406 Falling in love with others is destroying oneself
"I calculated that there are still two years until you graduate. I will work harder and get my grades in two years. I feel relieved that you are in school. However, I didn't expect that as soon as I leave, you will..."
Tang Jingtao hesitated to speak, looked at Xin Yi, then slowly hugged her into his arms, and whispered:
"Let me hold you for a while longer, okay? We won't talk about the past. We are still young and have a long way to go. We can't end it at the beginning, right?"
Xin Yi's mind became confused again. Facts have proved that she is indeed easily instigated and unstable.
"I'm sorry..." Xin Yi said in a low voice.
Even if that's the case, she can't look back: "I have already promised your uncle, and I can't go back on it..."
Tang Jinteng said that he hated betrayal.
Of course she remembered the terrifying look in his eyes when he said this. No matter what, she couldn't have any other thoughts.
Tang Jinteng was such a powerful person, she couldn't hide anything from him.
"I don't want to swing around anymore. I just want a quiet life. I just want a stable environment. Tang Jingtao, can you please stop disturbing me?" Xin Yi said seriously.
This is her true words.
No matter whether she chose his uncle or not, she couldn't regret it. At least, she couldn't until Tang Jinteng regretted it.
"Yiyi!" Tang Jingtao let go of Xin Yi, and Xin Yi took the opportunity to take a step back and turned sideways, not looking at him.
Tang Jingtao's face was hurt and he whispered:
"Are you really willing to stay with my third uncle? My third uncle is already thirty-five, you will only be nineteen next year, and he is sixteen years older than you! Have you ever thought about the gap? My uncle's
You are not involved in at least one-third of life. Yiyi, do you know my uncle? Do you really love him? "
Naturally, Tang Jingtao would not believe that Xin Yi was willing to stay with her third uncle because of her wealth and her desire to live a luxurious life. She was not that kind of person.
Because Tang Jingtao believed it, he would definitely not say anything that would make Xin Yi sad.
This is the difference between Tang Jingtao and his uncle.
If it was his uncle, he must have stabbed Xin Yi many times.
Tang Jingtao wouldn't. He felt sorry for her and was unwilling to irritate her with any malicious words.
Therefore, there are many kinds of kindness between men and women. Tang Jingtao was gentle and caring, but his uncle never said anything about his kindness to women.
Xin Yi covered her ears and shouted loudly:
"Can you please stop saying these words? Please stop saying these words to disturb my heart. I don't want to listen to them!"
Tang Jingtao pulled Xinyi, but Xinyi shook him off and said angrily:
"You can like me, but you can no longer influence who I accept. Tang Jingtao, how about we just break up? Don't embarrass me by saying this again, okay? I don't want to be ungrateful and break my word.
White-eyed wolf, I am not that kind of person!"
"I know……"
Tang Jingtao whispered, "But it was wrong for you to choose my uncle."
"Don't worry about it." Xin Yi's tears rolled down her face: "When I was living on the street, you were not the one who relied on me. You have no right to say this."
"Haha, after all, you still mind that I'm not by your side when something happens to you. Yes, it's my fault. It's my fault, my own stupidity..." Tang Jingtao laughed at himself loudly, with a helpless smile.
It's sad to see.
Xin Yi looked at Tang Jingtao, and her heart ached a little.
"Why do you say this about yourself? I don't mean to blame you..."
He couldn't help her with her troubles.
However, Tang Jingtao's words really shook my heart.
If, as Tang Jingtao said, it was true. If Tang Jinteng had not defeated him and Tang Jingtao had not gone abroad, they would still be together now, and she would not be living under someone else's roof, living a life of fear.
Could she not know how much danger she was taking by accepting Tang Jinteng?
Falling in love with someone is actually destroying yourself.
Look at her mother, she has been living in self-deception of happiness. She feels happy, but in the eyes of others, she is very pitiful.
Xin Yi is selfish, she is unwilling to fall in love with others.
However, Tang Jinteng was so strong that if she didn't show his sincerity, he would not give up and let her go.
Maybe, rich people are like this and like to play with other people's feelings.
Tang Jinteng looked at Xin Yi, his eyes a little distant, and whispered:
"I have already said what I should say. Since you still insist, I can't fight you anymore. Friendship is not about feelings. I hope that when you see me in the future, you will not think about running away immediately. I forget you,
It still needs some time. Please understand the pain of being rejected by the girl you like. If I can’t hug you, always give me a chance to look at you."
Xin Yi buried her head. For a long time, she said in a muffled voice:
"How long will that take?"
Tang Jingtao looked at her with sadness in his heart. He fell in love with a girl who seemed innocent and kind, but in fact, she was not sincere.
Xin Yi thought Tang Jingtao didn't understand, so she looked up at him and asked again:
"How long will it take to forget me?"
When these words came out, they felt familiar. Because Tang Jinteng once said similar words, but he asked how long it would take for her to fall in love with him.
Tang Jingtao smiled sadly, shook his head, and said with a smile:
"I don't know much about relationships, but I just liked you..."
Listening to his words, Xin Yi felt a surge of sadness in her heart and whispered:
"sorry……"
"It doesn't matter, I'm a man, and a man stands upright. Falling out of love is no big deal. But from now on, Yiyi, don't hide from me. Before I forget you, I miss you so much that I just want to take a look at you.
Don't worry, I know you're afraid that I'll disturb you, so I have a sense of propriety." Tang Jingtao laughed loudly, his eyes sore.
You just let go of a girl you like so much?
"Tang Jingtao, don't do this, I will, I feel so guilty..." Xin Yi felt uncomfortable.
I don't know why I'm so sad, but my heart suddenly hurts so much, I've never felt so uncomfortable before.
"I don't know if I really like you, but I'm so sad right now. So, please stop saying those words, okay?" Xin Yi bit her lip and whispered.
Tang Jingtao looked at her and whispered:
"Can you let me hug you again? If I hold you, you will feel better."
Xin Yi looked up at him, her eyes filled with tears, which made Tang Jingtao's heart ache.
If he was strong enough and capable enough to protect her, would he still give her up to others?
Tang Jingtao hugged Xin Yi, gently rested his chin on her head, and whispered:
