Reluctant to part with this little life but helpless 5000
Knock knock——
There was a knock on the door.
Qu Ranran, who was dazed by the window, came to his senses, got up and opened the door.
"Ranran!"
As expected, the visitor was Ji Lingtian.
Qu Ranran smiled slightly and said, "Come in!"
Ji Lingtian stared at Qu Ranran's bloodless face, "You look very bad, Ranran..."
Qu Ranran shrugged nonchalantly and said with a smile, "You look at me as if something is wrong?"
He knew that Guan Hao's matter would not be erased from her heart so easily, but he also knew that her stubbornness and arrogance would never allow her to show weakness in front of others, so he did not reveal it.
Ji Lingtian smiled and said, "I won't go in and sit down. I have something to tell you."
"Well, you say."
"I've been away for a month, and there are a lot of things waiting for me to deal with in City Y, so I will leave City T by plane tonight."
Qu Ranran nodded, "Well, 'Lingtian' can't do it without you."
Ji Lingtian looked deeply at Qu Ranran, "After I finish handling the company's affairs, I will rush back to City T as soon as possible."
Qu Ranran was confused, "Do you still have something to come to City T?" It seems that the project that "Ling Tian" and "Haotian" collaborated on has been completed at this moment.
Ji Lingtian said calmly, "You are here."
Qu Ranran shook his head and smiled, "I'm not a three-year-old child. I know how to take care of myself."
Ji Lingtian frowned, "But I'm not worried."
Qu Ranran sighed and said faintly, "Mr. Ji, I'm just a passerby in your life."
Ji Lingtian said in a low tone, "It's not up to you to decide whether you are a passerby or not."
"Mr. Ji, I really don't want you to waste your time on me. You know, I have tried before, but..." Qu Ranran escaped guiltily, "I don't deserve you to be so nice to me...
"
"Stop talking, Ran Ran, I am a businessman, I know whether something is worth doing."
"But I..."
Ji Lingtian held Qu Ranran's shoulders to stop her from continuing, and said softly, "Don't feel guilty, let alone feel pressured... I just hope that we can chat and work together as before, and relax
.”
Qu Ranran opened her eyes wide in surprise, "If I go to Lingtian, will you still be willing to take me in?"
Ji Lingtian said politely, "If you are willing, the position of Secretary Ji can be reserved for you forever."
Her heart felt warm, but she knew she could not repay him. The only thing she could say to him was "thank you".
"Okay, no more words, the vice president is anxious for me to go back... I will be back soon."
"Mr. Ji, if you come back because of me, please don't. I will consider going to City Y, and I promise you that if I want to go, I will definitely contact you in advance."
"Okay." Ji Lingtian reluctantly hugged Qu Ranran into his arms. He was unwilling to force her, and he would not refuse as long as she said it.
Without warning, Qu Ranran was hugged by Ji Lingtian. She resisted slightly at first, but finally chose to close her eyes and hug him gently.
Ji Lingtian always said that he liked the relaxation when he was with her, so why didn't she?
He is like the sunshine in winter, bringing the hottest warmth to her who is cold. Many times, she also wants to rely on him like she is now.
But she knew that he gave her such a feeling because she had always regarded him as her brother. She could never give him what he wanted, so she could not be so selfish and accept more care from him.
Kissing Qu Ranran's fragrant hair, Ji Lingtian slowly let go of Qu Ranran, his affectionate eyes focused on her delicate face, as if he had a deep lovesickness that couldn't be overcome, and said hoarsely,
"I will wait for you in City Y."
Qu Ranran smiled faintly and said, "I will seriously consider it...Mr. Ji, have a safe journey."
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It seemed that just a few days ago, he was still in the hustle and bustle of the world, but now he suddenly fell into peace. With Ji Lingtian's departure, Qu Ranran's life became even quieter.
She didn't realize until today that she was the only one left...
Her father passed away, her family was gone, and the servants were disbanded. The only person left to her was Sister Chen. But Sister Chen was already old, and she could no longer rely on her as she had when she was a child. Therefore, she could only rely on herself in the future.
It is not easy to live alone. If there is one more person, how can she guarantee his life...
Sitting on the edge of the bed, Qu Ranran put her hand on her lower abdomen.
There is a little life growing up here, but he came at the wrong time, or in other words, his arrival was not expected in the first place...
Sitting on the edge of the bed, Qu Ranran's heart felt sour.
Scenes of past memories flashed through my mind... Guan Hao's smile, Guan Hao's coldness, Guan Hao's madness, Guan Hao's domineering, everything about Guan Hao...
When she was twenty years old, she lost her heart.
She knew that it was not easy to forget someone, but this feeling would only remain in her memory from now on.
Being able to be with him was once the thing she longed for most in her life. Although she had already guessed the ending, she still indulged her greed and weaved a beautiful dream for herself, letting herself get lost in the trap of his tenderness.
among.
