Zhang Youbin was speechless. He didn't know how to tell Qimei at this moment. This was always a difficult problem to solve, because he knew very well what Qimei was thinking.
"I used to think that even if the third brother doesn't want to accept me, I can still stay by your side. As long as I can be by your side, that's enough. But now I'm afraid! I'm afraid that you won't want me after you get married to her.
Being around you hinders both of your lives..."
"How could it be?" Zhang Youbin comforted softly: "No matter what the situation is, I will never drive you away from me. No matter who the third brother marries or falls in love with, as long as he is willing, he can be in the third brother's home.
I will always be by my side."
When Qimei raised her head and looked at Zhang Youbin, her face was already filled with tears: "Why can't that person be me? Why can't I be your lover and stay by your side..."
"Uh." Zhang Youbin also wanted to use the same old trick to tell Qimei that he had always regarded her as his sister, but he couldn't say it out loud at this time. Not only would it not have any consoling effect, but it might also make Qimei even more hurt.
"Silly girl, you have to have your own life." Zhang Youbin comforted softly: "You will find a good man who truly loves you, and then you will understand. The reason for this is just because you have been too dependent on you for so many years.
I got it. Do you understand?"
"No." Qimei shook her head and said, "I know very clearly what is love and what is dependence. I have indeed been particularly dependent on you for so many years, but it is not just dependence. From the day I returned to China to find you, I
I just hope that one day you can truly accept me and no longer just treat me as a sister. I need your care. I also hope that one day you will also need me to take care of you. My biggest wish in the past few years is...
..." Qimei paused after saying this, and two more tears flowed from her eyes: "I just want to marry you, you should understand..."
"I understand..." Zhang Youbin wiped away her tears with great distress, and said softly: "But what do you want the third brother to do? What should I do?"
"I don't know..." Qimei shook her head slightly and said, "I only know that I can't live without you, Third Brother, don't expect me to forget you if I leave you, let alone fall in love with another man.
, go and spend the rest of my life with him. If I can’t be by your side, I really don’t know where I should go. I don’t even have someone to rely on and a place to stay..."
Zhang Youbin's mind twitched. If it was really like what Qimei said, then wouldn't he be able to delay her for the rest of her life? Zhang Youbin had never had any intention of driving Qimei away from him, not even in the slightest, but if he couldn't do it,
What is she, and she holds an invisible hope and always stays by her side. So where is her future? Is it with herself? But how can she do it... She can't live up to Su Wan. She doesn't want to
He delayed Qimei, but there was Chen Yan. There was also Chen Ruoran. Zhang Youbin felt very guilty for the pitiful Chen Yan in his heart. As well as Chen Ruoran, these two women liked him, and he also liked them like a beast.
He could never forget everything Chen Yan had done for him, but it was a little powerless when it was placed in front of Su Wan, and there were family members there... What about Chen Ruoran? She had sacrificed a lot for herself.
Even if he couldn't even express his feelings to her openly, would he not like Chen Ruoran? The kind policeman he once was, the girl who was trembling in his arms...
But what about Qimei? Zhang Youbin thought with his conscience. If Qimei really left him one day, he would not be able to accept it first. If Qimei really found another true love as he once said, what would he do to her?
That man can only feel one thing, and that is jealousy.
For a long time, the reason why Zhang Youbin deceived himself was because he and Qimei had become brothers and sisters over the years. He was not a stone man, and it was impossible that he had no feelings for Qimei, who was always obedient. In the warm two-bedroom apartment between the two of them,
, Qimei tempted him like that, and he almost couldn't hold it back. In fact, what kept blocking him in his heart was just the ethics and morality that did not exist between him and Qimei...
Are they brothers and sisters? It doesn't sound like they are, but are they lovers? But they are blocked by the so-called love between brother and sister.
"Third brother, if I really disappear from your life, will you miss me?" Qimei cried so hard that she had now seen the most painful situation.
"No!" Zhang Youbin's mind was as chaotic as a pot of porridge, but he instinctively hugged Qimei tightly in his arms and murmured: "Third brother will never let you disappear, never.
Yes! Third brother can’t let go of you. He can’t let go of that little girl who has been following me for so many years. He can’t let go..."
