"At first, I couldn't accept that others saw me this way, but now, when I think about it, it's actually like this. You are right, this is the kind of person I am."
Xin Yi's face was ashen and her voice was very calm. Following Tang Jinteng, she never thought about asking anyone to understand her. She had no relatives or friends in the first place, so why did she do so much useless work?
Tang Jingtao immediately said:
"No, I have never looked at you like this. I can understand your pain. When your mother was lying in the hospital, when your mother left you, and when I, a fool, also left you in that situation,
I can understand the pressure in your heart and the changes in your emotions..."
Xin Yi turned her face away, what's the use of talking about it now that it's all over? We can't start over from the beginning.
Tang Jingtao probably realized that this was something Xin Yi didn't want to touch, so he shut up.
After a pause, he changed the topic and said:
"Actually, my purpose is very simple. I just don't want to see you do stupid things again. It's all my fault for you to do such things. I have been blaming my third uncle for sending me abroad behind his back, but I don't blame him.
, it’s my own lack of firmness, and all this is my fault. Now I will never leave you again, Yiyi. I came back secretly this time, and never thought of leaving again. Wherever you are, I will be there.”
"Tang Jingtao, do you know that this will make me very embarrassed? I will not leave your uncle. I am just a vain person. Don't you understand?"
Xin Yi was helpless. Why didn't he understand? What he did would only cause more trouble for others. Would she choose again?
"Yiyi, how long has it been since you looked at your heart?" Tang Jingtao asked in a low voice.
"..."
Xin Yi didn't answer, turned around and walked out, whispering:
"I'm going back to school. I'm different from you. You have a lot of good opportunities to waste. The world's famous universities are right in front of you for you to choose from. I don't have that condition. I still have to go to school and have everything I want.
I have to fight for it myself..."
After a pause, he looked sideways at Tang Jingtao and said:
"I'm a nuisance. Every time you come to see me, something will happen. For the sake of your life and health, you'd better not come to me. You take good care of yourself and I'm leaving."
"Yiyi, wait a minute." Tang Jingtao said urgently.
Xin Yi took two steps, then turned around and looked at him, "What else is there?"
"Happy holidays, you will take the gift I gave you to Lego, right?" Tang Jingtao said in a low voice.
Xin Yi frowned and immediately refused.
"I don't want anything from you. If your uncle finds out, I can't explain it clearly."
Tang Jingtao said:
"Just because I'm lying here to give you this gift, can you accept it? I just want to hand it over to you the day before Valentine's Day. You see, it doesn't take up your quota for receiving gifts on Valentine's Day.
Is it right?"
Xin Yi's eyes turned red and she turned around and ran away.
"You must have done it on purpose." Her voice gradually disappeared into the air.
Tang Jingtao opened his eyes and tried hard to see her back clearly, but it was still a shadow.
Xin Yi returned to school, and Tang Jingtao's gift was a backpack, a travel bag, with fifty-six letters inside, each with a date.
Looking at the date, we can tell that he started writing from the day he left Qingcheng to fly to the United States. Sometimes he wrote one or two letters a day, sometimes every week, and time has passed until now.
Xin Yi didn't want to open the letter, but a stack of letters was placed under her pillow. She couldn't sleep at night, so she opened it anyway. She cried from the first letter to the fifty-sixth letter, and her tears didn't stop.
Sometimes, there are many feelings that only words can reach the level of touching the soul.
After reading the letter, a strong feeling of being loved enveloped her. Xinyi cried and laughed at the same time. She didn't know that Tang Jingtao really liked her so much. Every stroke of her words was right.
She is loved and missed.
He said: "When I'm not here, I don't know how many times you can think of me, don't reply to my emails, are you angry again, baby?"
He said: "I'll be back next week. I can take you to eat and drink, chat and laugh with you, and play around with you."
He said: "I miss you so much, baby. It makes my heart ache."
He said: "My room is covered with your photos. The photos of us together are all mimeographed. Don't worry that I will be fascinated by others, because my heart is with you."
He said: "..."
Xin Yi didn't sleep all night. When she woke up the next day, her eyes were swollen, so she went to class staring at them.
After class, I sent a message to Tang Jinteng saying that I couldn’t go to his place because I had homework.
After receiving the news of Tang Jinteng's approval, she went directly to Qingfeng.
But she didn't know where the hospital was in Qingfeng, and the long-distance bus she took went directly to Qingfeng Bus Station. She didn't have the phone numbers of Lego and Li Ming, and Tang Jingtao's number had long been deleted by her.
Xin Yi stood at the station all afternoon, the wind chilling her heart.
He probably woke himself up a little, and his longing to see Tang Jingtao subsided little by little.
After calming down, I bought a ticket to return to Qingcheng.
Ahri went back to the dormitory in the evening. He was absent from class on the first day. Ahri was the only one in the class, so his name was taken down.
The person who saw Ah Li back was Kou Yuancheng, who was very low-key. The car stopped at a stop in front of the school, probably because he was afraid of being discovered. For a politician like Kou Yuancheng, any news may destroy him.
Ah Li walked back, and Xin Yi arrived not long after she entered the dormitory. Neither of them looked very good.
"Crying?"
When Ahri turned around, Xinyi suddenly stood behind her, which shocked Ahri.
Xin Yi didn't say anything and only asked:
"You're back. There's a class problem today. Don't you know?"
"I know, what does it matter whether I go up or not?" Ah Li said nonchalantly.
Ahri walked into the dormitory. Xiaoli and Zhang Tingting, who were originally arguing, shut up and looked at Ahri who had changed a lot.
Xiaoli looked at Ah Li's face, not to mention her dress, but why did her face become smaller? Her nose also straightened up. It just disappeared during the winter vacation. Why did it change so much?
"Ali, have you gone to South Korea?" Xiaoli couldn't hold back and asked directly.
Naturally, others didn't realize the point of Xiaoli's question, but Ahri himself understood it.
He forced a smile and said:
"No, it's too cold in Korea. I went to New Zealand for vacation."
"Wow...I haven't even been abroad yet." Zhang Tingting exclaimed in a low voice.
Zhang Tingting felt that each dormitory was more powerful than the other. She had never noticed Mingli before. She probably didn't dress up in anything outstanding before. But when she saw him suddenly, it was as if he appeared out of thin air.
Xiaoli laughed and said:
"Did you bring us gifts? Yiyi also brought a box of Ferrero Rocher for each of us in the dormitory. They are genuine."
