I have been planted in your hands and cannot turn over 5000
His magnetic voice was so suppressed that it was hoarse to the extreme, trapping her tightly in his arms, leaving her no room to move.
She looked up at his almost ashen face, and the fatigue on his face was something she had never seen on his face before.
Qu Ranran reached out and tried to push Guan Hao...
However, Guan Hao put his arm around her delicate body and pressed her tightly against him, asking her to face him close at hand.
All the questions raised by Guan Hao came to mind...
She filtered it through, but didn't know how to answer him...
Guan Hao saw her lowering her long eyelashes in his eyes, and his tone was still hoarse, "Where else do you want to escape to?"
Qu Ranran finally raised his head and looked at him calmly, "I didn't run away."
Guan Hao spat out coldly, "Answer the question I just asked you."
Qu Ranran took a deep breath first, then nodded and replied, "I thought you and Qiao Si were together."
"So you pretend to be generous and don't care, but always shrink back and don't want to explain it to me yourself?"
"No..." Qu Ranran shook his head, looking at Guan Hao's handsome eyes with a sad expression, "I don't know that you still don't care about me, but I know that you won't be happy if I'm with you."
"Why do you think so?"
Qu Ranran slowly lowered his eyes and spat out sadly, "You can give up the hatred of the previous generation for me, but I can't do this for you... You and I are both born with gloomy people, and what you should match is
A girl who can bring you sunshine, a girl like Joss, and I should also find a sunshine man who can light up my gloomy life. Obviously, neither you nor I can light up each other."
Guan Hao's face darkened, and desolation passed through his dark eyes, "So, you just threw away the crystal ball I gave you?"
Qu Ranran suddenly raised his eyes. Does he know?
"You left Qiao Che talking and laughing in the hotel. Can you really let it go?"
"I……"
Guan Hao quickly grabbed Qu Ranran's shoulders and stared into her confused eyes that were unable to escape, "Answer me!!"
Qu Ranran's voice finally revealed a trace of sobs, and she looked at his eyes with water, "Because I saw you and Qiao Si together, I knew that the crystal ball I owned had lost its meaning, and I looked at it every day
It, I'm afraid I will think of you..."
"You fool!!"
Guan Hao forcefully hugged Qu Ranran into his arms, resting his chin on her soft hair with a heavy sigh in his breath.
The moment she was embraced by him, tears had already slipped from Qu Ranran's eyes...
Qu Ranran sobbed like a child in Guan Hao's arms.
Guan Hao gently let go of Qu Ranran, kissed her wet eyelashes, and said in a low voice, "Didn't I tell you not to cry in front of me?"
Qu Ranran's tears came out of her eyes more violently, "I can't control it..."
"Then do you want to be with me?"
Qu Ranran looked at him with blurry eyes, nodded vigorously, and spat out pitifully, "But, do you still want me?"
Guan Hao's handsome face revealed a proud smile, "Can I say no?"
Qu Ranran's face, full of expectation, suddenly turned pale.
Guan Hao added slowly, "It's a pity that I have fallen into your hands and cannot stand up."
Qu Ranran's depressed expression suddenly regained its energy, and she punched Guan Hao's strong chest in annoyance, "You are going too far, you are still bullying me at this time..."
At this moment, Guan Hao lowered his head and covered hers with his warm thin lips again.
In the dim bathroom, she stood on tiptoes, wrapped her arms around his neck, and cooperated with his demands.
The feeling of entangled lips and teeth is like a desire for each other to get more from each other...
Slowly, just sucking the honey from her mouth could no longer satisfy his growing desire. He suddenly pressed her against the white wall behind him and buried her deeply into her neck...
Qu Ranran hugged Guan Hao and let him ignite the flame of desire in her body.
His breath lingered around her, the smell she missed when she was alone for more than two hundred days and nights...
His clothes were pulled down to his shoulders, and his hot breath went down from her neck to kissing her sexy collarbone...
Her mind was already at a loss, and she hugged him tightly, craving for more just like him...
However, a cruel fact suddenly flashed through her mind at this critical moment. She trembled and subconsciously reached out to push him away...
"Don't be like this..."
Guan Hao seemed to be possessed. When she resisted, he hugged her sideways without rejection, lowered his head and kissed her cherry red lips, "I want you."
"etc……"
Qu Ranran slapped Guan Hao's hands eagerly to put her on the sink.
"I don't have time to wait..."
"But Guan Hao..."
Turning around and locking the bathroom door, Guan Hao quickly grabbed Qu Ranran who was about to jump off the sink.
Putting her body on the sink again, he kissed her lips soothingly, "Don't be afraid... Chen Lin knows how to look. No one will come here."
"no……"
Qu Ranran pushed Guan Hao's body down with both hands, "There are still things between us that have not been explained clearly."
Guan Hao endured the desire that was about to explode, and held up her beautiful face, "You'd better finish it within a minute."
