Zhang Youbin smiled nonchalantly and said: "I'm just talking about my own feelings. I don't know if it's necessarily correct, but I feel like this. In the countryside, you will find that people are very busy except for working time.
Leisurely, they will greet almost everyone they pass by while walking leisurely, because they have enough time and mood to get to know everyone around them, and truly integrate into the environment in which they live..."
Zhang Youbin paused and then said: "The environment in a city like Zhonghai is too big. No one can really integrate into it. Those who can get in are only a small circle. The rich are in the same circle as the white-collar workers."
In the same circle as white-collar workers, ordinary citizens also have their own circles, and migrant workers also have their own circles. These circles are almost all closed and rarely intersect with other circles."
"What you said is correct." Su Wan nodded and said, "I have stayed in that circle for too long, and I have almost no understanding or experience of the society outside that small group of societies."
"Yes." Zhang Youbin smiled and said: "There is no need for you to understand other people and circles, and it is impossible for you to understand them all."
Su Wan smiled and said: "I didn't know you well before. I always thought that mercenaries were cold-blooded and ruthless. People like John just had one more command to obey. But now that I have been in contact with you, I found that
Many of my previous ideas were wrong.”
Zhang Youbin smiled curiously and asked: "So you mean you understand me now?"
"No..." Su Wan pouted and thought for a while, then said: "Although I don't know you very well, I have a rough idea of what kind of person you are. In fact, you are quite kind and full of flesh and blood."
"Good and evil are relative." Zhang Youbin said lightly: "There are no absolutely good people, and there are no absolutely bad people. The quality of a person also depends on the people he treats. For example, I, the people around me, they are even better than
I am more important than myself. Compared to them, I am good; but for other people, they will regard me as an enemy for some reasons; there are also those who may not have any hatred towards me and will eventually end up with me.
The people in my hands, to them and their relatives, I am an out-and-out bad guy."
Then, Zhang Youbin said: "The reason why you think I'm kind is because I don't have any bad thoughts towards you."
"That's enough." Su Wan said with a smile: "As long as people are good to me, they are good people. I don't care about the rest."
With that said, the two walked side by side along the path along the river for a long distance. Su Wan had no intention of going back. Compared with the warm, luxurious but emotionless villa, Su Wan felt like chatting with Zhang Youbin in the snow like this.
The feeling was better. Although it was a bit cold, it did not affect her mood at all.
A gust of cold wind blew across the river, blowing on the two of them. Su Wan couldn't help but shiver. Zhang Youbin naturally felt it beside her and asked with concern: "Is it very cold?"
Su Wan nodded and said softly: "A little bit, it was blown by the wind just now."
"Why don't we go back?" Zhang Youbin said in a questioning tone: "If you don't want to go back, we can chat in the car."
"No." Su Wan said stubbornly: "It was just a little cold in the wind just now, but it's much better now. How can it be so comfortable in a car? Look, how can you feel the feeling of snowflakes falling from the sky in a car?"
Zhang Youbin shook his head helplessly and smiled. He took off his windbreaker and put it on Su Wan's shoulders. He smiled and said, "You'll catch a cold if you keep blowing like this, and your head..." Zhang Youbin said, reaching out to tie Su Wan's hair.
He carefully flicked off the tiny snowflakes and said, "Look, even your hair is wet."
Zhang Youbin was only wearing a shirt now. Although there was a base layer underneath, it looked extremely thin in this scene. Su Wan hurriedly took off the clothes Zhang Youbin had just put on herself, handed it back to Zhang Youbin and said: "
Put it on quickly, you won't be able to bear it if you wear so little."
Zhang Youbin smiled nonchalantly and said: "Although it feels a bit cold, I will never get sick from the wind. Don't worry, my physical condition is good."
"Put it on! I'm really not cold!" Su Wan said firmly, "If you insist on doing this, then you might as well get back in the car and let us both stay warm!"
"I'm really fine." Zhang Youbin said casually: "You should wear some clothes. At least it can block the wind."
"No!" Su Wan said firmly: "If you want to do this, then I will go back..."
Zhang Youbin nodded helplessly, put on his clothes again, looked at Su Wan and asked: "Are you really not cold?"
Su Wan smiled. She didn't know what kind of energy came out of her. She grabbed Zhang Youbin's arm, put it in her arms and said softly, "That's it."
"Okay..." Zhang Youbin said helplessly: "Just tell me if you feel you can't stand it anymore."
"Yes." Su Wan lowered her head and agreed softly. Her face felt hot, especially around her eyes. It was so hot that her vision was somewhat affected.
It was rare that there was no one on the entire Yanjiang Road. The quieter the situation, the more Su Wan didn't want to go home. What's more, that place was not her home at all. She didn't know what was going on in her heart.
