Chapter 194 There is nothing wrong with loving you
Chapter 194 There is nothing wrong with loving you
Su Yujing smiled lightly, "Qiqi, I know you want to help me. Last time, Madam and Miss Tang drove me away. Was it you and Mr. Li who told me to leave?"
In fact, Su Yujing could also guess it. After all, that incident caused such a big fuss, and after it was on the news, Li Yaonan pretended that it had not happened.
Even if Jiang Yunqing helped her, he wouldn't tell Li Yaonan, and if Han Rui promised, they wouldn't tell either.
He didn't say it because he knew that Li Yaonan would know about this matter sooner or later, and he didn't need to say it. Li Yaonan didn't need to work so hard to know where a person was. He could find out with just a phone call.
Li Ruoqi nodded, "Yes, if you didn't answer my call, I was afraid that something big would happen to you, so I called my brother. I know that only my brother can help you. Now, won't you also reply?"
Have you checked into the villa?"
She just didn't want Su Yujing to pay any more price for that misunderstanding.
"Yes, I'm back." Su Yujing said calmly. She knew clearly that she couldn't escape no matter what, so she wouldn't escape.
She waited for Li Yaonan to speak. One day, he would tell her that he was tired of her, so she could leave.
Perhaps, she had to go through this kind of pain, but she would not regret it.
Because she loves Li Yaonan in her heart, and it is because of this love that she will not feel regret, nor will she feel that she has too many regrets.
It's not terrible to miss some feelings. What's terrible is that she lost them before she had time to feel them.
After so many years of relationship between her and Qiao Chuheng, Su Yujing never thought that one day she would become a stranger to him, but she still lost him.
"Sister Jingjing, after you left this time, are you still worried when you come back now?" Li Ruoqi always felt that Su Yujing was not that happy.
"I'm a little worried." Su Yujing just didn't know that she was so powerless with some feelings.
"Don't worry, as long as brother is here, mom and Tang Xinxin won't do anything to you." Li Ruoqi was still so determined.
In her opinion, Li Yaonan has changed his attitude now, and his feelings towards Su Yujing are not as weird as before. Now he treats her very well.
"Well, okay." Su Yujing was worried that the two of them would try to drive her out again. What she was afraid of was that on the day when Li Yaonan and Tang Xinxin got engaged, she should leave because she didn't
Reasons to stay.
Li Ruoqi stayed in the villa for dinner, and she was also happy that Su Yujing was back. However, the atmosphere in the Li family mansion was not as good as expected, and Qin Caifeng was also very angry.
Li Yaonan has done so many things to make it clear that he just wants to go against her. Otherwise, he would not leave the eldest daughter of the Tang family alone and stay with Su Yujing, a girl with no status.
Li Yaonan returned to the villa as soon as he got off work and saw Li Ruoqi was there, "Qiqi, why are you here?"
"Brother, if you don't bring Sister Jingjing to see me, of course I'll come here by myself. It won't be troublesome for the driver to take me there anyway." Li Ruoqi just wanted to confirm whether Su Yujing is really back?
Moreover, she also wanted to know whether Li Yaonan was still as good to Su Yujing.
Li Yaonan just raised his lips and smiled, "Qiqi, are you afraid that I will bully her?"
"You don't know how? Even if you don't know how, someone will bully her." Li Ruoqi knew it too well. This time, Qin Caifeng and Tang Xinxin were in a bad mood when they saw Su Yujing returning to Li Yaonan.
And Su Yujing is the biggest victim. The two of them will vent all their anger on Su Yujing alone.
Li Yaonan didn't respond either, so how could he not know?
It was him who personally directed and acted in yesterday's scene. It was he who personally pushed Su Yujing to the forefront. This was the only way this woman would ever leave him.
Whether it was selfishness or ruthlessness in Li Yaonan's heart, some emotional changes would not exist unless he acknowledged them.
Li Ruoqi left the villa after dinner. Su Yujing was sitting alone in the room. Li Yaonan was busy in the study. Su Yujing never cared about what he was busy with, just like she had never asked about the Su family's affairs before.
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After Li Yaonan answered the phone, he walked into the bedroom and saw Su Yujing sitting on the sofa in a daze. No matter how hard she tried to hide it, she couldn't hide the redness and swelling on her face.
Tang Xinxin would take action against Su Yujing, which would not make Li Yaonan feel exceptional at all.
"Don't you have anything to say to me today?" Li Yaonan asked her.
Su Yujing was stunned for a moment, then shook her head, "No."
There has always been nothing to say between her and him. There has been no communication between her and him, and she knows what she has and what she doesn't have.