However, the dream finally woke up. In reality, they became enemies. They would never have another chance, and she would not allow herself to sink into such a bad fate again.
Therefore, she could only treat this child as if there was no such accident...
Qu Ranran moved his eyes away and quietly looked at the sunset outside the floor-to-ceiling window until the sun set in the west.
Finally, Qu Ranran picked up the phone in the hotel and dialed the group number.
She swallowed the bitterness in her throat, and her eyes turned red at this moment.
He firmly wiped away the tears on his cheeks and said, "Dr. Xiao, yes, I am the Qu Ranran who went to your hospital for examination today... I want to make an appointment with you for the surgery."
…
She had a dream last night. She dreamed that she was rocking a cradle in her room, and there was a cute baby lying in the cradle. It looked like her, but there was a heroic spirit that belonged to him between her brows.
The baby in the dream was sleeping soundly, with its chubby little fists placed on both sides of its head, as if it were in the mother's body. It was very cute and peaceful... She knew that it was her and Guan Hao's child.
Qu Ranran pressed her hands against her belly, and her already red eyes were filled with mist.
"Ms. Qu?" A nurse approached, "Please come to the operating room with me."
A doctor in green robes and several nurses were already standing in the operating room, and they were studying her case at the moment.
This doctor was not the doctor she had scheduled for surgery. It seemed like something was wrong with Dr. Xiao.
After a while, the nurse said to her, "Ms. Qu, you may have to lie here and wait for a while, because there is a new patient next door who urgently needs surgery now. I'm afraid Dr. Song will have to go next door for a while, but it won't take more than a few minutes."
, please wait a moment."
"OK."
Lying on the hospital bed, Qu Ranran nodded and answered in a low voice.
At this moment, she was so scared.
The unbearable pain four years ago had left an indelible shadow on her heart, and she was really scared.
But she had no choice...
The result of her difficulty in letting go is that the child will not be able to grow up in a sound family in the future, and with her, the child will definitely suffer a lot in the future. What's more, if he knows the existence of this child, no matter whether he cares or not, the child will not be able to grow up in a healthy family in the future.
She and he will be endlessly involved...
She can no longer deal with him, she is tired, and she just wants to spend this life in an ordinary way, so she can no longer be involved with him...
Outside the ward, the doctor hurriedly returned to his office.
The nurse followed the doctor into the office and asked strangely, "Dr. Song, Dr. Xiao has something to do and asked you to do this surgery for her. Why did you ask us to tell us that you wanted to do surgery for other patients after reading Miss Qu's medical records?"
What’s your excuse? You don’t have any other surgeries to do!”
The doctor slumped weakly in the chair, wiping away cold sweat and vomiting, "At first I just thought they had the same surname, but looking at Miss Qu's age and herself in the case, I absolutely cannot do this surgery!"
The nurse wondered, "Why?"
The doctor let out a long sigh, "I once worked as my master's deputy in xx Private Hospital. What impressed me most at that time was that my master once performed an operation on the wife of the president of the Haotian Group. The child was five years old at the time.
It’s been more than a month, and I couldn’t save it due to various reasons. I remember that my master was very scared when he did the operation, because Mr. Guan required both adults and children to be saved, but the situation was really dangerous at that time. My master did his best.
Despite my best efforts, I still couldn't save the child. Fortunately, Mr. Guan's wife was fine, so Mr. Guan didn't express his anger... You said that Mr. Guan cared so much about the child. If he knew that I performed an abortion for his ex-wife Qu Ranran, I would definitely do it in the future.
It’s over!”
The nurse pondered, "Dr. Song, are you saying that the beautiful woman inside is Mr. Guan's ex-wife? Yes, a few years ago the newspaper said that Guan Hao married the daughter of our 'Qu' Group in City T, but that's not true.
Did you hear they got divorced?"
The doctor replied, "We don't understand the world of rich people... The news reported that Mr. Guan was in T city recently, and Miss Qu happened to be here. Who knows if they have rekindled their old relationship. In short, I don't dare to do this surgery, Miss Qu."
It is best to choose another hospital..."
The nurse nodded in agreement, "That's right. Mr. Guan's love life has always been quite mysterious. Some time ago, there were rumors that Mr. Guan was recruiting escort girls. Who knows if it is true, but Mr. Guan is so rich, what kind of
If there is no woman, this news is probably false..."
"You go out and tell Miss Qu. By the way, don't spread rumors about Miss Qu coming to our hospital. I don't want to cause trouble!"
"good."
The nurse came to the operating room and saw Qu Ranran lying with her eyes closed, and said softly, "Miss Qu, I'm sorry!"
Qu Ranran slowly opened her burning eyes and looked at the nurse in a daze, "Huh?"
