"Is your mother still in pain?" Xi Zichen lay beside Xi Honglei, looking at Xi Honglei's wound with a wrinkled face, and asked with a frown.
"It doesn't hurt anymore." Xi Honglei shook his head. Seeing that Xi Zichen was much thinner than before, he couldn't help but feel guilty and self-blame. "Come here, let me hug you."
Xi Zichen hesitated for a moment, and finally lay down on Xi Honglei's arm. He kissed Xi Honglei's cheek flatteringly. After being silent for a moment, Xi Zichen opened his mouth with a hint of tears and said: "Mom, Chen'er
Miss you so much."
"Didn't Mom tell you not to cry?"
"Chen'er didn't cry." Xi Zichen sniffed and raised his head to meet Xi Honglei's gaze, "Chen'er listened to mother and hasn't cried in the past few days."
Xi Zichen's lie was revealed by his red and swollen eyes. Xi Zichen's red tears were visible in his eyes and hurt in his heart.
Xi Honglei listened to Chen'er telling her interesting stories about how he bullied Yang Xiang these days. When the door was pushed open and she saw Mu Yunmeng panting and appearing at the door with a haggard and embarrassed look on his face,
Xi Honglei bit her lower lip hard, unable to make a sound.
Mu Yunmeng stared at the person on the bed intently, fearing that if he blinked, she would become sleepy again. After breathing calmly, Mu Yunmeng walked to the bed. Hearing Xi Zichen tell himself in a boastful way, "Yes."
He woke up Xi Honglei. Mu Yunmeng reached out and pulled Xi Zichen up from Xi Honglei's side, and said in a hoarse voice: "Son, be good, get out."
Xi Zichen looked at Mu Yunmeng reluctantly, thought for a moment, said nothing, jumped out of bed, and walked out of the room, turning back step by step.
After Xi Zichen left, Mu Yunmeng slowly sat on the edge of the bed. His fingers gently slid along the bridge of Xi Honglei's nose to the tip of his nose, and finally pressed it gently. Mu Yunmeng saw Xi Honglai's nose.
After the flash of smile in his tearful eyes, the fear and uneasiness that had been buried in his heart finally disappeared.
Bending down, his thin lips gently covered hers. Raising his head slightly, Mu Yunmeng met Xi Honglei's eyes very close to him, and said with a hint of command in his tone, and more of a pleading: "I won't do it again in the future."
You must scare me again."
Xi Honglei could clearly see the bloodshot eyes in Mu Yunmeng's eyes. She sat up with Mu Yunmeng's help, then looked at the stubble on Mu Yunmeng's face intently, and said with a smile: "I
I thought a man from someone's family came here, but it turns out it's mine."
As soon as he finished speaking, Xi Honglei lowered his head. He took Mu Yunmeng's hand and drew a circle in his palm. Xi Honglei pretended to be relaxed and asked, "To me, the one who saved your life?"
Benefactor, is there anything else you want to say?"
"If you want to leave, remember to take me with you next time." Mu Yunmeng gently leaned his head on Xi Honglei's shoulder, and murmured in a tone of aggrieved but infinite fear: "This kind of
I'm afraid I won't be able to bear the second time."
The corners of her lips that were filled with tears quickly fell down, and her mood became uncontrollably heavy. She wanted to mock Mu Yunmeng for being such a selfish father, but before she could say anything, she heard Mu Yunmeng's words again.
He made a promise to her and said: "No, there won't be a next time, absolutely not."
Xi Honglei slowly raised his hand and brushed Mu Yunmeng's thin side face. Looking at the pitiful expression that rarely appeared on his face, Xi Honglei smiled pitifully, and then said: "Go and have a sleep.
.”
"No." The stubborn refusal showed that he didn't want to leave. Mu Yunmeng stared at Xi Honglei with burning eyes. No matter how Xi Honglei tried to persuade him, he refused to leave her side. "I still have something to say.
You said, I won’t leave.”
Mu Yunmeng was like this, and Xi Honglei could not continue to drive him away. But although Mu Yunmeng said that he wanted to say something to her, in the end, Xi Honglei still didn't listen to him.
to what he really wanted to say.
Xi Honglei leaned against Mu Yunmeng and gently closed her eyes. She was already very familiar with his contradictions.
He has always been like this, and his words and deeds are better than anyone else. Xi Honglei never expected to hear any sweet words from his mouth, but he is such a person, who always carries extreme danger but also has a touch of warmth.
His attraction made people around him want to protect him at all costs. Including her, she was no exception.
This narrow escape from death was already considered a luxurious blessing from God for Xi Honglei. She was very grateful to be able to survive and return to him and his children. Because she knew that someone like her had so much trouble on her hands.
People who shed so many people's blood are not worthy of happiness. Even if she killed so many people, she has never regretted it. Even if someone stands in front of her and wants to harm her or the people around her, she will still do it.
Choose to kill them.
Xi Honglei, who has walked twice before the gate of hell, has gradually become blurred about the world she was once familiar with. She even began to feel a little lucky that she could come to this time and space and meet such a man. She was not a good person.
, but she got the happiness that a good person should get. So everything that was hard-won made her worry about gains and losses.
"Yunmeng."
"Um?"
