The study door was open, and as I approached the study, I already felt a chill.
Qu Ranran stood in front of the study door and hesitated for a second, then walked in.
Guan Hao sat behind his desk, his sinister black eyes locked firmly on her.
Qu Ranran met Guan Hao's gaze and was immediately shocked by the dangerous coldness in his eyes, and her body couldn't help but tremble slightly.
Guan Hao's face turned green, suppressing the emotions in his heart, and said coldly, "What are you thinking about during my absence these days?"
Qu Ranran stared straight ahead, his eyes blank, as if he was not in his sight at all. "I thought there was nothing to consider."
At this moment, Guan Hao stood up.
His cold and arrogant body approached Qu Ranran with an air of domineering air.
Qu Ranran straightened his body and looked stubborn without any fear.
Guan Hao looked at Qu Ranran condescendingly, his pupils tightened, anger burst out, and he said in a cold voice, "I thought if I gave you more time, you would think it over carefully, but your heart has become so cold and hard!
!”
Qu Ranran stared at him in confusion, "Cold and hard?"
Guan Hao's eyes were blazing and his voice was cold, "The servant told me that you want to take medicine to abort the child, right?"
It turns out that the coldness he meant was referring to this matter...
This was simply a misunderstanding. However, at this moment, facing his aggressiveness, she was not willing to explain to him at all, and there was no need to explain. If she could make up her mind, maybe such a decision would be the best.
decision.
Qu Ranran spit out angrily, "Yes, I never thought about keeping the child."
"Qu Ranran, you are going too far!"
Green veins were visible on Guan Hao's forehead, and the words that burst out from between his teeth were mixed with the anger he was trying to suppress.
Qu Ranran, who was already filled with grievances in her heart when he was scolded like this, her eyes reddened. She endured the soreness on the tip of her nose, looked up at him, and said with difficulty, "Did I bully others too much? Guan Hao, this sentence
Should I be the one to tell you?"
Her red eyes instantly stirred up the soft string in his heart.
"When you hurt my father five years ago, you should have known that I would never be able to forgive the person who killed my father in my life. But you not only concealed all this, but also taught me that I have always been because of my parents all these years.
I feel guilty for my debt to your family. I am eager to repay my parents' debt to your family. Therefore, no matter how much pain you have caused me in these years, I have never thought of giving up on you, because I want to be by your side all my life.
Compensate you... But, I didn’t know until today that our family doesn’t owe you anything. My dad’s death was caused by you. Who is the real bully? Guan Hao, there is no one better than you in this world.
A more hypocritical, selfish and cruel person?"
She shed tears as she spoke. Thinking of her entanglement with him over the years, the scars in her heart that were branded by him felt like they had been torn open by force.
In fact, she is not as strong as others think...
As early as the time when he came back from Mo Island and lied to her, she couldn't stand it anymore...
She had long wanted to stay away from him, find a quiet environment in this life, where no one would disturb or hurt her, and live an ordinary life.
However, when he approached her again, she still couldn't refuse...
Does he know why?
Because she felt that his darkness came from the breakdown of his young family...
She felt sorry for him and was eager to lead him out of such darkness. She also hoped to make up for her parents' debt to their family with her own efforts.
So, after having her for five years to make up for it, why should he question her now?
Qu Ranran's tears were like floods bursting from a dam, moistening her entire face.
Guan Hao stared at her, watching the crystal tears falling from her face like broken pearls, and he quickly hugged her into his arms.
At this moment, his love for her replaced all his emotions...
"sorry……"
He closed his eyes, kissed her cheek, and whispered in her ear.
Without warning, she was pulled into his arms, and the familiar male scent that she had always been attached to flowed into her breath.
When she was feeling lost and helpless, what she longed for most was that he could be by her side and give her support...
All, at this moment, when he hugged her, her tears fell even more fiercely, but she wanted to reach out and hug him, throwing all her unhappiness and worries to him...
She wished he had told her that everything was just a misunderstanding and that they could still be together...
Guan Hao kept kissing Qu Ranran's salty face, letting her struggle in his arms and never wanting to let go.
It wasn't until Qu Ranran was tired from the beating and collapsed in his arms that he slowly let go of her and looked deeply into her eyes soaked with tears.
"I beg you, please let me go... don't let us continue to be entangled like this endlessly. Just treat me as pitiful..."
Her pleading eyes burned his heart.
He wanted to hold her tighter, but she had used all her strength to push him away...
He took a step back and didn't dare to get closer, fearing that her emotions would become even more agitated.
She kept looking at him warily until she felt a dull pain in her lower abdomen...
Suddenly, she bent down and her face wrinkled...
Guan Hao rushed to Qu Ranran's side like the wind, "What's wrong with you?"