Can a man really concentrate? He just has feelings for these women, so how can he let go of them at this time? If he can let go of Chen Yan and Chen Ruoran with a ruthless heart, how can he be willing to let Qimei leave him? She
Where can she go without herself? Who among the bloody brothers and sisters does not have a life of his own? Without herself, she will become helpless and lonely.
Zhang Youbin didn't dare to think about it anymore. If Qimei really disappears from his life, he will definitely go crazy! He can't let go of the relationship he has had for so many years no matter what, and he will never let go!
Qimei also hugged Zhang Youbin tightly at this time and kept groping his chest with her cheeks. This man she loved her whole life, her whole life's pursuit of happiness was placed on this man. She looked at him
There is a possibility of getting married to another woman. Who can accept this torture? Especially the relationship between her and Zhang Youbin that was developed through life and death.
"Third brother, please let Xinran stay with you!" Qimei sobbed: "Don't ever drive me away. I will be obedient. If you really don't love me, then treat me as your biological sister.
I won't make things difficult for you, I won't make Sister Su Wan feel uncomfortable, and I won't affect the relationship between you. I just want to leave a room for Xinran in your new home, just a room. I don't want anything else. I
I just want to stay by your side forever, even if everything remains the same as before!"
A few tears slipped from the corners of Zhang Youbin's eyes. This man made of steel and blood would also feel sad in this situation. Qimei's dedication to him has not changed over the years. This persistence moved him deeply.
And he also regarded Qimei as one of his most important people. If necessary, Zhang Youbin would even sacrifice himself for her. Zhang Youbin was not afraid of death, but he often failed to understand the intricate love between his children.
Zhang Youbin suddenly realized at this time. In fact, this relationship has already gone beyond the relationship between brother and sister, but he has never jumped out of that frame in his mind, while Qimei has already elevated that relationship to the level of true love.
, she has never shied away from her love for herself, not even for so many years, but she is not as courageous as her, nor as daring as she is.
The words "I love you" stuck in Zhang Youbin's throat. He still can't say it out. These three words are extraordinary. Maybe they can be used as sweet words to ordinary women to make her happy. But facing Qimei
, these three words represent a lifetime of responsibility. A woman is willing to dedicate her whole life to you for free without asking for anything in return. How can you be responsible for her?
Seventh Sister, perhaps seeing the helplessness in Zhang Youbin's eyes, approached him and asked with great pain: "Third Brother, you are not afraid of countless death threats. Why do you care so much and hesitate so much at this time?"
...Third brother, do you really not love me?"
There was a bang in Zhang Youbin's head, and a voice suddenly exclaimed in his mind: Yes...how many times have you passed by the god of death without blinking, why are you always hesitant about this kind of thing?
"Xinran, if you are willing to stay with Third Brother, Third Brother will only be happy for the rest of his life. Third Brother will not let you leave. If you are reluctant to leave, you will transfer your love for Third Brother to others... Thinking about it this way, all these years
Third brother is too selfish. He has all your love, but never thought of giving you anything..." Zhang Youbin smiled softly, wiped Qimei's tears again, and said softly: "Actually, third brother is
I have always loved you, but you have never left my side, so the third brother has a sense of superiority and confidence in his mind. On the contrary, it is this self-confidence that has made the third brother not pay attention carefully.
I have thought about whether I have always regarded you as my sister..."
Qimei's mood at this moment is indescribable. The weight of those three words in Zhang Youbin's mouth is much more important to her than anything else. It is precisely because of the expectation of these words that she has always accompanied her without any complaints.
Beside Zhang Youbin, she has always been the woman who truly supports him behind Zhang Youbin's back. The three words I have been waiting for for so many years are finally heard, but if these three words can be said earlier, they can be heard in the future.
Zhang Youbin said it before he returned to China. Maybe the two of them are now living happily together in a quiet place, and there will be no Su Wan who is now difficult for Zhang Youbin to make a choice. Without Chen Yan, there will be no Chen Ruoran.
No more Liu Fengyi.
Qimei is a smart woman, and coupled with her understanding of Zhang Youbin, almost nothing about Zhang Youbin can escape her, but she has never said it out loud. She has always chosen this way of silently accompanying her, and I don't care.
No matter what you do, no matter what you do, I will follow your attitude wholeheartedly.
For the first time, Zhang Youbin did not really reject Qimei's kiss, but this time it was different from the previous ones. This time the kiss was a bit salty, not only because of the tears on her face, but also because of the deep regret in Zhang Youbin's heart.