Epilogue: Deep Love and Responsibility——Finally Clear 5000
She had never been able to figure out why he suddenly let her go, but now she finally figured out that it was because Qianqian begged him.
"Sister, sister..." Ran Ran kept calling on the phone.
Qin Zixin finally came to his senses, "Huh?"
"Then you and Mr. Ji..."
Qin Zixin turned her head and glanced inside the room. Ji Lingtian was no longer there. Her eyes were dull and she spoke slowly, "There will be no more intersections. It's finally over."
"I'm sorry that Guan Hao and I interfered with Qian Qian's condition..."
Qin Zixin shook his head, "I don't blame you... I know that you have always wished me well."
"Sister, I am also a woman. I know how you are feeling now, but I must tell you, if I had not known that you and Mr. Ji still have love for each other, I would never have let myself or Guan Hao interfere with you.
The feelings between..."
"Is there love?" Qin Zixin laughed as if hearing a big joke, "I think this is the funniest joke I have heard in thirty years."
"While I was helping you, every time I saw you and Mr. Ji hurting each other, I thought about whether it was right for me to help you. Therefore, I once thought about leaving Qianqian who has passed the observation period.
I’ll tell you the situation, but Guan Hao stopped me, do you know why?”
Qin Zixin still shook his head, his throat filled with sobs.
"Sister, I think there are some things that you still don't know..."
"you say."
"You know that m has taken revenge on everyone, Mom, Guan Hao, me, Mr. Ji, Qiao Che...all the people from the previous generation to this generation. M tried so hard to destroy everyone's happiness, why didn't he take action?
Want to take revenge on you? If I remember correctly, you "betrayed" Mr. Ji for a while, and you were alone. According to M's past style of killing everyone, she knew you were Qu Yaoting's daughter, and she couldn't let her go.
Yours, but you have never been directly hurt by m, do you know why?"
"I have also wondered about this question, but I think m probably thinks that although I am from the Qu family, Qu Yaoting and I have no so-called father-daughter relationship at all, so she will let me go..."
"You are wrong. With m's crazy personality, she wants to retaliate and kill even your mother Li Zhaojun, a woman who just had a casual relationship with daddy. Think about it, how can she let you go? You are
Qu Yaoting’s biological daughter!”
"Ran Ran, I don't understand what you mean..."
"What I mean is very simple. The reason why you did not encounter M's revenge is because someone has been protecting you."
Qin Zixin was surprised, "Protect me?"
"Yes...the person protecting you is Mr. Ji!"
What...how could it happen? Qin Zixin's eyes widened in astonishment.
Knowing that Qin Zixin would not believe it, Qu Ranran continued to explain, "Guan Hao told me that Mr. Ji once regarded you as life..."
Qin Zixin smiled as if in pain, "This is impossible, he doesn't care about me at all, from beginning to end."
"No, Mr. Ji cares about you. It's true that he regards you as his life...and, to this day, he still does."
"Ran Ran, do you know? Now that he doesn't care about me, it's no longer important to me..."
"Even if it is no longer important to you, I still want to make it clear to you... After m used you to contain Mr. Ji, the next person he wanted to deal with was you, but Mr. Ji threatened m at that time. If m dared to move
Even if you are going to jail, he will drag m to be buried with you. M reluctantly agreed to Mr. Ji's condition. Therefore, Mr. Ji has been willing to work for m for so many years, and m promised not to hurt you. "
"How did Guan Hao know?"
"Because Guan Hao has met m before, and this is what m said to Guan Hao himself... Just imagine, you 'betrayed' Mr. Ji, and after you 'betrayed' him, Mr. Ji still didn't want you to be hurt, so
Isn’t my love deep enough?”
"He said personally that he didn't care about me at all. He told me that he was with me just to use me against Guan Hao..."
"Sister, do you really believe the answer Mr. Ji gave you?"
Qin Zixin was speechless and choked. She didn't believe it, but in real life she couldn't help but not believe it.
"You have to know that Mr. Ji and Guan Hao seem to be enemies, but they have always had a deep brotherhood. Even if Mr. Ji hired you back then, it was so that you could work in Guan Hao's company in the future so that you could help Mr. Ji.
Seize Guan Hao's weakness, but Mr. Ji will never really hurt Guan Hao... He then sent you to Guan Hao's side. It was simply m's arrangement. He did not violate m and let you go. On the one hand, he was
To protect yourself, on the other hand, it is also because he knows that you will be safe by Guan Hao's side."
"This is impossible, impossible..." Qin Zixin kept shaking his head, "He hates me so much..."
"He does hate you, but he can't stop loving you... You have to know that Mr. Ji has always known that you are Qu Yaoting's daughter, but Mr. Ji has never retaliated against you the way Guan Hao retaliated against me.
