As soon as Yang Tian's words were spoken, Zhou Jing shook her head at Yang Tian without thinking. She glanced at Yang Tian nervously, as if he was hesitant to speak, and said softly and hesitantly: "A Tian...
I'm afraid... I'm afraid that after I tell you, you won't like me like you do now, you will hate me, you will think I'm disgusting..."
"I...hate you? How could that be?" After Yang Tian heard Zhou Jing's words, he was completely confused. How could he say such a thing so suddenly? Could it be...that there is something ulterior behind Zhou Jing's back?
Is it a secret? Thinking of this, Yang Tian frowned and said: "Don't talk nonsense... I won't hate you..."
"A Tian, I mean... what if... what if I did something embarrassing before? And it was unfaithful to you... Will you still forgive me? Don't you hate me? This kind of thing
...I feel dirty when I think about it now... After you find out, you will definitely leave me... and you will never see me again..." Zhou Jing gritted her teeth and looked at Yang Tian and said.
"Dirty? Disgraceful thing? Unfaithful to me?" After hearing this, Yang Tian's mind suddenly buzzed like a bomb exploding. He looked at Zhou Jing with both eyes, questioning himself in disbelief.
:Didn’t Xiaojing always hate men? How could...how could she have a relationship with another man? No...I don’t believe it...
"A Tian...I'm sorry...I...I really didn't mean to do this!" Zhou Jing couldn't control her tears and looked at Yang Tian with tears streaming down her face. Her body trembled slightly and her hands held tightly together.
Holding each other together, they looked very scared and nervous...
"Tell me... what exactly did you do? I was mentally prepared..." Yang Tian frowned and looked at Zhou Jing as he spoke calmly. Yang Tian, who seemed calm on the outside, was actually deep in his heart at this moment.
It has become a mess like the rolling waves.
"Besides you, I have that kind of ambiguous relationship with others... Do you think I'm despicable?" Zhou Jing asked cautiously, staring at Yang Tian and observing Yang Tian's expression.
Change, in his opinion, having an affair with someone else was disloyal to Yang Tian. Yang Tian was the most important person in her life, so she asked Yang Tian so vaguely. Little did he know that she was acting like this.
This is unnecessary.
"When did it happen? Was it after he met me, or before he met me?" Yang Tian's heart suddenly sank. Could it be that Zhou Jing was in love with someone else? However, Yang Tian did not have an attack on the spot. After all, Zhou Jing gave
His feeling is not that she is a wanton woman, she is a woman with strong principles. Before meeting Yang Tian, Yang Tian had absolutely no right to blame Zhou Jing. If Zhou Jing really decided to leave Yang Tian and choose to marry someone else.
, then Yang Tian can only respect her choice and will never get entangled...
"It's not after I met you. He and I were...before I met you...I was still in school..." Zhou Jing lowered her head and whispered, as if this matter was a great shame and humiliation for her.
Unspeakable things.
"Ah? Before you met me?" This time it was Yang Tian's turn to be confused! Before meeting Yang Tian, how could Zhou Jing say that this was disloyal to Yang Tian? This matter had nothing to do with him at all. If he had known Yang Tian
At the same time, having a relationship with another man while dating Yang Tian was a sign of infidelity, but... Yang Tian was a little confused, so when Zhou Jing said that before she met herself, she was still having an affair with someone else.
Yang Tian really doesn't understand the relationship.
"Xiaojing, what are you talking about? Don't be ridiculous! I won't care about what happened before you met me. What I care about is now and the future... I believe in you, and I believe you will not do anything sorry for me.
If you have a better choice, I won’t pester you..."
"No...I didn't..." Zhou Jing became even more nervous after hearing this. Before one thing was clearly explained, Yang Tian suddenly said that she wanted to choose someone else. Wouldn't this make it even more confusing?
"Okay, okay, you don't..." Yang Tian smiled and said, "Do you have a fever today? Why don't you feel well? Let me take you to the hospital?"
Saying that, Yang Tian touched Zhou Jing's forehead with his hand and found that there was no fever. He looked carefully at Zhou Jing's haggard face and red and swollen eyes. He felt very painful in his heart. He didn't know what happened to Zhou Jing today.
If Zhou Jing really had a boyfriend before, that would be normal. She hadn’t met Yang Tian at that time, so what right did Yang Tian have to ask? Besides, how could such an outstanding woman not be pursued by anyone? What’s more?
, the status of the daughter of the Zhou family is there, even if Zhou Jing is not beautiful, there will be a long queue of suitors, and Zhou Jing is so beautiful and charming, he is a beauty, a man who will be moved when he sees her...