Qu Ranran's forehead suddenly broke out into a steady stream of sweat, "I...my stomach...hurts so much..."
"What?"
Guan Hao's face turned pale. At this second, he picked her up and rushed out of the study...
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Half an hour later, hospital.
Guan Hao sat on the edge of the hospital bed, staring closely at An Ran's beautiful face with long eyelashes and a slightly pale face.
"Mr. Guan..."
Guan Hao made a shushing gesture and whispered, "Go outside and talk."
Dr. Lin nodded slightly.
Guan Hao reluctantly pulled the quilt for Qu Ranran and then walked out of the ward.
…
Outside the ward, Guan Hao asked, "How is she?"
Dr. Lin replied, "Mr. Guan, you don't have to worry too much. Fortunately, Miss Qu just had fetal gas. Now I'm going to give you some fluids. I think she'll be fine after a little rest."
Guan Hao looked at Qu Ranran who was lying on the hospital bed through the glass window and looked extremely weak, and his heart began to twitch, "What did she just tell you?"
When he brought her to the hospital, she had already fainted from the pain...
Later, she was pushed into the ward. When the doctor examined her, she seemed to wake up...
He stood outside the glass window and watched her unconsciously pulling on the doctor's clothes, as if pleading with the doctor...
Dr. Lin said truthfully, "I didn't hear clearly just now. I only heard her saying 'no'..."
"Is that all you said?"
Dr. Lin hesitated and spat out, "Miss Qu also said 'child'..."
Don't... children...
At this moment, a hint of pain flashed across Guan Hao's gloomy eyes.
Dr. Lin sighed softly, "Mr. Guan, in fact, the last time Miss Qu came for a check-up, she took medicine from me... I can't go against the patient's wishes, but I know that you will definitely not agree to what Miss Qu did, because I can't
After contacting you, I had no choice but to give Ms. Qu ordinary vitamin tablets..."
Guan Hao, who had regained his composure, slowly said, "I understand, thank you."
"Mr. Guan, Miss Qu's emotional instability is extremely dangerous to her and the fetus... I'm glad that there was no danger this time, but if this continues, even if the child can grow up healthily in Miss Qu's belly, I will
I'm afraid that Miss Qu's body won't be able to hold on..." Dr. Lin said worriedly.
Guan Hao's expression was cold and solemn, his thin lips pursed tightly, so Dr. Lin did not dare to say anything else.
Suddenly, Guan Hao said lightly, "When will she wake up?"
Dr. Lin replied, "You should wake up soon, but it is best to rest in the hospital for a day or two."
"Um."
…
Feeling confused and drowsy, Qu Ranran opened her eyes and saw the snow-white ceiling of the hospital. She sat up suddenly and nervously touched her belly.
After feeling that there was nothing strange about her body, she immediately breathed a sigh of relief and leaned lightly on the head of the bed.
Guan Hao turned around when he heard the movement behind him. Looking at her who had already stood up, he asked softly, "How do you feel?"
It wasn't until she heard Guan Hao's voice that Qu Ranran noticed his cold and proud figure standing upright in front of the window. She shook her head and said slowly, "I don't feel any discomfort anymore."
"The doctor checked you and said that you are not seriously ill. You just have fetal gas and need to stay in the hospital for two days to recover."
"oh."
Guan Hao came over, but just stood on the edge of the bed, staring at her deeply.
Qu Ranran could feel the depth of Guan Hao's eyes resting on her, as if there was an unspeakable sadness.
Thinking of how nervous he was when he sent her to the hospital just now, Qu Ranran said softly, "Guan Hao, actually I..."
She wanted to tell him that she actually had no intention of getting rid of the child, but at this second, before she could utter the words, his cold, low voice came.
"You win, Ranran, I'll let you go!"
Qu Ranran suddenly raised her eyes and looked at him blankly, swallowing all the words before she could fully escape them.
"If the price of having you is losing you, my child, and the unhappiness of your life, the only thing I can do is let you go."
When he said these words, her hands tightened on the sheets beneath her body, and a sad feeling invaded her whole body.
"Ran Ran, I think it's not an exaggeration to regard the memories on Mo Island as the best memories of you and me in so many years together, right?"
Qu Ranran was silent.
"But I feel ashamed. We have known each other for seven years, but the beautiful memories between us only last for a few days."
An inexplicable soreness surged into Qu Ranran's chest, and a tugging pain began to feel in her heart.
"I think if you could start your life over again, you wouldn't choose to know me, right?"
Qu Ranran's eyes began to turn red.
Guan Hao thought to himself and vomited out, "I treated you so badly, ruined your life, brought you harm again and again, and never considered your feelings... You should hate God for letting you meet
Me?"
