Epilogue I can no longer be strong in front of you 4000)
Chapter '1
"Ms. Qin, the test results will not be available until tomorrow. Please come to the hospital again tomorrow."
"Doctor, is my condition serious?"
"We can't be sure yet. We have to wait for the specific inspection report to come out."
"What will happen to me if my transplanted heart is rejected now?"
"Let's put it this way, Miss Qin, generally speaking, heart transplant surgery can be immune to rejection within a year, and there will be no rejection in the next few years. We can basically conclude that this heart transplant surgery is successful, but
Your current palpitations, chest tightness, and heartache are far from being explained by the sequelae of a heart transplant... Therefore, we need to further determine whether your previous heart transplant was defective, and if so,
We can still repair the defect with surgery, but if it is because your autoimmune body cannot accept the transplanted heart, the situation will be much more serious than I imagined."
“What does severe mean?”
"That is, if your body still rejects the transplanted heart after many years of being in harmony with it, it means that your own body cannot accept the transplanted organ. Then, any future heart transplant surgery will be in vain.
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"Doctor, if the situation is really like what you said, I will no longer be able to have a heart transplant in the future, but my body's rejection is getting more and more serious, what will happen to me in the end?"
"die."
"die?"
"Yes, severe rejection will only make your heart weaker and weaker, and finally... death."
…
Qin Zixin leaned on the back of the chair in a daze, her face pale and thoughtful.
Qu Ranran was using her mobile phone to call Guan Hao, her face unable to conceal her excitement.
Toot, toot—
The phone was connected and the other party connected without ringing twice.
Qu Ranran couldn't restrain the joy in her heart, and couldn't wait to say to Guan Hao over there, "Husband, do you remember the good things I told you before? I want you to come back now, and I want to share this with you..."
Before Qu Ranran finished speaking, a sweet and respectful voice came from the other end of the phone, "I'm sorry, Madam President, the President is in a meeting now, and he didn't bring his cell phone..."
Hearing Tong Qianxin's voice on the phone, Qu Ranran bit her lip gently and said hello in a friendly manner, "Hello, Assistant Tong."
Tong Qianxin added, "If you, Madam CEO, need it, I can give the phone to the CEO now."
Qu Ranran's voice became a little depressed, "Forget it... wait until Guan Hao finishes the meeting, and ask him to call me back."
"OK."
"goodbye."
After ending the call, Qu Ranran sighed softly, put the phone back into her bag, and muttered, "I hate...it's just a meeting, why would you give your phone to a public relations assistant?"
Leaning back on the leather seat, Qu Ranran pouted, "Isn't the public relations assistant working in the public relations department? Why is he on the president's office floor now?"
Qu Ranran's voice was sour and full of jealousy.
"Sister, I always feel that this Tong Qianxin is a bit strange. Although every time I go to the company, she tries her best to show that her relationship with Guan Hao is just a subordinate and a superior, but I can see something strange in the eyes she exchanges with Guan Hao.
Unusual, this extraordinary seems to be a kind of tacit understanding, and it seems to be a kind of familiarity... In short, Tong Qianxin doesn't give me a very good feeling."
"elder sister……"
After talking to himself many times without getting a response, Qu Ranran finally noticed Qin Zixin who was immersed in his thoughts.
"sister!!"
"Uh, Ran Ran."
Qu Ranran reached out and waved in front of Qin Zixin, "Are you okay?"
Qin Zixin, who came back from the daze, shook his head, "It's okay."
"What were you thinking about just now?"
"No!"
"You clearly have... Look, when I talk to you, you don't even respond to me."
Qin Zixin smiled softly, "I heard it. You told me that you felt that Tong Qianxin and Guan Hao had a tacit understanding and familiarity, which made you a little uncomfortable."
Qu Ranran bit her lip gently and murmured, "It's not really uncomfortable. I know there's nothing between Guan Hao and her. At least Guan Hao won't have any thoughts about her... I just..." Qu Ranran bit her lip gently.
Ran Ran tilted her head, but it was hard to describe.
