Epilogue Once upon a time I just liked the feeling of sleeping with you
After the red sports car left, Ji Lingtian said calmly, "Get in the car." Then he sat in the driver's seat, opened the door of the passenger seat and waited for Qin Zixin.
However, Qin Zixin stayed where he was outside the car door, looking at Ji Lingtian dimly with his starry eyes.
Ji Lingtian turned to look at her, frowning slightly, "Aren't you leaving yet?"
Qin Zixin swallowed the lump in her throat and said, "You did it on purpose, right?"
Ji Lingtian narrowed his eyes slightly, "What did you say?"
Qin Zixin turned her head to one side, took a deep breath, and then turned to look at Ji Lingtian, "Does humiliating me really make you so happy?"
Ji Lingtian curled his lips and smiled, then stepped out of the car and looked at Qin Zixin contemptuously, "Yes, I did it on purpose, so what?"
Hearing such cruel facts from his mouth, even though I was mentally prepared, I still felt a heavy blow in my heart.
Ji Lingtian squinted at Qin Zixin and sneered, "Admit it, Qin Zixin, you are so happy when I give you something."
It turns out that every move she makes, every smile she makes are all under his control. He has been watching her jokes... knowing that Miss Ren wants that bracelet, he actually bids for it and pretends to give it to her. His
The purpose is just to humiliate her.
There was a dull pain in her heart, and along with the pain of the heart itself, Qin Zixin was a little out of breath, but she still tried hard to keep breathing calmly, holding the skirt of her dress tightly with her fingers, concentrating without any retreat.
Looking at Ji Lingtian, he spat out slightly, "Since you hate me so much, why do you still want to register with me?"
Ji Lingtian's eyes became sharp, "Didn't you force this?"
Qin Zixin's voice became more and more choked, "Do you really think I deliberately let Qianqian know that I was leaving and forced you to marry me?"
"Why do you need to pretend to be innocent in front of me?" Ji Lingtian glared at Qin Zixin with contempt, the corners of his beautiful mouth raised sarcastically, "You and I both know very well that you always like to use tricks."
His words were always like sharp knives, piercing her fragile heart with precision.
She was in so much pain that she wanted to cover her chest, but she didn't want him to see her physical and mental fragility, and he didn't want him to deliberately win sympathy with her words.
Qin Zixin lowered his head slowly, unable to utter any words because of the pain in his heart.
"Why, you can't accept my sharp point?" Ji Lingtian looked at her coldly, the strange look in his eyes was enough to chill her.
"Ji Lingtian, I don't care if you believe it or not, after you and I separated many years ago, I have never thought about being with you again in this life, so I have never acted in front of Qianqian... Please don't act like this..."
You want to humiliate me with an aggressive look. I did owe you something, but I have already paid you back everything I owe you... So, please respect me."
"If you want respect, fine, as long as you tell Qian Qian in front of her face what kind of person her mother is, then you and I will be in peace with each other."
Ji Lingtian looked at her coldly, word by word, making her eyes burn.
"You know very well that I couldn't help myself at the time." Qin Zixin shook his head and wanted to explain clearly to him. "I have explained to you many times. When I met you, I didn't know m at all. M was later
Just found me..."
"The facts are already very clear!!" Ji Lingtian interrupted her, "In order to get the money m gave you, you not only shamelessly seduced me, but in the end you even sacrificed my trust in you!!"
"Lure?" Qin Zixin asked, her mind going blank.
If she remembered correctly, she was very aware of the distance between her and him back then, and she had never had any undue thoughts about him. It was him who told her that he and she could have a bright future, and she devoted herself wholeheartedly to him.
Leave it to him...
He accused her of ruining his life, but actually she was the one who should be accused!
If he hadn't stalked her, how could M have stalked her?
M didn't find her. Even if she wasn't with him today, she wouldn't let herself feel so uncomfortable...
"Qin Zixin, there is one thing I think you may not know yet... My original intention of being with you is not because of my appreciation of you, nor because of my liking for you, but because I want to train you to become a
A sensible and well-behaved woman, help me do things around Guan Hao..."
"What did you say?"
