Xu Rongrong had a funny look on his face, which made Wen Shanshan laugh inexplicably, and her face turned red. She did not forget to give Xu Rongrong a fierce look.
Have you ever talked like this? It seems like...
Wen Shanshan bit her lip and did not finish her words. After drinking enough chicken soup, Wen Shanshan got up and started moving around the room.
"Shanshan, why didn't you agree to Bai Sheng?" Xu Rongrong just didn't understand what made Wen Shanshan so stubborn.
Wen Shanshan walked a few steps, went to the window and looked outside and thought for a while: "Actually, I also thought about agreeing and following him properly, but I couldn't make up my mind every time."
She couldn’t even explain what was wrong!
"Are you still thinking about An Nuan's father?" Xu Rongrong whispered this to Wen Shanshan. Everyone came to Wen Shanshan's side. Xu Rongrong was also worried that Bai Sheng would hear something, but Bai Sheng still heard some.
It's just that Bai Sheng also knew something about Wen Shanshan early on. He is not a man without desires and needs. He is special to Wen Shanshan, so it is impossible for him not to know something.
Wen Shanshan lowered her head and thought for a long time: "It has nothing to do with him. I almost don't remember the past things. If you didn't mention it occasionally and think of it when I saw A Nuan, I really can't remember the rest, but...
"
Once some words come to your lips, you can't hold them back even if you want to.
Wen Shanshan turned around and glanced at Bai Sheng, who was still sleeping on the bed, and walked towards the door. As she walked, she said to Xu Rongrong with her eyes: Let's go out and talk.
Xu Rongrong then followed Wen Shanshan to the door, closed the door, and the two of them went to the living room downstairs.
Wen Shanshan asked everyone to leave, and sat on the sofa with Xu Rongrong, and the two of them talked.
"I already have Ah Nuan, and I never thought that I would have another child. This child was an accident to me. I even thought about smothering him in the cradle, although in the end he was lucky enough to be saved by you.
These people stay, but it doesn't prove that I am a good mother.
Ah Nuan has already witnessed my failure, and I don’t want another child to witness it too.
For these reasons, I should stay with Bai Sheng. If Bai Sheng is willing, so am I.
Although we were wrong at first, we are not without feelings.
I was worried about something at the beginning, but I couldn’t tell what I was worried about. I kept making a lot of excuses for myself. The reason was that Bai Sheng didn’t just love me, and that I didn’t have the courage to love, but I kept ignoring it.
One thing has happened, I already have Ah Nuan."
Wen Shanshan glanced at Xu Rongrong as she spoke. Xu Rongrong frowned and his silent face turned pale.
Wen Shanshan suddenly smiled: "Just now, I suddenly realized that I was actually worried that Ah Nuan would blame me for abandoning her and not having the courage to raise her, but then I found someone else.
It's unfair to An Nuan to start a family and give birth to a child."
Wen Shanshan's face became more and more ugly, but it did not affect her faint smile at all. Xu Rongrong could see that it was a smile of relief.
"Rongrong, I realize now that I am so selfish, always using others as excuses to find a way out for myself. Now that I understand, I am so pathetic and ridiculous."
Wen Shanshan turned her face away as she spoke, a touch of sour pain overflowed from her heart, and she couldn't laugh no matter how much she wanted to.
"Shanshan, don't be like this. Ah Nuan is very sensible and she won't blame you!" Xu Rongrong couldn't help but say. Wen Shanshan shook her head and looked at Xu Rongrong: "No, none of us dare to say anything that didn't happen.
but……"
Wen Shanshan forced a smile: "That's not what I'm worried about right now. Rongrong, I'm worried that I can't take care of this child, and I'm worried that Bai Sheng won't let him go, you know?"
"Shanshan, you still don't want to give Bai Sheng a chance?" Xu Rongrong looked at Wen Shanshan incomprehensively.
"As for whether to give him a chance or not, I actually gave him the chance a long time ago. Although I was very insistent at the beginning, you should know that if I really don't want to, even if Bai Sheng really forces me, I won't
The reason why I allowed him to succeed was because, to a certain extent, I gave in half-heartedly. If it sounded good to me, I was being reserved, but if it sounded bad, I was just playing hard to get.
In fact, Bai Sheng and I both made mistakes, and he was not the only one who was wrong.
It's just that I never thought about it when I gave him the chance. I thought that people who love each other can be together, but in fact it's not like that. Many things are not predictable, let alone what anyone says.
We all want to be happy, but how many people are truly happy? It is easy for me to love you, but it is difficult to be together.
Some people fall in love at first sight, and some fall in love over time, but no matter which one it is, in the end, they still have to experience firewood, rice, oil, salt, soy sauce, vinegar and tea? Who can escape the secular world.
Maybe this is fate but not destiny. We are destined to meet and love each other, but we have no destiny to stay and know each other. In fact, this is life, real life."
"Shanshan, don't be like this, you make me want to cry." Xu Rongrong couldn't help but hold Wen Shanshan's hand, and Wen Shanshan simply smiled and dismissed the grudge.
"Rong Rong, there are really not many people who are together like you and Zhan Yiyang. Although there are stumbling blocks, you two have different personalities. One is strong and the other is weak, one is strong and the other is soft. Even if they really get into trouble,
One of them will soften first, and even if not, at least one of them will remain calm.
But Bai Sheng and I are different. Bai Sheng and I both have tough personalities. When we really meet each other, neither one is willing to give in to the other. Stubbornness will destroy the relationship we finally established. In the end, we may end up falling apart.
It’s so noisy.”
