Chapter five hundred and seventy first determination
Men can have no interest in a beautiful member of the opposite sex on the surface, or they can just maintain a relationship as ordinary friends, but deep down in their hearts they can never get rid of the idea of having a romantic relationship, especially a woman like Tian Lin.
He can't help but want to have some story with her, and the same is true in Zhang Youbin's subconscious.
Tian Lin changed into black clothes, and Zhang Youbin also dressed very formally. The black suit looked a bit solemn, naturally. Zhang Youbin thought about visiting his parents by the way. Although he had been there several times with his relatives,
But I've never been there privately.
Everyone was busy with this and that. Seeing Zhang Youbin driving away with Tian Lin, no one asked what they were going to do. Tian Lin sat in the passenger seat and was silent all the way. It was not because of the pain in her heart.
Pain. In fact, after such a long time, she will definitely not be as sad as before. After all, the deceased is gone, and the living must live well. Most of her current silent state is because of Zhang Youbin who is driving next to her.
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In the flower shop where Tian Lin ordered flowers, Zhang Youbin asked the shop owner to add two more bouquets of flowers to commemorate the deceased. After an hour of delay, the two of them arrived at the cemetery just before sunset.
Chen Feng and Tian Lin's parents were buried in the same cemetery, while Zhang Youbin's parents were buried in the Martyrs Cemetery. Zhang Youbin and Tian Lin were walking in the cemetery in the sunset holding a bouquet of flowers. Two black figures were here.
Extraordinarily conspicuous. Tian Lin walked slightly ahead of Zhang Youbin. First she went to the graves of Tian Lin's parents.
Fortunately, Tian Lin's mood was very calm. There was no excitement or sadness as Zhang Youbin imagined. She just silently placed flowers in front of the tombstone, knelt down in front of the tomb, said nothing, did nothing, just looked at the tombstone.
The two old men looked at the photos in a daze. Zhang Youbin placed the flowers and stood next to Tian Lin. He didn't want to disturb Tian Lin, so he said nothing.
"What should I do in the future?" Tian Lin asked softly.
Zhang Youbin was about to answer, but found that Tian Lin was not talking to him, but was stroking the photo on the tombstone and talking to herself.
"I really don't know what to do in the future, parents... can you understand what's going on in my heart right now?" Tian Lin's voice was very low, and you couldn't really hear what she was saying unless you listened carefully.
Zhang Youbin was very confused at this moment, what is so confusing about Tian Lin? What will she do in the future? Of course she will live a good life in the future. With her here, can she and Nana, mother and daughter, have any difficulties? Tian Lin needs
She will do everything possible to satisfy herself. Things are different now than in the past. Zhang Youbin is at least a rich man. It is not difficult for her to take care of Tian Lin and Nana for the rest of her life. Why is she still confused?
He couldn't understand. Zhang Youbin naturally couldn't understand. He couldn't have thought that Tian Lin was preparing to leave him, so he had this kind of problem. Leaving Zhang Youbin had become a last resort. It would not do him any good to stay.
The advantage is that it will only make him suffer. Zhang Youbin is no longer what he used to be. He can no longer take care of himself and Nana as he did before. And it is better for him to try not to disturb him anymore.
Fortunately, Tian Lin didn't cry or show any sad feelings. She knelt silently for a while and then stood up slowly. She glanced at Zhang Youbin with a complicated look, then turned and walked out, Zhang Youbin followed her closely.
Behind him, he arrived at Chen Feng’s tomb not far away.
People cannot be resurrected. When Zhang Youbin saw Chen Feng's tombstone, he couldn't help but feel a little emotional. The person who really affected all his future trends after returning to China was Chen Feng. He himself was also very depressed because of falling into it, but looking at it today
, I met my long-lost relatives again, and they were not as scary as I expected. They all loved me very much, and now I was about to get married to Su Wan. All of this was somehow related to Chen Feng.
relation.
Tian Lin didn't say a word from beginning to end. She just placed the lily she had just pulled out in front of his grave. The two stood in silence for more than ten minutes before Tian Lin whispered: "Youbin,
Let’s go.”
Zhang Youbin nodded, and turned to leave with Tian Lin. He still clearly remembered the time when Tian Lin turned around and left here in a chic manner.
There was no one else in the huge cemetery. The sun had begun to connect with the horizon. Half of the sky was fiery red. Tian Lin was walking beside Zhang Youbin. She kept her head down and couldn't see what she was thinking about. Suddenly,
He grabbed Zhang Youbin's right arm and gently leaned his head against it.
Zhang Youbin's figure stagnated. His right arm was gently held by Tian Lin, and her head rested on his arm. Even the faint fragrance of her hair became very clear. Zhang Youbin didn't think too much, he just felt
Although Tian Lin is not as painful as before, her mood is definitely relatively low at this time. She naturally needs a man to rely on and find the sense of security that she desperately needs in her heart.
