Qian Jiali is dead. She committed suicide after her defense was broken by Zhan Yilin.
After enduring it for so many years, she finally got over the hurdle in her heart. She used to look away, but she was just disguising her heart. Now that the disguise has been shattered, she no longer has the face to live in this world.
It was just a matter of exerting slight force on the teeth. Although it hurt for a moment, after that moment, there was eternal painlessness and peaceful sleep.
Lying on the cold iron platform, her body was pushed into the incinerator, and then turned into a pile of ashes. She would never experience the pain and sorrow of time again. She would be the happiest person.
Zhan Yilin didn't know who was the one who helped Qian Jiali collect her body in the end. She only knew that an unknown man came and took away Qian Jiali's body. According to the soldier who brought the body over at that time, the man was tall and thin.
Thin, very elegant, with a gloomy face and a pair of gold-rimmed eyes.
There was neither sadness nor happiness on his face, and he seemed to have no emotion about Qian Jiali's death.
But these have nothing to do with Zhan Yilin.
She originally wanted to find out who that man was, but the action of the man who had been plotting for a long time left her with no time to focus on him.
Yes, the action that has been planned for a long time to eradicate the organization at once has finally come.
Despite all the reluctance, sadness, fear and worry before, when things really came to pass, Zhan Yilin still showed the qualities that a soldier should have, being very serious about waiting for orders and obeying the orders of her superiors.
With her were Chen Haoran and Zhan Yiyang.
In the evening, Lao Zhai, the Zhan brothers and sisters, and Chen Haoran all sat on the sofa with sullen faces, silent for the whole time.
The others, on the other hand, were as happy as usual. Although they were a little surprised by the strangeness of these three people, they only regarded it as an examination of the sequelae left by Qian Jiali and did not pay much attention to it.
Xu Rongrong bought a lot of prawns tonight. It had been a long time since she had cooked charcoal-grilled prawns. For some reason, she suddenly wanted to eat them today, so she ran to the market and bought a lot of prawns.
At this moment, she and Liang Shuxian were processing shrimp tails in the kitchen. The two of them pinched the shrimp tails and chatted, occasionally bursting into laughter, which was very warm.
Sister-in-law Li was preparing the ingredients for other dishes nearby, and occasionally chimed in with a few words, all of which made people laugh.
Commander Zhan sat on the other side of the sofa and read the newspaper. He was originally a person who didn't care much about most things, so he didn't pay attention to the three strange children. He just thought they were quarreling or in a bad mood, so he kept his head down.
Read your own newspaper.
As for Zhan Baiyi and Zhan Tianning, they took An Nuan to play on the computer. They said this was a magical thing and they wanted to teach their sister.
Ah Nuan is well-behaved and obedient, and especially loves to listen to Bai Yi's words. In short, the three children have a very warm time.
Everything is so good, and everyone is so happy. If you leave out the three calm faces, the entire old house is indeed immersed in a warm atmosphere.
After a while, Zhan Yilin finally said, "Brother, we can't go on like this. If mom comes out and sees us like this, she will definitely become suspicious."
"Yes." Chen Haoran next to him followed, "It's not strange once or twice, but if you see it back and forth too many times, it will definitely be strange."
Zhan Yiyang took a deep breath, but still didn't speak.
Why doesn't he want to be like before? Although he doesn't like to smile, at least he doesn't have a sullen face. Occasionally, he will show a warm smile to Xu Rongrong when no one is paying attention. Then the entire Zhan family will have a warm atmosphere, both young and old. Be happy and have no worries.
But he couldn't do it.
When I think that I might die in the battle, my heart becomes heavy and I can't even breathe anymore.
He was so afraid that Rongrong would be devastated by his own death and would never smile again, or even have the courage to live.
Because of this, he didn't even have the courage to tell Xu Rongrong that he was about to go to the battlefield.
God, he just hopes that Rongrong can live well, why is it so difficult?
God, why wouldn't he give him and his family eternal happiness and well-being?
Zhan Yiyang lowered his eyelids, revealing the rare fatigue and worry he had experienced in decades.
"Brother, otherwise, don't go. There are two children in our Zhan family, so we don't have to die together!" Zhan Yilin suddenly turned her head and looked at Zhan Yiyang very seriously.
Zhan Yiyang suddenly stopped.
In fact, what Zhan Yilin said is right. In ancient times, only one male member of a family was recruited for military conscription. Nowadays, although men and women are not distinguished, the commandment of recruiting only one soldier per family still exists. What I am afraid of is to kill others. back.
Nowadays, Zhan Yiyang and Zhan Yilin are the only two children of this generation of the Zhan family, and they are all preparing to go to the battlefield. If one of them fails to apply, the leader will not reject it. After all, the national laws are there.
However, the premise is that both of them are soldiers.
Is that possible? Is Zhan Yiyang a soldier?
No, he is not.
