Before the words fell, the person had already stood up and was about to leave. Xuanyuan Che frowned after listening to Qian Qian's sarcasm, and felt puzzled. He stretched out his hand to hold Qian Qian's arm and asked nervously: "Why do you think so? What?
Is it 'you'? Who else has said that to you?"
Qian Qian broke away from Xuanyuan Che's hand with her backhand, tears welling up in her eyes, and said, "I don't want to be treated as an object and given around. Who I choose is my own business. You don't need to push each other around like you do!"
After saying that, without waiting for Xuanyuan Che to explain, she started running. There was still some distance from here to Qian Qian's bedroom. She ran back in one breath. Along the way, she also met servants in twos and threes, and she had no time to pay attention to others' surprises.
He kept running with his eyes until he reached the room, slammed the door, and then he lay down on the bed and cried loudly.
After crying enough, I started to laugh at myself. Isn't this what I want? If I waver between two men, I will inevitably be ridiculed like this. If I had firmly chosen one person from the beginning, I wouldn't be so confused now.
In this way, letting others put you in a dilemma. From the other person's point of view, you can completely imagine that you can't figure out your own thoughts, so you retreat when you are in trouble. It is better to blame yourself than to blame others.
Qian Qian felt sad in her heart, and she was angry with herself repeatedly, complaining about why she had turned everything that was originally beautiful into this situation. Is it really because of selfishness, or because she is greedy for more care and attention?
After a while, there was a knock on the door, and I didn’t know who it was. Qian Qian walked to the screen and vaguely saw a thin shadow on the window. It should be Xuanyuan Che who saw him angry and chased him.
come over.
In fact, I have forgiven him now, but I really don't know what to say to him. Qian Qian thought that maybe today's situation is closely related to her character, which is not good at expressing her feelings. But she just doesn't want to say it now.
After knocking on the door for a while, but still showing no intention to leave, Qian Qian called out.
"It's me. I have something to tell you. Can you open the door?" Sure enough, it was Xuanyuan Che.
"I'm sorry, I'm tired. If you have anything to say, can we wait until tomorrow?"
Xuanyuan Che hesitated for a while before replying: "Okay then, you have a good rest. I will ask someone to bring you food later."
After Qian Qian saw Xuanyuan Che leave, she quietly walked out from behind the screen. The shadow outside the window left, and Qian Qian felt that her heart was empty again.
Dong Ling brought dinner to the room. Qian Qian had already figured it out. After staying alone in the room for a long time, she would inevitably start to have random thoughts again.
During the days when Xuanyuan Che was ill, I took care of him day and night, collected flower dew for him, and served him meticulously. Could it be that he couldn't see my affection for him at all? After being with Bailiqing for so long, when did he see me?
Have you ever been so devoted to him?
Qian Qian couldn't help but get angrier and angrier as she thought about it, and in her heart she became convinced that Xuanyuan Che was going too far and was already a little smitten with her...