, she is also the daughter of Qu Yaoting, and she also harbors the sworn hatred of killing her father in her heart, but Mr. Ji has put it down first... This shows that when Mr. Ji was with you, he already loved you enough to not have hatred, that is Guan Haohua
It took him eight years to do something, but he did it without hesitation, which shows how much he cared about you at that time... His love is deep and his responsibility is deep, because he has loved you with his life, so he can never let go.
You actually betrayed your relationship..."
What Qu Ranran said made Qin Zixin's tears keep pouring out of his eyes, and finally, he stood there for a long time.
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After finishing the call with Qu Ranran, Qin Zixin returned to the room in despair.
Waves of pain came over her heart, but at this moment, she seemed to feel no pain. She clutched her chest and sat blankly on the edge of the bed, looking at Qian Qian, who was sleeping soundly on the bed.
Even when the child is sleeping, there are tears in his eyes...
Looking back now, in New York at that time, Yu An told her that he said she saw Qian Qian crying alone in the room.
When she was crying, Qian Qian told her that she had a nightmare, dreaming that her parents were separated. In fact, Qian Qian said that she told her the fear in her heart...but she didn't know it at the time.
Silly boy...
Qin Zixin was so distressed that she couldn't help but lower her head and kiss her daughter.
Although a lot of things happened today, there was finally one thing that made her happy. Qian Qian's health was better, and even if she left, she wouldn't worry about it anymore.
Taking a deep breath to slowly ease the pain in her heart, she stood up and returned to her room.
From the secret place on the bedside table in the room, she took out the medicine and swallowed it dryly.
The bitterness of the medicine stuck in her throat, making her gag, and she finally managed to swallow it.
After taking the medicine, she adjusted her mood and walked out of the room.
Meeting the servant in the corridor, she asked about Ji Lingtian's whereabouts. After learning that Ji Lingtian was in the study, she originally wanted to go find him, but after hesitation, she finally went to the children's room.
Lying next to Qian Qian, she felt heartbroken when she saw how restless Qian Qian was while sleeping.
"Mommy..."
Qian Qian didn't know when she woke up and looked at Qin Zixin with misty eyes.
Qin Zixin reached out and hugged Qianqian, "Well, mommy is here."
Qian Qian took her mother's hand and comforted her, "Don't worry about me..."
Qin Zixin held her daughter's little hand tightly and nodded, "Mommy is not worried about Qian Qian. Mommy knows Qian Qian is very strong."
"Mommy, I'm sorry, Qianqian shouldn't have forced you and daddy to be together. If it weren't for Qianqian, you and daddy wouldn't be unhappy every day..."
"Idiot, it's Mommy and Daddy's fault. How can Qianqian be allowed to say 'I'm sorry' to Mommy and Daddy?"
Qian Qian nestled into Qin Zixin's arms and hugged Qin Zixin tightly, "Will you and Daddy be separated tomorrow?"
"Have you forgotten that your dad is going back to New York to work on a project?"
"When I say separation, I don't mean daddy's business."
Qin Zixin shook her head, "Mommy doesn't know..."
In fact, what Ran Ran said to her on the phone made her heart really confused at the moment...
When Qin Zixin woke up early, Qian Qian was no longer around...
Qin Zixin was startled. After washing briefly, she ran out of the room. When she saw Qian Qian having a meal in the restaurant on the first floor, she breathed a sigh of relief.
She sat next to Qian Qian and asked softly, "Baby girl, why did you get up so early?"
Qian Qian bit the sandwich in her mouth and spat out vaguely, "Mommy, have you forgotten? I have to go to school today..."
"Yes, Mommy is so stupid..." There were so many things that happened last night that she even forgot about reading a book.
"Mommy, I've eaten, I'm going to school..." Qian Qian left the dining table, picked up her schoolbag, and said to Qin Zixin.
Qin Zixin stood up hurriedly and adjusted the shoulder strap of Qianqian's schoolbag, "Be good, Mommy will cook your favorite dishes for lunch and wait for you to come back."
"Well, thank you, Mommy." Qianqian kissed Qin Zixin on the cheek.
Qin Zixin smiled lightly and was about to send Qianqian out of the villa when Ji Lingtian happened to walk into the restaurant.
Seeing her father, Qianqian called out sweetly, "Daddy."
Ji Lingtian obviously came down from the second floor in a hurry, because his whole body seemed to have not been tidied up, and there was a faint stubble on his chin.
"good."
Qian Qian walked up to Ji Lingtian and kissed him, "I'm going to school..."
"Um."
"Daddy, will you go back to New York today?"
Ji Lingtian squatted down, held Qian Qian's thin shoulders, and said, "Daddy isn't going back."
Qian Qian frowned slightly, "But you have business to attend to. Mommy told me yesterday that there was a problem with your project."