Tian Lin still can't live alone like this. Only now does Zhang Youbin realize that she is a woman, a frail and beautiful woman. If she wants to live a happy and peaceful life in the future, then there must be someone who can protect her.
The man who brings her happiness.
Is Lei Ming okay? Zhang Youbin's answer is yes. But Tian Lin will definitely say no. Lei Ming is not the kind of man she likes. No matter how good Lei Ming is, Tian Lin cannot be with him without love, but who will be in the future?
As the person who really takes care of her and Nana, giving her the care and happiness of her lover, and the love of Nana's father? Zhang Youbin didn't know that he was willing to take care of the mother and son for life, but he also knew clearly that Tian Lin could not rely on herself
All her life, she needs a man who truly loves her and the person she loves.
Who could that man be? Zhang Youbin couldn't help but think about it, just thinking about it. Zhang Youbin suddenly discovered that no matter who the man was, no matter how good that man was, he would be jealous. He would definitely be jealous of the man who got Tian Lin, and his
Deep down in my heart, I was hoping that such a man would not appear!
She is really selfish. Zhang Youbin can't help but feel guilty. No matter how much money Tian Lin has or how good her material life is, she cannot be truly happy. After losing her family and her husband, the only thing that can truly make her happy is to give her
No one can do anything except the man of the family, but once such a man appears, he will take Tian Lin and Nana away from him.
Yes, it was snatched away. If such a man really appeared, Tian Lin would no longer need to take care of her, and he would no longer be able to legitimately take care of her and Nana as he did before. If one day comes, maybe Tian Lin
She will leave her side and start a new family with the man she loves, and maybe a new child will be born... Oh my god, Zhang Youbin exclaimed painfully in her heart: I don't want that outcome! Fuck!
His uncle, no matter how good a man is, can’t do it!
Yes! You bastard, no matter how good a man is! You will definitely go crazy with jealousy. Zhang Youbin deeply despises himself in his heart. Zhang Youbin, you are not a good person. You are a bastard, but you have always respected this person deep in your heart.
Women have that possessive idea, and once this possessive desire is aroused, it can be so terrifying!
Tian Lin also felt very uncomfortable. It was the first time she and Zhang Youbin had such an intimate gesture. Zhang Youbin had never even touched her own hands after living together for so long. Now she realized that she was holding his arms like a little woman.
It felt so peaceful to lean on his shoulder, like a harbor without wind and waves, the place where I most expected to anchor.
The two of them got into the car with their own concerns. Zhang Youbin said softly to Tian Lin: "Sister-in-law, I want to go to the Martyrs Cemetery to pay homage to my parents. If you are tired, just wait for me in the car. I'll be there soon."
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Tian Lin smiled slightly, glanced at Zhang Youbin and said, "I'll just accompany you. It'll be fine."
Zhang Youbin also nodded slightly and drove to the Martyrs Cemetery.
You must stop the car at the gate of the cemetery. Driving inside is naturally disrespectful to the revolutionary martyrs. Those buried here are those who have made great contributions to this country and even sacrificed their lives for it. It is precisely because of them
, only then can we have this peaceful life today.
The sky has become much darker. Except for a few staff members, there are basically no other people coming to pay homage in the Martyrs Cemetery. Zhang Youbin took Tian Lin to his parents' graves and placed a bouquet of flowers in front of them.
, I don’t know what to say in my heart. When I first came here, my parents had left me for more than ten years. In more than ten years, what kind of person have I become. They have no chance to know,
Different from the first time when he cried bitterly here, Zhang Youbin is very calm now.
He originally wanted to bring Amelia Su here with him, so that his parents could at least meet his future wife, but after much deliberation, he decided to wait until after marriage to let them meet his fiancée. It would be better to bring his daughter-in-law to meet him directly.
them.
Without much to say, Zhang Youbin stood up silently after being idle for half an hour, turned around and smiled at Tian Lin. He said, "Let's go back."
Tian Lin nodded lightly and followed Zhang Youbin. On the way in, she wanted to grab the man's strong arm many times, but she could not muster the courage to do so impulsively.
Tian Lin, who was walking a little behind Zhang Youbin, kept her eyes fixed on Zhang Youbin's back. Zhang Youbin didn't notice for a moment, but she had already fallen more than ten meters away by him. Zhang Youbin was also full of worries at the moment, and his head was full of mud.
, very confusing.
Tian Lin suddenly stood on the spot, looking at Zhang Youbin's back and secretly wiping her tears. A thought really popped into her head. She really should stay away from him. Even if she followed him selfishly, she would not be able to do anything.
It is impossible to get him. On the contrary, it will make things difficult for him. Maybe one day he will no longer want to take care of himself, and maybe he will hate himself... He hesitates before making a decision, and even suffers from torture, but once he makes up his mind...