"Aren't there two rooms and two beds? Why do we have to sleep together?" Xu Rongrong couldn't figure it out and started to lose his temper.
Zhan Yiyang sat on the bed, looked back at the bed, and then at Xu Rongrong.
"We are husband and wife." Zhan Yiyang was stating a fact.
"But I don't remember you." Xu Rongrong was also stating a fact.
"They are also a couple." It's still true.
"Then..."
Xu Rongrong finally had nothing to say.
It was as wilted as an eggplant beaten by frost.
"I don't want to sleep with you, and I don't want to ask you anything." Xu Rongrong felt aggrieved. She was still a lowly girl who had never experienced anything, but she had to sleep in the same bed with an old man. Thinking about it, she felt aggrieved.
A terrible thing.
It’s not helpless to sing with Zhan Yiyang.
"You sleep inside, as long as I don't touch you." It was impossible to sleep separately, and not touching Xu Rongrong was already the biggest concession Zhan Yiyang had made.
Xu Rongrong was so frustrated that he finally climbed into bed helplessly and went to bed without taking off his clothes.
Zhan Yiyang himself was not in good health. He couldn't stop himself from turning off the light when he got into bed, so he simply closed his eyes.
Xu Rongrong couldn't sleep, so he got up and turned off the light, went back and lay down and still couldn't fall asleep.
"Are you asleep?" Xu Rongrong asked in a low voice, planning to run away if she slept, and talk if she didn't. Anyway, Zhan Yiyang slept during the day, so he didn't care about this little sleep.
"No." Zhan Yiyang couldn't sleep either. Although he was very tired, he still didn't want to sleep.
"I didn't sleep either." Xu Rongrong pursed his lips.
Zhan Yiyang was stunned. If he hadn't known that Xu Rongrong was an unworldly person, he would have laughed.
Zhan Yiyang didn't say anything. Xu Rongrong thought for a while and asked, "Do you like it here?"
"You said you liked it."
Zhan Yiyang vaguely remembered Xu Rongrong saying this in bed, saying that one day, if they had time, they would find a remote place to live in seclusion and live a life of peace and harmony.
Now that he had time, he brought her here.
"I like it?" Xu Rongrong was surprised.
Although it is beautiful here, it is not as beautiful as Chengdu, which she has already fallen in love with.
"Did I say that?" Xu Rongrong glanced at Zhan Yiyang, looked at Zhan Yiyang's face in the moonlight, and casually saw traces of white hair on Zhan Yiyang's temples.
Without waiting for Zhan Yiyang's answer, he asked again: "Your hair is already white. Aren't you still fifty years old this year? Normally, people like you don't have white hair."
Zhan Yiyang turned to look at Xu Rongrong, wondering if it was an illusion. Ever since the day Xu Rongrong woke up, Zhan Yiyang had a feeling that Xu Rongrong was getting younger day by day, as if there was such an incredible thing as reverse growth.
Xu Rongrong's eyes and nose have changed, becoming more and more youthful.
A very incredible thing made Zhan Yiyang feel that they were indeed an old husband and a young wife worthy of the name.
"Every time you run away from home, you have two more. You are so sick that you drink more and more. It's like this when you wake up." Zhan Yiyang didn't notice it at first, but when he looked in the mirror, he suddenly noticed more.
Many people have learned that gray hair overnight is not a rumor.
Xu Rongrong, can this kind of thing be true?
"I don't know if what you said is true." Xu Rongrong said noncommittally, and Zhan Yiyang replied very seriously: "It is true."
"Okay, even if it's really better, you don't need to explain, otherwise I will feel guilty and pity you!"
A flock of crows flew over Zhan Yiyang's forehead, with three black lines.
No matter when it comes, she has the ability to make him laugh or cry.
Xu Rongrong kept chattering and said that when he was tired, he closed his eyes and fell asleep.
The house itself is a bit cool in autumn, not to mention the house in the countryside. The glass is single-layered and the door panels are not as thick as those in the city. For two people who are used to living in a big house, it is normal for them to feel cold.
Xu Rongrong started grabbing the quilt while he was sleeping, and took away Zhan Yiyang's quilt.
But she still felt it was not enough and still felt cold.
Moving around, Xu Rongrong ran into Zhan Yiyang's arms.
Zhan Yiyang opened his eyes and took a look, turned over and exposed Xu Rongrong's small body. The quilt was pulled and the two of them were hugged together.
Xu Rongrong didn't move any more all night. He no longer felt cold and slept comfortably.
When I opened my eyes in the morning, I was startled by Zhan Yiyang, and I was busy pushing Zhan Yiyang away.
Like a little rabbit, he ran away from the bed in fright.
"You still said you won't touch me, so why are you holding me?" Xu Rongrong accused Zhan Yiyang. Zhan Yiyang looked at Xu Rongrong for a long time and said, "It's cold at night. You can come over and hug me, so I'll hug you."
Xu Rongrong frowned, is that so?
For the next time, Xu Rongrong was thinking about this matter while cooking. After Zhan Yiyang ate, Xu Rongrong put down the medicine for Zhan Yiyang and poured a glass of water for Zhan Yiyang.
After taking medicine, Xu Rongrong said he wanted to go for a walk and asked Zhan Yiyang if he could go.
