Tang Jinteng wiped his face with his big palm. This is the real her, right?
Resentment and disgust are all that is left for him, right?
Tang Jinteng looked at the back of Jujue leaving, walking away step by step, and his heart was hollowed out bit by bit.
What is the result of trying to recover?
I thought I could get back together, but I screwed everything up.
Why do two people's relationship go through so many twists and turns? They meet without fate, and they meet but can't be together. Who is torturing?
In the end, Tang Jinteng quickly chased after her, wrapped Xin Yi into his arms vigorously, placed his chin on top of her head, and whispered:
"Xinyi, what do you want? What do you want? Hmm?"
"Can you let go? I'm pregnant now!" Xin Yi whispered.
Tang Jinteng let go of her, but at the same time he walked around her, held her hand, and asked in a low voice:
"What can I do to make you feel better? What can I do to make you feel relieved?"
Xin Yi broke away from his hand and reached out to touch his face, tears rolling out.
She said, "Actually, I love you."
Tang Jinteng's eyes instantly turned red. Because of love, does he hate it?
"Wife..." Tang Jinteng murmured.
Xin Yi's eyes slowly narrowed, "I haven't felt my heart for a long time, all because of you. Do you know why I came back? I really came back to take revenge on you, but in front of you, I am like this
It’s useless, how am I taking revenge on you? I’m taking revenge on myself.”
The ambition to hollow him out bit by bit and destroy him bit by bit can only be planned in the mind.
If I really do it, it will hurt me a thousand times more than him.
Tang Jinteng's eyes filled with tears, looking at the woman who finally opened her heart to him. Can he survive the clouds and see the moonlight? Or will he enter another emotional abyss that will never be recovered?
"I've made you feel wronged, my wife. I have only loved you as a woman in this life, and it was my dissatisfaction that caused a happy marriage and family to break up. No matter what I do to make up for it, it can't destroy my fault.
I wanted to cover the sky with one hand at the beginning, but now it's too late to regret it. I don't ask you to forgive me, I just ask that the two of us can still be together. I understand that it is too difficult to let go of the past, and I am willing to wait for you to truly
Open your heart and accept me for one more day."
Tang Jinteng's big palm covered her hand, and her palm pressed tightly against his cheek, gently rubbing his hard cheek.
"Look, it's me who is useless, right? Tang Jinteng in front of outsiders is just an illusion. Without you, I feel like I am an empty shell, without a soul, living like a walking zombie. Xinyi, because of me, you have suffered a lot.
I know that I want to make amends, but no matter what I do, you will never accept me again. Yiyi, do you think we can still be together?"
Xin Yi withdrew her hand, looked away, and smiled faintly.
"This is how I behave when I talk to you. No matter how confident I am, whenever I face you, it seems that I am the one who is wrong and the one who should not be the one. Tang Jinteng, I feel that I have been squeezed too much by you and I don’t want you anymore.
.But you have made me suffer so much, and I am not willing to give you up to someone else. What do you think I should do?"
"Do you want to ask me?" Tang Jinteng held her face and asked in a low voice.
Xin Yi looked at him with confusion in her eyes.
Tang Jinteng kissed her forehead and said seriously:
"If you are not willing to do so, you will stay by my side, harming me for the rest of my life, torturing me for the rest of my life, and making my future life uneasy. If you give me a few more children, you mother and son will harm me together, leaving me no time to care about anyone or anything.
How about just being a cow and a horse for you and your children?"
"..." Xin Yi frowned and looked at him, "It sounds good, but..."
Tang Jinteng hugged her gently and said, just let it go. The feelings are still there, right?
He knew that she wouldn't be so cruel, and she couldn't do anything hateful. He knew her too well, and she had a tangled temper. After going through so many things, how could she not be conflicted? She was lucky that she didn't go crazy.
"Is that okay? Just listen to my arrangements, okay?" Tang Jinteng held her head and whispered in her ear.
"Okay." Xin Yi responded.
Tang Jinteng held Xin Yi in his arms, exhaled for a long time, and whispered:
"One last question for you, please answer me, okay?"
"Um."
"Whose child is it? Isn't it really Mr. Ent's?" Tang Jinteng still didn't believe it.
It was impossible for her to accept another man. He knew her. If it was Mr. Ent's, then when she was emotionally fragile after being discharged from the hospital, it would be reasonable for Mr. Ent to take advantage of her in the name of her mentor.
Regardless of whether he can accept it or not, things are already like this and he can no longer deceive himself.
Xin Yi didn't say anything. Tang Jinteng let go of her, lowered his body, held her face and looked at her level.
"I... won't hurt this child, I promise you. You must hate me so much to retaliate like this. I did something wrong first, and I should bear the consequences no matter what. I have always been selfish and conceited,
It will take some time to treat the child as my own after it is born, but I will work hard. You also have to promise me that you will give birth to our common child, okay?"
Xin Yi was a little distracted, turned her eyes elsewhere, and murmured:
"Do you think of me as a sow?"
"Huh?" Tang Jinteng approached her and rubbed her face with his fingertips, asking her to look at him.
Xin Yi paused and said, "It's not my teacher's. I won't drag my beloved teacher into trouble..."
"Huh?" Tang Jinteng frowned. Did she not hear what he just said or something?
Xin Yi said in a low voice, "There are many handsome guys in foreign bars, from all countries. You know, women also have needs sometimes. Well, I don't know who they are, anyway..."
"That's enough!" Tang Jinteng shouted angrily, undoubtedly frightening the woman in front of him.
Xin Yi looked at him with round eyes and asked aggrievedly:
"Why are you hurting me?"
Tang Jinteng took a deep breath, forced a smile, and nibbled on her mouth again and again.
He smiled and said: "I won't be harsh on you anymore, eh? I'm crazy, don't take it seriously, okay?"
Xin Yi curled her lips, wrapped her thin and soft arms around his neck, and asked in a low voice:
"So, we've settled our differences, right?"
"..." Tang Jinteng hugged the person up, really being so intimate in public without any scruples.
"If you are unwilling, then hate me. Anyway, I won't let you go. No matter whose seed is in your belly today, black or white, one day it will be my, Tang Jinteng's seed. Little guy,
Look, I’m not short-lived, I can wait until that day, right?”
