A long time ago, Zhang Youbin went to Chen Yan's room once at Chen Yan's birthday party. At that time, that little girl Gong Yue had not gone abroad yet and stayed with them all day long.
Pushing the door open, Chen Yan's room has not changed much from before. Because Chen Yan rarely lives at home recently, most of it is still the same as when Zhang Youbin first came here.
Chen Yan came in behind Zhang Youbin and closed the door. Zhang Youbin turned around and looked at Chen Yan with a wicked smile, which made Chen Yan's face turn red.
Of course Chen Yan knew what was thinking in Zhang Youbin's mind, and how could she not be thinking about it day and night? When Chen Yan was still shy, Zhang Youbin had already held her in his arms, and his strength was a bit strong. Chen Yan
Yan was caught off guard and was a little unable to stand, but fortunately, she immediately had Zhang Youbin's embrace as her support.
A great sense of happiness enveloped Chen Yan's whole body. She had never been as happy as she was today. After all, in her opinion, there was no longer any resistance between herself and Zhang Youbin, and everything suddenly became clearer.
Zhang Youbin skillfully held up Chen Yan's chin with two fingers, and Chen Yan closed her eyes in cooperation, opened her lips slightly, and welcomed Zhang Youbin's picking.
Kissing gently, Zhang Youbin closed his eyes and tasted Chen Yan's taste. Chen Yan hugged Zhang Youbin's neck and stood on tiptoes hard, just to make Zhang Youbin more comfortable.
After a long time, Chen Yan gently pushed Zhang Youbin away, straightened out her slightly wrinkled clothes, and said angrily with a red face: "Bad guy, you know how to bully me."
Zhang Youbin was stunned for a while, thinking that this was not the first time, why are you still so shy? Chen Yan didn't know what was going on with her. Whenever she was intimate with Zhang Youbin, she always blushed unconsciously. Not only that, but
Even the heartbeat will speed up, and the blood all over the body will surge up involuntarily.
Chen Yan took Zhang Youbin's hand and sat down by the bed. She took off her shoes and lay on Zhang Youbin's lap. She murmured: "Zhang Youbin, I'm really happy today. Dad suddenly becomes so open-minded."
, it’s really like a dream…”
Zhang Youbin gently stroked her smooth cheek and said with a smile: "People's thoughts are always to realize that they were wrong before, and they learned to respect your thoughts."
"Hehe." Chen Yan smiled happily and said, "That's great. This way I don't have to go to Zhonghai. I will have more time to spend with you in the future, and I no longer have to be controlled by my cousin 24 hours a day!"
Zhang Youbin smiled slightly and said, "It's very good. You will be free from now on."
"Yes!" Chen Yan nodded heavily, then turned her head and stared at Zhang Youbin for a moment, then said: "Zhang Youbin, let's fall in love!"
"Uh..." Zhang Youbin was a little at a loss.
Falling in love? What can happen between two people in this situation? How long Zhang Youbin can stay in the country depends entirely on the progress of the matter, and this also means that Zhang Youbin has no time and energy to spend time with Chen Yan during his stay in the country.
Falling in love also means that Zhang Youbin will not stay in China because of Chen Yan. On the contrary, he must leave once the matter is resolved.
"What's wrong with you?" Chen Yan looked at Zhang Youbin who was in a daze and asked tentatively.
"Nothing." Zhang Youbin smiled lightly and said, "Isn't it like we are in love now?"
Chen Yan shook her head vigorously and said, "Although they are similar, they are not the same."
"Haha." Zhang Youbin smiled and said, "Isn't it nice to be like this now?"
"It's not good at all." Chen Yan pouted and said, "I want to be your girlfriend, which is different from now. I don't know who I am to you now. I feel very strange.
"
"Why?" Zhang Youbin asked puzzledly.
Chen Yan thought for a while and said: "I can't say for sure, but I probably just feel confused. Now this is different from falling in love. I want to be with you as your girlfriend. Now that dad has admitted his mistake, from now on
Naturally, there will be no way to stop the two of us, so I want to really be with you and let everyone know that I am your girlfriend."
Zhang Youbin didn't know how to answer. He asked: "What if I have to leave one day?"
Chen Yan blurted out without thinking: "I will follow you wherever you go!"
"Is this possible?" Zhang Youbin asked himself in his heart.
