Tang Jinteng strode forward and held her wrist tightly with his big palm, not allowing her to break free.
"Be careful with the car." Tang Jinteng lowered his voice, held Xin Yi's hand tightly, and strode forward.
Xin Yi held up the hem of her skirt and followed him. When she raised her eyes, she looked at his tall and tall figure, and her heart beat gradually faster. His big, dry hand held her hand, and she felt a sense of security that she had never felt before.
And born.
Xin Yi's eyes suddenly turned red and her nose was sore. Why wasn't he so considerate before?
She wished that someone would hold her hand when crossing the road, not because she was afraid, but because she felt that this moment would make her feel sweet and warm.
After crossing the road, Tang Jinteng did not let go of her hand, he still held it tightly and pulled her forward.
In fact, Tang Jinteng didn't know where he was going. Which direction was the Civil Affairs Bureau? He just walked with her according to her temper.
Taking care of her speed, Tang Jinteng walked very slowly and did not speak a word.
After walking for a long time, Xin Yi whispered:
"I once hoped that my partner would do something for me, just to pull me across the street. I didn't think about how rich or capable he was. I just hoped that he really cared about me. On my birthday, how many invitations would I give to you?
It's enough to have a good time with a good friend, eat a piece of cake, and drink a little wine. I have never expected to hold a luxurious birthday party and invite so many well-connected people to fill the occasion. I don't need to tell others how much face I have.
It doesn't belong to me, and it's not appropriate to give it to me reluctantly."
Tang Jinteng held her hand tightly and said nothing.
Xin Yi raised her eyes to look at the tall and broad man, only seeing some of his profile, and then slowly buried her head.
"I actually don't have that many ideas. What I want is very simple. I think I can work harder, I can do better, and I can achieve some results. My husband is too good, and I can only be worthy of him if I work harder
.He won’t know how weak I am when I stand next to him in public. I also want to be proud of him and want to be his pride.”
Xin Yi spoke slowly, knowing that he would not respond and not expecting what he would say. She just wanted to say what was in her heart.
"I know I'm very selfish. While I complained about you, I didn't think about you myself. I'm learning how to love others, but I can't seem to do anything well except professionally. I'm sorry."
The two walked for a long time before Tang Jinteng stopped and turned to look at her.
"what else?"
Xin Yifa looked at him blankly, "What?"
"What else do you want your partner to do for you, huh?" Tang Jinteng asked with serious eyes.
Xin Yi sighed, "I like to eat banana boats. He doesn't restrain me but takes the initiative to buy them for me. He carries me hiking on his back, goes shopping with me, and watches movies with me. I never thought he would always be so busy.
There are no normal weekly breaks..."
These were impossible for Tang Jinteng, and she never expected him to do this for her.
Tang Jinteng held Xin Yi's hand and said, "I promise you all this. Is it okay to have a normal weekly rest day?"
"You don't have to do this. I didn't ask you to do this. I know you are very busy..." Xin Yi's voice was a little soft. Wasn't this embarrassing him?
She knew how busy he was, but she just couldn't stand the fact that he had to restrain her when he was too busy to take care of her.
"I can do it, do I still need a divorce?" Tang Jinteng looked directly at Xin Yi's face and asked seriously.
"..." Xin Yi didn't speak. Tang Jinteng let go of her hand and stood tall in front of her.
"Xin Yi, marriage is not a child's play. Have you really thought about getting a divorce because of today's temporary anger? As long as there is no relationship problem, what reason is there for divorce? What do you think?" Tang Jinteng said seriously.
Both of them have calmed down, and it is much easier to communicate now than when they were angry before.
"I thought so before, but now I know it's not the case." Xin Yi muttered.
She had never told him that she felt inferior in front of him. She didn't care before, but now, when he wants to bring her to an occasion, the first thing anyone asks about his wife's background is.
She doesn't have a good family background, and if she doesn't work hard the day after tomorrow, how can she have the confidence to stand by his side?
"These problems are occurring now, and there will be more and more in the future..."
"If there is a problem, solve it. Everyone has more or less problems. Our life has just begun. You shrink back when you encounter a problem. Xinyi, you are not such a timid person. Work hard for me once, okay?
"
Tang Jinteng looked at Xin Yi and spoke sincerely, putting aside his identity and aloofness. To be precise, he was pleading and retaining.
Xin Yi said nothing and slowly lowered his head.
Tang Jinteng said again:
"If you want to study abroad, I understand that if you study in China, as long as you are talented, you can become successful and famous. If you want to pursue your major, you can. I have promised not to interfere in anything with you, and now I will not interfere with anything."
It still counts, but the prerequisite is that you can't leave me. Xinyi, couples who are not separated will not have problems, do you really trust me so much? "
"I haven't thought about this..." Xin Yi said slowly.
Tang Jinteng looked at her for a long time and compromised:
"Promise me, try to adapt to the life here, give it a try, live here for two months, and study at Beijing University for two months. If the learning atmosphere is not what you want, or you really can't learn anything,
I promise you to study abroad."
"You have promised several times, but you still haven't..." Xin Yi spoke in a low voice, looked up at him, and whispered his crime.
"Last year you asked Lu Zeng to apply for admission to Cambridge and Stanford for me, but you didn't... I checked and found that only the University of Victoria had records, but now they have all been disqualified..."
She had been angry before, but now that she talks about it, she feels much calmer.
"Really want to go abroad that much?" Tang Jinteng asked seriously.
Xin Yi nodded slowly, "I think."
She wants to go out and see the world. She is like a frog in a well. She wants to get in touch with different cultural backgrounds and understand different countries. This is her life experience. Without certain experience, her designs will not be thick.
"I will seriously consider your request." Tang Jinteng agreed, but Xin Yi shook his head.
"Did you agree? Can I apply myself?"
"...Okay." Tang Jinteng said for a long time, "Before receiving the admission notice, I will live here and study at Beijing University on a trial basis. I will try to adapt to it. Can I do it?"
"Okay, okay." Xin Yi finally showed her face, and she was relieved to do her own thing.
"Are you still getting divorced?" Tang Jinteng asked again.
Xin Yi shook his head, walked towards him, hugged his body, "Thank you, Tang Jinteng."
