Zhan Yiyang went back to the ward and took Xu Rongrong's coat before walking in the direction pointed by the doctor.
That was the direction of the baby's room. Every step Zhan Yiyang took was very heavy.
Turning a corner at the end of the corridor, I saw Xu Rongrong.
She stood outside the baby room, looking through the glass at the newly born children inside, her eyes a little dull and distracted.
She was wearing the smallest hospital gown, but it still looked very loose. Standing there with her petite figure, her whole body was as thin as a cicada's wings, making people afraid to touch her.
She was thinking: If what happened yesterday had not happened, a few months later, she and Zhan Yiyang's children would be lying here, waving their hands and feet like those living little lives, slowly growing up, and making milky sounds.
Calling her "Mom" coquettishly, and Zhan Yiyang "Dad"...
She still can't figure out why all that happened?
Zhan Yiyang saw Xu Rongrong raise her hand and put it against the glass. She probably wanted to touch the children, but there was nothing she could do because of the glass, just like she couldn't save the children's lives yesterday.
She blinked her eyes, tears seemed to burst out of her eyes at any time.
Seeing that something was wrong, Zhan Yiyang walked to Xu Rongrong, put his coat on her body, and held her hand: "It's cold outside, come back to the ward with me."
Xu Rongrong let Zhan Yiyang lead him away, but looked back reluctantly at those little lives.
Back in the ward, Zhan Yiyang asked Xu Rongrong to lie on the bed and wrapped her tightly in a quilt. Her hands were too cold, as if the blood flowing in her veins had been refrigerated.
"Yiyang." Xu Rongrong suddenly looked at Zhan Yiyang, "Shall we go home?" She learned the news that she was pregnant here, but she also completely lost her child here. She didn't want to stay in this place.
Due to Xu Rongrong's health, the doctor recommended that she stay in the hospital for a few days of observation, but now her eyes were full of resistance to this place. Zhan Yiyang nodded, "Okay, let's go home."
After having people pack their things, Zhan Yiyang went through the discharge procedures and took Xu Rongrong home.
After leaving the ward, Xu Rongrong's surgeon ran over and specifically told Zhan Yiyang: "Major General Zhan, you must take your wife back to the hospital for a review in ten days."
Zhan Yiyang agreed and took Xu Rongrong away.
"What else do you need to come back to check?" Xu Rongrong didn't react until he entered the elevator dedicated to senior officials. He looked at Zhan Yiyang blankly and asked, "Are there any other questions?"
"No." Zhan Yiyang's voice was very soft, but it only made people feel reassured and would not make people suspicious. "It's just a routine check. I will bring you back when the time comes."
Xu Rongrong didn't think too much and nodded obediently.
The surgeon looked at the direction in which they disappeared and sighed - what a wonderful couple, why should they have to face such cruel problems?
Zhan Yiyang asked the driver to drive, and he and Xu Rongrong sat in the back seat.
Xu Rongrong has been quiet all the time, his eyes are a little blank, as if he has changed into a different person overnight. He is so quiet that people suspect that the Xu Rongrong who was lively, laughed when he was happy, and scratched people when he was unhappy was just their illusion.
Zhan Yiyang hugged Xu Rongrong and let her lean on his chest, "We are going home, don't think too much."
Xu Rongrong looked at the scenes passing by outside the window without saying a word, but just reached out to hug Zhan Yiyang's waist.
"They will never appear in front of you again." Zhan Yiyang stroked Xu Rongrong's long hair, "I will never leave you alone at home again, and no one can hurt you anymore. Tell me something.
Words, eh?"
Xu Rongrong's eyes were a little hot. She raised her head and looked at Zhan Yiyang, and found that he was different from before.
In the past, his eyes were sharp, with a sense of confidence and calmness that he had everything under control.
But now, his eyes are very dark.
Why didn't she think of it? Zhan Yiyang was no less sad than she was. She had his comfort and his arms, but who would comfort him?
He has been waiting for this child for so long.
At this moment, something suddenly became clear, and Xu Rongrong felt like he was alive again.
"I'm fine." She looked into Zhan Yiyang's eyes and said, "I'm really fine, I'm just...a little sad."
Zhan Yiyang sighed and hugged Xu Rongrong tightly: "It will get better."
Xu Rongrong nodded. She also believed that time is a healing medicine and everything will be fine.
After returning home, Xu Rongrong began to nurse herself back to health. Zhan Yiyang hired a nutritionist from the army and raised Xu Rongrong like a piglet. Watching her drink bowl after bowl of nourishing soup, Xu Rongrong was speechless.
