Seeing Zhao Yang's somewhat embarrassed look, the originally excited and expectant smile on Lin Xueqi's face gradually froze, the curves raised at the corners of her mouth slowly converged, and her bright eyes that seemed to be able to speak slowly became cold.
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After a moment of silence, Lin Xueqi took a deep breath, forced herself to pull up the corner of her mouth, showed a very forced smile, and said in a seemingly relaxed and calm tone: "Oh, since you have something to do, forget it, I'm sorry, yes
I took the liberty."
While speaking, Lin Xueqi had already let go of her hand holding Zhao Yang's arm, and with a somewhat cold expression, she picked up Weiwei, who was squatting next to her, and stood up.
Although Lin Xueqi reluctantly pretended to be nonchalant, the disappointment in her expression and tone, as well as her somewhat deliberate indifference, still betrayed how unpeaceful she felt at the moment. Especially when
, Zhao Yang clearly felt the vibrato in Lin Xueqi's voice that was suppressed as much as possible.
With Lin Xueqi's intelligence, how could she not guess what was going on when she saw Zhao Yang's embarrassed look? In fact, she had always vaguely known that Zhao Yang had some ambiguity with a classmate named 'Mu Qinglan'
relationship, but because such a 'crash' incident has never happened before, Lin Xueqi's subconscious has been avoiding this problem and not thinking too much about it. At the same time, she also holds some 'lucky' feelings in her heart
I thought that the joke I made at the beginning was not true.
Now that she discovered that Zhao Yang's expression was different, the woman's sensitivity would naturally be directly associated with 'Mu Qinglan'.
After Lin Xueqi finished speaking, she didn't give Zhao Yang a chance to speak again. She immediately rushed back to her room with "Weiwei" in her arms, leaving only Zhao Yang with his back, and then backhanded her.
'The door closed with a sound!
Zhao Yang sat on the sofa and looked at Lin Xueqi's closed door. He smiled bitterly and touched his nose. He picked up the TV remote control on the coffee table and switched channels unconsciously with his fingers. Although his eyes were looking at the TV screen,
But there was no focus, and he seemed a little lost and confused.
After switching the TV channels from beginning to end, and then from beginning to end several times, Zhao Yang finally threw the remote control aside, leaned back on the sofa with some dejection, crossed his hands behind his head, and raised his head.
Staring at the ceiling, he sighed silently...
"It seems that what is supposed to come has come. People, after all, are human beings. They all have their own poisonous thoughts and feelings, and they cannot be like tools or animals. Especially, they all lived and grew up in the environment of this era.
.I’m afraid it’s difficult to accept these with inherent concepts. After all, this place is different from the ‘Diyuan Xianlu’!”
Zhao Yang sighed. Although there are countless lovers, mistresses, mistresses and the like in this society, Zhao Yang is different after all. What he wants is the true emotion that can accompany him all the way.
OK, the partner who spends the long journey of spiritual practice is the experience of worldly love, not the simple love between a man and a woman.
And Lin Xueqi and Mu Qinglan are not those promiscuous women. They are both very simple and pure. They both have an innocent and beautiful yearning for love.
"Everyone says that 'love tribulation' is the most difficult to overcome. It's true. Maybe, this is really my 'love tribulation'. If I can survive this 'emotional tribulation', I think my Taoist mind will be more perfect."
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"It's just that it's not easy to get through this 'love disaster'. I don't want to hurt either Xue Qi or Qing Lan. Likewise, I can't tell which one is more serious between them. What should I do?
There is a choice between two options. But if you don’t choose, it will probably continue to cause greater harm to both of them... This is almost an unsolvable knot!"
Zhao Yang frowned and sighed. It has been a long, long time since he felt as 'powerless' and 'confused' as he does now. This is not a lack of strength, but a weakness of state of mind and spirit.
My thoughts were a little confused. It was as if there were several voices arguing in my head, saying different choices and answers.
For example, choose Lin Xueqi? Mu Qinglan? Forcefully keep both of them by his side, completely ignoring their own feelings? Or... simply choose neither of them, and go back to the "Earth Yuan Xianlu"
I'm going to walk alone in the world, return to the mountains and fields, devote myself to hard training, and just seek immortality and immortality?
Zhao Yang was really confused at this moment. This was indeed a 'tribulation' for him. If he couldn't figure out the clues, I'm afraid his state of mind would be entangled with this for a long time. Now his cultivation level is still low.
It won't reveal anything, but if he waits until his cultivation reaches a certain level and needs to understand the world of life and understand the great ways of heaven and earth, this tangled 'tribulation' in his heart may become a huge hidden danger.
He leaned back on the sofa and closed his eyes for a long time. After all, Zhao Yang still had no clue. In the end, he could only shake his head vigorously, take a deep breath, and temporarily suppress all the chaotic thoughts in his mind.
