But I also felt a pressure. If I hadn't appeared, maybe Susu and Bailiqing could have tied the knot with the help of the elders of both families and lived a less happy and less painful life.
And my appearance disrupted everything. If I like Bailiqing very much and my desire to be with him is very urgent, then there is nothing wrong with hurting others for love.
However, now I don’t even know who I am, and I’m even less sure whether my feelings for Bailiqing are love. How can I accept him? His desperate attitude is certainly an affirmation of me, but it also gives me a sense of
There was invisible pressure. If I didn't choose him in the end, I would feel sorry for him, because it was my appearance that made him reject the woman who loved him most.
Then the two of them talked for a while, and Qian Qian got tired of talking, so she went back to her room to rest. One night, Qian Qian couldn't sleep again, tossing and turning, all she could think about was the way Su Su looked at her during the day.
What kind of desperate look is that?
Qian Qian climbed up quickly, feeling a particularly ominous premonition in her heart that something was very likely to happen to Su Su. So she got dressed and went to the yard where Baili Qing lived to look for him.
The boy who was keeping watch at the door saw Qian Qian Xingye coming over, so he didn't dare to neglect, so he went in to report. When he came back, he said, "The owner of the village is in the study. Ask him to take the girl in."
He smiled lightly, nodded and said thank you, and then followed the boy to the study. When he arrived at the door, Bailiqing was already waiting there wearing a cloak. He was only wearing a thin shirt underneath, standing against the wind, his figure slumped.
Seeing Qian Qian coming, he greeted her with a smile, gently helped Qian Qian up the steps, and said with a smile: "Why are you coming here so late? Is there anything important?"
When they finished speaking, the two of them had already walked into the study side by side. Qian Qian anxiously took Bai Liqing's hand and said, "I have a bad feeling. You should go to Su Su's house and have a look now."
Bailiqing helped Qianqian sit down at the table, and slowly poured her a cup of tea, handed it over, and said, "Your hands are very cold. It must be the wind blowing on the way here. Drink it quickly."
A cup of tea to warm you up."
Qian Qian took the tea, put it anxiously on the coffee table next to her, stood up again and said to Bai Liqing: "Go and have a look, otherwise I won't be able to feel at ease."
Bailiqing looked at Qianqian's slightly fluffy hair. Following Bailiqing's gaze, Qianqian thought that she didn't comb it because she was in a hurry. She felt a little embarrassed and said with a blush, "Qianqian is rude."
Bailiqing smiled and said, "It's okay. I'm very happy that you can treat me like an outsider. When you see me in the future, you don't need to be too formal. Just be casual, you know?"
Qian Qian lowered his head, as if that end weighed a thousand pounds, and nodded after a long pause.
You can feel Bailiqing's smile getting even brighter. Qian Qian wants to mention the incident just now, but she can't. Maybe it's because she can't bear it. There is a man who treats her so tenderly...