In the beautiful children's room, Qin Ziqian obediently covered herself with a quilt, looking at her mother beside her with a pair of clear eyes.
Qin Zixin leaned on the bedside and accused softly, "It's very late, little lazy boy, you have to get up early to go to school tomorrow!"
"Mommy..."
"Um?"
"You're not at home today, I'm so scared."
"My baby girl will be twelve years old soon. This is the age of a young adult. Therefore, you have to learn to be strong. Even when mommy is not around, you have to learn to think calmly and calmly."
"Mommy..." Qin Ziqian rested his head on Qin Zixin's thigh, his throat was rough, "Am I going to have to learn to take care of myself when I grow up?"
"Of course, mommy and daddy can't take care of you forever!"
"Then I don't want to grow up, because I want daddy and mommy to be by my side forever."
"You idiot... you forgot what mommy told you again? Be strong, you know?"
"Um."
"Be good." Qin Zixin lowered his head and kissed his daughter's forehead, "Go to sleep."
"Mommy, why did you sleep with me after you came back from New York? Didn't you say you wanted me to learn to be independent?"
"Can't Mommy sleep with her daughter even if she wants to?"
"Of course... Qianqian likes to sleep with mommy." Qin Ziqian nestled into Qin Zixin's arms and stretched out her arms to hug her mother.
Qin Zixin looked at her daughter with relief and stroked the soft hair on her forehead, "Just sleep in mommy's arms!"
"Um."
Qin Ziqian closed her eyes. She had been feeling sleepy for a long time and fell asleep in Qin Zixin's arms within two minutes.
Qin Zixin looked blankly at her daughter's sleeping face.
Most of her daughter's facial features are like hers, but the heroic spirit exuding between her brows comes from her father.
She knew her daughter was strong, but... her daughter couldn't bear the pain of losing her mother.
What should she do?
The doctor said that she can only live for more than three months at most. If her vitality is strong enough, she may be able to survive until her daughter spends the remaining three months of observation period. But if her vitality is not strong enough, her body will be like
With such serious deterioration in the past two months, she will definitely not be able to support her daughter through the observation period...
She cannot let her daughter suffer any stimulation during the observation period, so she must survive these three months!
Lowering his head, Qin Zixin kissed his daughter again with infinite affection.
After a long time, she gently put her daughter on the bed, lifted the quilt, put on her pajamas and got out of bed.
She didn't feel sleepy at all, and sat by the window fully clothed.
City Y is not as prosperous as New York. In the dead of night, the city seems empty and deserted.
She suddenly missed Ran Ran...
Her silly sister would definitely feel uncomfortable if she knew her current physical condition, but fortunately, Guan Hao is by her side.
In fact, it is really a miracle for her to be alive today.
She knew she had a heart disease when she was very young, but she didn't know that this disease could lead to death. Because she could overcome heart discomfort when she was a child, and she was just like normal people at other times, so she didn't have it.
Treat heart disease as one thing.
Later, I got a job, joined "Lingtian", and got to know him. When I had the idea of spending a lifetime with another person in my mind, I realized that her body might be an obstacle...
She thought about telling him about it, because she knew that if he knew about it, he would definitely try his best to cure her, but who would have thought that before she could tell him about her physical condition, m would come to her...
…
She knew how suspicious his character was, and she also knew his childhood experience. She knew very well that her "betrayal" might stop their love, but she had no choice...
He said that she indirectly killed her mother because she had no choice. If she chose to trust him, she should believe that he had the ability to save her mother, but in the end she chose to make a deal with the devil and was killed by the devil.
Deception, in the end, failed to save her mother's life.
She knew very well that her choice back then was indeed hurtful to him, but if she was asked to choose again, she thought she would still not be able to make the most correct choice, because he would never realize that his only choice was
The miserable sounds of loved ones screaming in pain on the other end of the phone...
Their love ended like this.
After her mother's funeral, she disappeared for a long time, and finally found him.
From that day on, the way he looked at her changed.
She no longer had the favor she had in the past, and he completely hated her.
At that time, her physical condition began to become serious, and she went to see a doctor alone. The doctor said that if she did not undergo heart transplant surgery, her body would not survive for a few years.
After his mother died, he no longer loved her. She no longer had the courage to live. Therefore, when he took the initiative to find her and asked her to get close to Guan Hao, she did not refuse.
She just hopes that she can try her best to make it up to him in the remaining years.
At that time, she had no idea of Guan Hao's intelligence and cunning. She only wanted to convey Guan Hao's daily news to Ji Lingtian...