"The patient that Dr. Song operated on had an accident. Now Dr. Song is unable to perform the surgery on you. Dr. Xiao, the doctor you recently made an appointment with, is also asking for leave. I'm afraid you will have to go to another hospital to have this surgery.
"
Qu Ranran stood up straight and was helped out of bed by the nurse.
The nurse kept apologizing, "I'm so sorry, Miss Qu..."
I don't know why, but when the nurse said this, she didn't feel angry at all. Instead, she seemed to breathe a sigh of relief and said, "It's okay..."
…
Even if I make an appointment with another hospital right away, I'm afraid the surgery won't be performed today.
Walking on the street in despair, Qu Ranran's hand involuntarily touched her lower abdomen.
She really didn't know what to do. She was so calm and rational when she was lying in the hospital bed a moment ago, but this second when her palms touched her warm belly, she felt so strong and reluctant to let go...
…
Yes, this is a small life, how can she just say she doesn’t want it and just don’t want it?
How many people have longed to have their own children in this life, and she had also longed for it. Who would have thought that when she actually had a child, she would be forced to deprive this child of the right to survive in this world.
What should she do...
No matter what aspect she considers, she cannot keep this child...
squeak--
A sharp and harsh sound of braking suddenly came to Qu Ranran's ears.
Qu Ranran's steps paused. When she saw the car that made an emergency stop because she ran a red light and was only tens of centimeters away from her, she was almost scared out of her wits.
Immediately, a person stepped out of the car.
Qu Ranran had not noticed the license plate and model of the car at first, but when she saw Roye getting out of the car, her face suddenly turned pale, and the hand that was touching her abdomen in fear quietly moved away.
Royer glanced at her worriedly.
Qu Ranran also looked over.
With just an accidental glance, she saw him sitting in the back seat through the transparent glass, and sitting next to him was Guan Mu. Looking at the route, it was obvious that he was going to his private airport in the suburbs from here.
Royer walked to the car window and nervously explained to Guan Hao, "President, I didn't do it unintentionally...Miss Qu was walking on the side of the road just now. I never thought she would run a red light and couldn't stop for a moment. You and the old lady are fine."
Bar?"
Guan Hao retracted his gaze that was focused on the weak figure in front of him, turned his face and looked to his side, "Mom, are you okay?"
Guan's mother naturally noticed Qu Ranran, but she had already looked away and said calmly, "It's okay."
Guan Hao looked forward again, frowning slightly, and suddenly got out of the car.
Royer quickly opened the car door for Guan Hao.
Guan Hao walked towards Qu Ranran like a dangerous jaguar, stared at her pale face, and spat out unhurriedly, "It seems that you once again turned a deaf ear to what I said."
His familiar breath flowed into her nose, and the sweet words he once expressed in his deep voice had now become extremely cold, making her feel extremely uncomfortable at this moment.
If you want me to let you go, you can, you will disappear in front of me forever!
His cold and decisive words still echoed in her ears, and her heart suddenly clenched.
Qu Ranran responded to him coldly, "You should know very well that I can't predict when you will appear here, and there is no leisure and elegance waiting to meet you here."
"Don't you walk without eyes? Don't you know about red lights?" Guan Hao cursed loudly.
His cold scolding and disgusting attitude made her heart, which was already feeling aggrieved because of her pregnancy, even more painful. The sourness surged into her throat. She tried her best to resist it, turned her head to the other side, and lowered her eyes.
"I allow you this time. You'd better remember what I say in the future."
Guan Hao's words made Qu Ranran raise her eyes in confusion.
"Don't you understand?"
Qu Ranran shook his head, "I don't understand. I was just walking, but you made it sound like I was deliberately looking at you."
"Then you'd better find out my whereabouts from now on and walk around me." Guan Hao's originally cold eyes became sharp in an instant, directed towards Qu Ranran, "I don't care what your reasons are, just remember
You disappeared before my eyes because I hate seeing you and won’t allow you to appear in front of me again!”
Guan Hao's words pierced Qu Ranran's heart sharply, catching her off guard.
Qu Ranran suddenly felt that she would not be able to hold on any longer. No matter how strong she was, she would be bruised and bruised as soon as she met him.
"Now that you've finished speaking, can I leave?" Qu Ranran said calmly as she moved away from her gaze that had been on him a moment ago.
At this time, Guan's mother's voice also came from the car.
"Son, it's almost time, go to the airport early!"
Guan Hao did not respond.
Qu Ranran turned around at this moment, turned her back to him, and left calmly.
Then there was the sound of a car leaving behind her...
Her originally upright body slowly softened, and she held her hands on the guardrail by the roadside. No one knew or saw that the moment she turned around, tears had already filled her eyes.
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ps: How will Ran Ran choose this child in the end? Please stay tuned for the following chapters.
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