"A Tian, I don't have a fever or illness now. Don't think I'm talking nonsense to you. I'm talking to you about serious things. I'm not joking..." Zhou Jing's expression became serious and there was no joking at all.
meaning.
"Okay...even if what you said is true, I don't mind..." Yang Tian also nodded seriously and said seriously: "I have just said that, since what happened before you met me, I don't
You may be required to be as pure as jade, so you don’t have to worry about me leaving you because of this... What I care about is your present and future, so don’t mention the past things again!"
"But..." Zhou Jing looked at Yang Tian with some disbelief. Didn't everyone say that men are stingy in this regard? Could it be that he didn't care about herself? Zhou Jing began to doubt her own charm. When she saw Yang Tian,
She didn't look angry, but her mind began to wander with random thoughts.
"Haha..." Before Zhou Jing could say the next words, Yang Tian smiled at her and said softly: "Xiao Jing, do you remember what I said at my house today? I said, I
I will marry you, as long as you love me, nothing will be a problem..."
"A Tian, I know...but...but I am someone else..."
"Okay, let him let go of what happened in the past. I don't mind, I really don't mind..." Yang Tian interrupted Zhou Jing and expressed his attitude to Zhou Jing with a smile.
"You really don't mind? You really don't mind that I... I am having an affair with a woman?" When Zhou Jing said this, her face suddenly turned red. Even though she had already made a private life-long commitment with Yang Tian, she still
I couldn't help but feel a little embarrassed.
"Ah? What...what did you say?" Yang Tian was shocked when he heard Zhou Jing's words: "You are...ambiguous with...a woman?"
"Well..." Zhou Jing nodded heavily. He seemed to have no intention of hiding such a thing. He glanced at Yang Tian secretly and said, "We... we kissed each other, and then... then we touched each other.
…”
"That's it?" Seeing that Zhou Jing had nothing to say, Yang Tian looked at the shy Zhou Jing seriously and asked, "Nothing else?"
"That's it..." Zhou Jing nodded and said, "A Tian, am I very mean? Do you hate me because of this? I thought I didn't like men before, so... that's why..."
Having said this, Zhou Jing raised her head, glanced at Yang Tian who was in a daze, and then continued: "I didn't know until I met you later that I was actually not gay. I... After I fell in love with you, I thought about it every day.
Looking at you, all that lingers in my mind is your shadow... the way you acted like a gangster, the way you kissed me forcefully, the feeling of touching my body... everything was replayed in my mind...
"
"Xiaojing, no matter what you were like in the past, it is all in the past!" Yang Tian waved his hands and said indifferently: "I keep repeating, what I care about is your present, not worrying about the past.
Huai...Besides, you said it yourself, you like men, not women. This actually doesn't matter. Just treat it as a dream and let it go...don't keep it in your heart..."
"Really? Ah Tian, do you really think so?" After hearing Yang Tian's words, Zhou Jing immediately looked happy, but then darkened again, because she was completely different from what Yang Tian had imagined.
!The key issue is that he is with a woman...not a man...Such a thing is very embarrassing in China. If you have a relationship with a man, it may be normal, but if you are ambiguous with a woman, then
She has become a lowly woman that everyone looks down upon.
Even if Yang Tian can tolerate Zhou Jing's past generously, can he tolerate the fact that his woman was once a fake homosexual? This is what Zhou Jing is most worried about! However, the words have already reached this point, and Zhou Jing also
He gritted his teeth and said, "A Tian, if you hate me, just tell me the truth. I am mentally prepared. Before I told you this, I had already prepared for the worst..."
"Really?" Yang Tian still looked at Zhou Jing with a serious face and asked in a low voice.
"Well!" Zhou Jing hesitated for a moment, her expression looked very nervous, nodded, and said: "Go ahead, tell me what you are thinking, I... I will accept whatever decision you make...
…”
"Are you really willing to accept whatever decision I make?" Yang Tian asked repeatedly.
"Yes, everything...can...accept..." The last few words were really too heavy for Zhou Jing. When it came to the word "accept", Zhou Jing's lips began to tremble, and her eyes were filled with tears.
, tears flash, tears will appear at any time...
Zhou Jing is waiting for Yang Tian to say the words of breaking up, but she is also afraid of this moment coming. She who loves Yang Tian deeply feels like a mountain is falling apart at this moment. The whole villa seems to be spinning. In her eyes, only Yang Tian is about to
With her lips parted, she looked forward to the end of her relationship with Yang Tian...