, I just think that’s it, it’s pretty good…
The topic turned back to the matter of the two pretending to be a couple today. Su Wan asked: "Then have you ever thought about how to explain to the two old people in the future?"
Zhang Youbin asked with a smile: "Didn't you just advise me to talk about the future matters later?"
Su Wan was speechless for a moment, and after a while she said in a disappointed tone: "I can't stay in Zhonghai for long. I came to Zhonghai because of Spider. Maybe I will go back in a month..."
"Go back to the United States?" Zhang Youbin asked.
"Yeah." Su Wan nodded, and then said: "It might be Canada, I can't say, but I definitely won't stay in Zhonghai anymore. What will you do then?"
Zhang Youbin thought for a while and said: "Then I will tell them truthfully that you have returned to China."
"What if they want you to keep me here?" Su Wan asked, staring at Zhang Youbin with wide eyes.
Zhang Youbin smiled and said, "Isn't this simple? I'll tell them when you leave and we'll end it. When everyone leaves, how can I stay?"
"Oh..." Amelia Su nodded slightly, and asked after a moment: "What if they let you chase me back?"
Zhang Youbin smiled helplessly: "What if there are so many things..."
"Just assume that!" Su Wan shook Zhang Youbin's arm and asked, "Assume that, what will you do then?"
"I don't know..." Zhang Youbin tilted his head and thought for a long time, then said: "When the time comes, tell them that you don't want to be with me anymore. You came back to China just to avoid me. Isn't there nothing they can do?"
"Who says I'm not willing? But I have to think about it anyway..." Su Wan muttered to herself in a very low voice. Zhang Youbin only heard a vague response, mumbling not knowing what Su Wan was talking about.
"What did you say?" Zhang Youbin asked curiously.
"It's nothing." Su Wan said with a smile: "I'm singing! Sing to me!"
"Ah?" Zhang Youbin asked with a surprised look on his face: "Singing?" Then, Zhang Youbin hurriedly waved his hands and said, "I still don't want to, my singing is very difficult to listen to."
"I want to listen to it even if it sounds bad." Su Wan pouted and said coquettishly, "Even if you sing Little Dragon Man, I still want to listen."
Zhang Youbin opened his mouth wide and his jaw almost dropped. He asked in surprise: "Do you still know "Little Dragon Man"? How do you know that?"
"I watched it when I was a child." Su Wan said with a smile: "At that time, I didn't know which relative brought it to me from China. I cried several times when I watched it."
Zhang Youbin smiled and said: "I also watched it when I was young..."
Su Wan shook Zhang Youbin's arm and said coquettishly: "Come on, come on, sing a song to me."
"Sing "Little Dragon Man"?" Zhang Youbin hurriedly explained: "I forgot about it a long time ago and can't sing it anymore..."
"Rock music?" Su Wan asked tentatively.
Zhang Youbin said with an embarrassed look on his face: "Don't do it...my voice is not suitable for singing, but it's just fine for listening."
"Sing this song more tenderly!" Su Wan shook her head and looked at Zhang Youbin expectantly and said, "Is that good?"
"Okay, okay..." Zhang Youbin said helplessly: "Then let's sing something softer, just one song! I won't sing more, I'm so embarrassed."
"What's there to be ashamed of? It's just the two of us." Su Wan said excitedly: "One song is fine, just sing it."
"Hmm..." Zhang Youbin thought for a while and said, "Then let's sing Don'tcry by Gunn Roses."
Su Wan's eyes lit up immediately. She couldn't help but jump up and cheered: "Don't cry, it's a classic! I really like this song! Sing it quickly. I can't wait..."
Zhang Youbin took a few deep breaths. He was about to speak but swallowed it back. He said with an embarrassed look on his face: "This is too embarrassing. I can't sing it."
"It's okay. Su Wan said hurriedly: "I'll give you a starting point, 1-2--With Su Wan taking the lead, Zhang Youbin had no choice but to bite the bullet and sing. In fact, this song has always been Zhang Youbin's favorite. The lyrics and music were written by Zhang Youbin.
The lands are all very good. It can definitely be considered a classic among classics.
Zhang Youbin's voice is relatively deep. Although he cannot sing many other very high-pitched songs by Axl Roses, the lead singer of Gunn Roses, this Dont Cry is exactly a very low and affectionate song. Zhang Youbin's voice is just right for singing such a song. Soon Zhang Youbin
I no longer feel any embarrassment and am getting more and more into the zone.
Su Wan listened a little intoxicated and hummed along from time to time. Fortunately, we were in an environment of two people. If one more person appeared in front of the two of them at this time, they would definitely be embarrassed to the point of blushing. In fact, this kind of situation
The feeling can only be experienced when two people are alone together. Although Zhang Youbin's singing is not very good, Su Wan can tell that he is very attentive, and she is also very fascinated by it.