Qu Ranran blinked her innocent eyes and looked at Guan Hao, "Did you do it to make me angry when you were with Qiao Si?"
"Not simply."
"What does it mean to be innocent? Do you really like her?"
"There are other reasons, but it's not that I like her."
Qu Ranran frowned, "What other reasons?"
"You'll know when I've taken care of it. It's not appropriate to tell you right now."
"Is it true that you took her to Fiji for a month's vacation?"
Guan Hao grinned, "I thought you didn't care."
Qu Ranran's beautiful face suddenly showed grievance, "How could I not care? I can only force myself not to care..."
Guan Hao felt as happy as if he had landed in heaven, "I did go to Fiji with her, but it was not a vacation. I have things to deal with."
Qu Ranran spat out sourly, "You said it wasn't a vacation, the photos were on the news..."
Guan Hao kissed her forehead and said, "This is why I deliberately made you angry."
Qu Ranran gently punched Guan Hao's chest, "It's too much..."
Guan Hao laughed and allowed Qu Ranran to vent her little anger.
"Then what are you going to do with Joss now?"
"I never took her seriously."
"But you are like this..."
"Baby, one minute is up."
Qu Ranran blushed to the roots of her ears, but said rationally, "No... I still have something to tell you."
Guan Hao couldn't bear to spit out, "It's best to finish it in one go this time."
"I……"
"Um?"
Qu Ranran's eyes turned silent at this moment. She stretched out her arms and hugged his neck tightly, "I don't want to deceive you, Guan Hao... I may not be able to get pregnant in the future."
Guan Hao's Junyi face still had a gentle smile, but his voice was a little stern, "What are you talking about?"
You can already feel Guan Hao's concern about this matter from his voice. Qu Ranran's face became darker, but she did not allow herself to back down at this time. She spit out in one breath, "When I was pregnant,
The doctor told me that miscarriage would have a great impact on my body and might cause me to be infertile... When I had an unexpected miscarriage half a year ago, the doctor told me that because my uterine wall was so severely damaged, I might not be able to get pregnant in the future.
There is no way to have children."
The warm smile slowly disappeared on Guan Hao Junyi's face...
Qu Ranran stared at the expression on his face for a moment, lowered her head sadly, and said sadly, "Do you mind?"
Guan Hao said nothing and stared at her, and instantly the atmosphere between them turned as heavy as lead.
Qu Ranran felt that Guan Hao's gaze became full of coldness, and he looked at him with sharp and cold eyes.
She didn't dare to look up at him because she was afraid of seeing the look on his face that she was afraid of seeing.
The next second, Guan Hao turned around.
The light suddenly brightened, Qu Ranran raised her eyes suddenly, and what she saw was Guan Hao's back turning away. She jumped down from the sink and looked at him blankly.
Opening the door, Guan Hao's steps stopped in front of the door, with his back to her, his light voice was slightly hoarse, "You should have told me earlier."
"I……"
Qu Ranran looked at Guan Hao's leaving stern figure, his words stuck in his throat.
Guan Hao has already taken steps.
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In the carriage, Chen Lin hesitated for a few seconds and asked softly, "Miss Qu, did you have a good conversation with the CEO?"
Qu Ranran shook his head silently.
"I saw that the president seemed to be in a bad mood when he returned to the office. What happened?"
Qu Ranran raised her dull eyes and looked forward, asking, "Secretary Chen, do you think Guan Hao and I will be together again?"
Chen Lin nodded vigorously, "Of course. If the president doesn't care about you, why would he force you to come to him again and again?"
Qu Ranran lowered her eyelashes and sighed heavily.
"Miss Qu, you must have confidence in the president..."
Qu Ranran fell silent again.
Although Chen Lin couldn't figure out what went wrong during the conversation between Guan Hao and Qu Ranran, she was afraid that Qu Ranran would have random thoughts, so she tried her best to comfort Qu Ranran, "Miss Qu, you see the president personally ordered me to send you off."
Going home means that he is nervous about you... Oh, by the way, he just told me that he would call you later."
Qu Ranran raised her downcast face, "Really?"
Chen Lin nodded vigorously, "Yes... don't think too much and wait for the president to call you, okay?"
Qu Ranran's pale face regained some color, "Yeah."
…
Knock, knock.
"Come in."
After getting the boss's permission, Chen Lin walked in softly. "President, I have sent Miss Qu home."
Guan Hao thought thoughtfully and responded lightly, "Yeah."
Chen Lin raised her eyes and secretly glanced at her boss.
He sat quietly on the chair behind his desk. There didn't seem to be anything unusual on his handsome face, but there was a coldness between his frowning eyebrows.
Chen Lin has followed Guan Hao for many years and knows very well that when Guan Hao has such an expression, she usually needs to retreat silently. However, before retreating, she still couldn't help but say, "President, when I send Miss Qu back,
She seemed quite lost."