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The years he experienced in Diyuan Xianlu allowed Zhao Yang to calm down as quickly as possible, and not to think about things that he couldn't figure out for the time being. With deliberate actions, Zhao Yang could still adjust his mentality and emotions relatively easily.
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"No matter what, let's take one step at a time! That's all we can do now..."
Zhao Yang suddenly opened his eyes and looked up at the time on the wall clock in the living room. It was almost the time he had agreed with Mu Qinglan, so he turned off the TV and stood up from the sofa.
Just as he thought, some things now can only be done step by step. All he has to do now is go to the appointment!
He went back to the room to get a thicker windbreaker and put it on. Before going out, Zhao Yang couldn't help but take a deep look at Lin Xueqi's closed door, then opened the door and walked out.
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Along the way to H University, you can still feel some of the "Christmas" atmosphere. At least some of the street shops have "Christmas trees" and "Santa Claus" images on their doors, and some shop assistants also have "Christmas trees" on their heads.
Wearing a Santa hat.
Although today's temperature is very cold, hitting a new low again and already falling below zero, there are still some pedestrians on the street because of 'Christmas'. Of course, it's not night yet, so it's not too lively.
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Although Zhao Yang only wore a pair of thermal underwear and a windbreaker, he didn't feel cold at all. He was already at the 'middle stage of Qi Condensation'. As long as it wasn't the ultra-low temperature of more than ten degrees, basically this kind of clothing was enough.
Keep out the cold.
Braving the biting cold wind, he arrived at University H and Zhao Yang directly dialed Mu Qinglan's mobile phone number.
"Hey, Qinglan? I'm already at school now. I'll go to the door of your dormitory area right now. You can get ready and then come down. Remember to dress warmly, okay?" Zhao Yang gave a few instructions.
Mu Qinglan over there also responded quickly: "Yeah, I know! Then wait for me at the door of the dormitory for a while, I will go down right away!"
It was obvious from Mu Qinglan's voice that she was in a very happy mood at the moment.
"Yeah, okay." After a response, Zhao Yang hung up the phone with Mu Qinglan, and then continued to walk to the door of the girls' dormitory area to wait for Mu Qinglan.
Zhao Yang didn't wait long and stood there for four or five minutes when he saw Mu Qinglan, who was wearing a dark purple down windbreaker and black thickened thermal pantyhose, carrying a red satchel.
Jogging out of the dormitory area in small steps.
"Zhao Yang, have you been waiting for a long time?" Mu Qinglan saw Zhao Yang waiting at the door at a glance, couldn't help but trot up to Zhao Yang, took one of Zhao Yang's hands and said playfully.
Although the weather was very cold, Mu Qinglan's pretty face was still filled with a happy smile when she saw Zhao Yang.
At this moment, Zhao Yang had temporarily put aside his previous worries. Looking at Mu Qinglan, who was smiling sweetly with her white chin slightly raised in front of her, he couldn't help but smile, "No, it's only a few minutes."
"Okay, let's go! Where do you want to go?" Zhao Yang took Mu Qinglan's little hand and asked with a smile.
Mu Qinglan tilted her head and thought for a while, "How about we go to the pedestrian street in the city center? It's lively there!"
"Well, okay! Let's go to the city center then." Zhao raised his head, held hands with Mu Qinglan, walked out of H University side by side, took a taxi at the school gate and went directly to the city center.
H University is not very far from the city center, only about twenty minutes' drive.
As a first-tier city in China, H City, even though the weather is very cold right now, the city center is still bustling on this special day of 'Christmas'.
Zhao Yang had just pulled Mu Qinglan out of the car and couldn't help but look at the time. It was already past five o'clock in the evening, so Zhao Yang asked: "Qinglan, are you hungry? Do you want to go eat first?"
Should we eat later?"
It was not dark yet, and although there were many pedestrians on the street, they did not have the kind of atmosphere of strolling and enjoying a romantic moment while watching the night view of neon lights. So Mu Qinglan thought for a while,
He nodded and said, "Okay, let's go have a meal first. I ate breakfast and lunch together before, so I ate relatively early, so I'm a little hungry now."
It was such a cold day, and there was no need to go to class. Basically no one would get up so early and run to have breakfast. Naturally, Mu Qinglan stayed in bed and slept in, and didn't get up until very late.
Hearing this, Zhao raised his head and said, "Well, that's okay. Let's find a place to eat first, and then go shopping!"
After saying that, Zhao Yang looked around, looking for a place to eat, and at the same time asked: "What do you want to eat?"
"Hot pot, it's such a cold weather, it's nice to have hot pot with atmosphere." Mu Qinglan said without thinking.
"Can you eat spicy food? How about we go to that hot pot restaurant over there to eat 'Mandarin Duck Pot'?" Zhao Yang pointed to a hot pot restaurant not far away and said.
"Okay!" Mu Qinglan nodded in agreement, and immediately took Zhao Yang's hand and walked over together... (To be continued... ps: Thanks to 'Wei's Legend', 'Wish to Come/', 'Tianfu Demon God'
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