"I really don't understand, since you two like each other, why aren't we together?" Xu Rongrong was very sad, feeling a little unworthy of Wen Shanshan and Bai Sheng.
Wen Shanshan was very open-minded and said: "If we are really together, I will definitely be troubled, especially when I think of Ah Nuan, but if we are not together, I won't be so troubled.
If Bai Sheng wants this child, I will give the child to Bai Sheng when the child is older, and by then I will have an explanation for An Nuan."
"Shanshan, your life is really tiring." Xu Rongrong leaned to the side and murmured in sleep. Wen Shanshan was funny and retorted: "Then who do you think is not tired? Is it you, Zhan Yiyang, or Bai Sheng?"
Living is inherently tiring, and there are few people who are not tired. A child is still panting, isn't it tiring?
Xu Rongrong couldn't talk to Wen Shanshan, so he just stopped talking.
"There is ginger soup in the kitchen. When Bai Sheng wakes up, bring him a bowl. I can only serve Zhan Yiyang, not other men. Just give up and let me serve it." Xu Rongrong said.
Even though she said that, when it came time to serve the ginger soup, she personally brought it to the door of Wen Shanshan's bedroom upstairs before delivering the ginger soup to Wen Shanshan. Wen Shanshan served the ginger soup, and Xu Rongrong closed the door before the two of them separated.
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Turning around, Xu Rongrong shook his head. He usually looked like a very smart person, but he was so naive and thoughtless.
Has she really forgotten that An Nuan is already her and Zhan Yiyang's daughter?
Xu Rongrong shook her head and went downstairs. As for the upstairs, she didn't care. She was going downstairs to wait for Zhan Yiyang, Chen Haoran and others to come over. By the way, there was also Zhan Yilin who had been asleep in the room.
Her sister-in-law.
Xu Rongrong originally thought that Zhan Yilin stayed here to protect her and Wen Shanshan, but now it seems that she is really being sentimental, because Zhan Yilin's sister-in-law has not gotten up since she returned to the room upstairs.
She had slept like a mess, and she didn't know how Chen Haoran served her last night, which made her unable to get out of bed.
"Are you awake?" Wen Shanshan saw Bai Sheng awake when she entered the door. She paused for a moment while holding the soup, and walked over cautiously while speaking.
Bai Sheng was sitting on the bed with some sweat on his chest. He was unbuttoning his shirt just now when he saw Wen Shanshan and put his hands down, but even so, a large amount of spring was exposed on his chest.
It's not that Wen Shanshan has never seen him before, but it's just that she hasn't looked at Bai Sheng's body for a long time. Even if Bai Sheng's naked body dangles in front of her eyes, she can remain indifferent, but she doesn't think she has any ideas.
But Bai Sheng's appearance at this time was a bit unruly, and Wen Shanshan was still a little distracted for a while.
Bai Sheng glanced at it and sat on the edge from the bed. Without waiting for Wen Shanshan's ginger soup to be brought to him, he reached out and took it. He took a sip to test whether it was very hot. He lowered his head and blew on it and poured it into his stomach.
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After drinking the meal, I feel like my whole body is warmed up, and my body feels much better immediately.
Bai Sheng put down the bowl and looked at Wen Shanshan: "Have you eaten?"
"No, let's eat together later. Zhan Yiyang and the others will come over later." Wen Shanshan found a place to sit down with her belly in her hands. Bai Sheng nodded, feeling relieved and thinking about another thing.
"You're tired too. Lie down for a while. I'll call you when they come." Bai Sheng said and stood up, turned around and started to spread the quilt for Wen Shanshan. He straightened up after just a little while and thought of something and turned to face Wen Shanshan: "Here
I'm all wet, go to my room to sleep."
Bai Sheng said and walked towards Wen Shanshan. Wen Shanshan was thought of rejecting her, but Bai Sheng couldn't stand it. She bent down and picked her up to show off. Wen Shanshan's face immediately turned red and she was shocked.
"Don't be like this, put me down. Rongrong and Yilin are outside." Wen Shanshan was a little embarrassed, anxious and nervous. She didn't dare to move. She couldn't be excited by anything because she had a belly. The doctor also said that she needed to
After recuperating, she became even more afraid to move, especially her hands and feet.
When Bai Sheng hugged her like this, she felt worried on the other side, and instinctively wrapped her arms around Bai Sheng's neck. However, Bai Sheng didn't even think about putting her down. He picked up the person, turned around, and strode toward the door in rapid strides.
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After a day's rest, Bai Sheng felt that his whole body felt much better, especially after drinking the bowl of ginger soup. He felt extremely comfortable. It was effortless to hold Wen Shanshan in his arms.
After leaving the house, Wen Shanshan hurriedly buried her face in Bai Sheng's arms. Xu Rongrong was downstairs, and she was too embarrassed to see anyone.
Bai Sheng didn't care about this, this was his home.
Bai Sheng turned around and carried Wen Shanshan to his room. Xu Rongrong's eyes widened when he saw it, a little funny. Who said just now that she wouldn't be together? After a while, she was carried to someone else's room.
As expected, plans didn't change quickly.
While Xu Rongrong was thinking about it, Wen Shanshan had already been carried to the bedroom by Bai Sheng and put on the bed, and then the quilt was covered by Wen Shanshan.
"You need to rest for a while. I'll call you later." Bai Sheng turned around and walked out, closing the door to do another thing.
Wen Shanshan looked at the door and breathed a sigh of relief. She was indeed a little sleepy. She closed her eyes and squinted for a while. As for Bai Sheng, she went to the monitoring room downstairs early in the morning to delete the surveillance video.
He wants to know exactly what Wen Shanshan and Xu Rongrong said.