During that time, although she and Ji Lingtian rarely met, whenever they met, he would still ask her to go to the hotel to accompany him.
Finally one day, she found out that she was pregnant...
He didn't know that she had been pregnant twice when she was with him, but she failed to keep the child.
She was at a loss when she found out she was pregnant. She hesitated whether to tell him, but at that time, she was kidnapped...
Finally, Guan Hao rescued her in a broken house. At that time, all signs showed that she had been insulted.
For the first time in her life, she lost her strength and the courage to live until the doctor told her that the baby in her belly was fine.
She didn't know at the time that the reason why Guan Hao didn't "dislike" her but still chose to take care of her was because at that time Guan Hao had already suspected that her identity was related to his brother, so he always treated her as a relative...
Later, she gave birth to Qian Qian, and everyone thought it was her and Guan Hao's child. Some unreasonable people even speculated that Qian Qian might be her "rape"... In short, she has always been very grateful to Guan Hao.
Take care of her.
Guan Hao's care for her made her gradually feel guilty. She wanted to tell Guan Hao many times about her true purpose of approaching her, but she always hesitated because of that person.
She and Guan Hao have maintained an ambiguous relationship like this. In fact, she and Guan Hao have never had any real close contact at all. The reason for the love between them is that Guan Hao is really attracted to her. It is because Guan Hao's acting skills are better than hers.
fine……
She still remembered that one time, she asked him to act as usual. She thought he would refuse because of her body as usual, but she didn't expect that that time Guan Hao actually...
That time she was really frightened and almost had a showdown with Guan Hao. Fortunately, Guan Hao answered an important phone call at the last moment and left.
She had never figured this out, so she had no choice but to ask Guan Hao...
Only then did she realize that Ji Lingtian was outside their room that day.
Guan Hao did this just to verify whether Ji Lingtian cared about her.
It turned out that Ji Lingtian didn't care, because she had called him to tell him about it at that time, and she thought he would ask her not to stay with Guan Hao anymore, but he didn't.
Now that I think about it, after all these years, she is really stupid.
For someone who was only using her from beginning to end, her efforts seemed really ridiculous...
She still remembers asking him - if Guan Hao hadn't let me live six years ago... would you have watched me die?"
He answered - yes...for so many years, every time I do things for m, I have the thought of cutting you into pieces...you think, how would I choose?
Every word he said clearly existed in her mind.
He wished she would die...
Now, he can finally get his wish, she is really about to die, and he can live a very good life from now on...
The day before her birthday, Qian Qian had already planned the itinerary for her family of three the next day. Qian Qian didn't even reveal it to her, saying she wanted to surprise her and Ji Lingtian.
Her daughter has always been eccentric, so even she can't guess what Qian Qian's surprise is. What she fears most is being frightened.
Ji Lingtian promised to come back on Qianqian's birthday, but until the day before her birthday, Ji Lingtian was still in New York.
Qian Qian is very disappointed because Ji Lingtian hasn't come back yet, which means that Ji Lingtian will basically not be able to make it to Qian Qian's birthday tomorrow...
Ji Lingtian told Qianqian before that he has been very busy recently and may not be able to make it back in the end...
Qian Qian is a very sensible child. She does not blame her father, but she is very disappointed and her mood has not been as active as before in the past two days.
Qin Zixin saw Qian Qian's loss in her eyes and felt very sorry for her daughter.
In fact, even she thought Ji Lingtian would definitely come back. After all, he had always loved Qianqian...
Therefore, she felt that he was just lying to his children because he was busy with work and could not come back.
He will indeed be very busy when he needs to watch the project in New York, but he is the president of "Lingtian" and he has a group of subordinates who work hard for him. Let alone a day, even if he spares a week, I'm afraid it won't be enough.
There will be big problems.
Unless, he doesn't want to come back.
Why wouldn't he want to come back?
He doesn't want to see her?
This may be a reason, but it shouldn't be the main reason why he doesn't come back. After all, when he was in New York, he was willing to be under the same roof with her for Qian Qian, and on such an important day, there was no reason for him to let Qian Qian down because of her.
of expectation.
If it's not that he doesn't want to come back, it's that he has more important things to deal with in New York... So, what is more important to him than Qian Qian?
Qin Zixin, who was sitting on the sofa, hugged her daughter and asked softly, "Are you hungry? Mommy sees that you didn't eat anything at night."
Qian Qian lowered her head and said, "I'm not hungry."
"Little fool...even if daddy doesn't come back, mommy will still celebrate your birthday with you...be good...it's your birthday tomorrow, be happy."
