Chapter five hundred and ninety-four Zhang Xinlan's infatuation
"Hello, my name is Lin Xueqi!"
Lin Xueqi stepped forward and took the initiative to extend her hand to the teacher named Zhang.
Looking at Lin Xueqi's outstretched hand, 'Teacher Zhang' seemed a little hesitant. After a while, he finally stretched out his hand, gently held Lin Xueqi's palm, and said softly: "Hello, my name is Zhang Xinlan!"
This ‘Teacher Zhang’ is none other than Zhang Xinlan!
After letting go of her hand, Zhang Xinlan turned her attention to Zhao Yang again, bit her lip before saying, "Zhao Yang, can, can we talk alone?"
After speaking, Zhang Xinlan looked at Zhao Yang with a somewhat hopeful look.
Zhao Yang looked at Zhang Xinlan's expectant eyes, hesitated for a moment, then glanced at Lin Xueqi next to him, and finally nodded slowly and said 'hmm'.
Seeing Zhao Yang nodding in agreement, Zhang Xinlan couldn't help showing a look of joy on her face. Then she thought of Lin Xueqi next to her, and couldn't help but turned her head and looked at her apologetically, saying: "I'm sorry, can you borrow Zhao Yang for a few minutes?
?”
Lin Xueqi smiled slightly, nodded, and said generously: "Well, let's talk. I'll take Xuanxuan to the playground over there first."
"Well, thank you!" Zhang Xinlan thanked Lin Xueqi gratefully.
Lin Xueqi smiled at Zhang Xinlan, then looked at Zhao Yang and said: "Zhao Yang, Xuanxuan and I went over there first, you guys can chat!"
"Okay!" Zhao Yang nodded.
At that moment, Lin Xueqi took Luo Yixuan and continued to walk towards the playground. After Lin Xueqi and Luo Yixuan left, Zhao Yang also said to Zhang Xinlan: "Shall we take a walk?"
"Yes! Okay!" Zhang Xinlan nodded and followed Zhao Yang, and the two of them strolled along the road to the school.
After the two of them walked a few steps, Zhao Yang raised his head and glanced at Zhang Xinlan beside him, then asked: "Are you teaching in No. 13 Middle School now?"
"Yeah. Yes! After graduating last year, I returned to City H, and then directly entered the No. 13 Middle School as a teacher." Zhang Xinlan replied.
"Oh!" Zhao Yang nodded, "Back then you said you wanted to return to H City to be a teacher after graduation, but I didn't expect you to actually take action."
"Well. Being a teacher has been my dream since I was a child. Now it can be considered a dream come true. Haha, to tell you the truth, I am quite satisfied with my current life. Every day I just prepare lessons, teach classes and then teach students... like this
Although my life is a bit monotonous, it is quite fulfilling." Zhang Xinlan raised her head and looked at Zhao Yang and said with a smile.
"Really? That's good. Being able to do a job you like is also a good thing." Zhao Yang also looked at Zhang Xinlan and smiled and responded.
"Well, yes! So I am very satisfied with my job now." After saying that, Zhang Xinlan looked down at the ground, hesitated for a moment, then raised her head to look at Zhao Yang and asked: "What about you? How are you now?"
"I'll continue studying. I have to report to school tomorrow." Zhao Yang responded calmly.
"Well, yes, H University is about to start school." Zhang Xinlan nodded, then looked at Zhao Yang and asked: "But you should graduate in another year, right? Have you thought about your future plans?"
Zhao Yang smiled and shook his head, "No, it's still early to graduate! I took another year off from school, and when I report to school tomorrow I will still be a sophomore. There are still more than two years to graduate! As for what happens after graduation...
…I haven’t thought too much about it now, I’ll talk about it later, just take it one step at a time.”
Zhang Xinlan was slightly startled and said in surprise: "Suspension of school?"
"Well. Something happened last year, so I had to take a year off from school." Zhao Yang responded.
"Oh, no wonder." Zhang Xinlan nodded suddenly.
"Why?" Zhao Yang asked in surprise.
Zhang Xinlan hesitated for a moment, bit her lower lip and said: "I, I have called you several times before, but they always said that your phone has been shut down..."
After saying that, Zhang Xinlan couldn't help but raise her head and look at Zhao Yang with burning eyes.
Zhao Yang was silent for a while and said: "I was not in H City before. I went to another place and my number was temporarily changed. I just came back a few days ago."
"Oh, that's right..." Zhang Xinlan responded, "Then, what's your current number?"
"Now I have switched back to the original number." Zhao Yang said.
"Really?" Zhang Xinlan took out her cell phone and tried to dial Zhao Yang's original number. After a while, she heard Zhao Yang's cell phone ring.
"I didn't lie to you!" Zhao Yang smiled and said.
Zhang Xinlan's eyebrows were also slightly curved, with a shy smile on her lips, and she said: "Well! That's the new number I got after returning to H City, please remember it."
"Well, okay!" Zhao Yang also took out his mobile phone, looked at it, and saved Zhang Xinlan's number.