"Do you really think that after I slept with you once, I developed a desire to stay with you for the rest of my life?" Ji Lingtian curled his lips and sneered, "I was just taking advantage of your ignorance and naivety at the time, and wanted you to be used by me.
...But I never thought that you have been doing things for m."
Her heart was broken, everything was spread out before her eyes.
The past that she thought she could recall turned out to be a chess game, an unforgettable time for her, but in the end it was shattered by him himself.
"You...you mean, those words you once said to me..." Qin Zixin asked choked with sobs, "It was all just to make me listen to you obediently..."
Qin Zixin asked, and Ji Lingtian's cold eyes had already told her a cruel answer.
"So, even what you said about wanting to spend your life with me is not true?" She murmured and lowered her neck.
He didn't care about her at all, from beginning to end.
It turned out that his original intention of approaching her was just to use her to defeat Guan Hao, but he did not expect that he would be "plotted" by her...
Why didn't he tell her in the past, just to let her have such a dream so that he could humiliate her?
"You must think that my revenge on you is born of love and hatred, right? You are wrong, Qin Zixin, I have never really cared about you from the beginning to the end. In the past, I just liked the feeling of going to bed with you...
...You should know that after a man has been with a woman for a long time, he always likes to change to a new one, and you are just one of my women. However, you have already betrayed me before I had time to change you.
"He concluded cruelly.
Qin Zixin's heart felt cold, and the blood in his body had lost its temperature.
Suddenly she understood that there was no need for her to stand in front of him anymore.
Turning around, Qin Zixin couldn't bear his cold gaze sadly and just wanted to walk away...
"I originally wanted to hide this from you and continue my wanton revenge, but I'm so disgusted with you that I can't even look at you again..." Ji Lingtian pulled Qin Zixin's arm, and the force almost tore her apart.
hand bones, "If you know the truth and want to spend these six months with me in peace, don't pretend to be innocent and pitiful in front of me. I'm afraid I will be even more cruel to you."
After saying these words, he opened the car door, sat straight into the car, and wanted to drive away.
However, an unknown source of courage made Qin Zixin run in front of the car and block the car that had already started——
"Are you crazy?!"
Ji Lingtian rolled down the window and got out of the car angrily.
The man she had always loved deeply was questioning her angrily.
"What you just said to me was because you made me angry on purpose, right?" She heard her voice choke, and she tried hard to control it and not let her tears fall. "If what happened next hadn't happened, you would have stayed with me.
Together, you said you would marry me and you would take care of me for the rest of my life..."
Qin Zixin asked him sadly, earning a look of disgust from him, "Are you crazy enough?"
"I'm not crazy, I know you once had mine in your heart." She stubbornly stood in front of his car. Some cars had already stopped on the roadside to watch their excitement, but she didn't care about other people's eyes at all.
He grabbed her arm and roughly pulled her aside——
"Let me go..."
She wanted to struggle, but found that the pain in her heart was getting worse. If her emotions continued to be intense, she might never be able to ask him again.
Therefore, she no longer resisted him.
"Why, have you really dreamed of being with me?" He sneered, and put down her hand because of her cooperation.
She almost fell, but fortunately the handrail on the roadside allowed her to support herself.
"I can never be with you!!"
She didn't allow her tears to fall. "Since you don't want to see me even for a second, then you can divorce me now. Why wait until half a year later?"
"If I divorce you now, you will win the sympathy of everyone again, won't you?" He looked at her coldly and said cruelly.
Qin Zixin was stunned and stood firmly by the roadside...
"Whether you want to go back or not is up to you!"
After saying these words, Ji Lingtian got into the car. After waiting for her for a few seconds without waiting for her to get in, his car finally drove out of her sight.
Qin Zixin, I have never really cared about you from the beginning to the end. In the past, I just liked the feeling of going to bed with you...
It turned out that he had been watching her jokes...
His hatred for her, his cynicism towards her, and his malicious revenge on her are not because he cares about her, but because of his fundamental disgust...
The beautiful past she recalled from time to time turned out to be just a dream in the end...
Now that she has woken up from the dream, she is so embarrassed...
ps: The updates are unstable these days, but I will try my best to update it every day. Around the eleventh day of the lunar month, I will be able to maintain a stable update of 5,000 words a day.