Liu Yun chased her to the corner and saw the girl in pink standing on the edge of the corridor looking at her. She was waiting for Liu Yun to chase her.
"Jin Han..." Liu Yun called out, not knowing what to say. She didn't know how much Jin Han heard, and she didn't know how much she could guess. "When did you come?"
Mu Jinhan, the third young lady of the Mu Mansion, has always been sensitive and delicate. She is actually very similar to Mrs.
Those things that disgusted her, and she defended them with a gesture of rejection, drawing a wall as a prison.
"Sister, this place... is really dirty." The young girl's red lips parted slightly, but her voice contained a bit of vicissitudes that should not belong to her age. Jin Han turned around slightly, looking at the sky in the distance, her eyebrows
A bit melancholy.
"Many people, many things, have too much helplessness. We have no way to refuse, we can only accept them all, do you understand?" Liu Yun has experienced more after all, and is easier to accept some dirty and dirty things than Jin Han.
Shit, this sister of hers was protected so well by the Xia family that she couldn't even be seen to be dirty at all.
Jin Han shook her head, the pain between her brows looming, and she whispered: "You know, ever since I can remember, all I have seen is intrigues and plots. I often wonder, am I going to be in such a state of fear for the rest of my life?"
Have you spent your time in anxiety? Sister, I am not willing to accept it. I don’t want this kind of life, being imprisoned in such a square house and competing with a group of women for favor."
Liu Yun's eyes showed surprise. She never thought that Jin Han, who had always been quiet and introverted, had a much bigger heart than she imagined.
"Dad has favored my mother for so many years, but it is only partial favor. My mother has been hiding in Moyuan all day long. I know that she misses my father in her heart. She waits day after day. Maybe in my father's heart, my mother has some thoughts.
She is in the same position, but so what, he has not allowed her to become less and less like her before under the fights of those women." Jin Han lowered his head, with disappointment on his face. She had been
She thought her mother was content with the status quo, but it wasn't until today that she realized that her mother's palace was actually so deep that she couldn't even imagine it.
"She is trying to protect you for so many years, don't you understand?" Liu Yun walked to Jin Han's side and stood side by side with her. It was only at this moment that she suddenly realized that the three people she had always protected behind her
Sister, you have actually grown up.
"Sister, do you know? My mother's last miscarriage was within her expectation. When a mother knows that her body is bound to miscarry, what she thinks of is not sorrow or sadness, but
How to use this biggest bargaining chip to get what she wants." Jin Han looked ahead expressionlessly, but the hands hidden in her sleeves were tightly held, and her nails pinched the palms of her hands hard, causing pain to spread.
Come, and she felt extremely happy.
Liu Yun was slightly startled, and turned her head to look at Jin Han in surprise. She had always been doubtful about miscarriage before, but now Jin Han's words finally made her understand the truth, and even she couldn't help it.
There was a surge of sadness, especially for Jin Han.
"Sister, this is a place that can turn people's hearts into stone. I'm very afraid... I'm afraid that one day I will become such a person, cold, heartless, vicious, killing without blood, even my own children and relatives.
I'm really afraid of using and sacrificing." Crystal tears slid down her cheeks, Jin Han's voice was broken and hollow, as if coming from the distant sky.
Liu Yun, who had always thought she was eloquent, felt such powerlessness for the first time. She didn't know how to comfort Jin Han. Waves of exhaustion hit her heart, causing her to involuntarily close her eyes slightly.
"Our family has come all the way to this point, no matter how hard we die, how long we can go, elder sister, I really don't know how long I can support it." Jin Han turned to look at Liu Yun, her bright eyes full of sadness.
, she whispered, "A long time ago, I wanted to leave here, go to a place where no one knows me, and live a new life. There are no plots, no scheming, no need to watch words, and I can live a carefree life.
place.”
Her words also caused ripples in Liu Yun's heart. Who wouldn't want to have such a life? Liu Yun had also longed for it, right?
"Sister, I want to leave here." There was a seriousness in Jin Han's voice. She bit her lip and turned to Liuyun solemnly, "I want to leave Linyang City."
Liuyun frowned and took a step back involuntarily. The longing and expectation in Jinhan's eyes were so bright that she could hardly resist.
"Where are you going?" In fact, what she really wanted to ask was what to do about her engagement with Situ Shang, but for some reason, Liu Yun suddenly didn't want to ask, because this third sister, who had always been shy and introverted, had something she didn't have.
Her courage was so incredible that Liu Yun felt a surge of respect in her heart.
"I don't know. In short, I just want to leave Mu Mansion, Linyang City, and the place where I have been detained for more than ten years." Tears filled Jin Han's eyes. She knew that this might be the only time she escaped.
Chances are, as long as she gets the support of her eldest sister, maybe she can really leave here.
Liu Yun's heart was filled with emotions, but she didn't know why she wanted to support her escape crazily.
"The matter between Situ Shang and I was originally a win-win deal. If I left, the Gu family would not want to marry me, so there would be no need for Situ Shang's help. Sister, please help me, okay?
?" Jin Han hesitated for a long time, and finally made her request to Liu Yun. What she wanted was Liu Yun's help.
"Once you leave the Mu Mansion, you are no longer the third lady of the Mu Mansion. You have no servants to cheer you up, and no one to protect you. Jin Han, your relatives, and your home, don't you want them anymore?" Liu Yun's question
She was very serious, and she had even started to think about it in her heart. If she wanted to leave, should she ask people from Murong Villa for help?
But the question is, is it really good for her to leave?
Is it really okay for a person like her, who has a docile and gentle nature, to leave home?
"Eldest sister, I don't want to be trapped in a Sifang house. Whether it's the Mu family, the Gu family, or the Situ family, my mother has worked hard all her life just to protect me when I grow up. I know all of this." Jin Han's eyes.
Covered in fog, she just said slowly, "I'm not my mother. I can't be like her, guarding a small courtyard, looking forward to a man's occasional look back. Such a life is too painful.
.”
Liuyun was slightly startled. Jinhan's words were like a thorn in her heart. She had never struggled like this before. That's why she struggled not to marry Shen Yi and struggled to marry Dongfang.
Also, struggling to have a different life.
In fact, everyone has the simplest dreams and the most beautiful longings. The difference is that some people are willing to give up everything to chase them, while some people weigh everything and care about everything.
"Okay, I'll help you." At this time, Liu Yun just wanted to help her third sister from the bottom of her heart. She had no other interests to worry about, she just simply wanted to see Jin Han happy.
[Author's digression]: I ate a bowl of Thousand Mile wontons on the way to get off work, but I came back late, so the update was late... Ahem, the wontons are so delicious. They are so delicious.