Not only is he not, he is also the leader of this plan. Without him, the entire plan will completely fall apart. Therefore, anyone can leave this plan, but he cannot.
The corners of his mouth raised slightly, showing a helpless arc, and Zhan Yiyang lowered his head, "Yilin, don't you know what role I play? Do you think I might step back?"
Not to mention whether as a leader he can escape from the battlefield, as a man who has been a soldier for thirty years, even if he is alone and surrounded by the enemy, as a qualified soldier, he cannot escape or beg for mercy.
Because the soldiers of every country are soldiers with dignity.
Dignity prevents them from cowering, retreating, kneeling, or begging for mercy.
They are a group of dignified people.
Therefore, no matter how many consequences there were, Zhan Yiyang knew that he would still decide.
"Fortunately, I finally left a heir for the Zhan family." Suddenly thinking of something, Zhan Yiyang smiled sarcastically, and then murmured softly.
Zhan Yilin next to her trembled and looked reluctantly at Dongdong and Xixi.
Zhan Yiyang was so sad alone, but she wanted to go with her husband, and if there was really a problem between their couple, then poor Dongdong and Xixi would be orphans without a father and a mother.
Orphan, her poor child, no matter how many people love her, it can't compare to the love of her parents.
Covering her mouth with her left hand, Zhan Yilin tried hard to hold back and not let herself cry.
Chen Haoran, who was beside him, noticed her trembling shoulders, stepped forward and hugged her tightly.
Dongdong and Xixi seemed to notice that their mother was looking at them. They were sliding their bodies left and right in the stroller. They raised their hands to Zhan Yilin and shouted vaguely, "Mom, mom."
"Hey." Zhan Yilin responded while holding back her sobs.
The two little guys didn't notice their mother's sad mood. Instead, they laughed happily because their mother responded to them.
A three-year-old child really doesn't know what it's like to be sad. He can laugh happily at anything he sees, but he doesn't know that his parents are worried about his future.
"Haoran, tell me, will Dongdong and Xixi still remember us in the future?" Zhan Yilin leaned her head on Chen Haoran's shoulder and whispered.
"Of course I will, fool, because you will grow up with them." Chen Haoran hugged Zhan Yilin. Although his heart was equally sad, as a man, not only could he not shed tears, but he also had to comfort his wife.
"But I'm afraid, I'm afraid that I won't be able to watch them grow up. And they are still so young, so they will definitely forget me." Zhan Yilin looked at Dongdong and Xixi playing together, thinking about the future of the two of them.
A child may completely forget her existence and can't help but burst into tears.
She was pregnant with her son for ten months and had raised her for three years. She was really reluctant to let go.
Chen Haoran sighed, but could not say anything else. He could only hug Zhan Yilin harder and harder, almost making her breathless.
In fact, how could he give up his two sons and his elderly parents?
However, as a soldier, he can even sacrifice his life when necessary. Chen Haoran is a silent man. He only likes to silently help his family and does not like to talk nonsense. But he can become Zhan Yiyang's brother, absolutely.
Proved that he is a good person.
Sometimes, men will not say it when they are sad. They are not as happy as women. Women can still cry and find men to vent to. But they can only lower their heads and swallow all the sadness in their stomachs.
The atmosphere in the Zhan family's living room became increasingly silent, so silent that Commander Zhan felt something was wrong.
He put down the newspaper and looked around his two and a half children with a pair of wise eyes. In the end, he chose to remain silent, then silently picked up the newspaper and continued reading.
Low pressure permeates the living room, and the quiet sound of a pin dropping in the entire living room can alarm everyone.
However, at this time, this low pressure was broken.
It was Xu Rongrong and Liang Shuxian's mother-in-law and daughter-in-law who broke the low pressure.
Each of them had a plate of lobster from the living room to the restaurant next door. One of the two plates was charcoal-grilled and the other was braised. Although the raw materials were the same, the taste was very different.
But the only thing that is the same is that these are what Zhan Yiyang likes to eat.
After putting down the lobster, the couple brought many more dishes one after another. It happened that Tianning and three other children also came down, so Liang Shuxian announced that it was time to eat.
Although no one of the three people who originally released the low pressure had any intention of eating, in order to cover it up, they all stood up, washed their hands, and then went to the restaurant.
"Come on, Yiyang, this is your favorite charcoal-grilled shrimp. I bought too much shrimp today, so I made two plates. The braised one is also good. You can eat more." Xu Rongrong smiled and put the charcoal-grilled shrimp into the plate.
He handed it to Zhan Yiyang and peeled off the shrimp tails one by one for him.
"Come and open your mouth."
Zhan Yiyang hesitated for a moment and slowly opened his mouth.
Xu Rongrong pinched the tail of the shrimp and put it into Zhan Yiyang's mouth.
"Is it delicious?" Xu Rongrong asked with a smile.
"Yeah, it's delicious." Zhan Yiyang lowered his head and whispered.