"Are Ran Yunpo and the others...all dead?" Xi Honglei asked Mu Yunmeng in a low voice what happened after he fell into coma.
"Yes." Mu Yunmeng nodded, answered Xi Honglei's question, and then added, "And Ran Yunhao is also dead."
Mu Yunmeng's words stunned Xi Honglei. She thought for a while and stopped asking about Ran Yunhao's matter. But she felt uncomfortable in her heart.
Even if many things were not revealed clearly, Xi Honglei had already thought of the answer, just like when Ran Yunhao accidentally killed Lin Wanru.
Although Xi Honglei hated him and thought about killing him, she didn't want him to leave in this way to atone for his sins. Xi Honglei listened to Mu Yunmeng tell her what happened and what he would do in the future.
She suddenly felt the urge to cry.
So many damned people have died, and all those who deserve revenge have been avenged. But why can't she be happy?
The sadness in Xi Honglei's heart seemed to be felt by Mu Yunmeng. He slowly sat up straight, rubbed Xi Honglei's soft hair, and comforted him: "Don't think about anything. When you feel better, we will
Just go home."
"Okay. Go home." Xi Honglei showed a forced smile and echoed Mu Yunmeng's words. She had lived in this room for a while, so she knew where it was.
Xi Honglei and Mu Yunmeng sat next to each other in silence for a long time, until she heard Mu Yunmeng calling her in a low voice again.
"Tears."
"Huh?" Xi Honglei looked at Mu Yunmeng doubtfully and asked, "What's wrong?"
"It's okay." Mu Yunmeng stood up with a smile on his face, "I just wanted to call you."
After Mu Yunmeng finished speaking, he walked out of the room and let Xi Zichen, who had been squatting at the door, enter the room. He stood outside the door, relaxed his muscles and bones, and then leaned against the wall, listening to the conversation between the two people in the room.
A long-lost smile appeared on his face.
Bai Moyue stood in the distance, watching Mu Yunmeng finally let him go and relax her nerves. Her heart, which had been hanging on her head, finally settled down.
Over the years, Mu Yunmeng's martial arts skills have become stronger and stronger, and his power has also grown. In their eyes, he is almost omnipotent. He can even change the owner of the entire country of Xuanxuan Kingdom.
But only in front of Xi Honglei, he would show his helplessness.
Bai Moyue thought, if he had known everything that would happen today, before it happened, he would have exchanged the safety of Xihonglei with Mu Yunmeng, and he would definitely have chosen to give up the battle that day instead of letting it happen again.
She was slightly hurt.
Bai Moyue thought a lot, and finally chuckled. She walked up to Mu Yunmeng and met Mu Yunmeng's smiling gaze. Bai Moyue asked knowingly and said with a smile: "You should be able to sleep tonight.
Did you have a good sleep?"
Mu Yunmeng smiled and said nothing, lazily raised his head and looked at the sun in the sky. The sunlight shone down and fell on his body, giving him an illusory and unreal feeling.
Bai Moyue looked at the man in front of her who had been with her for so many years, and some of the emotions in her heart were out of control. She had stumbled so much and suffered so much in the face of swords and swords. Her younger brother also
The day finally came when she could feel at ease...
Xi Zichen tried his best to make Xi Honglei happy in front of her bed. Suddenly, he remembered something important.
"Mom, this is for you!" Xi Zichen took out a letter from his arms and handed it to Xi Honglei. "Dad said, let Chen'er give this to you when you wake up."
"Your father asked you to write me a letter?" Xi Honglei frowned slightly, having no illusions that Mu Yunmeng would write a letter to her. As expected, when Xi
When Honglei opened the letter and saw the handwriting and content on it, Xi Honglei's heart ached uncontrollably.
Read carefully what Ran Yunhao had always wanted to say to her face to face. There were certain truths that Xi Honglei did not have the courage to face.
The scene before he fell into coma that day is still vivid in his mind. Xi Honglei has not forgotten the way Ran Yunhao looked at him before he died, and the relaxed expression that seemed to finally be freed. He should not live so tired, nor should he
He should embark on this road of no return. The destination he chose should not be his own.
Just because they are suitable does not mean that they will be together. Being first does not mean that they will go all the way to the end. God always likes to play tricks on people like this, and likes to make certain people appear when they shouldn't, and then use some kind of cruel
In such a way that they can never see each other again.
What he owed her had been paid back to her at an excessive price. But what she owed him could never be repaid in this life.
If there is an afterlife...
What a ridiculous word, but the corners of my eyes are moist when I read it. How much despair does a person have to go through before he can place his hope on that hopeless next life? What kind of despair does a person have to go through before he can
Choose to leave this world without fear?
After all, she couldn't respond to Ran Yunhao's feelings for her. If there really was an afterlife, Xi Honglei thought, she might still choose Mu Yunmeng regardless of everything.
It's not that there are no other choices, nor is there no delusion about living a life with other people. Just like those four years in the valley, she had fantasized about it and was confused. But there was always such a person in her mind.
People appeared at the right time from time to time, shattering all her thoughts and forcing her to face everything in front of her.
Her heart is too small, and it can only hold one person.
Therefore, if there is an afterlife, she really hopes that Ran Yunhao can meet a good person, so that he can have no regrets and go to the end with that person. Instead of being like her, giving him only despair and end.