Feng Yan once said that he would protect her, love her, and always protect her, but what happened later? Wouldn't it be betrayal in exchange for sincerity? Therefore, she would rather not have this kind of potential danger, extravagant love and care!
The initial appreciation for Mei Ningxuan suddenly disappeared. She would never believe that someone would be nice to her for no reason, and this person was on a different stand than her!
"Senior brother, what's the big deal with this invitation?" Bei Tangjin's face was obviously cold. Even at this moment, she wanted to pull away and escape from this inexplicable love and pity, just because of the relationship between senior fellow students.
, does he really want to take care of her for the master? She will never believe it!
His proactive overtures brought her resentment and disgust. Mei Ningxuan just smiled faintly at this. She was more defensive than he seemed.
Since she hates it, he won't force her to do anything.
His face was still calm and calm, and he said: "There is indeed something important." After saying this, he took out a delicate box from his sleeve and handed it to Beitang Jin, saying: "I met the master half a month ago on the way. He asked me to
I give this to you."
Bei Tangjin looked at the square box inlaid with purple jade seriously, his face suddenly turned pale, and then he quickly stared at Mei Ningxuan's face. Did the master even tell him such a secret thing?
Mei Ningxuan saw what she was thinking, his eyes just moved, and said: "Jin'er is so guarded." He seemed to sigh, but as if he didn't sigh, he continued: "Master said,
You were too impatient in practicing internal energy back then, which led to the root cause of your illness, and your old illness may have relapsed recently. However, he originally wanted to see you in person, so when he met me, he entrusted the matter to me."
Back then, she was eager for revenge, and she was indeed in a hurry to practice. As the saying goes, haste makes waste, she wanted to practice deep internal skills in a short time, but she went too far. Although the master had used magic medicine to save her life, she failed in the end.
The root cause of the disease is that it will attack once every few months, so you must take the pills prepared by the master every time you have an attack, otherwise it will be very uncomfortable.
only……
Only she and the master knew about this matter. Why did the master tell Mei Ningxuan about it? Didn't the master tell her to guard against this person? How to tell her opponent about her weakness?
Moreover, in her previous life, she had never seen this second senior brother until her death. In this life, he actually brought her medicine. This...
Everything is messed up...
Everything is out of control...
"What else did the master tell me?" Bei Tangjin was just surprised and shocked for a moment. His face quickly returned to his normal appearance and he asked in a calm voice.
"The master said that your obsession is too deep and you will be blinded by hatred. Therefore, he hopes that you can understand that even if you kill all your enemies, you may not be happy. If it is just revenge, then don't be selfish.
Well, don’t torture yourself with hatred, it’s not worth it.”
Mei Ningxuan's calm voice spoke out her heartfelt words of comfort, which were so natural and not abrupt and contradictory. It seemed that when trying to persuade someone, one should be so calm and calm.
The master had said these words to her several times, but after all, she could not let go of her hatred, could not forget the tragic death of her mother and eldest brother, could not pull herself away, and make herself truly heartless and heartless.
Therefore, she suddenly smiled bitterly, looked at Mei Ningxuan with sarcastic eyes, and said: "Senior brother, are you here to persuade me to give up hatred? Senior brother has lived in the royal family since he was a child, so he must have experienced the taste and feeling of hatred better than me.
Make sense!"
Mei Ningxuan just looked at her indifferently, a trace of compassion suddenly appeared in his mist-like eyes, and said: "I used to hate her too, but I don't hate her anymore."
He looked sideways at the rolling mountains outside the window, reflecting the light of snow in the sun, and his eyes moved slightly, as if he was recalling the past, but his expression was always so calm.
"Hate cannot bring her back to life, and hate is useless." After a while, his voice was as light as the breeze.
Bei Tangjin naturally knew who the "she" mentioned by Mei Ningxuan was, so when he mentioned this person so calmly, she looked at him in shock, as if she must see traces of his deception.
Do you really not hate her anymore? Can you really let go? How is it possible? Every time she thinks of her mother and elder brother, the deep-seated hatred will devour her heart, making her remember this pain firmly and want to pay her back a hundred times.
Enemy!
For a long while, neither of them said anything.
The cabin suddenly became quiet, and the only sounds that could be heard were the wind blowing through the ship's mast and the chirping of birds passing by outside.
"Jin'er, let me play a piece of music for you." After an unknown amount of time, his voice was so calm that it slipped into her eardrums.
She nodded slightly and said, "Thank you, senior brother."
"Sit down and adjust your breathing." His faint voice sounded again.
Bei Tangjin was slightly surprised, he was going to...
Mei Ningxuan glanced at her indifferently and said: "Master said that if you use this song to adjust your inner breath, you will be able to endure it better when you are sick."
"This..." Bei Tangjin still looked at Mei Ningxuan's expression as calm as spring breeze in disbelief, "This song consumes a lot of internal energy..."
Before she could finish speaking, Mei Ningxuan said, "Master has told me this, so Jin'er better not refuse."
Bei Tangjin was still suspicious. When she was sick, the master had never played this piece of music for her! Would the master give such an order?
Seeing her confusion and doubt, Mei Ningxuan smiled and said: "Master said that if there was a second person who could play this piece of music, he would not let you endure such pain, so he chose me." He seemed to be saying.
He laughed at himself and said: "He can only choose me, because I am the only one in the world who practices the same internal skills and mental methods as you, and no one else can."
Bei Tangjin lowered her eyelashes when she heard this. The master had indeed said something similar. He said that playing the music consumed his internal energy. If there was a second person who could play the music, he would definitely ask that person to relieve her pain.
At that time, she just felt that the master was just saying these rare and beautiful words to comfort her to make her feel better. Who knew, it was actually true...
Thinking of her master's extremely loving yet fierce expression when he smiled, a warm current suddenly flowed through Bei Tangjin's heart, instantly surrounding her with a warmth.
Seeing her like this, Mei Ningxuan just shook his head and smiled, saying: "It's getting late, Jin'er should hurry up and adjust her breathing."
Since it was her master's wish, she naturally couldn't live up to it, but was her senior brother really so willing?
You can't tell anything from his face alone, but no matter what, she has to say words of gratitude, right?
"Thank you for your care, senior brother. If senior brother needs me in the future, I will definitely help him." Bei Tangjin said sincerely.
Mei Ningxuan shook his head and said: "This is what I should do as a senior brother. Jin'er doesn't have to do this. There is just one more thing that the master asked me to convey. He said that in the future you will truly appreciate the beauty of this piece of music."