Zeng Lijia drove to a restaurant and parked the car. Su Yujing held her son's hand and walked in together.
As soon as she sat down, Su Yujing took out her mobile phone and said, "I'm going to call grandma, I'm afraid she will be worried."
Zeng Chanjia nodded, "Okay, come Haohao, let's go and see what you want to eat."
Hao Hao slid down from the sofa chair. His favorite thing was to eat at the buffet. He could eat anything, whether he had eaten it or not, he could try it. Of course, it was easier to satisfy his curiosity.
"Grandma, Lijia and I took Haohao to eat outside. You and Sister-in-law Zhou can eat first without waiting for us." Su Yujing has spent all her time taking care of her son, studying and working in the past five years.
, and took very little care of Mrs. Su.
Sometimes, Su Yujing is really lucky to have Mrs. Fu accompanying her grandma.
Mrs. Su was not what Su Yujing thought. As long as she was willing to come out to have a meal with Zeng Lijia, she would be happy before it was too late.
"Jingjing, I'm fine. Sister Fu and I will take care of it. Just have a good meal with Lijia. After dinner, you can go out for a walk or watch a movie or something."
Mrs. Su is also very helpless sometimes.
She finally understood what a stubborn girl Su Yujing really was.
For five years, no matter how much Zeng Lijia thought about her, Su Yujing still refused to agree.
In her heart, she always felt that having a son was like a burden and a burden to a man like Zeng Lijia.
But she never thought about it. Zeng Lijia didn't care about her past at all, nor did he care that she had a son.
In the past five years, Zeng Lijia has treated Hao Hao as his biological son.
"Grandma, why did you say that again? I have to go back early to accompany you today." Su Yujing did not appreciate Mrs. Su's favor at all.
Maybe it's because she still has a kind of resistance in her heart, so until now, she still can't face such a close relationship.
Mrs. Su could only sigh, "Okay, okay, just do whatever you want."
As soon as Su Yujing hung up the phone, she saw her son coming back with a plate, "Mom, I brought you your favorite food."
Su Yujing looked at the ice cream in front of her and smiled slightly, "Haohao, you are such a good son."
"Mom, actually, Uncle Zeng gave this to you. I just sent it here. Uncle Zeng knows that there are many other things that Mom likes to eat. He even forgot to bring me delicious food." Hao Haoyi
His face was unhappy.
"You little kid, what do you want to eat? Just tell your mother and she will get it for you, okay?" Su Yujing coaxed her son.
"No, mom, you can just sit here. I'll let the men do this rough work. I'll go help Uncle Zeng." After saying that, the little guy ran to Zeng Lijia again.
Su Yujing looked at her son, then at Zeng Lijia. There were some obstacles that she couldn't handle.
There was no way she could get through.
Five years later, she is still like this. So, will she change in the future?
In fact, Su Yujing didn't dare to think about it, and she hadn't thought about it either.
Hao Hao was the happiest at dinner. Every time he ate very full, he said, "Hao Hao, it's enough if you're full. If you overeat, your stomach will feel uncomfortable at night."
Su Yujing reminded her son kindly.
"Mom, I know, I will figure it out." Haohao took a sip of the drink and looked to the other side, "Mom, I'll go over there and play for a while, while you and Uncle Zeng eat slowly."
"Haohao, be careful, don't fall." Su Yujing was very worried. Last time Haohao fell and he bled heavily, which scared her so much that she couldn't sleep well all night.
Therefore, what she fears most is that something unexpected happens to her son.
Hao Hao nodded fiercely, "I understand."
Zeng Lijia saw that Su Yujing didn't eat much, so he helped her pick up the vegetables and said, "Jingjing, if you want to eat something else, I'll get it."
"No, Lijia, I eat very well, but my appetite has never been very good." Su Yujing knew that Zeng Lijia was good to her.
Moreover, she also understood that without Zeng Lijia's help in the past five years, she would not be as good as she is now.
"You can't do this. You always eat such a small amount. How can you gain weight? Others say that women who have given birth will gain weight. You look so thin. If anyone else said this, they would not know."
Zeng Lijia also felt sorry for her.
In the past five years, the only thing he was glad about was that he had this opportunity to keep Su Yujing by his side. No matter how she was, he could still see her every day, and he could know whether she was okay every day.
This is enough,
If Su Yujing agreed and was willing to nod and be with him, he thought he would be the happiest man.
