Aunt Lu must really hate her. She even let the dog bite her. It was clear that she was bullying her. When she got angry, she didn't care about her status as an elder. She was the junior who started the trouble first.
If the fish is dead and broken, what else can we take care of?
Xin Yi was furious, tears rolled down her face, she turned around and rushed into her mother's room and shouted:
"Mom, mom, they bullied me..."
She stood like a fool at the door. Where is her mother's shadow in the house? The bed was clean, even the mat was burned, and her clothes, shoes, tableware, comb and mirror were all put into the tomb.
.There is nothing in the house, it is empty.
Xin Yi was suddenly frightened for a moment, and then she realized with hindsight that she had no relatives, no one she could rely on.
My mother will never come back to live in this room again. My mother will never be busy in the kitchen, and no one will bring delicious food to the table and shout "Yiyi, it's time to eat" at the door of her room...
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Never again, never again, never again...
Xin Yi suddenly squatted on the ground, hugged her head and cried, why was she so cruel, why did she take her mother away?
She is not ready to live alone at all, what should she do?
"Mom, Mom, Mom, I miss you..." Xin Yi cried so hard that her tears rolled to the ground. Her mood was desolate. The sense of desolation that was contrary to the world made people feel helpless and frightened.
Every household was sitting around the table eating, but she was holding yesterday's leftovers to satisfy her hunger. Tears fell down her cheeks into the bowl, but she remained indifferent and continued to swallow them with big mouthfuls.
There are people everywhere, there are billions of people in the world, but no one has anything to do with her, no one cares about her. She doesn't know what the point of holding on is. She is really not brave at all, living alone
She simply couldn't do it.
She wanted to give up just after her mother left. She really didn't know how long she could hold on. How long could she hold on alone without her mother?
Xin Yi didn't sleep much at all at night. She didn't dare to turn off the light because of fear. She stared at the door with her eyes open, for fear that someone would suddenly break in. It was so quiet at night that the occasional frog croaking could scare her whole body.
Shivering.
I wasn't as scared as I was today in the past few days, probably because there were people there a few days ago, and Lu Zeng was also there last night. But today, she was alone.
In a world where one is alone, one is afraid of everything. Especially in the dead of night, the fear in one's heart will be magnified countless times.
After a rough night, Xinyi went straight to Aunt Lu's house the next day to ask for money.
But Aunt Lu's house was closed, so Xin Yi could only shout outside, and had to guard against the old yellow dog coming out from inside.
Xin Yi waited all morning and rushed home.
She is going to Qingcheng and staying at home. Whether it is things or the people here, she will always be reminded of the fact that her mother is no more. If she leaves home, she will deceive herself and tell herself that she still has her mother.
I have been waiting at home for her to come back.
Xinyi was sitting at the door of her house. There was rice and noodles at home, but she didn't want to go into the kitchen, a place that once seemed to belong to her mother's world.
Aunt Lu's son came over with 20,000 yuan in a plastic bag.
He fucking took out this money yesterday, probably because he didn't want to give it back after the night passed. Also, no one is willing to take out the money again.
"Take it and save it. Don't leave it at home." Jiang Hua said.
Xin Yi then counted the money first without any accident. While she was counting the money, Jiang Hua said: "I didn't count either. You can count it clearly. If it's not enough, I will find a way to replenish it for you."
When Xin Yi heard what he said, she paused and didn't move. She looked up at Jiang Hua. Aunt Lu had laughed at the two of them since she was a child, saying that Xin Yi was the daughter-in-law of their Lu family and they had a really good relationship.
.
However, neither Jiang Hua nor her had that intention. Jiang Hua was two years older than her, was also studying in college, and had a girlfriend. Xin Yi, on the other hand, established a relationship with Xu Yang when she entered school, so the two of them had a good relationship.
We really just think of them as brother and sister.
"Thank you." Xin Yi said in a low voice.
Jiang Hua smiled and sat down next to her:
"Don't worry about your mother's affairs all the time. You still have a long way to go. This is the law of nature. Parents will leave us first. Losing parents is also a necessary pain in life. Xinyi, from now on
, you have to live a good life and make your mother proud of you."
Xin Yi's eyes were wet, but with a faint smile on her face, she turned to look at Jiang Hua: "Thank you."
Jiang Hua patted her shoulder. In the past, Xin Yi loved to laugh and play, and was as naughty as a boy. Whenever she had a holiday, she would always follow him. Whatever he played, she would follow him, including game consoles, dance machines, and billiards.
Wait, she will follow him no matter what he does, she is very loyal.
But now, the bud that was about to unfold has gradually withered, which is very regrettable.
"Brother is proud of you, come on!" Jiang Hua hugged Xin Yi and said.
Xin Yi responded in a low voice: "Yeah."
Jiang Hua accompanied Xin Yi to the village to pay for the money. After all the formalities were completed, Xin Yi took a car to the city. She said goodbye to her hometown and got into the car with complicated emotions just like every time she left.
The difference is that my mother can no longer be found outside the car.
When Xin Yi arrived in Qingcheng, it was a three- to four-hour drive, and she couldn't stop crying. She cried silently, and when she couldn't suppress her sobs, she took a deep breath to breathe.
When I got off the car, my eye sockets were already bloodshot, red and swollen.
Standing outside the station, she couldn't go to school. She didn't apply to stay in school during the summer vacation, so there was no dormitory for her to live in. After much deliberation, she still had no choice but to find Ahri.
After calling Ah Li, there was no sound from Ah Li. Xin Yi took a deep breath, then forced a smile and said:
"Then, if it's inconvenient for you, forget it. I'll ask Xiaoli. Ahri, then I'll hang up."
She didn't forget that Ah Li said that if there was no place to go, just go to her place, but now...
Damn, really, Xin Yi raised her hand and hit herself on the head with her mobile phone. Why do you always think bad things about others? Maybe Ah Li is really inconvenient, doesn’t she have a boyfriend? If her boyfriend goes to her, then
It’s also really inconvenient.
Fortunately, Xiaoli's family is from Qingcheng. Although it is in the suburbs, it is very convenient to take the bus.
She had thought about where to go, but she was embarrassed about how to say it. She didn't forget that everyone was not very happy before the holiday. Oh, look, her bad temper is so annoying. She really offended everyone she knew.
.
Xin Yi squatted on the side of the road and hesitated without moving.
However, Ahri's call came back. Xinyi stared at the word "Ari" jumping on the phone, and felt warm in her heart. She answered the call with a smile:
"Ari?"
[Author's digression]: Returning to Qingcheng means falling into my clutches
