On the dark stairs, Xiao Ran walked up and down, still unable to think of any better words to say to Zhou Wei, because he found that no matter what he said, it seemed inappropriate and the damage had been done, even though he did not say anything about giving up on her.
, even though she quit on her own, he had said that he would not let her down, but when faced with a choice, he said nothing.
Standing outside the door, Xiao Ran held the key but could not muster the courage to open the door. At this door, he and Zhou Wei had walked in and out countless times. They once hugged each other and kissed passionately. Every time they recalled it, they felt extremely sweet and harmonious.
Happy, but now when I think about it, I feel more bitter and guilty.
He sighed and was about to open the door, but the door opened by itself. He raised his head and saw Zhou Wei standing at the door looking at him in surprise. Then her eyes drifted into the void. She placed a box at the door.
His voice was a little hoarse: "Come in. I'm packing my things. I will move out today."
Xiao Ran felt a pain in his heart. Zhou Wei really thought too much about him. He hurriedly walked in and closed the door, then stood in front of Zhou Wei in silence for a while, then took a deep breath and whispered: "Wei Wei,
You don't need to move out, I'm the one who should move out. You originally rented this house..."
Zhou Wei lowered her head when she heard the words. Her long hair fell down like a waterfall, covering her pretty face, making it impossible to see the expression on her face clearly. Occasionally, she could be heard sobbing slightly from her nose, which made people feel distressed. For a long time
Xiao Ran held back a few words: "I'm sorry!"
Hearing these three words uttered from Xiao Ran's mouth, Zhou Wei finally couldn't control her emotions and started to cry. The tears slipped from her fingers and dripped hot on the cold ground. Xiao Ran was at a loss.
He didn't know how to comfort him. He wanted to hold her in his arms but felt it was inappropriate. After all, the relationship between the two was no longer the same as before. He knew that he owed Zhou Wei a lot and hurt Zhou Wei a lot. His
Several repetitions made Zhou Wei heartbroken.
Zhou Wei raised her head, her eyes were red from crying. During today's game, she was specially dressed up. She put on eye shadow and mascara. At this time, the mascara and tears in her eyes mixed together and turned into streaks.
The black tears made her beautiful face look so pitiful. She couldn't restrain her emotions, and finally threw herself into Xiao Ran's arms, hugged him tightly, and said while crying: "I don't want your sorry!
I do not want……"
Xiao Ran bit his trembling lips fiercely, holding back the tears. He felt the delicate body in his arms swaying like grass, feeling extremely insecure. He lovingly stretched out his arms to hug her delicate and soft body.
On the back, he said softly: "Weiwei, let's not become strangers in the future, okay? I won't be able to bear it. I don't want to lose contact with you, and I don't want to never see you again. Don't leave the team.
, don’t disappear completely from my life, okay?”
Zhou Wei cried even more sadly when she heard this. Xiao Ran's shoulders were soaked with tears, but she didn't say anything, she just cried sadly. Xiao Ran was heartbroken, thinking that this might be the last time that she would hold the most beautiful rose in the world.
She was in his arms, and he couldn't help but hold her tighter.
"Weiwei, I'm sorry for you. My promise to you can't be fulfilled after all. I don't have the ability of Brother Han. I'm a useless person. You are the most beautiful rose in the world. You must bloom no matter what the circumstances."
It blooms beautifully and proudly."
"No...no...without you, how could I drive brightly, beautifully, and proudly?"
"sorry Sorry……"
"I said I don't want your apology. Stop talking, let me hug you well, let me remember this feeling forever, at least at this moment you are still my Xiao Ran. After today, we are just friends
Now..." Zhou Wei laid her head on Xiao Ran's shoulder and closed her eyes. She was carefully feeling the feeling of being held in Xiao Ran's arms.
Xiao Ran has never been so heartbroken as now. The most painful thing in the world is not slashing with swords, scraping bones and peeling skin, not being shot or bombarded, but the wounds suffered in relationships, that kind of labor pain is the most painful.
, pain from the heart to the surface of the body, pain to every nerve in the body, so painful that you can't even feel your own heartbeat.
The two hugged each other affectionately at the door and didn't speak for a long time. It wasn't until their legs became numb from standing that Zhou Wei raised her head, then pushed Xiao Ran away ruthlessly, picked up the box at the door, opened the door, and walked out.
She turned back and glanced at Xiao Ran, who was standing there blankly without making any movement. Tears welled up in her eyes again. Finally, she gritted her teeth and turned her head and hurried downstairs.
Xiao Ran heard the clanging sound of going downstairs gradually disappearing, and then realized that Zhou Wei had left. At this moment, he seemed to have lost all his strength and sat down directly on the cold ground, a bone-chilling chill penetrated his body.
He didn't realize it when he entered it. He just felt that he had lost something very precious.