However, Su Yujing has never been willing to start a relationship with him. Perhaps, she has never let go of the relationship in her heart.
What kind of man is he? He once hurt her heart so much and made her become like this now, firmly guarding her own heart.
Su Yujing was afraid of being hurt again, and she was also afraid that she would fall in love again.
Later, Zeng Lijia learned that Su Yujing had come to hide here from the distant Binhai City just for that man.
However, there are some things that she cannot avoid by hiding. After all, Hao Hao is not young now.
"Lijia, don't say that, I feel old now." Su Yujing has never been young in her heart.
From the time she was eighteen years old, she told herself that no matter how far her journey in life was, she would walk it alone, and no matter how much suffering she would suffer in the future, she would bear it alone.
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Su Yujing is not afraid to face it, what she is afraid of is that she is unwilling to face it.
The only thing that made her feel at peace was that for five years, she had been guarding her son, and Cheng Yaonan had never appeared. Maybe he was living a good life in the United States, or maybe he had already been married.
He has a family of his own.
Su Yujing thought about many possibilities, but she never thought that there is a kind of feeling that will not change no matter how long it takes.
Just like her, she clearly told herself that she should hate Li Yaonan, but her hatred was far from being as strong as her love for him.
"Jingjing, you are not young anymore, and Hao Hao is five years old. Have you never thought about giving Hao Hao a better environment? Don't you want him to have a complete family?" Zeng Lijia didn't understand.
, what is Su Yujing’s stubbornness all along?
Su Yujing looked at her son, "Actually, I also want to make Haohao happy. However, now that Haohao is very sensible, he should be able to understand me, so I don't want me to accept a relationship just to find him a father.
emotion."
"Do you still love Hao Hao's biological father in your heart?" Zeng Lijia asked this question, which was what he had always wanted to know.
However, he understood that no matter what answer he got, Su Yujing still had no feelings for him until now.
Su Yujing shook her head, "No, I don't love him anymore. He and I shouldn't have anything to do with each other. How can a relationship that starts with hatred and revenge be considered love?"
She once deeply loved Qiao Chuheng, and later, she also fell in love with Li Yaonan, who tortured her in every possible way.
Perhaps, wanting to open up the door in her heart does not mean how good that man is to you, but that she has an indescribable sense of security in her heart.
Facing Li Yaonan, Su Yujing felt an indescribable beating in her heart. She obviously shouldn't, but she couldn't control it.
In Rose City, he desperately helped her and saved her. Su Yujing understood that her efforts to protect the child at that time were the result of the love in her heart.
"Since you don't love her anymore, you should try to accept another relationship. I have been waiting for you for so many years." Zeng Lijia waited for Su Yujing for so many years.
Even if Su Yujing refuses to agree now, he will still continue to wait.
Su Yujing shook her head, "I don't deserve you to be so kind to me. My body is very dirty."
She is still worried about the tooth mark on her shoulder, it is a nightmare that she cannot erase.
Li Yaonan once said that she had Qiao Chuheng in her heart, but who else was in her body.
Even she herself didn't know about that night when she had no choice but to do so.
If that night had not happened, Su Yujing would not have been willing to become Li Yaonan's woman and would have begged him to keep the Su family.
The Su family was destroyed in the end, and she fell into this feeling and couldn't extricate herself.
"Jingjing, I never care about your past. If one day that man shows up and says he still loves you and wants you, will you leave with him?" Zeng Lijia understands this.
In a small town, even if Su Yujing could be trapped, Hao Hao could not be trapped.
It was destined that he would never develop in a small town like this.
The world belonging to Haohao is very vast, so what Zeng Lijia fears most is that one day, Su Yujing will leave here with her son.
Su Yujing smiled bitterly, "I never thought that I would not be in his life. I am just a past tense. From now on, I just want to accompany Hao Hao well, make him happy, and give him the life he wants.
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Everything she has, the reason why she can live like this, is for her son.
Zeng Lijia drank a glass of wine and said, "Jingjing, if one day you are willing to come back here, stay with me, and be with me, you have to know that no matter how long it takes, I will always be here waiting for you."
He is willing to wait for her and he is willing to give her more time.
Su Yujing was only twenty-four years old, and he was only twenty-eight years old. There was nothing he couldn't wait for.
He loves her, so for her, he is willing to wait no matter how long it takes. Until one day, Su Yujing is willing to come into his arms and accompany him throughout his life.