life, Xu Rongrong thought, a very good omen.
However, the closer the time came to February, the more uneasy she became. Not because she was about to die, but because she and Zhan Yiyang's child was about to enter this world.