I am Yao Cen, born in a merchant family. My mother only has one husband, my father, and I am devoted to my father. From that time on, I decided that when I marry, I must marry someone who values love and justice as much as my mother.
I vow not to marry the kind of playboy who has three husbands and four concubines, and hugs her from left to right.
I have a very high vision for the future. Since I was a child, I have learned the chess, calligraphy and painting skills that boys should know, the three obediences and the four virtues. I hope to meet a wife who is like my mother. But there is misfortune and good fortune at the same time, because the Queen has decreed that,
I was actually forced to enter the princess's mansion and marry the eighth princess who was hated by everyone and avoided by dogs.
My life has been in despair since then. During that time in the Princess Mansion, I not only had to be wary of the woman's repeated insults, but also had to endure the pain of homesickness. I often wondered why such a person didn't die.
I often have thoughts of committing suicide, but fortunately I have Wutong by my side to comfort me.
I don’t understand, there are so many concubines in the palace, all of them are extremely beautiful. I think my beauty can’t be compared with any of them. Even Leng Ye, who has no male virtues and is deviant, is so beautiful, indifferent and elegant, but that idiot princess
Why do you like me?
Every day at the Princess Mansion was hell and torture for me.
But since that day, she seemed to be a different person when she woke up. When we first met her, she wrote a poem, "Far away, my eyes are far away, I offer my sorrow and hatred." At that time, I was shocked. What shocked me was not how she could write a poem.
, but worried that that was the meaning of the name my father gave me. How could she know what she had done to my parents?
Facing my hysterical accusations, she didn't bully me as usual, nor did she say frivolous words. She just looked at me indifferently and coldly. When I met her cold eyes, I suddenly felt scared. That was
The look on her face that I had never seen before was cold and aloof, as if she were a high and mighty king, holding all the power of life and death in the world.
When I thought she would punish me, she just said "crazy" coldly and strode away.
To this day, I still don’t know what she meant by “crazy.”
What surprised me the most was that I unknowingly lost my heart to the eighth princess who was reviled by the world and had three husbands and four concubines. I wondered if the world had misunderstood her too much. It was ridiculous.
Well, I actually started to defend her, not wanting her to be misunderstood by others.
She said she wanted to give me freedom. I just smiled sarcastically. If I wanted freedom from her, it would be a dead end. As we slowly interacted with each other, I gradually changed. I expected her touch and her appearance in front of me.
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However, I can no longer see the person who used to appear in front of me every day. I even went to the place where she often passed to play the piano regardless of etiquette and shamelessness, just to meet her. But when I really met her, I
I didn't know what attitude to use towards her, so I could only use bad words to cover up my guilty conscience.
I know that she will not blame me or punish me, and I am going too far. I thought that she would be able to think of me, but I miscalculated. She is not the same person as before. What I did was just
Pushing her further and further away.
It wasn't until I left that I realized that I was really lost. I don't know when I started to stop caring about her three husbands and four concubines. I knew clearly that I would not be the only husband she had. Even though she was so humble, even if she deviated from her original persistence,