Jian Yaomin did not take this daughter seriously. Of his two daughters, one was Jian Meiyun and the other was Xinyi. Xinyi was undoubtedly not as good as Jian Meiyun.
But even though the balance in his heart tilted to the other side, he never forgot that this was also his daughter.
Now that she appears in front of him, he has the responsibility to educate her and the right to influence her.
When Xin Yi heard Jian Yaomin mention her mother, she stopped being silent, stood up and said loudly and unconvinced:
"To me, you are nothing at all! You are not my father. When I grew up, you never appeared. My mother told me since I was a child that you were dead. But when I saw her for the first time
When I saw you, do you know what I was thinking? I would really rather my father be dead than you being my father!"
How could there be such a selfish father? How could there be such a cruel father?
Facing her father, Xin Yi had two voices quarreling in her heart.
One wants her to recognize her father. After all, this man is the man her mother loved wholeheartedly during her lifetime and is her biological father.
And another voice really asked her to stop being stupid. Such a cruel father didn't care about her as a daughter at all. He didn't have her as a daughter in his heart. What would he do if he recognized her?
Jian Yaomin looked at Xin Yi solemnly, and listened to her question, but said nothing for a while.
Jian Yaomin is not a treacherous person, so when he hears such questions, he will subconsciously reflect.
He did feel guilty about this matter.
Xin Yi had tears in her eyes, after all she was talking about something sad.
Her father has been a flaw in her since she was a child. She used to get into fights with people because they called her "bastard". What I remember very clearly is that one time, she had a boy in her class beat her front teeth just because of this.
One fell off.
It can be seen that Xin Yina’s character has multiple axes.
No one can say anything about the things she cares about. If you say something to her, she will fight to the death even if she is defeated.
To say that she is strong is not necessarily true. Anyway, her character is quite contradictory.
"Do you know what I often wished for when I was a child? I don't ask my father to be a hero, I don't ask him to be rich, I don't ask him to be handsome, I don't ask him to care about me, I just ask him not to be so
She left my mother and me a long time ago. Do you know how much bullying and grievance my mother and I have suffered because there is no man in our family?" Xin Yi couldn't help but started crying.
No one knew how hard her mother worked to get the rice home when she was receiving rice. Someone poked a few holes in the rice bag, and it was scattered all over the place. As a young girl, she followed behind her mother, picking up the rice along the way.
She picked it up and carried it in her clothes. When she couldn't finish picking it up, she stayed in place, waiting for her mother to come back.
No one knows the plight of her and her mother, who drank boiling water every day when they were too poor to open the pot, and gulped down boiling water for food.
No one knows how sad and aggrieved her mother felt when she was disgusted by others when she was selling cold cakes on the street when she started a small business.
No one knows how desperate and helpless she cried next to her mother when she was bullied...
There are so many things that no one knows.
"But, my wish came true. My father did not die early. But he was you..." Xin Yi burst into tears.
If he had known this was the case, she would rather her father never existed from the beginning than accept that his father was like this. In his eyes, his mother was nothing.
A passionate man, cold and heartless.
Her mother is such a gentle and strong woman, how could she always love such a man?
Jian Yaomin probably recalled what Xin Chengsu looked like back then. In the final analysis, he was the one who felt sorry for her.
But in that case, she took the money and left, and there was no contact again. He didn't know whether she took the child or what.
The person who chose not to contact me anymore was Xin Chengsu, not him.
Otherwise, he wouldn't have known that he had a daughter nineteen years later.
There were many women who had sex with Jian Yaomin, but Jian Yaomin couldn't remember who they were. He never expected that there would be a woman who would actually give birth to his child without wanting a single cent from him.
I refused to talk about Xin Yi's mother before, but now I think about it, that woman really loved him.
It is worth it for a man to be loved so deeply by a woman in his life.
Jian Yaomin said something from the bottom of his heart:
"Your mother, I feel sorry for her. But Xinyi, you have lived with your mother for so many years. You should know very well that it is your mother who does not want to recognize me, not me."
Xin Yi wiped her tears and didn't want to talk anymore.
Didn't she know that her mother didn't want to disturb him, so she kept telling her that her father was dead?
However, just because I knew this was the case, I became even angrier.
In this case, is this person living too well? What kind of life has her mother and her been living? Compared with his life, they are really miserable.
Jian Yaomin sighed and said again:
"If your mother hadn't been lying in the hospital, worrying about your future life, I don't think she would have come to see me in this life."
Xin Yi looked at Jian Yaomin, he was right, because her mother had said the exact words.
"Your mother is a good woman!" Jian Yaomin tried hard to recall Xin Chengsu's appearance, but in the end he could only give this evaluation.
Jian Yaomin was lamenting his ability, but Xin Yi saw hope and asked him:
"Then you obviously know that my mother is very good, why don't you marry my mother? Why don't you marry someone else?"
"I married your Aunt Wen first, and your eldest brother and Meiyun were both born at that time." Jian Yaomin looked a little embarrassed. After all, she was his own daughter. Speaking of this, she naturally felt a little lacking in confidence.
"Hmph -" Xin Yi snorted heavily with the tip of her nose, how disgusting!
She already has a family, she got married and had children, she still messed around, deceived her mother's feelings, and then abandoned her mother, disgusting!
Jian Yaomin once again had nothing to say and could only sigh heavily.
The office door opened, and Secretary Qian walked in. The smile on his face was a little false, probably because he felt uncomfortable after hearing the conversation between the two father and daughter.
Sure enough, he is of a romantic nature. This man has had his way with many good women.
"Yiyi, don't blame your father, he has his own difficulties." Secretary Qian smiled softly.
Why is Xin Chengsu so infatuated with Jian Yaomin? Maybe Secretary Qian can relate to it. Because Jian Yaomin is indeed very good at work, and the female secretary who works next to him can naturally see it most clearly.
I was fascinated by his personal style and the way he worked. Serious and passionate men have a fatal attraction for women, which women cannot resist.