Although Chen Yan is willing, Zhang Youbin doesn't want to do this in his heart. Let Chen Yan leave with him? He still has a lot of things to solve. Maybe one day he will have to live a life of fleeing all over the world. Chen Yan is helpless.
What good can a girl with the power to bind a chicken do by following me?
Besides, if Chen Yan leaves with her, what will happen to her family? She may not think about it at first, but she will definitely regret it in the future. After all, love can never compete with family affection, at least that's what Zhang Youbin thinks in her heart.
"What about your father?" Zhang Youbin asked softly.
"Dad?" Chen Yan felt a little disappointed. After a while, she said without confidence: "Dad doesn't need anything. He can live a good life."
"Is that so?" Zhang Youbin smiled helplessly: "He is your daughter. Do you think he will be happy if you leave?"
Chen Yan thought about it for a moment and then said: "Then we can come back often to see him, or we can take him to stay with us." Then, Chen Yan stared at Zhang Youbin and asked: "Zhang Youbin, can't you just leave?"
"Not leaving?" Zhang Youbin smiled bitterly. Let's not talk about the impact of the things he is currently engaged in. As for Shen Hui, they would not let him live peacefully in the country. Basically, except for leaving, Zhang Youbin would not leave at all.
There is no other way.
Zhang Youbin shook his head. The disappointment on Chen Yan's face was very obvious. She stared into Zhang Youbin's eyes and asked, "Aren't you going to take me with you?"
The answer in Zhang Youbin's heart is yes. He will not and cannot take Chen Yan away. This is simply irresponsible. After hesitating for a long time, Zhang Youbin said: "Let's wait and see, okay? Maybe things will turn around soon."
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When Chen Yan heard this, she suddenly became very sad, her eyes filled with mist, and she asked with some choking: "What if there is no turning point? Are you going to leave by yourself? Then leave me alone, I
I can’t find you anymore, I can’t see you, I can’t hear your voice, I can’t feel your presence...then what should I do?”
Zhang Youbin took a deep breath and comforted softly: "Don't think so much, there is always a solution to everything. Look at you, you were very happy at first, why did you suddenly become like this? You won't have to go to Zhonghai in the future.
, I will try to spend more time with you, don’t think too much."
Chen Yan closed her eyes, nodded helplessly, and said: "You have to know that I can leave you temporarily and not be by your side, but I can't live without you. You are too important to me. Zhang Youbin has made me trapped in it and I can't extricate myself."
, if there is no news from you one day, I will collapse." After saying that, two drops of tears oozed from his slightly closed eyes.
Zhang Youbin bent down and kissed Chen Yan's lips gently. After a few kisses, he said in Chen Yan's ear: "Don't worry, I won't leave you alone." These words, which were somewhat against his will, made Zhang Youbin
I also felt a bit uncomfortable.
Chen Yan nodded her head and said to Zhang Youbin: "You said, you will not leave me alone. I will not allow you to leave under any circumstances. I cannot leave you under any circumstances!"
After saying that, Chen Yan hugged Zhang Youbin tightly. In Zhang Youbin's impression, he had never seen Chen Yan with such great strength.
Zhang Youbin picked up Chen Yan and let her sit on his lap. He held Chen Yan's waist with both hands and looked at her with a gentle smile: "Stop talking about this. What a good mood I was in has been ruined by you."
Well, plans can’t keep up with changes. Let’s live the present and stop thinking about premature things.”
Chen Yan nodded slightly and said coquettishly: "Then you must keep your word and don't leave me alone!"
Zhang Youbin smiled and said: "Of course it counts. When have I ever lied to you?"
Chen Yan felt relieved and said with a slight smile: "That's pretty much it." Then, she looked at Zhang Youbin and asked: "Then you should stay with me more."
Zhang Youbin agreed wholeheartedly and said with a smile: "Don't worry, I will definitely spend more time with you when I have time."
Saying that, Zhang Youbin's hands dishonestly penetrated into the hem of Chen Yan's clothes, gently untied her bra, and found the perfect touch of Ao Ren. Chen Yan was so sneakily attacked by Zhang Youbin, she immediately trembled slightly, and her mouth was shy.
He hummed and said, "Rogues know how to bully me."
Zhang Youbin laughed, tapped Chen Yan's lips, and joked: "Today is not the right occasion. Your father may come back who knows when. Otherwise, I will bully you to the end today!"