Ji Lingtian rubbed the broken hair in front of Qian Qian's forehead and said lovingly, "No project is as important as my daughter."
Qian Qian said sensibly, "Daddy, you don't have to worry about Qian Qian. Mommy is at home to take care of me."
Ji Lingtian still shook his head, "No, daddy will stay with you."
"Daddy, you should go to New York. Your cell phone kept ringing yesterday. I think there must be a big problem with the project..."
Ji Lingtian looked deeply at his daughter, "It's not important."
"But it's just awkward for you and Mommy to get along now."
Qian Qian is already a complete little adult, and she can figure out the thoughts of adults very clearly.
Ji Lingtian and Qin Zixin didn't know what to say at this moment.
Qian Qian raised a smile and looked at her parents, "Mommy and Daddy, although Qian Qian still doesn't understand what feelings are, it's always said on TV that feelings can't be forced... Qian Qian has always envied others having daddy and mommy.
Qianqian always selfishly wants mom and dad to be together, even though mom and dad don't love each other, but Qian Qian has figured it out now. Instead of forcing mom and dad to be together, Qian Qian has a very hard life every day.
Then I would rather mommy and daddy separate... I hope to see mommy and daddy have smiles on their faces."
Ji Lingtian spoke up, "Qianqian, my lord will handle the matter. Don't think too much..."
"Daddy, please go back to New York... During this period of separation, you and Mommy should think about it calmly... When Daddy comes back in two months, if you still feel that you need a divorce, then divorce!
"
Qin Zixin called out with difficulty, "Qianqian..."
Qianqian smiled at her mother, "Mommy, I want you to promise me something..."
"you say."
"Even if you get divorced, you can't award me to anyone. I can be with whomever I want at any time... Even if you are separated, I don't want to be separated from you."
"good."
Qin Zixin and Ji Lingtian agreed to this sentence in unison.
Qin Zixin sat alone at home, thinking about what Qu Ranran said to her, knowing that even if she could verify what her sister said, it would still be meaningless.
However, she still wanted to figure it out...
Is what Ran Ran said about him protecting her true?
Even though she and Ji Lingtian have no intersection now, and she has no illusions about him, if this matter is clarified, it will at least show that her life has not been in vain...
At least, she once met a man who loved her and loved her deeply... She also had a happy time.
Before she died, she could even recall the past...even though the man who loved her deeply would always only exist in her memory.
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"Zixin, you haven't answered my calls in the past two days... Do you know that I'm worried about you?"
After getting off the car, Gu Yuchen ran to Qin Zixin who was standing on the side of the road, with a worried look on his face.
Qin Zixin spit out calmly, "I'm fine. I take my medicine on time. You don't have to worry about me."
"How can I not worry about you? I can't convince you to go to England with me for treatment... You have to know that people can never give up at any time..." Gu Yuchen tried his best to persuade.
"Imperial minister, you should know how precious time is to me now. I don't want to waste the remaining time on useless efforts..."
"This is not in vain... Zi Xin, I don't care if you want to go or not, I will definitely take you to England. I will never give up any opportunity to cure you!"
Qin Zixin looked at Gu Yuchen guiltily and gratefully, "Thank you for helping me like this. Even though we haven't seen each other for more than ten years, thank you for keeping my secret. I really feel very lucky to meet you again.
However, if you let me leave Qianqian for medical treatment, if I will still die in the end, then I will definitely regret that I did not spend time with Qianqian... I can only promise you this, if the two
If I am still alive after a few months, then I will go to England with you."
"That way you will delay the best treatment time!!"
"Imperial minister, you have forgotten that there is no optimal time for treatment..."
"I really can't convince you?"
Qin Zixin nodded, "You should know that it is difficult to change what I decide."
Gu Yuchen sighed heavily, "Your character is still the same as before, so stubborn and stubborn."
Qin Zixin smiled slightly and said, "This should be like my father, because my sister has the same personality."
"At this time, you actually still have the leisure to joke around?"
Qin Zixin walked towards Gu Yuchen's car with a smile, "It's sad that life is about to end. Do you have to cry all day long for the rest of the days?"
Gu Yuchen quickly opened the car door for Qin Zixin, "Where do you want me to take you?"
"Airport."
Gu Yuchen was stunned, "Airport?"
Qin Zixin nodded, "I'm going to City T. I hope to be back before five o'clock in the afternoon."
After Gu Yuchen got into the driver's seat and fastened the seat belt for Qin Zixin, he asked, "What are you going to do in city T?"
Qin Zixin replied slowly, "I want to meet someone?"
"That person is in city T?"
"Well, she's in jail."
ps: I can finally update in the early morning. It’s not easy... I stayed up late tonight and I won’t have to stay up late in the future. I’m happy.