"Besides Qiqi, who else is here today?" Li Yaonan wanted Su Yujing to tell him the answer in person.
Su Yujing still shook her head, "No, I will be resting at home alone today."
She won't care about the matter between Tang Xinxin and Li Yaonan, and she can't care about it. What's more, she knows her own affairs too well. Because her value is still there, she will always be able to stay here.
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"Then what happened to your face?" Li Yaonan raised her chin and asked her.
Su Yujing reached out and touched her cheek. Is the redness and swelling on her face still that obvious? Li Ruoqi didn't notice it. She thought it wasn't that obvious.
Li Yaonan is a very shrewd man, so it is impossible for her to hide even a little thing from him.
"It's nothing." Su Yujing looked away. If, she said, the fingerprints on her face were made by Tang Xinxin, what would he do?
Compared to Su Yujing, Tang Xinxin's position in Li Yaonan's heart should be more important, right?
"Is it really nothing?" Li Yaonan asked, "Can't you just tell me the truth?"
This woman sometimes became stubborn, and her stubbornness really made him unhappy.
"Whether I tell the truth or not, it doesn't matter to you at all, because everything happened within your expectation, right?" Su Yujing looked at the man beside her.
He always hid himself too deeply, but Su Yujing was still so powerless, and he gradually occupied her heart.
"You mean you're blaming me, right?" Li Yaonan asked her what meaning Su Yujing meant to him. In the end, she was nothing.
She was just a pawn in his revenge against the family, and when things were about to end, he should also know that there was an end between him and her.
"I don't dare to blame you." Su Yujing bit her lip slightly, "Mr. Li, do you know that sometimes when you make others suffer, you yourself don't feel well? You are obviously very lonely, why do you
Do you still have to be so arrogant?"
She was afraid that he would be lonely. She didn't like seeing Li Yaonan's lonely back, so she wanted to stay with him.
She and him are actually the same kind of people. She grew up in the Su family. To the outside world, she is the second young lady of the Su family, but in fact, she is not even as good as a servant. She has suffered so much that she finally ended up where she is now.
Has she ever hated this situation?
Li Yaonan is ostensibly the eldest son of the Li family. Many people know that his mother is the daughter of a poor family and she followed Li Hongtao without any name or distinction, so she had an illegitimate son like him.
When he was a child, he witnessed his mother being beaten to death by Qin Caifeng, but he could only listen to his mother's words and let him stay in the Li family well and be the young master of the Li family.
He doesn't care at all. Without the Li family, he can also have a new world and a new beginning. He doesn't need the background of the Li family to support him at all.
No one has ever thought that they can see through him, but only Su Yujing can see through his disguised heart so clearly.
She knew him too well, and it was because she understood the truest side of this man that she fell in love with him.
She wanted to make this man happy too.
But Su Yujing never thought that Li Yaonan was the person who least needed happiness.
He wrapped himself up in indifference and ruthlessness. He didn't want anyone to see him clearly, but Su Yujing did it.
"Are you trying to teach me a lesson? Su Yujing." Li Yaonan stared closely at her watery eyes. She would also devour his heart bit by bit.
And his reason will only reject her severely.
"I don't, I just want to tell you that accepting someone is as simple as rejecting someone." Su Yujing looked at him, "If you don't love, try to let go. If you love, just catch it once, you can
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Li Yaonan let go of his hand, "You fell in love with me, Su Yujing."
What he said was an affirmative sentence. This woman, what she wants, may not be what he thinks. But, is this woman right or wrong for falling in love with him?
Su Yujing bit her lip, "Mr. Li, you don't care whether I love you or not. Even if I do, so what? You said that you don't want any woman to fall in love with you. The marriage you want,
She should also be a woman like Tang Xinxin, you two are a perfect match. Is that so?"
"You talked too much at night." Li Yaonan got up from the sofa. Does he want a well-matched marriage?
Did his mother and Li Hongtao separate like this just because they weren't a good match?
How should he face his mother's fate? That's why he wants to inflict all his hatred on Su Yujing? Is he willing to make her life worse than death?
Su Yujing's destined fate was also pushed down by Li Yaonan hand in hand.
"Mr. Li, I just want to tell you that there is nothing wrong with me loving you, and there is nothing wrong with Miss Tang loving you. If you don't want to love, then let go as soon as possible." Su Yujing knew Tang Xinxin's feelings for Li Yaonan.
She doesn't care about her feelings for him, and Li Yaonan doesn't need to respond to her feelings. All she needs is for him to let her go and give her her freedom.