Qin Zixin took over what Qu Ranran said, "It's just that when a woman sees the man she loves deeply with another woman, she always feels a little uncomfortable in her heart, even though she trusts her man very much."
Qu Ranran smiled and nodded, "bingo, that's how I feel."
Qin Zixin stared at Qu Ranran's smiling face, watching quietly, and the corners of his mouth gradually began to smile.
Qu Ranran, who was not used to being stared at by her sister, said in embarrassment, "Why do you keep looking at me?"
Qin Zixin sighed softly and said with emotion, "I really envy the life you live now."
Qu Ranran reached out and held Qin Zixin's arm, "You are the only one who is willing to listen to me tell you these trivial matters about Guan Hao and I's life."
A faint smile appeared on Qin Zixin's slightly pale face, "How I long to be like you, to find someone who I love and who loves me, to center his world every day, and to share happy events with him if he is unhappy.
You can get comfort from him at all times. No matter when you encounter any difficulties, you will feel at ease when you think about having him by your side. The most important thing is that you can occasionally get jealous, make trouble with him, and enjoy him coaxing you.
feeling.”
"Sister, you are so outstanding. If you are willing, Guan Hao can introduce you to some young talents that he admires. You don't have to wrong yourself like you do now... and live a life where you are not happy at all."
"Ran Ran, do you know? It doesn't matter to me whether I am happy or not, because I have known from a long time ago that I will never be happy in this life."
"sister……"
"Okay, Ranran, we're almost home. I don't want to go home with melancholy..."
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On the sofa, Yu An stared at the black eyes that were as beautiful as his father, and asked seriously, "Auntie, can mommy really give birth to a little sister for me?"
Qin Zixin nodded, "Of course, as long as your daddy and mommy work harder..."
"Mommy, I want a little sister." Yu An, who was sitting on Qu Ranran's lap, turned to look at his mother with blushing cheeks and said innocently.
Qu Ranran shyly hugged the little guy on her lap, and then whispered a few words in the little guy's ear.
The little guy nodded vigorously, obviously having received a satisfactory answer, and finally hooked up with Qu Ranran.
Qu Ranran hooked up with Yu An like a child, then smiled and kissed the child's tender face.
Qin Zixin looked at the childish and cute mother and son with a smile, and felt an inexplicable sour emotion well up in her heart.
In her memory, she rarely had such intimacy with Qian Qian...
Qian Qian is very dependent on her, but that's because she raised Qian Qian single-handedly. This dependence is just because she is her mother. In fact, she is not a good mother at all. She spends most of her life
We spend all our time educating our children to be resilient and self-reliant, but we rarely have such intimate interactions with them.
She didn't know if she would have the opportunity to have such an intimate interaction with her child in the future...
…
Going upstairs, Qin Zixin went back to the room to see Qian Qian, who was doing her summer homework in the room.
As soon as the door was opened, a harmonious laughter of father and daughter could be heard in the room.
Qin Zixin looked over.
Ji Lingtian was seen holding Qian Qian lovingly on his lap, rubbing his stubble on Qian Qian's neck. Qian Qian was tickled so much that she shrank back and forth in her father's arms, giggling from time to time...
The relationship between father and daughter has always been so good.
Over the years, she could only see the smile on his face when facing Qian Qian, and his smile would always be so warm, but it would never appear in front of her again.
Qin Zixin left the room quietly, her eyes red inexplicably.
…
This is Ji Lingtian's first time having dinner at Guanzhai.
Guan's mother cooked a large table of dishes, many of which were the dishes that Ji Lingtian loved to eat when she was a child.
Facts have proved that Ji Lingtian is a person who doesn't like to change his taste. After more than 20 years, these dishes still match his taste.
Although Ji Lingtian didn't say much, Guan's mother was still very satisfied and kept picking up food for Ji Lingtian.
Ji Lingtian did not refuse, which made Guan's mother very happy.
All in all, everyone enjoyed the meal.
After the meal, Guan Hao took his beloved wife, who had something good to share with him, back to the room first, while Ji Lingtian was begged by Qian Qian and Yu An to be the king of children and play with them...