The tip of Qu Ranran's nose felt sour.
"I'm sorry." Guan Hao's voice was slightly gravelly.
Finally, tears quietly slipped out of Qu Ranran's eyes, falling drop by drop, splashing on the quilt.
"But do you know that in the past seven years, I have been thanking God from the bottom of my heart for arranging you to be by my side... My life has always been dark. I am busy with intrigues in the mall every day, and I have no idea about life.
What a feeling, until one day, I found that I started to care about someone I couldn't care about. Because of this person, my world began to have color... In the first two years, I always regarded my attachment to her as me.
She is a channel to vent my hatred, so even if I want to go home early to see her every day, I will stay late at the company on the pretext of work before going home, but she just keeps me from getting away, even if it is later every night
When she comes back, she will remember to put away the bath water for me and get a change of clothes for me..."
"Perhaps it was because of these little things that I gradually became attached to her, so I started to escape. I was afraid that I would fall deeper and deeper into her, so I often used the excuse of a business trip to force myself to escape from her... In the blink of an eye, two
Years passed, her father committed suicide and the company closed down. I had achieved all my goals, but I found that I could no longer let go of her. It just so happened that at that time, she gave me a good idea to keep her by my side.
The reason is that she is pregnant..."
"I became a father for the first time, and I was very happy, but I couldn't be nice to her because I knew she would hate me one day... I have been worried that she was not in good health and the doctor told me too much
You might not be able to keep the child this time, so I sent her to the United States, which has the best doctors... But I never thought that something would happen to her on the plane..."
"I sat on the edge of the bed and watched her dying on the hospital bed. For the first time, I felt scared... This fear has caused me to be afraid of seeing her lying on the hospital bed for the past seven years... For many years
I didn’t know why I had this fear until the day she gave birth. When I heard the doctor tell me that she gave birth to the baby successfully, I imagined her lying weakly on the hospital bed.
Only then did I realize that what I have always been afraid of is that I will lose her...It turns out that I have been so afraid of losing her for a long time." He paused, and a hint of helplessness and complexity on his lips fleetingly disappeared.
"However, the ending between me and her was doomed from the beginning to the end... but I was never willing to accept it. When dealing with M, I used her sister to test her love for her father, and the result was as I expected.
Likewise, she couldn't pass this threshold. In fact, I also knew that she couldn't pass it... I tried to let her go, but I didn't expect that God would give me and her a chance to be together. We welcomed our second child.
The child... I think this is a gift from God to us, so I left it alone to find her. Even though I knew that my choice must be wrong, I still wanted to stay with her at all costs... But, a mistake is a mistake after all.
, things happened out of control after all..."
His words became increasingly sad, vaguely filled with desolation of self-blame and helplessness.
She had never heard him tell her what was in his heart, and she never expected that the first time she heard it would feel like the last time...
Tears began to overflow in her eyes, and her vision was blurred, so blurry that she could not clearly see his appearance.
"Ran Ran, I think she and I have finally come to an end..."
Qu Ranran looked at him with silent eyes filled with tears.
"Please forgive me for being selfish for the last time... The child is innocent and I can't do without him, so I want to negotiate one last deal with her."
Qu Ranran took a deep breath to control the pain in her heart, and finally choked out, "Say."
"I once promised you that Yu'an would follow you, and I will not break my promise, but now I need to attach a condition."
"What conditions?"
Guan Hao's voice has returned to lightness, "I will return Yu'an to you after you give birth."
Qu Ranran was stunned for a second before she understood the meaning of his words.
She wanted her to trade the child in her belly for Yu An...
His intention in doing this was clearly to force her to keep the child.
After a few seconds of silence, Qu Ranran slowly loosened her clenched lips and said lightly, "Then I also attach a condition, you must let Sister Chen go."
"good."
"When can I leave?"
"at any time."
"I hope you won't break your promise."
"I won't break my promise, but I must remind you that if anything happens to the child in your belly, I will never see Yu An."
"you……"
Guan Hao turned around and walked out of the ward.
She looked at his leaving back, clutched the white fingers of the sheet tightly, and then slowly let go.
She leaned against the bed weakly, tears falling from her eyes unbridled...
Her heart suddenly felt as if it had been hollowed out, and her blurry eyes held on in confusion...
Suddenly, her fingers accidentally touched something on the bed, and she picked it up from her side.
Staring at the exquisitely wrapped little gift box with dull eyes, she slowly opened it...
Found a crystal ball in the gift box...
She glanced at the crystal ball, and then took out a note attached to the gift box, on which he wrote clearly with a pen -
It is said that the crystal ball has a magical power that can predict the future. Baby, tell me, is our future you see in the crystal ball the same as what I see?