Gu Xiaosan called Gu Laidi before arriving at the hospital and asked her to go back early to take care of the two children. He wanted to go to the hospital to see Gu's mother.
After explaining this, she went to the hospital. Because Gu's mother's condition had not improved, Gu Laidi hired a special nurse. The nurse would take care of Gu's mother on weekdays. On weekends, she and Lin Yushi would take turns.
.It has been like this for the past few years.
Now that Gu Xiaosan is back, it's three people taking turns. However, since Gu Xiaosan still has two children to take care of, her turns are relatively few. This makes Gu Xiaosan feel very guilty.
She entered the ward, but the nurse was not there either. She dragged a stool and sat down beside Gu Ma's bed.
"Mom, I'm Xiaosan, and I'm here again. Do you miss me?" Gu Xiaosan looked at Gu's mother who was motionless on the bed, smiled sadly and continued: "Mom, I know you must have missed me. You have missed me since you were a child.
You are the one who likes to talk about me the most. I have been absent for so many years, and you must miss me. Mom, do you blame me? Do you blame me for not coming to see you all these years? I think you will definitely blame me. Even myself
I can’t forgive myself.”
Speaking of this, Gu Xiaosan's eyes became wet again. Now thinking about how unfilial she was when she insisted on leaving the seriously ill mother Gu in order to keep the child?
"Mom, mistress wants to tell you. Over the years, there is not a day that goes by that I don't think about you. I have consulted many friends in the UK. Some of them are doctors. They told me that you may never wake up..."
She was choked up and couldn't speak coherently.
After crying for a while and sniffing again, Gu Xiaosan continued: "But, I don't believe it. I don't believe that you will never wake up like this. I always feel that you have never left me at all. No matter where I am,
You are always by my side, talking about me in my ears..." At this point, she remembered the scene in the past when Gu's mother chanted her like she was chanting sutras all day long, and she couldn't help but burst out laughing again.
"Mom, do you think I'm a bit mean? In the past, when you always talked about me, I found you very annoying. At that time, I wanted to run away from home and stay far away from you. But, there really was a day when you didn't
It keeps nagging in my ears. I'm not used to it anymore. It's like I'm missing something particularly important. I feel uncomfortable every day."
Gu Xiaosan's face darkened again. She stared at Gu's mother on the bed, and then touched her face.
"Mom, you are still the same all these years, your appearance has not changed at all. Oh, no, you have changed, you have become more beautiful. Your skin has also improved. But I am different. I have become older, you can see
No? There may not be much profound change in appearance, but my heart is old. Do you know?"
Sad emotions swept through Gu Xiaosan again. Gu's mother closed her eyes tightly on the bed. She stretched forward, picked up Gu's mother's hand and put it against her face.
"Mom, can you touch and see if I am getting older? Sometimes I feel really tired. The children are still so young, and I am afraid that one day I will not be able to hold on and will collapse. I collapsed, and they
But what to do?”
Speaking of this, Gu Xiaosan cried uncontrollably. She has used this belief to support herself over the years. But now, she feels more and more that it is too tiring to bear the life of two children by herself. She
I am really afraid that if she falls down one day, what will her child do?
For people who have been suffering from nervous tension for a long time, crying loudly is also a good way to vent their emotions. Gu Xiaosan cried on Ma Gu's body for a while, and felt much better.
She put Gu Ma's hand back into the quilt and tucked it away, and raised her hand to wipe away her tears casually.
"Mom, look at me. I'm still crying like I was when I was little. Isn't it time for you to make fun of me again?" Gu Xiaosan raised her lips and smiled, staring at Gu's mother's face, her eyes full of love.
At this time, her cell phone rang. When she picked it up, she saw that it was Yang Yifei.
"Hey, Brother Yifei."
"Ruoxi, what's wrong with you? Where are you?" Yang Yifei, who was quick-thinking, immediately sensed something was wrong with Gu Xiaosan's voice.
Gu Xiaosan paused and didn't hide anything: "I'm staying with my mother in the hospital."
Her voice was thick and nasal, and her mood was quite low. Yang Yifei was silent for a while and said, "Then I'll pick you up. I'm just in time to see my aunt. I'm in the city, not far from you."
Gu Xiaosan didn't say anything, she just said 'hmm'. She and Yang Yifei had grown up together, and some things didn't need to be pretentious. It was his intention to visit Gu Ma, and she didn't need to say anything.
After a while, Yang Yifei arrived as expected.
"Ruoxi, are you okay?" Yang Yifei saw Gu Xiaosan's red and swollen eyes as soon as he walked in. He felt a little distressed.
Gu Xiaosan smiled, his eyes as strong as the spring blooming in the cliff.
"It's okay. I just see that my mother is a little sad."
As a daughter, it is normal for her to feel sad when seeing such a scene. It would be strange not to feel sad. So Yang Yifei did not continue to comfort her, but said sincerely: "I hope my aunt can wake up one day."
"Well, it will definitely happen." Gu Xiaosan focused her eyes on Gu's mother's face again. She knew that her mother who always liked to nag her would not leave them forever like this. She would definitely wake up suddenly one day.
Come over, and then he will hold her ears and yell at her like he did when he was a child: "Xiao San, look at you, have you gotten into trouble again?"
The memory of being scolded by Gu's mother when she was a child resurfaced in her mind, and Gu Xiaosan smiled unconsciously. She turned back to look at Yang Yifei.
"Brother Yifei, how fast does time fly? I still remember clearly that when I was a child, my mother would often hold a stick in one hand and pinch my ears with the other to teach me. Now I am a mother myself."
Thinking of the two children, Gu Xiaosan's face was covered with a warm color of maternal love. Yang Yifei felt a little astringent, but still maintained a smile.
"Yes. Ruoxi, you were like a tomboy when you were little. I still remember that I didn't admit the fact that you were a girl and not a boy until I entered elementary school. I didn't expect that time flies so quickly, and the tomboy back then can now take care of the children.
So good. It’s not easy.”
Yang Yifei's words were slightly ridiculing. Gu Xiaosan's face turned red as he thought of some of his wonderful deeds in his childhood. Then he sighed: "Just like what I said above, it's easier to get around in kindergarten. There are always more things when you grow up.
A lot of worries.”
Her long dark eyebrows were slightly covered with a hint of sadness. Yang Yifei couldn't bear it, so he used words to distract her.
"This is the only way for everyone to grow up, and you don't have to think too much. By the way, have you eaten? How about we go get something to eat?"
He didn't want Gu Xiaosan to always look at Gu's mother and feel sad, so he simply suggested that she leave here.
Gu Xiaosan had almost stayed here. After hearing what he said, she didn't refute, so she nodded: "Okay. Let's go then." After that, she said seriously to Gu's mother who had her eyes closed on the bed.
: "Mom, I'm leaving first. I'll bring Tangtang and Yuanyuan to see you in two days' weekend. Don't miss us."
She smiled, as if the person in front of her was not a vegetative person but her mother who spoke with a high voice and acted swiftly and neatly.
Gu Xiaosan and Yang Yifei left the hospital, and Yang Yifei drove to a Chinese restaurant. Just as they were about to go in, Gu Xiaosan was stopped by a shrill cry not far away.