Next, the two of them suddenly fell silent, just walking side by side on the campus. It seemed that they had a lot to say, but they didn't know where to start.
This is especially true for Zhang Xinlan.
After being silent for a while, Zhang Xinlan finally plucked up the courage, looked up at Zhao Yang and said, "Zhao Yang, have you...been dating your girlfriend for a long time?"
"Well! It's been some time. We met when I first woke up, and then gradually we got to know each other, and then we started to have a formal relationship."
Zhao Yang said calmly.
"Then you love her very much?" Zhang Xinlan bit her lower lip and stared at Zhao Yang without blinking.
Zhao Yang nodded without hesitation, "Yes, love! Although her temper can sometimes be a little impatient, she is also very cute and a nice person."
After saying these words, Zhao Yang couldn't help but look up at Zhang Xinlan. However, at this moment, Zhang Xinlan looked down at the ground with a somewhat depressed expression, walking silently, silently.
Seeing this, Zhao Yang couldn't help but hold Zhang Xinlan's shoulders, pull her body over to face him, and then said: "Xinlan, I understand what you are thinking. What should be said, when I was in Kyoto, I
I have already told you, let it go! It is really difficult to go back to the past. I am no longer the same person, and you have also grown up."
"We are no longer the young and ignorant people we used to be. We can still become very good friends, but...that young and ambiguous relationship will stay in our memory and become a very important relationship between us.
Good memories.”
"In fact, a lot of things have happened to me in the past few years. My experiences and my 'world' are too complicated for you today..."
Listening to Zhao Yang's words, Zhang Xinlan lowered her head silently and said with a hint of hoarseness in her voice: "But, I really can't forget you. I can't let you go..."
"I also thought about forgetting you and letting go of my feelings for you. I even tried to get in touch with other men, but... whenever I was with other men, all I could think about was
Your shadow, I really can’t forget you, I really can’t do it!”
"In the past six months since I came home, my mother has also arranged for me a lot of people and asked me to go on blind dates no less than five or six times. But I can't accept any of those people. I really have no way to accept them. Even if I force them
I tried to date the other person, but in the end, I still couldn’t do it! Even if the other person wanted to hold my hand, I would instinctively feel strong resistance, and your figure would immediately flash in front of me, and then
Will break away like an electric shock uncontrollably..."
"Alas..." After hearing Zhang Xinlan's words, Zhao Yang could only sigh silently. Then he shook his head with a wry smile. He never imagined that Zhang Xinlan would fall so deeply into him.
However, many things are really not controlled by personal wishes.
Just when Zhao Yang didn't know how to continue to persuade Zhang Xinlan, Zhang Xinlan suddenly raised his head, wiped away the two drops of tears that fell on his cheeks, and showed a smile on his face. Although his eyes were red, they were
He smiled and said: "Okay! Zhao Yang, don't worry, I just want to tell you my inner feelings and thoughts, and I have no other meaning. Don't worry, I will work hard in the future."
Correcting your mentality will not make you feel embarrassed or troubled. But... I also hope you don't mind that I like you unilaterally in my heart, and don't deliberately alienate me or even ignore me, okay?
?”
"Alas... Xinlan, why are you doing this?" Zhao Yang shook his head helplessly. He really didn't know what to say or do. He didn't have any feelings for Zhang Xinlan at all.
There are many very hurtful and cruel words that cannot be said directly.
After all, the purest, cleanest and purest feelings that belonged to me when I was in high school, when I was most young and ignorant, and when I first fell in love, were pinned on this somewhat 'silly' girl in front of me. Even after going through the Earth Element
In the long years of Xianlu, the vague and ambiguous feelings have been gone, but that innocent and beautiful memory has always been a very unforgettable and missed memory in Zhao Yang's heart!
If possible, Zhao Yang hopes that he will never forget this tender memory and feeling of 'first love'.
Because this is a rare sunny and beautiful experience that he has experienced in his life. Whenever he thinks back to those youthful years, he thinks of the way he hesitated to speak to Zhang Xinlan and wanted to express it, but was afraid.
When he expresses the first love between a man and a woman, which is very young and clumsy, but very true, very clean, and very pure, Zhao Yang will feel that there is a light in his soul.
It is very rare to have such an emotional experience, and it is also very worthy of cherishing and nostalgic.
It was precisely because of such a feeling and the 'first love' emotion he had for Zhang Xinlan that Zhao Yang couldn't bear to hurt Zhang Xinlan.
However, his current situation is probably that he can no longer accept Zhang Xinlan's "obsessive love". He already has Lin Xueqi, Mu Qinglan, and Sister Jing!
More importantly, his feelings for Zhang Xinlan are more about the warmth brought by the beautiful memories from his high school days, and he does not have the same 'love' for Lin Xueqi and Mu Qinglan. At least for now. There is none.
Therefore, Zhao Yang does not want to 'harm' Zhang Xinlan or delay her life. (To be continued. Please search Piao Tian Literature, the novel will be better and updated faster!)