Ever since, Guan Mu and Qin Zixin were the only ones left in the restaurant.
Suddenly, clang——
There was the sound of a plate breaking.
It immediately attracted everyone's attention.
It turned out that Qin Zixin came out of the kitchen carrying a plate of cut fruits, but she accidentally broke the fruit plate.
"Are you okay..." Guan's mother came to Qin Zixin as quickly as possible and scolded her softly, "I told you not to go get the fruit, just call the servant..."
Qin Zixin knelt down to pick up the broken glass and said with a smile, "I just went to get the fruit. It's not a heavy job, but my hands and feet are so clumsy that I can't even hold a fruit plate steady..."
Guan's mother hurriedly helped Qin Zixin up, "Stop picking it up... let the servants clean it."
Qin Zixin stood up straight and tried to throw the pieces of glass he picked up into the trash can, but was accidentally scratched by the glass fragments.
Suddenly, blood emerged from the injured tiger's mouth.
Seeing this, Guan's mother was very nervous and hurriedly called the servant over.
After a while, the servant brought a simple medicine box to help Qin Zixin bandage and disinfect.
The scene where Qin Zixin was injured was seen by Ji Lingtian who was playing with two children in the hall.
…
Qin Zixin returned to the room and was about to take a bath so that she could go to Qianqian's room to chat with her daughter later. Unexpectedly, Ji Lingtian walked in from outside the room while she was taking off her clothes.
Qin Zixin had just stripped down to her underwear. When she saw Ji Lingtian, she immediately pulled up her clothes and frowned at the unruly guest in front of her.
Ji Lingtian walked up to Qin Zixin, looked at Qin Zixin's injured hand with sharp eyes, and a sneer hung on the corner of his mouth, "In order to win the sympathy of others, you would rather get a little injured. You really have good intentions!"
Qin Zixin frowned, "What do you mean?"
"Didn't you deliberately get hurt in front of my mother to make her love you even more as her 'daughter-in-law'?"
As he said, always carry a gun and a stick.
There is a dull pain in my heart, which is the pain of injury and the pain of the heart itself.
The doctor's words rang in her ears——
Yes, severe rejection will only make your heart weaker and weaker, and eventually... death.
The results will come out tomorrow, and what she will face is probably...
Qin Zixin suddenly felt very tired. She had worked hard to maintain her arrogance in front of him for so many years, but it was actually unnecessary.
Why should she care about what he thinks of her? Because why should she care about someone who has never cared about her?
Qin Zixin, who originally wanted to respond to Ji Lingtian's unwillingness to show weakness like in the past, chose to remain silent at this moment.
Seeing Qin Zixin pick up her pajamas and turn around and walk into the bathroom, Ji Lingtian quickly put his hand across the door of the bathroom, his pupils narrowed, and he looked at her sharply, "It's not like you. You don't defend a word."
Qin Zixin didn't say anything, she just took Ji Lingtian's hand away and walked straight into the bathroom.
Ji Lingtian naturally didn't follow him in, but Qin Zixin's condition today made him a little surprised.
Because during dinner, he had already noticed that she had been in a state of absent-mindedness tonight, so she couldn't even hold a fruit plate.
Thinking that he still noticed her state of mind, Ji Lingtian irritably punched the bathroom door with his fist and walked away quickly.
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The next day.
Early in the morning, Qin Zixin came to the hospital alone.
The doctor sat opposite Qin Zixin with the examination report in hand, his face looking heavy.
When Qin Zixin saw the doctor's face, she had already guessed the status of the examination report.
Sure enough, the doctor said to her apologetically, "Ms. Qin, I hope you are mentally prepared. Your body's rejection has nothing to do with the surgery, it is your own problem, so..."
"Am I really going to die?"
The doctor shook his head regretfully.
Qin Zixin gripped the chair she was sitting on tightly and bit her lower lip. It only took a few seconds for her to adjust her mentality and calmly received the examination report from the doctor.
Qin Zixin lowered her head and glanced at the inspection report. The black print made her hands tremble suddenly, because the inspection report clearly stated...
Her transplanted heart would only last another year.