Chapter 147 Lingering the deepest love in my heart
Qiao Chuheng sneered on the other end of the phone, "Jingjing, why do you deny it so quickly? I know you too well. If you hadn't fallen in love with him, you wouldn't have rejected me."
His self-righteousness makes him paranoid.
In Qiao Chuheng's heart, he never thought that one day Su Yujing would stop loving him.
After so many years, he has always occupied a unique position in her heart, and no one can change it.
The once-sworn alliance has long since vanished into ashes. Whether we love it or hate it, it ends up being forgotten.
"Don't be so self-righteous. You don't understand me at all." Su Yujing continued to deny that she was not sure about her affair with Li Yaonan and whether she had feelings for him.
The promise she made at that time has slowly disappeared.
"I understand you, why don't I understand you? No one has ever understood you as well as I do." Qiao Chuheng thought he understood, but the deepest thoughts in Su Yujing's heart were ones that she herself was unwilling to face.
"Then what do you want now? Do you want to start over? Can you let go of your sister? If you can't, please stop calling me and treat your sister well. I don't love you anymore.
Already." Su Yujing once wanted to run away far away.
She thought that if she couldn't see it, her heart wouldn't hurt.
She thought that it would be best to never see her again.
However, being in the same city and not seeing each other if you don't want to see them is not what she thought.
"I don't love you anymore. Can the relationship of so many years be erased by just saying you don't love me anymore? Jingjing, I will never let go. One day, you will come back to me." Qiao Chuheng never believed that Su Yujing
She would be so heartless towards him.
The two people have been together and protecting each other for so many years, but today, things have changed.
After hanging up the phone, Su Yujing lowered her arms feebly. Why has Qiao Chuheng become so stubborn and insistent now?
If he had been so persistent in his feelings for her half a year ago, if he had appeared on her birthday, if she had not had that nightmare on her birthday.
Her life might be different.
She might be able to give herself another chance to choose.
It's just that she is different now. From being forced to do nothing, to being helpless now, she has no choice now because of the turmoil in her heart.
Li Yaonan came over, put his arm around her waist from behind, and held her tightly in his arms. Neither of them said a word, but maybe she felt that she could no longer refuse everything Li Yaonan gave her, right?
Su Yujing lowered her head slightly, closed her eyes slightly, and two lines of tears fell silently.
Because she knew very well in her heart that it was impossible for her and Li Yaonan, and she also knew that Li Yaonan might never fall in love with her in this life, but she did.
Some emotional pain has been experienced once, but she is willing to experience it again.
Will she be afraid?
Once you fall in love, there is no turning back.
If she falls in love, she won't give herself a chance to regret it.
Li Yaonan felt the back of his hand get wet. He pulled her body over, facing her face, and reached out to lift her chin.
"Are you crying because of him?" Li Yaonan's tone became cold.
For Su Yujing, his use and revenge already seemed insignificant.
Su Yujing met his deep black eyes, and in these cold eyes that could not see the bottom, she saw herself.
A girl with nothing, a woman who can't help herself, the man in front of her has been imprinted on her heart bit by bit.
Su Yujing shook her head, shaking her head vigorously, her eyes watering like broken pearls, she couldn't stop it?
Being vulnerable and crying in front of Li Yaonan was the last thing she wanted to do, but she had to do it.
She couldn't stop the truest feeling in her heart.
Li Yaonan's big palm clasped the back of her head, leaned over and kissed her lips, the taste of her salty tears was on the corner of his mouth.
"I won't allow you to shed tears for him anymore," he said domineeringly.
For the first time, Su Yujing did not resist, but catered to her.
She stood up on her tiptoes slightly and wrapped her slender arms around his neck, "I'm afraid of being alone, don't leave me."
Is she afraid of someone? Him, why not?
For five years, he has been facing everything alone, whether it is pain or helplessness, he has always spent it alone in loneliness.
But Su Yujing's appearance just filled the void in his heart.
Li Yaonan kissed her very hard, sucking her lips heavily, as if he wanted to drain everything from her.
"Hmm." Su Yujing was a little unable to withstand his stormy kiss, and she opened her mouth slightly, trying to get some air.
But this small gesture of hers was like an invitation. Li Yaonan's slippery tongue took the opportunity to penetrate into her mouth, absorbing all the beauty in her.
The sweetness and fragrance in his mouth made him lose his mind.
Su Yujing had never released her feelings like this. She wanted this man, and she needed the sense of security this man gave her.
Li Yaonan took off her clothes, put his big palm on her chest softly, and kneaded it lightly or heavily.
The other big palm caressed her smooth, milky skin. He could easily provoke her sensitive points, causing her to gasp repeatedly.