It came, but he still felt it was not enough.
Occasionally, He Huilan and Sister-in-law Li would bring food over. At this time, Xu Rongrong could only force Zhan Yiyang to help her eat, otherwise she would really burst into tears.
Four or five days passed, and Xu Rongrong gradually came out of the haze of losing her child, and occasionally there was a smile on her face.
What touched her was that Zhan Yiyang was almost never far away from her these days. He put aside everything he was doing and stayed with her at all times. When she woke up from a nightmare at night, she was always in his arms.
, you can always hear him saying softly, "It's okay, Rongrong, I'm here."
This man was born to be loved by her for the rest of her life.
Today is the tenth day after Xu Rongrong was discharged from the hospital. It was the first time in ten days that she begged Zhan Yiyang.
She sat on the sofa, wrapped her arms around Zhan Yiyang and shook her: "Can you tell aunt not to make soup today? My mother said she would send it over."
Zhan Yiyang flipped through the military report, "Then just like before, eat both."
Thinking of that feeling of being so full that she was about to vomit, Xu Rongrong got scared. She stretched out her hand in front of Zhan Yiyang: "Look, I've gained weight and there's so much meat on my hands!"
Zhan Yiyang turned his head and glanced at Xu Rongrong, put down the document in his hand, hugged Xu Rongrong suddenly, touched around, and said "Hmm": "You can be a little fatter."
Xu Rongrong: "..." Have you been fooled?
While she was struggling, the doorbell rang. Xu Rongrong was going to open the door, but Zhan Yiyang pressed her down and said, "I'll go."
The door opened and He Huilan came in carrying the thermos box.
In the past few days, He Huilan often cooked something for Xu Rongrong and brought it over. She was already familiar with the place. When she wanted to take the soup to the kitchen to heat it up, Zhan Yiyang took it and said, "Mom, let me go."
He Huilan felt that giving this son-in-law 100 points was no longer enough, so she smiled extremely happily and walked to the sofa to sit down. Seeing that Xu Rongrong was recovering well, she was even more glad that her daughter had found the right person.
Unfortunately……
She looked at Xu Rongrong and sighed silently in her heart.
Zhan Yiyang, do you really not mind?
At noon that day, Xu Rongrong became a rabbit that was about to burst her stomach. She had always had the habit of taking a nap. After the miscarriage, she became even more lethargic. When she was full, she fell on the bed and wanted to fight Yiyang to send He Huilan back.
Now Xu Rongrong can basically sleep peacefully during the day and will not be troubled by nightmares. Zhan Yiyang went to see He Huilan off with confidence.
After getting in the car, He Huilan finally asked the question she had been worrying about these days: "Yiyang, tell me the truth, do you want a child?"
"I want to," Zhan Yiyang said, "Since I got married to Rongrong, I have wanted to have children of my own." The purpose of marrying Xu Rongrong directly is actually to have children.
He Huilan's eyes dimmed, "Then you..."
"No." As if he knew what He Huilan was going to ask, he answered very decisively. "Rong Rong can't have another child because I didn't protect her. Even if it weren't for me, I wouldn't divorce her."
"Why?" He Huilan was very confused. "With your military rank and the status of your Zhan family, you can marry someone who is better than Rongrong and can give you children."
"because……"
…
The car quickly returned to the downstairs of He Huilan's house. She got out of the car and watched Zhan Yiyang's white Land Rover reversing and turning back. Her mind was filled with what he just said and the way he said it.
There are many things in his eyes that are difficult for others to understand, but they are very firm; his voice is very soft, but no one will doubt the authenticity of every word he speaks.
He said: "I want children, but I want Rongrong more. If I can't have both, I will choose the one I want more."
In fact, what Zhan Yiyang was thinking at that time was that he could live well without children, but without Xu Rongrong... he had doubts about whether he could live well, let alone live well.
His original purpose of marrying Xu Rongrong was to have children, but time has made Xu Rongrong more important than children.
Zhan Yiyang quickly returned to Repulse Bay. He didn't waste a minute and went upstairs quickly. Otherwise, Xu Rongrong wouldn't be able to find him when he woke up, and he would be at a loss for a while.
He never wanted to see that lonely and helpless expression on Xu Rongrong's face again.
Going upstairs, the sun has set and Xu Rongrong hasn't woken up yet. He goes to the study to deal with some things. The last big problem has not been solved yet. In the past ten days, he has not been making arrangements for a day.
This time, he will definitely wipe out this gang that has hurt Xu Rongrong twice, leaving no one behind.
He will never give anyone any chance to hurt Xu Rongrong again.