This is something I have never thought about in my life.
Xu Xiujie looked at everything around him, feeling unspeakably bitter in his heart. He never thought that he would be reduced to such a situation.
However, there is one idea that he has thought about very seriously, and that is love!
He loves Zixuan very much.
This thing cannot be denied, and this thing cannot be changed from the beginning.
I still remember that back then, the moment he saw Zixuan for the first time, his heart no longer belonged to him. He guarded Zixuan and protected her like this. He originally wanted to give her
The most beautiful and pure of all.
Originally, I simply wanted to protect that innocent and pure smile.
However, such simple happiness would be destroyed by others. Sincerely, this fact made him hate it so much.
In particular, he also saw with his own eyes the interaction between Zixuan and Yunhao. The tenderness and affection between them, and every lingering moment, was like a sharp knife that stabbed his chest hard, making him
I really can't breathe normally.
Xu Xiujie asked her more than once, why, why did it become like this? Could it be that all these mistakes were caused by him alone? All these mistakes were the conspiracy of Yunhao. However,
But she chose to be with that Yunhao.
Such a fact is simply unacceptable to him. Until this moment, Xu Xiujie still cannot accept or believe it. There still seems to be a slight unsatisfied peace in his heart, and the world seems to have changed with this madness.
It's a bit confusing.
Xu Xiujie knew that everything he had done during this period was so cruel, so cruel that he could hardly have Zixuan. And he also knew that he was destined to lose Zixuan.
However, he just couldn't stop hurting her. Because whenever he thought about every moment Zixuan and Yunhao spent together, he felt it was extremely ironic and disgusting.
My heart started to feel endless pain for no reason.
Until the moment when he chose death, Xu Xiujie could not truly let go of his love for Zixuan. He still longed for the next life, so that he could meet her in the next life and be with her for the rest of his life.
At that time, Xu Xiujie knew that he would not let anyone affect their lives. At that time, Xu Xiujie was willing to trust Zixuan 100% so that no one could destroy the relationship between them.
"Zixuan, I love you. It has never changed. I also hope that you will not change in any way. Is that okay?"
While talking, Xu Xiujie held the photo in his hand tightly, and began to fantasize in his heart, recalling the sweetest things he had with Zixuan.
Zixuan is always smiling so purely in her arms.
It is undeniable that Xu Xiujie has the most innocent and kind-hearted Zixuan. This is something that no one can change. This is also what he wants.
He also believed that the kindest side of Zixuan belonged to him.
No one who gets her can change what happened in the past.
When Xu Xiujie thought about it, it was as if happiness had never left him. He was still him. And Zixuan was still the woman wearing a white wedding dress, standing in the auditorium waiting for him.
There is always such happiness between them, a happiness that no one can tear apart.
Including that Xia Ziyan and Yun Xin!
Yes, Yunxin is a woman. In fact, if there is no Zixuan, Xu Xiujie cannot deny that Yunxin is really a very good woman, but it is a pity that Yunxin does not belong to him.
Yunxin is Yunhao's sister, the sister of the enemy who took away his happy life. Such a relationship destined them to always be one of using and being used.
However, killing Yunxin was not really the outcome Xu Xiujie wanted. However, when the knife penetrated her body, Xiujie was actually a little panicked at that moment.
Especially Yun Xin's eyes, there seemed to be a hint of weirdness in her despair that he didn't understand.
A look like this makes it impossible for anyone to really ignore it.
Looking at that face, Xu Xiujie was actually astonished and more filled with hatred. If it weren't for Yunxin, how could he and Zixuan end up in this situation?
Therefore, everything is Yunxin's fault.
Therefore, she deserved her death the most, and there was no reason to deserve sympathy.
However, just thinking about it, Xu Xiujie thought of Yunxin several times, and still felt a little uncomfortable. Especially the child in Yunxin's belly. The moment he left, everyone looked at it.
What came across was Xiujie's indifference.
Only Xiu Jie understood in his heart that at that moment, it was not just her who was tortured, but more importantly, himself.
There were so many things and everything was so chaotic that Xu Xiujie really couldn't see clearly.
When the breath of death came, in fact, at that moment, Xu Xiujie still wanted to see Zixuan and continue to say something to her, but he felt that he could not say anything.
like!
Zixuan will not believe his love at all.
And what about hate?
Perhaps this kind of hatred rarely exists anymore!
In short, what Xu Xiujie is looking forward to is the next life, the encounter in the next life, without making any mistakes, as long as he is happy, as long as it is simple.
Everything can be a little calmer. There is no need to live in such a turbulent state.
Xu Xiujie is really too tired. In this life, he has lived a very tired life.
He lost too many things, and his arrogant and conceited character finally reduced him to what he is now.