Suddenly, a sentence appeared in his mind, lingering and lingering.
There is a tiger in my heart, and I smell the rose.
Xiao Ran suddenly stood up from the ground, and then rushed into Zhou Wei's room like crazy. The cute dolls on the desk in the room were gone, as were the neatly stacked fashion magazines with exquisite and beautiful covers.
.On the bed, only a layer of snow-white cotton wool left by the original landlord was exposed. An empty cloth wardrobe stood alone beside the bed, and all the gorgeous clothes were gone.
All the things belonging to Zhou Wei in this room have been taken away, leaving only the faint fragrance in the air proving that Zhou Wei once existed. Xiao Ran exited the room in a daze, then walked to the dining table and sat down. They
He had eaten at this table many times. He still remembered the scene when Zhou Wei wore an apron and brought the hot dishes to the table. The two of them were playing around while eating. You give me a piece of ginger, and I
I pick up a dried chili pepper for you and then beat it back and forth with chopsticks. The joy makes him intoxicated. Everything is vivid in his mind, as if it was yesterday, but this kind of scene will never happen again in the future.
Xiao Ran didn't have lunch or dinner that day. He was so heartbroken that he couldn't sleep the whole night. The labor pains came over and over again. He lay on the bed and buried his head in the pillow, whether he was counting sheep or thinking about other things.
He couldn't divert his attention, which troubled him very much. There was still a game tomorrow, and it was the semi-finals, where he had to compete for qualifications for the monthly finals.
He had promised not to let his personal emotions affect the game again, so he didn't want his performance tomorrow to be affected by lack of sleep. Even though he couldn't sleep, he kept his eyes closed, hoping that this would provide some relief.
At two o'clock in the middle of the night, Xiao Ran sat up in great pain, then picked up the cup on the computer table and took two sips. Then he picked up his mobile phone and looked at the time. He found that it was still early before dawn. He was helpless and was about to lie down and continue struggling.
, the phone rang.
He hurriedly grabbed his phone and saw that the caller was actually Fang Xiao. Could it be that she couldn't sleep like him? He quickly picked up the phone. There was silence on the other end of the phone. He didn't speak to break the silence. After a while, there was a call on the other end of the phone.
Then Fang Xiao's soft voice came: "Can't you sleep either?"
"Well, I can't sleep. How do you know?"
"Because you picked up the phone very quickly. Why can't you fall asleep? Are you thinking about me or Zhou Wei?" Fang Xiao's voice was very calm, without a hint of jealousy. She was probably afraid of waking up other people in the dormitory, so she
Her voice is always tepid, soft and delicate, just like Wu Nong's soft words, making people feel numb all over.
Xiao Ran actually didn't think about anyone, but the sad mood kept bothering him, making him unable to sleep. He didn't want to think about being with Fang Xiao, nor was he willing to think about being with Zhou Wei.
, no matter which picture is beautiful, it will make him even more annoyed at this time.
"It's not because I miss anyone that I can't sleep. Maybe the reason why you can't sleep is similar to yours."
"I can't sleep because I feel some inexplicable guilt in my heart. Of course, it's not guilt for you, but..." Fang Xiao didn't continue, but Xiao Ran already understood that Fang Xiao has always been an extremely kind girl, so
It's normal for her to feel guilty.
"I understand. She did it braver than you and me, didn't she?"
"Yes, she is really braver than you and me. I don't hate her at all. What's more, she met you earlier than me, and the first person you liked was also her. I feel very uncomfortable. I know feelings.
Things can't come and go, and I'm reluctant to let you go, but I don't want to see her so sad, I feel like I'm too selfish."
"There is no way, you can't accept her. My previous thoughts were too naive, which is why we ended up in this situation today. There are no ifs in this world, so I don't want to say what ifs anymore. Xiaoxiao,
It's all my fault. Don't feel guilty. You can't accept that she is right. Any woman would have the same idea as you. Sleep well, otherwise you will become a panda tomorrow."
"No, I can't sleep." Fang Xiao said stubbornly. She was silent for a moment and then said: "I thought about it for a long time. Although I thought it was ridiculous, I also tried to accept her existence. You told me before
The story of the sniper god and his two sisters is very touching, like a beautiful fairy tale, and a fairy tale in reality. Give me some time, okay? When I leave school and come to you, I will try to be friends with her.
, maybe I will accept her in the end. Oh my god...I am such a selfish person that I have to compromise for a guy like you, disgusting!"
Hearing Fang Xiao's words, Xiao Ran didn't know why he had an unreal feeling. He wondered if he had an illusion. How could Fang Xiao, who had been so determined before, compromise? If she could accept Zhou Wei, that would be perfect.
The ending was over, and he couldn't help but feel a burst of ecstasy in his heart, which almost went to his head.