You are wearing a wedding dress - you must look beautiful in high heels. But you have always said that I am not tall - you wear high heels and I look even taller. However, it is said that wearing a wedding dress without high heels does not feel that good - I will definitely get it when the time comes.
Increase in personal height--
Isn't that very witty? I also thought about that time when I said loudly - Wife, marry me! You said I will! I am lucky in my life.
Went out for a walk in the evening -
In fact, I'm really good at riding a bicycle - I rode slowly on purpose because I wanted to hang out with you for a while - but you are really better at riding a bicycle than me - I haven't ridden a bicycle in several years. You said you would let me stay secretly at night
Your family - it felt very exciting at the time - think about how brave we are. If your mother finds out, you will be in trouble.
2013.12.29
I just hung up. Friday, December 27, 2013 - double holiday - took time off for New Year's Day - so I thought I could stay home for many days.
I can go to you every day - I can see you every day -
I have been thinking a lot about how to spend these days - what to do - I am always happy and always happy - I really hate the banquet held at the relative's house when they are getting married. But as soon as my father said it, I agreed. That way I can go to you.
No matter when you come out, I will be waiting for you. I happily agreed.
2013.12.28 Get up early - wash up - go to Xuchang. I haven't gotten up so early during rest time. I got up at around 7 o'clock and started to get busy -
I watched the wedding at noon - Listen I do - the parents handed their children into the hands of another person - they were all filled with happiness - I kept thinking about what to do when we get married -
When I wake up in the morning and the sun is with you - this is the future I want. I think happiness should be like this - I deliberately asked you to shine my shoes and help me get dressed - I feel like this will be very warm - a good wife and mother -
Then Zhao Xubang gave you a call at noon -
I really don't know how deep the relationship between you two is -
I'm on your side-
Not as good as a phone call from him.
I sat in front of your school for two hours -
The cold wind blew away all the hot thoughts in my head.
I have thought about it carefully - yes - you will go to college - or even graduate school - or even go abroad - but I think that is not the only way out - I have also thought about my own future path. I have thought about how I should work hard in the future.
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I'm not the kind of person who is content with being ordinary.
My family is not rich -
Maybe I'm not good enough for you -
But I am trying hard to make myself better - trying hard to get close to you - close to you - at night you said you were dozing off. I don't ask much for you to come out - all I want is for you to stay with me for the last night -
Say what I wanted to say before -
Say it all. I've always wanted to take you to eat the old house's green tea cake - I think it's the best dessert I've ever had in Xuchang - and I think you'll like it too. I've been trying to train me for a while but it still sucks
I sing for you - I want to take you to all the squares in Xuchang -
I want to take you to see Baling Bridge
I want to take you to Chunqiu Tower - I want to take you to Qianmu Garden - I want to take you to visit West Lake Park. Maybe you have been to these countless times - but I have never been with you. I want to
I want to see the scenery of Xuchang that I know with you. I want to introduce all my friends to you - I think you will understand what I do -
But the result -
The result is that my words of standing by your side are not as good as Zhao Xubang's words on the phone - I am not the kind of person who says anything -
What I prefer is to do it slowly - I hope one day you can see it - you can feel my wholeheartedness. We may really have lost to distance - maybe the relationship between you two is too deep. But if
Is the relationship between you two really that deep without my presence?
2013.12.30
I didn't go to bed until three o'clock at night. I woke up in the morning. I saw how bright it was outside and got up quickly. After I finished cleaning, I realized that it was only seven o'clock. My mobile phone was out of battery -
Open the computer and go to QQ - Ask everyone who can contact Xiaojie to call him and ask him to come and open the door for me - I'm going to buy a data cable - I want to see what text messages you know - I know everyone who knows me.
I'm the same - either I don't go to QQ or I don't get up in the morning. I didn't find it until ten o'clock. I went out to buy a data cable and found an Internet cafe to charge it. There wasn't a single text message -
I don't even answer calls at noon -
I even want to know if I hadn’t sent those two text messages in the end, would you have stopped answering them? You said you didn’t want to go out at night - I asked if you could ask for leave in the afternoon. You said you were sleepy - I felt it was more because of Zhao Xu Bang
- It's not whether I can - it's whether I want to. I haven't eaten anything since I slept last night - I feel very hungry - I feel very uncomfortable - I can't eat anything - I ate a banana -
Just vomited.
Never before - I have cried three times since I was in junior high school - twice because of loyalty to my friends - once when I was cheated when I went out to work for the first time - I was given 100 yuan after working for two months - I am not that kind of person
People who put things on their faces - I went to Li Na and immediately knew that something was wrong with me - I must be so unhappy to be like this - I usually smile and be happy all the time.
Everything feels like it can go away - I told Li Nuo - I like you - I have never liked you before - I cried as I said it -
In fact, maybe you are the only one who is moved in the end - this is the scariest thing. Li Nuo said never take yourself too seriously - otherwise you will be disappointed. I feel really right. You are right. You said you don't want me to smoke -
Don't want me to drink - how much do I usually smoke?
If I smoke a pack of cigarettes myself, I can usually smoke it for two days.
I smoked two packs a day - Do I usually drink for free? I never drink unless it's normal -
I also know that drinking is unpleasant - I feel uncomfortable when I drink too much - but I feel really uncomfortable - extremely uncomfortable - with nowhere to vent. I can't think of a good way to vent - the simplest way to drink - Li Na and we drank a lot
-I usually don’t drink liquor that much - but last night the more I drank, the more sober I became.
Maybe I'm just too mean-
It's daylight.
I still love you as much as I did yesterday - just like anyone can say the nice things you say - in fact, I feel like it doesn't depend on what I say.
It’s about what you are willing to believe. If you don’t believe it, no matter what I say, it’s meaningless. If you say you feel I have no sense of responsibility -
I feel like it's a bit awkward to discuss that matter openly - I don't care.
But I don’t know how you view these things. I’m afraid I said you were disgusting and you felt embarrassed. Just like you said you were so shy-
Dare I say it?
I have done everything I can think of that might be moving if you see it one day.
I just didn’t say anything - but you thought I didn’t do anything. It was me who lost to distance - it was I who lost to your relationship. I said I love you - you said love is not that simple - I also want to know love
What do you mean your family may not agree with me.
Your family wants you to find someone who is on a similar level to you -
But I will try my best-
Don't bully young people into being poor - I'm still young. We're not going to get married now - you told me this just after we started - In fact, I feel that I will never run out of excuses. To put it bluntly, I don't love you anymore. You mean, I am very
Understand - I'm not a fool either -
I can also understand people's words. But I just felt unwilling to accept it. In fact, what I meant at that time was that I wanted you to say it yourself -
We broke up and stopped contacting each other. I really gave up. It was you who gave me hope. I love you.
I won't give up -
No matter what you say, my love for you is my business - if you really block me, then I will admit it. I will not do it and run away from your class -