"I know, Mommy, I'm fine."
"Okay, you go back to your room first, and mommy will sleep with you later."
"Well, good night, Mommy."
"Good night."
After Qian Qian returned to her room, Qin Zixin sat alone on the sofa in the living room and sighed quietly.
Suddenly, "Madam, do you still want to read these magazines?" a servant in charge of cleaning asked Qin Zixin.
Qin Zixin leaned back on the sofa and said in a tired voice, "Leave one or two copies. I'll take them to the room to read later."
"OK."
She has been suffering from insomnia recently, and she really can't fall asleep without reading some magazines or something.
"Then I'll leave you with these two days!"
"Um."
After the servant packed up, he immediately left.
Qin Zixin leaned on the sofa for a while, fearing that her daughter would be sad in the room, so she picked up the magazine and prepared to go back to the room.
Accidentally, a magazine fell on the ground.
Qin Zixin picked it up casually and took a look. The character Ren Qingle on the cover of the magazine made her take another look.
On the cover, the purple diamond bracelet on Ren Qingle's wrist is particularly eye-catching.
In fact, a discerning person can easily guess the relationship between Ren Qingle and Ji Lingtian. After all, this purple diamond bracelet was originally taken by Ji Lingtian.
The media should be very aware of the relationship between Ren Qingle and Ji Lingtian. They are just afraid of Ji Lingtian and do not dare to expose this piece of paper.
Qin Zixin sighed softly and opened the magazine and took a look.
The next moment, she frowned tightly.
The magazine reported on Ren Qingle's life background, and she saw at a glance that Ren Qingle's birthday was only one day apart from Qian Qian's.
Qin Zixin suddenly understood the reason why Ji Lingtian couldn't come back...
Angrily throwing the magazine on the ground, Qin Zixin sat heavily on the sofa and bit her lip tightly.
There was a burst of pain in her chest, which was the dull pain from the heart after being stimulated.
Qin Zixin stroked her chest, took a few deep breaths to relieve the pain, and then took out her mobile phone.
She had no intention of calling him. After all, in the more than a month since she came back from New York, except for the day he called to scold her for not being a good guardian of Qian Qian, she had no contact with him at all.
There was no need for contact between them, but at this moment, thinking of her daughter's lost face, she really couldn't bear it.
It doesn't matter to her how carefree he and Ren Qingle want to be, but since he promised the child, he should do it. If he couldn't do it, he shouldn't have agreed in the first place.
Does he really care about Ren Qingle that much?
For Ren Qingle's birthday, he gave up coming back to celebrate Qianqian's birthday? He is simply going too far!!
Without hesitation, Qin Zixin dialed the number she had already deleted from her phone but clearly remembered.
The phone rang several times before the call was answered.
Qin Zixin tried his best to maintain a gentle tone, "Hi."
"What's the matter?" The voice he spoke to her was always cold and indifferent.
"You promised Qian Qian to celebrate his birthday, but why did you suddenly say you were too busy and couldn't come back?" She would rather he didn't want to come back because he hates her, but if he ignores Qian Qian for Ren Qingle, she won't allow it!!
"how?"
Qin Zixin said angrily, "Are you really busy? I don't think so?"
"Oh? What better reason do you have?"
"Don't think that I don't know that Ren Qingle's birthday falls within these two days. You stayed in New York because of her, right?"
Ji Lingtian's soft smile came from Qin Zixin's cell phone, "Is it because I know so much about Ren Qingle?"
"I don't have the leisure to joke with you...Ji Lingtian, you know how much Qianqian longs for you to come back. If you really stay in New York for Ren Qingle, I can only say that you are not worthy of being Qianqian's father."
"Yeah?"
Qin Zixin raised an eyebrow, "Ren Qingle's birthday is the day after tomorrow, right?"
Ji Lingtian didn't answer.
Qin Zixin gritted her teeth, "Since you don't have time to come back, in order not to disappoint my daughter, I have to take Qianqian to New York to see you tomorrow... I think you have to cancel your date with Ren Qingle the day after tomorrow!"
Putting these words aside, Qin Zixin directly pressed the hang up button and ended the call.
Damn Ji Lingtian, is Ren Qingle really that important to him? He really deserves to go to hell!!
Qin Zixin angrily threw a pillow on the ground. At this moment, a servant's respectful address came to her ears, "Mr. Ji."
Qin Zixin's hand that was about to throw the second pillow turned to stone in an instant, and she suddenly looked up at the door of the villa.