Guan Hao glanced at Chen Lin, "Did she say anything?"
Chen Lin replied, "Miss Qu didn't say anything and was very calm, but she looked really disappointed."
"Get down!"
"yes."
Chen Lin didn't dare to say anything more, turned around and left.
After Chen Lin left, Guan Hao stood up and walked to the French window.
His face was cold, his eyes were cold and stern, but his face was expressionless.
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After returning home, Qu Ranran lay on the bed quite tiredly.
She stared blankly at the ceiling, her mind filled with images of just being with him.
When she went to find him this time, she had no idea that things would develop to this point.
When he pressed her, she could actually refuse coldly in front of him, but at that moment, when he held her, the attachment and reluctance in her heart actually made her change her mind...
Leaning on his chest and smelling his delicious masculine scent, her mind was filled with more than two hundred thoughts of missing him day and night...
Therefore, she couldn't help her own reason and followed her own wishes...
She could hold him, could walk with him, could be pampered and pampered by him as before, but she couldn't remain indifferent...
She knew that if the situation continued to develop, it would never end in such an embarrassing situation like him asking Chen Lin to take her home... However, she had to be honest with him because she knew he cared.
Which man can tolerate his woman being infertile?
Even though she and he already had Yu'an, he had always longed to have another child with her.
So, she believed that he needed some time to digest this fact...
…
Leaning on the bed, Qu Ranran looked at the screen of her mobile phone, waiting patiently for him to call her.
It was a pity that Guan Hao didn't call her for a whole afternoon, but she actually waited for him with her cell phone all afternoon.
As night fell, Qu Ranran finally began to feel a little uneasy...
He hadn't called her for a long time, and for some reason, she suddenly had an ominous premonition.
Just when Qu Ranran was feeling uneasy, her cell phone finally rang.
Qu Ranran picked up her phone anxiously and took a look. Sure enough, the number displayed on the screen was exactly the number she had been waiting for.
However, at this moment, she was inexplicably afraid to answer...
Watching the flashing number on the screen steadily, stopping and flashing, stopping and flashing again, the fear in Qu Ranran's heart became stronger and stronger...
Qu Ranran leaned on the bedside in a daze, watching the phone keep ringing, over and over again.
Finally, Qu Ranran pressed the answer button with trembling hands and slowly put the phone to her ear.
"Sorry, I just went to the bathroom."
"Ran Ran..."
"Um?"
Guan Hao's voice was hoarse, "I'm sorry."
Qu Ranran smiled, "Why are you saying sorry to me?"
"I don't think I can accept you like this."
Qu Ranran tried her best to keep her gentle voice, "Can you make it clearer?"
"I take back what I said to you today...I don't think I can be with you."
Qu Ranran, who had always had an ominous premonition, finally got it confirmed.
Her hand holding the phone suddenly became weak, and tears flowed freely down her face in an instant.
"Ran Ran, Ran Ran..."
Qu Ranran stretched out her hand to wipe away the tears on her face, still smiling slightly, "I'm listening."
"sorry."
He apologized to her again.
Tears fell silently from Qu Ranran's eyes, but she still smiled, "I understand."
"In the past six months, there has been an abyss between us. You can't come over, and I can't cross it... But I let go, and I can't let go. I've been waiting, waiting for you to call me.
When you needed me, you didn't, never, you never called me, and you never needed me. I deceived myself and thought that you didn't want to find me because you couldn't face it, so I made
I got the chance to meet you in France, even though you still have no intention of facing it..."
"In fact, when I saw you throwing away the crystal ball, I had already planned to give up on you in this life. But this morning when I saw you crying in front of the elevator, I couldn't bear it... I told you that I
Not being with Joss is actually a lie. During the period when I was disappointed with you, it was Joss who accompanied me all the way. Because of my intolerance for you, I lied to you. I hope we can start over. After all,
I will always be responsible for you until you tell me about your physical condition..."
"I must be honest with you. The change in my mood at the moment was not because I couldn't accept the fact, but because I found that I didn't even have the thought of being angry. Regarding this matter, I didn't care as much as I thought...
I spent an afternoon thinking about it slowly, and it wasn’t until I called you that I realized that I don’t care as much as I thought, because I don’t care about you as much as I thought…”
Her vision was so blurred that she couldn't see anything clearly, and she slowly lowered her long eyelashes.
"Ran Ran, do you really understand?"
Qu Ranran closed her eyes in pain, letting her tears hit the bed drop by drop. She spoke out slowly despite her sobs, "I understand... Guan Hao, thank you for thinking about giving us a chance. It's my repeated support."
For missing such an opportunity, I am the one who really should say "I'm sorry"... Don't embarrass yourself. In fact, I am not as bad as you think. A new life is also a new beginning for me. I wish you the best.
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ps: Don’t worry about running out of meat, dears, I promise to stew it for you... I will update it with 19,000 words in the future!