"Do you want it? Huh?" Li Yaonan controlled his vagina. He could clearly feel this woman's desire.
Su Yujing gave a vague hum. She didn't know whether it was an agreement or an attitude of refusing to welcome, but at the moment when all the passion was rising, she looked so charming.
Li Yaonan hugged her and took a few steps back. The two of them fell into the sofa, and the passion they aroused spread between them.
The two were disheveled and tightly intertwined on the sofa, "Li, Mr. Li."
"Call my name." Li Yaonan buried his head in her chest and sucked the pink stamens on her chest vigorously. He was like a child.
Su Yujing grabbed his shoulders tightly, arched her body and pressed against his huge penis. "Yao, Yaonan."
For the first time, two people were so intimate with each other. For the first time, two people put down their hearts just for this unhindered love.
Li Yaonan picked her up and walked to the big bed in the room. His lips left his mark all over her body.
He squeezed into her body, the warm feeling enveloped him, and the tightness almost drove him crazy. He growled, pushed forward, and took her deeply.
"It hurts, it hurts so much." Su Yujing couldn't tolerate his entry, and it almost seemed like he was about to tear her body apart.
He has never been so crazy, but the two people tonight are only crazy for the truest feeling in their hearts.
Su Yujing almost fainted from exhaustion. She fell into a deep sleep with her head on Li Yaonan's arm.
Li Yaonan reached out and touched her face. Her fair skin was tinged with a hint of crimson. There were undried tears on this woman's face. Who was she shedding tears for?
If one day, will she shed tears for him?
Such thoughts only appeared for a few seconds and then disappeared.
The hatred in my heart has wiped out the feelings that just sprouted.
Su Yujing is Su Wenkai's daughter. She is destined to be a victim. It is impossible for him to fall in love with her.
Li Yaonan got up from the bed, put on a nightgown, stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, lit a cigarette, and smoked a little irritably.
Qiao Chuheng was sitting on the sofa in the living room, unable to sleep all night. He was worried about Su Yujing.
He was afraid of losing Su Yujing. He thought that the day he could look back, Su Yujing would still be waiting for him where he was.
However, while he is still trying to win over her, she has fallen in love with another man. Will he still get her?
At this time, Su Yutong walked into the villa smelling of alcohol, "Honey, you're not asleep yet, are you waiting for me?"
She swayed to the sofa and sat down, "Are you waiting for me?"
Qiao Chuheng pushed her away. Will he wait for her? Impossible!
"You are thinking about that cheap girl Su Yujing. Do you feel uncomfortable when you met her today? Li Yaonan is better than you in every aspect, do you regret it?" Su Yutong said with a smile.
And when he opened his mouth to speak, his mouth smelled of alcohol.
She was in a bad mood, so she went to drink. She wanted to attract Qiao Chuheng's attention, so she came back drunk.
She, Su Yutong, thought that there was nothing worse than Su Yujing.
However, Qiao Chuheng never forgot her and Li Yaonan took great care of her. Su Yutong began to regret it.
She shouldn't have let Su Yujing and Li Yaonan be together. At that time, she should have found a way to stop them.
What she never thought was that a man like Li Yaonan would be so kind to Su Yujing, and he would not even raise his eyelids for such expensive clothes.
Su Yutong felt that such a man was more worthy of love. Compared with an irresponsible man like Qiao Chuheng, Li Yaonan made her heart beat more.
"Tongtong, stop making trouble, you drink so much, don't act like a drunkard in front of me." Qiao Chuheng got up from the sofa, turned around and wanted to go upstairs.
Su Yutong stepped forward and held him back, "Don't leave, please speak clearly."
"Tongtong, you drank too much. Let's talk tomorrow." Qiao Chuheng knew that he and Su Yutong didn't need to talk at all now.
Even when she was sober, they had nothing to talk about, not to mention that she was drunk in front of him now.
"No! I want to talk to you now." Su Yutong held him tightly, and the next second, she was wrapped around him, "Qiao Chuheng, do you love her? Do you still love her very much?"
"You are right, I love her. I only love Jingjing in my life. I will never fall in love with you in my life. Just give up." Qiao Chuheng wanted to push her away, but she was tightly entangled.
"Qiao Chuheng, don't forget, you are my husband now. I don't want to get into trouble with you. My parents are going back to China soon. Do you want us to get along like this in front of them? Are you not afraid of getting hurt?
Their hearts?" Su Yutong looked at him.
Qiao Chuheng stayed with Su Yutong because he couldn't refuse his parents' request, and he couldn't have his own thoughts and feelings in this life.
No matter how much he loves Su Yujing, he is destined to not get her.