Gu Xiaosan's surgery was on the afternoon of the next day. Gu Laidi was originally going to accompany her. However, when the time came, Gu Xiaosan changed her mind. She chose to face it alone, not letting Gu Laidi follow.
In this way, she went to the operating room of the obstetrics and gynecology department alone.
Gu Xiaosan was very nervous and felt uncomfortable when she came to such a place for the first time. She sat on the cold bench and looked at the door of the operating room.
She was not the only one sitting on this bench. It was only after she came here that she realized that there were so many people having abortions. On her left side, there was a girl who was smaller than she looked. Standing next to her should be
The instigator of this disaster was a boy who looked almost dissatisfied. There was no sad expression on the faces of the two people. They were talking and laughing and seemed to be discussing the ending of a recently popular Korean drama.
Gu Xiaosan sneered in her heart. These days, the bottom line for young people is getting lower and lower, almost no bottom line. She was too lazy to look at the two children anymore and turned her eyes to the right.
The one on the right seems to be quite old, probably in her thirties. She has no one to accompany her, and the deep sadness on her face makes people feel sad to see her.
Gu Xiaosan squeezed his hands, and his palms were covered with cold sweat. At this time, the door of the operating room opened, and a woman bent down and covered her belly came out. She called the next one in. When the nurse called her name, Gu Xiaosan's heart trembled.
Bundle.
It wasn't her turn yet, so in order to relieve her nervousness, Gu Xiaosan inexplicably struck up a conversation with the middle-aged woman next to her.
"Are you here for surgery too?"
This sentence was equivalent to nonsense. The woman raised her head, glanced at Gu Xiaosan, nodded and said yes.
"Where is your family?" Gu Xiaosan asked again.
The woman smiled sadly: "If he doesn't come, I feel unhappy."
"Are you unhappy? You don't have to come if you're not happy?" Gu Xiaosan became inexplicably excited. This kind of thing always happens when men make trouble and women suffer. Including that damn Ling Moxuan. Thinking of Ling Moxuan, she started to hate her again.
stand up.
But who would have thought that the woman also gave the man an explanation: "It's not his fault, it's my fault. When we first got married, I was busy with work and insisted on not having children. If I had a child, I would abort it. But now..."
She paused for a moment, and there was deep regret in her eyes: "I can't get pregnant now even if I want to. It's not easy to get pregnant, but it's still an ectopic pregnancy, so I can't keep it. He likes children and wants to have a child, so he hates me."
He hates me, these three words blew into Gu Xiaosan's ears like the wind, and she felt something indescribable in her heart.
She looked at the woman's face as pale as paper and wanted to comfort her, but her mouth moved but no sound came out.
They didn't speak anymore until the door of the operating room opened again and the nurse came out and called Gu Xiaosan's name.
"Gu Ruoxi." The nurse called expressionlessly. Gu Xiaosan's body shook a little and her legs were a little weak. But she still stood up and slowly moved towards the door of the operating room.
"Hurry up. There are many people behind you." The nurse glared at her, a little unhappy.
Gu Xiaosan moved into the operating room. When the door closed, she felt that her heart had died.
Next, she was manipulated by the nurse like a wooden figure. She took off her clothes and got on the operating bed. When the cold instrument touched her most private part, she tightened her legs sharply.
The doctor stared and scolded: "What are you doing? Didn't you think about it? Didn't think about what you came to do?"
The instruments collided with a clang, and Gu Xiaosan suddenly sat up from the operating bed. Big beads of sweat oozed from her forehead, and her face was so white that there was no trace of blood.
"I...I, I still need to think about it." Her teeth chattered and her voice was broken.
The doctor got angry and threw the surgical forceps on the plate with a clang: "What nonsense!"
The nurse helped Gu Xiaosan, and she got off the operating bed. When she came down, her legs were so weak that she couldn't stand up. She could only use the nurse's hand to get out of the door and sit down again in the same position.
The middle-aged woman was still there. She looked at Gu Xiaosan with some doubts: "Are you feeling well so soon?"
Gu Xiaosan raised his head: "No, I didn't do it."
She was not familiar with this woman, but now she didn't know why, but she urgently needed someone to talk to her about this matter.
The woman looked at her strangely, and suddenly sighed sadly: "Children are given by God. If you miss them, they may last a lifetime."
This woman didn't look like a person with a high level of education, but she could actually say such a thing, which shocked Gu Xiaosan.
"But, I can't have this child now."
Gu Xiaosan's hand touched her belly. This was the first time she touched it like this. After touching it, she realized that this simple action would actually bring about a strange feeling. The feeling was hard to describe, but it made her feel
Confused.
The woman didn't speak any more, just looked at her report in a daze. Gu Xiaosan felt that she had hurt someone else's feelings, and felt a little guilty, so he said nothing more.
When she returned to the ward, Gu Laidi almost stepped through the bottom of the ward.
Seeing Gu Xiaosan come in, Gu Laidi hurriedly stepped forward to support her: "How are you? Can you still survive? Otherwise, you should go home and rest for a few days. Leave this to me."
Gu Xiaosan broke away from her hand: "I didn't do it."
"Ah?" Gu Laidi was petrified. He was stunned for a long time before asking: "Do you want to keep it?"
"I don't know, I still have to think about it." Gu Xiaosan found a chair and sat down, lowered his head, and fell silent.
Gu Laidi took a long breath and was speechless for a moment, just sitting with her.
Gu Xiaosan thought about it for another week without coming to a conclusion. During this week, when she was thinking about this matter, Ling Moxuan was once again grandly recalled to the Ling family mansion.
Ling Moxuan heard Fang Yun's laughter before he entered the door. The laughter seemed to come from the heart, and the laughter was so engaging that it didn't stop even after he entered the door.
"Brother Mo Xuan, are you back?" Jin Yage stood up from the sofa first, with a strange flush on his face.
Ling Moxuan nodded, looking a little lazy. He was very busy with work in the city during this period, and there were several major decisions in the company that needed his approval. Thinking about Gu Xiaosan's affairs really made him very tired. So facing these two people at the moment
As a woman, he seemed a little powerless.
His reaction was cold, but the two women seemed very excited, especially Fang Yun. When she turned to look at Ling Moxuan, she finally stopped laughing.
"Mo Xuan, you are finally back. I have great news for you." Fang Yun's voice was shaking with excitement.
Ling Moxuan was not interested. Her good news was never something worth getting excited about.
His expression was dull, and Fang Yun didn't seem to care. He just winked at Jin Yage: "Yage, show that to Mo Xuan quickly."