"Where are you going?" Zhan Yiyang got up and prepared to accompany Xu Rongrong. Xu Rongrong doubted whether Zhan Yiyang was really strong.
"Don't hold on. If it doesn't work, just wait for me at home. I'm just going to buy some vegetables and go to the market."
Xu Rongrong suspected that Zhan Yiyang was worried that she would run away irresponsibly, so he insisted on following her. Seeing that he was not in good health, he still insisted on following her.
Can such a big mountain have wings and fly?
But since he wanted to follow, he should follow. In fact, he didn't feel at ease leaving Zhan Yiyang alone at home.
After leaving the house, Xu Rongrong locked the door of his room and the front door, and then walked towards the market with Zhan Yiyang. Xu Rongrong talked to himself along the way.
Zhan Yiyang has long been used to Xu Rongrong's behavior, so he answered as she said.
If there was anything he didn't understand, Zhan Yiyang would explain it to Xu Rongrong carefully, and Xu Rongrong felt that his horizons had been opened.
"Did your little hands grow up in the country?" Otherwise, you know everything.
Zhan Yiyang had a look of surprise on his face, "Being a soldier means ambushing and fighting outside. It's been a long time since I got to know that."
When Xu Rongrong was mentioned as a soldier, he became excited and asked, "Have you become a soldier very early? Otherwise, if you recruit a large group of people, you will even get to the chief."
Zhan Yiyang nodded: "It's very early."
"That's awesome!" Xu Rongrong praised heartily, and Zhan Yiyang looked at her again.
After passing the poplar forest, the wind blew fiercely. Zhan Yiyang took off his coat and gave it to Xu Rongrong.
"I don't want it. I'm not cold. If you're not feeling well, you can wear it." Xu Rongrong didn't want it and forced Zhan Yiyang to put it on. Zhan Yiyang looked at Xu Rongrong and couldn't help but call her: "Rongrong."
Xu Rongrong's hand was held by Zhan Yiyang, and Xu Rongrong immediately pulled him out again, blushing, and moved to the side.
"I'm not cold at all." Xu Rongrong lowered his head as he walked, and Zhan Yiyang followed and watched for a while.
"I come from a military family, my father is the commander of the military region, I am the commander, so is my sister, and so is my brother-in-law." Zhan Yiyang said as he walked, as if talking to himself. Xu Rongrong was originally very embarrassed, but now he is too.
Calm down.
Watching Zhan Yiyang slowly began to admire him.
"Then why didn't you become a soldier and start a business? Do you also like money?" Xu Rongrong found it incredible. Since he comes from a military family, how could he say that he would not become a soldier if he did not want to be a soldier?
Also, wouldn’t such a person force his son to join the army?
Xu Rongrong’s mind is absolutely worldly.
But Zhan Yiyang's answer surprised her even more.
"You are worried that something will happen to me, but you won't let me take the blame."
Zhan Yiyang looked at Xu Rongrong, and when he finished speaking, Xu Rongrong let out a sigh.
There was no response for a while, and he blinked twice and his eyes fell on the poplar tree.
At this time in the countryside, the leaves have fallen almost completely, and the tree branches are bare, which makes it look very beautiful. The golden leaves on the ground are shining brightly, and walking under the poplar trees makes you feel like you are in a fairy tale world.
He should be happy, but Xu Rongrong didn't know why he felt uncomfortable.
"Did you blame me?" Xu Rongrong felt that it was wrong to ask, so he changed his mind and said, "I mean, did you blame the old me?"
"No." Zhan Yiyang answered calmly and seriously. Xu Rongrong was stunned and took a long time to say.
"I blame myself, why did I end your dream of being a soldier? You love this country so much, it must be because you were a soldier, but I changed your military career. You said I love
You, I doubt whether I really love you."
Xu Rongrong sighed, feeling sorry for Zhan Yiyang's life.
"You are doing it for me. You will be worried when I go on a mission, so you asked me not to continue to be a soldier."
"Then do you have any regrets?"
After Xu Rongrong finished speaking, Zhan Yiyang suddenly fell silent. After the silence, he looked at the endless yellow road ahead and recalled those days when he was a soldier.
Being a soldier is the most unforgettable and sacred thing in Zhan Yiyang's life. Before meeting Xu Rongrong, he never thought of giving up his career.
It was Xu Rongrong who changed his life.
If it hadn't been for the appearance of Xu Rongrong, his life would have always been a manager in the army, whether he was black or white.
Although it was hard, he liked that kind of life.
Although there were regrets, he also gained another important thing in his life. He thought he had no regrets, he just had one regret.
Looking into Zhan Yiyang's peaceful and far-reaching eyes, Xu Rongrong knew that this man was still reluctant to let go.
"I'm sorry, it was me who hurt you and left you with regrets." Xu Rongrong apologized without knowing why.
Zhan Yiyang was stunned for a moment, then with a smile, he raised his hand and touched Xu Rongrong's head. Xu Rongrong did not move away, there was sincere emotion in his eyes.
Zhan Yiyang told her: "You are not wrong. If it were me, I wouldn't let you go to danger. Not everyone can achieve the dream of a thousand-year family and country. You just did what you should do and protect the country."
The one you love protects a home.
I stand on the frontier of the motherland to defend my motherland and my homeland, and you stand on the frontier of your family and defend your family and homeland. This is the same principle."