Except when we are together and send messages every day,
You said good night to me very early, it means I love you, I will say good night every day,
But after I said good night, I seldom heard you say it. I only said it once when you were happy. I found paper origami roses online and bought a lot. The classroom was so cold.
I fold and fold every day. I want to wait until next Valentine's Day to hold the 999 roses I made to see you. I write my feelings on notes every day and fold them into stars, hoping to give them to you on your birthday.
you.
The first time Zhao Xubang came to see you,
I said I wouldn’t let you go out, but you went out and didn’t go back at night. When I asked you, you said you were not at school last night, so I didn’t ask. I was afraid of embarrassment. The second time Zhao Xubang came to you, you said you weren’t.
Pay attention to him, you have gone out, and when I called you at night, you said you were shopping outside.
Then I still didn’t go back. Am I really not angry? What I say when I’m angry is the most hurtful, but what I often say is what’s in my heart. It’s the thoughts that I usually have in my heart, but I don’t say it, because even if I say it, I still listen.
I was angry at that time,
You're talking nonsense,
I just covered it up and calmly thought about the past month or so between us. In fact, it may be more that I feel sorry for you. Maybe I am too stupid. I didn’t feel it when you were sad and didn’t comfort you. I didn’t comfort you when you were happy.
Now that I can't be happy with you, as you said, my emotional intelligence is very low.
There are so many words that I think about and come to my lips every time but don’t dare to say them.
Maybe this is the biggest reason,
If I give my love,
Wouldn't it be better if I spread out all my thoughts and things for you to see? Instead of telling you everything when you said we were breaking up, I only remembered it and told you everything. But you may have already done it.
Determination, you ask me if I know who bought the Jianweixiaoshi tablets, is the piglet cute? You are holding your son to sleep,
The necklace you are wearing,
Everything around you has traces of him,
And I can only be remembered by you after you quarreled with him. You made it very clear a few days ago,
I'm not stupid enough to understand.
You may be what you call indecisive. You made me feel hope and gave me despair with your own hands. When I called you at night, you kept saying that you didn’t want to come over. In the end, you didn’t answer the phone. I know you are angry. I am forcing you. I’m sorry.
,I am too cheap,
I thought too highly of myself. I wanted to work hard, give her the life she wanted, and be able to match her. I thought it would be good as long as you do it, so I didn’t tell him anything.
Then one day she suddenly realized how touching it would be, but she didn't give me a chance at all.
In fact, I can understand what she said and what she did. She and her boyfriend have been together for a year. They are at the same desk and are in the third year of high school. They live together and study together. Their relationship must be very deep. I understand all this. I understand but I don’t.
I am willing to accept it. I came back on Friday and sat in the car thinking that I could finally go back to see you. I got up early on Saturday and went to Xuchang. You were unwilling to come out in the afternoon.
But you call me in the evening,
Although the location is not good, it is in the hospital, but I am still very happy. At night, you asked me to secretly stay at your house. I was shocked. I was so excited and excited~ so I went there. It feels very comfortable to sleep with you in my arms. I woke up on Sunday morning to eat together.
Stuff, brush my teeth, help me shine my shoes, get dressed, I feel happy, I think love is like this,
You said you had to do homework in the afternoon,
I went to see me when I went to school.
You didn't want to go up there for any reason. I saw that you were quite unhappy. You said you were going to school without saying a few words. Do you know why I didn't say to see you off? I went upstairs to get dressed and then went down. I think you were unhappy at that time.
, I was walking alone, and you would be happy if I suddenly appeared in front of you, but I went the wrong way. I was not walking the same way as you, and I didn’t bump into you. I felt like I was going wrong at that time.
Ready to look back for you,
You send a message saying break up,
Don’t tell me where you are on the phone,
I walked through those streets. You said you can’t fit into my circle of friends, and you said the future path will be different. I don’t think these are problems. Are you with me or with my friends?
Who knows what will happen in the future, I am willing to use my efforts to change our future,
I didn’t know until Zhao Xubang called me in the evening.
The reason why you broke up suddenly was because he called you at noon. I sat in front of your school for two hours at minus five degrees. I was so cold and heartbroken that I wanted to do something with you that I had always wanted to do but not do. You
Not willing, not whether I can, but whether I want to. On Monday, I woke up at dawn and was anxious to go out.
I just told you that I would come out to talk to you at noon, and Zhao Xubang knew it. After drinking at night, he didn’t know why the more he drank, the more energetic he became, so he opened this post. On Tuesday, that is, this morning, I told you about this post.
If you say you are serious about things, then you will look at them again.
I knew you would have a day off in the afternoon, so I went to pick you up.
Haven't you ever thought about calling me after school? If I don't call you, will you ignore me in the afternoon? I have the courage to sing to you and tell you that I love you. You said you should think about it.
Think about it for two days,
Actually I want to take you home,
You won't let me do it no matter what,
But why did it take you an hour to call me and say you wouldn’t go back in the evening? You said you wanted to go shopping with your classmates. In fact, I wanted to say that I can learn things better than you. I bought a necklace, a stuffed doll, and a note paper.
, they are not good, but they are also my thoughts,
We have never celebrated anything,
Today is the New Year's Eve. I wanted to be with you, but you didn't want to. Finally, I said that Zhao Xubang was here. What I actually wanted to do at that time was to go over and see your attitude. I thought you would say that you couldn't figure it out, but no.
Thinking of you telling me that nothing I did could compare to a phone call from Zhao Xubang, I slept well on Saturday night, but I woke up a little early.
We went to eat hot dry noodles on Sunday night. I really had no appetite.
I ate two mouthfuls and fell asleep at three o'clock in the evening. I wanted to go to you on Monday, but I didn't even drink a sip of water. I ate a banana at three o'clock and vomited. I went to drink and vomit in the evening. Who knew that the more I drank, the more energetic I became.
, I went to surf the Internet at night and stayed up all night. I slept for three hours during the day and didn’t eat anything from morning to now. You said you didn’t want to go back at night and went to eat while wandering around. Just after making it, you said you didn’t want to come over at night, so
I wanted to find you in a hurry, but I didn’t eat a bite. Now I’m not sleepy or hungry at all. Did I eat enough iron?
Whether you are blind or not: I don’t know~ We have been together for only a few days, today is the 40th day, but I feel very uncomfortable, I don’t want to eat, I don’t feel sleepy, and all I can think about is her.
My monthly living expenses are only 1,000+, after all, it comes from my parents’ money. I used to spend 200 on smoking, 200 on the Internet, and 600 on food every month. I am addicted to cigarettes, but not particularly strong. Even if I don’t smoke, I always want to give.
You bought cigarettes at school two or three times after we got together.
I only buy them when I'm angry. It's embarrassing for me to ask for cigarettes every day. My brothers in the dormitory know that each of them buys me a pack every day. I used to go online when I had nothing to do, but now that I'm with you, I have nothing to do.
When I'm with you, I just read text messages and look at Xiaoxiao. I'm such a merciless player. After being together with you, my breakfast becomes a cup of soy milk.