She kept her nose shut, "Then you swear, you will come back intact."
He actually raised his hands and swore, "I promise to come back intact."
She knew that he never broke his word, as if this could offset the sudden heart palpitations. She only wanted him to be well, and she had nothing else to ask for.
"Mom." Tangxin pushed open the door and poked her little head in. She looked inside and smiled, "Mom, the grapefruit that Grandma Zhang just bought is so sweet."
She climbed onto the bed and got into Luo Xi's arms. She looked at Lu Sheng with her big eyes, and stretched out her small hands diligently, "Dad, eat."
Lu Sheng smiled and opened his mouth, chewed it twice and praised, "It's very sweet."
He patted the little guy's face and said, "You eat with mom, and dad goes to the study."
After Lu Sheng left, Tangxin and Luo Xi shared the half piece of grapefruit together. The mother and son played for a while, and suddenly heard the sound of a car coming from downstairs. The little guy immediately ran to the window and looked down curiously, "Yes.
Uncle Fan Kai."
Fan Kai may have come to take him back to the army or go directly to the mission base. I heard that he was going to a far away place this time.
Luo Xi took Tangxin's hand and said, "Go and see dad."
When she arrived at the study, Lu Sheng happened to have just left. Perhaps because he was in a hurry, the things on the table had not been put away yet. The little guy with sharp eyes immediately leaned on the desk and stood on tiptoe to look up, "Mom, dad is doing homework.
Woolen cloth."
She rubbed the little guy's head and said, "Dad is working, not doing homework."
Luo Xi glanced at the papers unintentionally, and suddenly her eyes glazed over and her body stiffened.
Tangxin took her arm and asked: "Mom, what did dad write?"
She didn't know how to answer, because even she herself felt that her mood was complicated and she couldn't speak.
On a piece of simple letter paper, his handwriting penetrated the back of the paper, and he wrote two words "suicide note" neatly.
This was the first time, the first time she had seen her writing such a thing. She also realized that this task would be difficult, but the fact was that it was more difficult than she imagined, otherwise he would not be serious enough to write a suicide note.
Luo Xi was unable to continue reading. It didn't matter what he wrote. Those two words alone were like an invisible rope, tightly tied around her neck.
She pulled the candy core and left quickly, her steps hurried as if she was escaping from herself.
I saw Lu Sheng downstairs. He was explaining something to Fan Kai. He felt her approaching steps, turned around and asked with a smile: "Don't you still want to sleep? Why are you up?"
There is no trace of anything on his face. He can be overwhelmed by the collapse of a mountain without changing his expression. He is always calm, calm and free, but she cannot be as free and easy as him. She is really worried about him, but
She was powerless to do anything for him, so even if she saw the suicide note, she could only pretend not to see it. She didn't want to put any burden on him before he left.
Facing his question, she chose a soft smile and said, "I want to see if there are any ingredients in the kitchen and want to cook you a meal."
He shook his head regretfully, "No, I'm afraid it's too late."
"Will Lin Zheng also go with you?"
"I will lead a team of elites, including him."
"Then...then you have to take care of him, he is still too young."
Lu Sheng reached out and touched her face, inserted his long fingers into her hair, pretending to be angry, "It's not a good behavior to care about another man in front of your husband."
She didn't care whether Fan Kai was present or not, she grabbed his hand and rubbed it against her face, with infinite attachment and reluctance, "Lu Sheng."
"Um?"
"Remember what you promised me."
He could tell the complicated emotions in her eyes. She was reluctant to let him go, so how could he be willing to leave her? "Aren't you going to travel with Xia Yue? How are the preparations?"
"Planning."
"It's fun. When you come back, I will come back. I will definitely do what I promised you, so don't frown, okay?"
She nodded obediently and still held his hand.
Lu Sheng couldn't laugh or cry. She was suddenly so clingy. He had no way to do anything with her. He wanted to be tired of her for a while, but time was running out. He leaned over and kissed her cheek gently, "I'm leaving.
"
She was finally willing to let go of his hand. Such a separation would almost happen once in a while in life, but never once did it touch her heart like this. Maybe it was because of the suicide note, or maybe it was because of the sixth child that she never wanted to have peace with.
feel.
The sky, which had been gloomy since the morning, finally started to rain. It was a spring rain, a season when all things revived. She stood at the door and waved goodbye to him, watching the car gradually drive away in the misty rain and fog.
Go, my heart suddenly becomes wet and cold.
Two days later, Luo Xi and Xia Yue’s itinerary was decided, and they finally chose Busai Island, a remote island on the border of China.
Before Lu Sheng left, he had done a good job of protecting his two children so that she could travel with peace of mind. When she wanted to stay at home to take care of the children, he insisted on letting her go outside to relax. Qin Pei's affairs and Cui Dingtian's affairs were made one after another.
She had almost no chance to breathe. She also wanted to go out to take a breath and relax. What's more, as soon as Lu Sheng left, her heart was half empty. She was worried and scared at home every day, so it was better to go out and do something to relieve herself.
Feeling uneasy.
It is said that Busai Island is very small, but that is only its habitable area. There are large areas of virgin forest on the island, accounting for two-thirds of the entire island area. Those primitive forests are undeveloped areas, and there are still people living in them.
The local aboriginal residents live a primitive life of eating hair and drinking blood.
When Luo Xi and Xia Yue arrived at Busai Island, the sunshine and air on Busai Island seemed to have been washed away. The sky and sea were always blue and endless, the beach was always as soft as sugar, and there were large coconut trees planted around the hotel.
In the evening, the coconut breeze blows.
"This is simply paradise on earth."
On two deck chairs on the beach, two sisters held up the coconut juice in their hands and cheered loudly.
Breathing the sea breeze and sunbathing, the hustle and bustle of the world seems to have gone away at this moment, leaving only the gentle baptism of nature.
"Hey, that man has been looking at us for a long time." Xia Yue raised her sunglasses and pursed her lips toward the sun umbrella not far away.
As soon as she looked over, the man immediately pretended to appreciate the scenery.
Luo Xi put down the coconut juice in her hand and stood up generously. In front of the man, she slowly took off her bath towel. The dancing sunlight fell on her skin as white as snow inch by inch, first on her neck, then on
Then the shoulders, then the chest in the swimsuit...
Lower and lower again.
At this time, the man no longer cared about being reserved, and stared at her with both eyes.
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